Seven Minutes in Devon: Cardiff Siblings, #1

By Catherine Gayle

During a minutes-long span three years ago, their lives were forever changed when Lady Morgan Cardiff nearly drowned.

Returning to the disastrous scene for the first time, Emma Hathaway is older, wiser—and ready to move on. With her parents quickly aging, she needs a husband. Alas, she is an awkward, bookish girl with no dowry to recommend her, and she is far from being an Incomparable or an heiress who might rouse a gentleman’s interest. Her hopes of changing the ton’s view of her are dashed upon the arrival of the others involved in that life-altering moment. Aidan Cardiff’s perpetual glares prove he blames Emma for Morgan’s scarred, blind condition. His unfounded hatred alone leaves Emma shaken, but his unbidden advances threaten to thwart her husband-hunt.

Ever since his sister’s failed attempts to take her own life, Aidan Cardiff has been a loathsome, brooding artist. He’s spent three years creating artwork to depict the revenge he’d like to exact against anyone, save himself, who can be blamed for Morgan’s pervasive melancholy. Yet his art has been far from enough to assuage the rage he’s built inside. Morgan is finally ready to live again, but Aidan fears letting her out of his sight—particularly with Emma Hathaway, the chit whose very existence sets his blood to boiling. But is the heat fueling his fire due solely to his anger, or is there something more?

• Language: English
• Publisher: Night Shift Publishing
• Release date: Nov 3, 2012
• ISBN: 9780988335455

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The characters and events portrayed in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental and not intended by the author.

Seven Minutes in Devon

Copyright © 2012 by Catherine Gayle

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To Melanie, because I still love you so much it hurts. When I started this story, I had no idea how much this piece of fiction might become like real life. I had to set it aside for various reasons, and then I wasn’t able to even think about starting work on it again for a long time. Even with distance, it was almost too much for me at times. It may always be that way for me. But I will always love you so much it hurts.

During a minutes-long span three years ago, their lives were forever changed when Lady Morgan Cardiff nearly drowned.

Returning to the disastrous scene for the first time, Emma Hathaway is older, wiser—and ready to move on. With her parents quickly aging, she needs a husband. Alas, she is an awkward, bookish girl with no dowry to recommend her, and she is far from being an Incomparable or an heiress who might rouse a gentleman’s interest. Her hopes of changing the ton’s view of her are dashed upon the arrival of the others involved in that life-altering moment. Aidan Cardiff’s perpetual glares prove he blames Emma for Morgan’s scarred, blind condition. His unfounded hatred alone leaves Emma shaken, but his unbidden advances threaten to thwart her husband-hunt.

Ever since his sister’s failed attempts to take her own life, Aidan Cardiff has been a loathsome, brooding artist. He’s spent three years creating artwork to depict the revenge he’d like to exact against anyone, save himself, who can be blamed for Morgan’s pervasive melancholy. Yet his art has been far from enough to assuage the rage he’s built inside. Morgan is finally ready to live again, but Aidan fears letting her out of his sight—particularly with Emma Hathaway, the chit whose very existence sets his blood to boiling. But is the heat fueling his fire due solely to his anger, or is there something more?

SEVEN MINUTES IN DEVON is the first, and currently the only, book in the Cardiff Siblings series.

Late July, 1816—The Year Without a Summer

Heathcote Park, near Topsham, Devon

Aidan Cardiff tore his gaze away from his sister’s pallid face, framed by her near-gold hair, to stare out the great bay window. The action, which ought to have been simple, was anything but. It felt like yet another chunk of his heart ripped out as his head turned, but still he chose instead to watch the swollen banks of the Exe Estuary beneath the eternally gray sky. Everything was dark and foreboding, of late: Morgan’s demeanor; the out-of-doors; Aidan’s own blackened heart.

He swallowed the remnants of his port and scowled upon what once was the most beautiful vista he’d ever witnessed. A few months had certainly changed everything. Once, he would have laughed at such a thought, thinking it an impossibility. There was no more room in his life for laughter, though. Not until Morgan could laugh again.

A firm hand struck his shoulder, jolting him from his sour mood and returning his attention to the house party going on around him.

The weather has to clear someday. David, Baron Burington, set a near-empty glass on the table and took up position upon the chair across from Aidan, following his gaze out to the mouth of the river. You’ll have to come back sometime and fish with me. Maybe in the fall… He leaned in and raised a brow in question.

No.

