Spirit Engine
By John Donlan
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John Donlan
Donlan lives in Vancouver half the year, where he worked as a reference librarian at the Vancouver Public Library for 20 years. For the other six months, he lives on a lake north of Kingston, Ontario, surrounded by 177 acres of wilderness. Spirit Engine is his fourth collection of poetry.
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Spirit Engine - John Donlan
Acknowledgements
Stone Beach
Rock folded and refolded.
To Loss:
You poor boob, why don’t you
get over it?
Bitter pleasure of not writing:
"Martha I’m mourning,
painting the sacred book black;"
"secret glee of withholding, inaction,
strong ribbed chest around a vacuum."
I don’t have time for that foolishness.
I’m out of my zone, 27
heartbeats in 10 seconds,
scrambling up to the West Lion ridge.
Flathead six full out,
every millimetre packed with incident.
Thumbing and re-thumbing
this dog-eared book.
October 6, 1998
Bushed
for Stanley Knowles
1
Half in love is more than I expected,
deserved, really, given my dark destination.
How many more beats, my heart?
Do you know how much I love you?
Here’s something decent people can enjoy.
Curtains of cold rain brush the rocky slopes.
Hurtin’ music, the body’s sad counter
to all that clever talk, those explanations
falling unheard as snow through yellow leaves.
Who needs to know how much a mountain weighs?
Sometimes the feel, the heaviness, of flesh
is more knowledge than you can bear.
You haul it like a suitcase, mind elsewhere,
so you don’t spend your life saying goodbye,
goodbye, blood hum and aspen tremor singing
the simple, hopeless love of being here.
You’re going, and you’re coming back as rain,
as waterfall, as rock, as mountain flour,
wholly surrendered to the laws of downwardness
after a life contending. But not yet.
You’re still pummelled by the chemistry of desire,
by the will’s manic sheepdog chivvying
your attention towards the beauty of the world
as if to prove you’re more than a witness,
you’re implicated in these goings-on,
but mustn’t worry. Repeat after me:
Bow Falls. Bow Falls. Bow Falls. Bow Falls. Bow Falls.
2
Near river water, blood almost remembers
long travels after and before this body,
being drawn through other lives and distilled
out into clouds, who claim to have forgotten us
and remain distant, even when we walk
among them in the rain forest, and breathe
their droplets in, and see them dew our clothes.
Griefs so strong they would outlive a lifetime
know only the extinction of the cells
of their prison frees them into unknowing.
We all want to be historyless
if that’s not how we say