Will This Be On The Final?
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Will this be on the final? is a multi-themed exploration in three sections. "Freshman" is a collection of stories on love and relationships, "Field Work" offers observations from travel to Nairobi, Kenya, and "Thesis" concludes the volume with reflections on family, legacy, and how identity shifts with age and experience. Sometimes heartbreaking, occasionally laughable, but always insightful, these poems tell a story of personal education and growth through yearning, travel, and loss.
Bianca Palmisano
Bianca Palmisano is a sex educator and medical consultant serving the DC community since 2012. As the owner of Intimate Health Consulting, she specializes in training healthcare providers around issues of sexual health, as well as LGBT, sex worker, and sexual assault survivor competency. She also serves as the Community Outreach Chair for the Metro DC PFLAG Board of Directors. She has served as a facilitator for the classroom education program The Rainbow Speakers Bureau, and as chair of the Transgender Advocacy Project for American University. She is a two-time presenter for the Philadelphia Transgender Health Conference and the Woodhull Sexual Freedom Summit. Her additional professional credits include presentations on rape culture, healthy communication, BDSM, and sexual health risk management with organizations such as SlutWalk DC and University of Maryland Sex Week.
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Will This Be On The Final? - Bianca Palmisano
Cover art by Dave Myles Photography
Copyright © 2016, Bianca Palmisano. All rights reserved. Printed in the United States of America. No part of this book may be used or reproduced in any manner whatsoever without written permission except in the case of brief quotations embodied in critical articles and reviews. For information address aois21 publishing, LLC, P.O. Box 129, Mount Vernon, VA 22121.
ISBN: 978-1-941771-15-0
Deepest gratitude to Carla Marina Carreira for her keen eye and supportive editing.
To my math teachers, oddly enough.
There are no weird questions, only weird students.
-Mr. Rylands, Grade 10 Integrated Math
And to my many lovers and friends:
Thank you for all you have taught me.
Table of Contents
Freshman
Out of Practice Love Poem
Butch
Paper Heart
The List
On Being Told That the Owner of Metropolitan Scooters Will Call Me Back As Soon As He Can
Phantom Love
Surprises
I Want You
One Act
Peaches for Eva
Dateable
The Toyshop for Broken Girls and Boys
Spacing
Semicolon
4am Swan Song
Night Train
Field Work
Traveling Aimlessly
Arrival
Nairobi
Nightclub Misgivings
Kenyan Smooth Jazz
3rd World Valentine
Kibera
Mama, Ukambani
Re-learning the Country
Kibera After
No Saints
Single Story
Thesis
Single Story Reprise
An Ode To WMATA
Every Moment Is Frail
Future
Little Sister
To John Irving, On the Day of My Grandfather’s Funeral
Afghan Vacation
Bro
Unsure
Meeting You the Second Time
Freshman
Out of Practice Love Poem
I haven’t written a love poem in years
I don’t remember how they start
something about flowers and weather?
a symphony and butterflies?
a thousand soaring expectations
in velvet and chocolate letters…
Arthritic and out of practice,
constantly forgetting my lines
I find beauty in rusted car shells
and burnt out warehouses
the white-washed walls of a kabob house
with old tea on the hotplate.
I forget how to write Will you Marry Me?
in jet stream clouds.
My tongue trips over witty compliments
my fluid Italian and French, lost.
Yesterday, I dropped my graceful nonchalance
into soapy dishwater
and marveled at the ripples.
I can’t compliment you the way you deserve.
I will compare you to worn-in bedsheets
earthworms, macaroni and cheese
When I meant to say that you glide
with the endless strength of water
wearing away stone,
that your corners are warm
like the blanket that held me through nightmares
and you fill me like bold red wine on a winter night,
all promises and bawdy declarations.
But deep down, you understand me.
You laugh because I remind you
of paprika on chicken nuggets
--spicy, yet familiar--
and when you touch my face it feels
like the contours of an old bruise,
so you hold me gently.
And you secretly want to take me
into the deepest part of the woods,
nestle me into the ferns and underbrush
where we can sit on a rotting log,
let crickets crawl across our arms,
and tell stories until it is too dark to see.
Butch
Shallow breaths and party hat strings.
We bellow Happy Birthday in discordance.
Your eyes are on me. I don’t look away.
Blondes lick cream cheese frosting from their fingers and make wishes
but I arch my body inward to close the space between us.
Humming. somewhere in my chest
as your Bovver boots click,
strident, measured steps in my direction.
I want you to say kiss me
with your chocolate voice
and hold the soft worm of my tongue between your teeth.
Pulled into needing,