A deep frown creased David’s forehead. But—

But nothing. You’ve seen for yourself how difficult this has been for Morgan. Aidan choked down a show of emotion to keep it at bay. Not now. Not with so many others watching. Not while the ungainly Miss Hathaway could see, should she deign to look up from her oh-so-precious books long enough to notice anything more than the end of her altogether-too-long nose. Allowing his emotion free rein with witnesses present would be tantamount to granting that loathsome betrayer Stoneham an invitation to view Aidan’s own personal visit to hell. "I won’t subject her to this again so soon, and I will not leave her."

Your mother will be with her. Not to mention your brother. With Trenowyth, Morgan will be far from alone.

Upon Aidan’s glare, one with enough ferocity to level a lesser man, David raised his hands and pushed back from the table, rocking the chair on its insubstantial rear legs like a schoolboy flirting with disaster. It was an action Aidan had seen on countless occasions since their days together at Eton, back when Stoneham was always at their side and in the midst of all of their plans. Even now, David grinned in an altogether familiar boyish way as he balanced on the rear legs of the chair.

Everything, it seemed, pointed Aidan’s memories back to Stoneham. He couldn’t escape the bastard no matter how he tried. It was little wonder Morgan couldn’t, either.

Upon Aidan’s glare, David brought his chair down and frowned. I know. I’m sorry. You all want to be with her right now. I understand, Aidan, I do, but you can’t stop living your life.

That was exactly what Mother had said to them all before they left—a fact which ate at Aidan’s gut. I haven’t. He hated how everyone seemed to think they knew what was best, particularly when they were all well and truly wrong.

You have. Ever since Morgan— David cut himself off, glanced warily over his shoulder to where she sat beside Miss Hathaway, and lowered his voice. Ever since things changed, you’ve hardly left her side. Not a single one of you. Come to Heathcote Park again in the fall. Spend a few weeks with us. Try to forget about it all for a little while. Maybe you could work on your sculpting out here—or you could work with oils or pastels if you don’t want to sculpt. It would be good for you. Getting back to your art…

Aidan shook his head. You could visit us at Tavistock Manor. Bring Vanessa. It isn’t too far.

We won’t be able to travel, soon. A sheepish grin spread across David’s still boyish features. He leaned across the table, looked pointedly over to his wife, and dropped his voice to a whisper. Nessa is doing her best to provide me with an heir.

Indeed? Even in his current dark mood, Aidan couldn’t hold back a chuckle. I suppose I should offer you my hearty congratulations.

I’d prefer for you to say you’ll come in the fall. How does October sound?

Before Aidan could refuse once more, a flash of shimmering yellow caught his eye out the window, moving toward the estuary in the distance. Cheerful pink had no place amongst the dreary gray so ever present this summer. Morgan. No!

Aidan bolted from his seat, sending the delicate Louis XIV chair splintering to the ground behind him. Ignoring the shouts of dismay left in his wake, he hurtled through the fussy room and into the corridor. At the far end of the hall, almost to the door, the brown hair and gangly limbs of Miss Hathaway sprinted ahead of him, her sunny yellow skirts held up about her knees so she could run full-out.

She flung open the door and careened through it. Lady Morgan! Stop! Oh gracious heavens, you mustn’t. Her panicked voice became muffled as the door slammed closed behind her.

Aidan ought to throttle the chit for allowing Morgan out of her sight. When he finished with that, he’d throttle her again for alerting neither himself nor his brother Niall, the Earl of Trenowyth, that something was amiss with their sister. Surely she recognized the gravity of the situation. Or had she been too engrossed in her bloody books to notice how delicate Morgan was, how volatile her thoughts?

No, she knew. He’d made certain of it before he ever left Morgan in her care. That could only mean Miss Hathaway hadn’t cared, that she’d felt her precious books were more important than Morgan’s needs.

Reaching the end of the hall at last, he shoved aside a stricken footman who had finally condescended to make an appearance at his post. Aidan almost ripped the door from its hinges in his haste to get to his sister.

His heart thudded to a standstill.

Morgan had already taken several steps into the water. Her curls whipped around her head in a ghastly frenzy, the golden and white hues intensified in the last vestiges of the setting sun that had peeked through the storm clouds as the winter-like winds howled around her.

He’d never get there in time.

The slap of his Hessians against the flagstone drive reverberated in his head. Morgan went deeper into the surge of water, her gown of sunny yellow muslin floating up and enveloping her.

Miss Hathaway leapt in after her, spindly arms and legs flailing in wild tumult. With Aidan’s usual turn of the cards, the chit likely couldn’t swim and would cause more harm than good. He’d be lucky to rescue even one of them; both would be asking for too much favor from heaven, particularly for someone with such a history of transgressions as he. Although, why should he rescue Miss Hathaway, when she could have prevented this entire situation to begin with? Leaving her to her death would only add to his aforementioned list, damn it all.

The water sloshed about, reaching his ears. Too much distance still. Icy shards pricked the walls of his lungs, but Aidan forced himself to ignore them and ran faster.

Morgan’s head went under as he reached the edge of the water. A golden halo floated atop the estuary where she’d just been, nearly halfway to the opposite bank, and then abruptly fell below.

No!

Miss Hathaway filled her lungs and dove after Morgan, her dark hair quickly disappearing beneath the water, the yellow of her gown blocking the gold of Morgan’s hair from his view. Aidan ran into the riverbed, oblivious to anything but reaching his sister. The force of the water slowed his progress to a near crawl, and he cursed the impediment aloud, uncaring as to who might hear his coarse tongue. Each second that ticked by meant he was a second closer to losing his sister. Forever.

That couldn’t happen. He couldn’t allow it.

By the time he was waist-deep, Miss Hathaway’s head reappeared above the undulating surface. Another breath, and down she went again, leaving only a torrent of ripples behind.

After a few more steps he was deep enough to swim. Aidan took a great breath and pushed off against the mud bank. The weight of his coat and boots threatened to pull him under. Good God, how could either of the ladies manage with their skirts if he was having such difficulty? He fought against the heaviness with all his might while frantically scanning for a sign of Morgan.

Finally, about twenty feet away, he saw them: Miss Hathaway thrashing with the wildness of a trapped hellcat, holding tight to the unresponsive hand of his sister. Despite the ferocity of her kicks, she made no progress. If anything, the two women were heading the opposite direction from what she intended. With all her flailing, they were sinking in an almost whirlpool-like manner instead of rising. What the devil was she thinking?

Aidan swam toward the chaos, the water closing over his head as he dove beneath the surface. When he reached them, he fought through Miss Hathaway’s flapping limbs and ripped the fingers of her death-grip from Morgan’s arm. She kicked again, sending a foot into his gullet. She reached for him, her fingers desperately seeking purchase in her panic and scratching his arm and face in the process.

She’d be the death of them all if he couldn’t contain her hysteria.

He pushed her away with a solid shove toward the surface. Then he wrapped his arm around Morgan’s waist and followed after her.

When he broke through, a painful gasp refilled his lungs. Aidan swam for the shore, holding Morgan above the water with one arm and willing her to breathe. A series of shouts and splashes sounded behind him as David reached Miss Hathaway and dragged her to the embankment. Seconds later, David’s wife reached the two of them, and then Niall took hold of Morgan’s arm to pull her free of the water.

Aidan coughed back tears and river water as he sat on the bank. He draped his sister’s unresponsive form over his lap. Her empty eyes stared back at him.

No breath. No sound. No movement.

No life.

Gone. How could she be gone? How could he have allowed it to happen?

Niall sank to his knees before them and cupped Morgan’s face in his hands.

A crowd had gathered, as the entire house party had apparently followed after him. Servants rushed through the crowd, carrying blankets. A few feet away, Miss Hathaway spluttered, relieving her lungs of the muddy water. She gasped for breath, but all he could see was her teeth—big, white teeth surrounded by mud and muck.

If she had acted more quickly…if she had alerted him to Morgan’s departure instead of running off alone and attempting a rescue of which she was both incompetent and incapable, none of this would have happened. Morgan would still be alive. Breathing. Warm and safe inside.

That damned girl killed my sister.

Aidan glared across at her, filling his gaze with every ounce of rage and fear and grief and pain that had filled his life these four months, blaming the girl though in truth the blame rested elsewhere.

He needed someone to fault other than himself. Someone. Something.

Anything.

Lady Burington draped a blanket over the shivering Miss Hathaway’s shoulders. In his mind, Aidan set it aflame, permanently affixing the image in his mind like a piece of artwork. Even that would not serve as justice for his loss. It wasn’t enough. It would never be enough.

Then, inexplicably, Morgan’s body jerked in his arms. Aidan’s focus lurched back to his sister. Another movement. A flood of water left her mouth, followed by a series of violent, wracking coughs. Her vacant eyes looked first to Niall, then to Aidan as they filled with desperate tears.

She was alive. Morgan was alive. Thank God in heaven.

She slowly shook her head, an almost imperceptible motion. Her mouth formed a word, but no sound came out as her eyes bored holes through his. Tears streamed a jagged path down her river-stained cheeks.

Why?

July, 1819

With a somber mien befitting the memories held within, the butler showed Emma Hathaway into the drawing room at Heathcote Park. If you’ll excuse me, miss, I’ll inform the lord and lady of the manor of your arrival.

Emma gave him a brief nod, and he backed out of the room. A timid young maid replaced him in the doorway a moment later. She set a tea service on the table, dipped into a curtsey, and then scurried away.

After an agonizing glance out the bay window, Emma scanned the room—the one which had haunted her dreams for many years now, and which showed no sign of ceasing that very activity.

A gradual but thorough change had overtaken the space, and likewise much of the great house, since Emma’s sister, Vanessa, had become the mistress of the manor. Now, almost everything inside it was different than it had been upon her arrival—and certainly different than it had been three years ago.

Emma hadn’t seen any of the changes take place, herself. She hadn’t returned to the Park since that summer. She had only learned of the changes in her sister’s letters.

This coming fortnight would mark the first occasion anyone besides the Burington family and their servants, and now Emma, would step foot inside the room in three years.

Even just walking inside it brought back the rush of memories, the great ache in her chest from all that had happened—an ache that always had her gasping for breath, as though she was being pulled below water again. Perhaps enough change had taken place to erode the abhorrent memories from the minds of most. Surely, that had been Vanessa’s intent in making the changes.

Emma doubted anything could ever wash the memory from her own mind. The images were too stark. Too all-encompassing and bitter. The events from that summer were etched in a sea of gray upon the backs of her eyelids, it seemed, haunting her any time she tried to close her eyes and rest. Yet Vanessa had tried to effect enough changes to make this summer’s house party at least bearable.

The dainty, too-easily-broken Louis XIV chairs and matching spindly-legged tables were gone, replaced by sturdier mahogany bergère chairs with plush blue and cream cushions—sturdy enough that careless men could likely not shatter them so easily. Scattered near each grouping of chairs, one could find gaming tables, tea tables, quartetto tables, and writing tables, all made of the same solid wood. All designed not only for aesthetics but for durability.

Gone, too, were the elaborate plaster chimney piece and rococo designs which Lady Morgan had so often stared upon that summer as she whiled away the time trapped inside her mind. In their stead, a mural of an autumnal country landscape covered one wall while family portraits dotted the rest of the room, accompanied by framed swatches of embroidery—no doubt stitched by Vanessa. Simple yet elegant mahogany woodwork now adorned the hearth. Though the memories were far from eradicated from Emma’s mind, the changes somehow soothed her frayed nerves as she inspected them. It was an odd sensation—not quite at peace, but not as anxiety-inducing as it would have been, had Vanessa made the endeavor.

A bird flew past the bay window, casting its shadow upon the walls and lifting up to the ceiling. Emma’s eyes followed the shadow’s path. Even the ceiling had undergone a transformation; the ornate plasterwork had been removed and, in its place, it had been painted to look like a cloudy sky, as was all the crack in Town these days. Vanessa had written, upon making this final alteration, that she wanted no reminders of that fateful day three years before. Not for herself. Not for her husband. Not for Emma or any other guest who had been present.

The only thing, as far as Emma could tell, that hadn’t changed at all was the Parquet flooring. Since it was already both elegant and serviceable, she supposed there had been no reason for alteration. The Aubusson rugs covering it, however, had been replaced with others to suit the blues and creams which now adorned the walls and the upholstery.

There had been no single moment of transformation according to Vanessa’s letters. In the three years since the first and only house party she and David had hosted, Vanessa had simply placed more touches of herself—of the quiet, reserved manner in which the two sisters had been reared—into that room, in particular, and into Heathcote Park as a whole.

Standing here now, so far removed from the dark moment in time she’d prefer to forget, Emma was baffled that almost nothing remained of the frilly, overly opulent décor.

And yet the view outside the great bay window remained untouched. The estuary, which had been the scene of the strongest, most violent parts of the memories, remained thoroughly unchanged—a permanent reminder of all she’d tried so desperately to banish from her memory. Emma supposed only God himself could rearrange that scene. She couldn’t very well expect Vanessa and David to rip out the River Exe and build an orangery in its place, after all. If such a feat were humanly possible, she had every reason to expect they would have undertaken the task with similar vigor to that required for the transformation of the manor house.

As though to ward off the biting chill of the river, Emma hugged her arms over her chest and gave her back to both the bay window and the memory. She filled a cup with steaming tea from the service, adding two sugars and just a drop of cream. On such a pleasantly warm day, no fire burned behind the fire screen, but positioning herself there she could avoid looking out the window—something she would prefer to do at all costs—as she waited for her sister’s arrival. She sat on the settee by the hearth. With a sigh, she sifted through her reticule for the book she’d brought along for the journey. Waverley, again. She’d already read it a dozen times or more, but beggars couldn’t be choosers.

A dog’s bark momentarily drew her attention outside. The hound raced along the open yard and then out of sight. How odd—she didn’t think David had any dogs as pets here at Heathcote Park. Perhaps she’d been mistaken.

Emma pulled her legs up beneath her in a thoroughly unladylike fashion, leaned back, and opened the book to where she’d left off. Edward Waverley had just been accused of both desertion and treason. Highly troublesome, that, particularly since it meant he was to be arrested. Within moments, she was lost in the Highlands again.

Good Lord in heaven, Emma, you should be thankful David didn’t walk in here before I did, Vanessa said.

The intrusion stopped Emma’s reading just as Waverley arrived at Holyrood Palace to meet with Bonnie Prince Charlie. She replaced the ribbon between the pages to mark her spot and grinned up at her sister.

Vanessa frowned in return. I can see half your legs, at least.

David wouldn’t care one whit if he saw my legs. They aren’t nearly as shapely or nice to look upon as yours.

That’s hardly the point.

No. Emma set the book beside her cold, forgotten cup of tea and stood, smoothing her skirt back into its proper place. But it amuses me to see you in pique.

Vanessa narrowed her eyes, taking obvious pains to keep all trace of amusement from her expression but failing spectacularly. Then she stopped trying and smiled. You arrived sooner than we expected. I suppose your travel was favorable? David is still meeting with his secretary, and I was in the nursery with Patrick and Danielle when Baxter informed me you were here. She crossed the room and pulled Emma into a full hug, then tugged her down to the settee again. I miss you.

With a half-smile, Emma pushed against her sister’s shoulder. "No one held a pistol to your head and forced you to marry David, you know. You left me to marry a peer, not the other way around."

And I made Mama and Father very happy in the process, Vanessa said. Her brown eyes lost a touch of their glimmer. How are they? I’ve been worried since the end of the Season. Mama just seemed so…frail, I suppose. Weary.

Not to mention Father was too indisposed to even accompany us to Town. Emma looked her sister in the eye. They’re both so worried about me, about what will happen to me when they can’t—

Emma cut herself off, pressing her lips together and pinching the bridge of her nose. Saying the words aloud was too much. Her heart broke just thinking of all they had sacrificed to give her a better life, a chance at all of the things they had never had. She closed her eyes for a moment to regain her composure.

I can’t allow them to keep doing this. Mama took me to London for the Season when clearly it was too much for her. She tried to insist on coming with me here this summer, even if Father wasn’t well enough to look after himself. Emma choked back a sob, then pressed on. She had to get through this. If David hadn’t sent Fanny with the carriage to accompany me here, Mama would surely have come along, even though Doctor Cary has forbidden Father from being out of bed for more than a few hours a day and he needs her assistance.

Vanessa’s eyes widened. It’s that bad? In your letters…

He’s coughing up blood. Which was not something Emma cared to ever put in a letter. If it were written down, it would be more real. More permanent.

Vanessa took Emma’s hand and squeezed, lacing their fingers together as they had done as girls. So now what?

Emma fought down her tears. This was not the time for crying. There were far more important things to be done. So now I find a way to ease their worries.

Vanessa opened her mouth to speak, so Emma rushed on.

I know you’re going to offer to let me stay here, but that’s not what I want. I’ve been a burden on Mama and Father for far too long. I have no intention of becoming a burden on you instead of them. You have children of your own now, and David to look after…

Vanessa pursed her lips—a habit neither of them had managed to break—no doubt learned from watching Mama. After a moment, Vanessa gave a brisk nod. Very well. If you won’t come live with us, what will you do?

I’ve thought about becoming a governess. It would be a good way for me to use the few skills I do possess in a productive manner. All her reading had to be good for something other than just her enjoyment.

A wry smile greeted that pronouncement. You know Father would be loath to allow you to go into service. That would hardly set him at ease, Em.

I know. Which is why I intend to find a husband. During this house party. Somehow. The actual ‘how’ of the operation might prove to be difficult, particularly since Emma didn’t even know which gentlemen her sister and brother-in-law had invited to their gathering. And then there was the fact that she was as comfortable in social settings as an elephant would be drinking from a miniature china teacup designed for