Morocco, Maybe

By Alex P. Wu

Sara Meadows is an ambitious attorney who helps her mining-company client make billions, even if she has to bulldoze an ancient monastery and blackmail the opposition. Unsavory, true, especially since she once dreamed of a PhD in art history, but soon she’ll make partner at an elite firm. Not bad for someone raised on food stamps. A vacation to Morocco shouldn’t screw up anything.

It screws up everything.

Backpacking through Morocco, Sara meets an archaeologist who seems everything she is not: idealistic, spontaneous, and as down-to-earth as his digs. They explore fabled kasbahs and medieval medinas, sharing tales under Saharan skies. Over sips of mint tea, the two discover a mutual passion for history. And fall in love.

Sara’s newfound happiness would be perfect but for one tiny detail: the priceless monastery she’s demolishing is the same one the archaeologist is desperate to save. Navigating unexpected detours is hard enough. Betraying someone she loves is harder. The hardest part? Mustering the courage to defy her head and follow her heart.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Alex P. Wu
• Release date: Jul 13, 2015
• ISBN: 9781507069899

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Morocco, Maybe

a love story

alex wu

This is a work of fiction. References to anything real are coincidental or used fictitiously.

Copyright ©2015 Alex Wu

All rights reserved

The cover photo is Chefchaouen, Morocco. Credit: Sabino Parente | Dreamstime.com

Table of Contents

Title

Copyright

Contents

Prologue

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

Chapter 7

Chapter 8

Chapter 9

Chapter 10

Chapter 11

Chapter 12

Chapter 13

Chapter 14

Chapter 15

Chapter 16

Chapter 17

Chapter 18

Chapter 19

Chapter 20

Chapter 21

Chapter 22

Chapter 23

Chapter 24

Chapter 25

Chapter 26

Chapter 27

Chapter 28

Chapter 29

Chapter 30

Chapter 31

Chapter 32

Chapter 33

Chapter 34

Chapter 35

Chapter 36

Chapter 37

Chapter 38

Epilogue

About the Author

Acknowledgments

Saving Mes Aynak

Postscript

Prologue

He couldn’t breathe.

Not with a chokehold around his neck. Not when the vise tightened by the second. And certainly not while fists hammered his head like a nail.

He clawed at the arm crushing his throat but failed to loosen anything except his own grip on consciousness. As his world dimmed, stars sparkled where there shouldn’t be any. The assailant, too strong. He, too weak.

In a flash, he saw a limp female figure being carried away by another person, someone he trusted. She should be all right, he thought.

He surrendered, letting himself go slack. The assailant shoved his face into the asphalt. A crimson pool fed by his mouth formed around his cheek. With every shallower breath, life seeped out.

It wasn’t supposed to be like this.

Days ago, he was living an unexpected happiness with the woman he loved. Then the idyll broke. His rosy future became no more real than a Saharan mirage. Now he faced death in a foreign land. Might as well. He had already evaded the end for far too long.

When a kick slammed into his temple, the light flicked off.

~

Arabic calls to prayer warbled through a haze to rouse the man in bed. Nearby, a TV chattered. The stench of sickness and disinfectant clashed in the air.

Water, he croaked, eyes still shut.

Someone propped up his head and held a cup to his swollen lips caked with blood. He sipped the water, which tasted like earth. Where am I? he asked in cracked words. Just saying that sentence exhausted him.

In a hospital, whispered a woman. Don’t worry. You’re safe.

Sara? he asked with an energy renewed by hope.

Before he heard the answer, a scarlet pain blazed through his skull. He groaned, fading back to black.

Chapter 1

Three months ago …

In a gallery with paintings, sculptures, and photographs, a woman’s face stole my attention. I approached her, reeled in by the gaze of her emerald eyes.

On a video screen, her face was trapped in an endless loop, morphing from normal to abstract then back to normal. A placard identified this artwork as Shifting Visages by Sahra Azizi. Her name was like mine but with an H.

A tall man next to me remained still and silent, also captivated by the video. It was part of an exhibit called Art Behind the Burqa—Imaginations of Contemporary Afghan Women.

You know, the man said in a disarming Australian accent, the Taliban threw acid on girls trying to attend school.

I cringed.

The artist was a victim when she was twelve, he said, eyes damp. In her village, a dozen other girls were also attacked. Gunshots, grenades, poison—they saw it all but kept returning to school. I met them.

They should include the artist’s story on the placard, I said. People would enjoy knowing that. That came out wrong, but there was no backspace key in speech. I scrambled for the right words. Um, not that people would be glad the attacks happened, but they would appreciate understanding the history, the inspiration, the symbolism … My thoughts bunched up, scrunching my sentence. I sighed at my atypical rambling. Sorry, I’m not explaining myself very well—

He glanced at me and tipped his head. I get you. Perfectly.

His calm words ironed the fluster out of me, so I smiled. Bashfully.

Stories connect us, he said, because they touch us a little deeper here. He patted his heart.

I gawked at him. No one had ever, in a handful of words and gestures, described exactly how I felt about an artwork. Not sure how to respond, I simply nodded.

Outside an expansive window, neon streams of cars wound through the 405, the busiest freeway in Los Angeles. The glowing view was a masterpiece of art in itself.

With an outdoorsy complexion, scruffy brown hair, and faint stubble, the stranger appeared out of place at this fancy gallery. He tugged on his crooked bow tie. His strapping frame squirmed under a too-tight tuxedo.

Not your preferred attire? I asked with a light tone to lift the heavy mood.

He grinned sheepishly. Suits always feel like straitjackets to me. It’s a cheap rental. A bit snug, I’m afraid.

His candor surprised me. Most guests at charity galas were keener on name-dropping their labels. You’re fine, I reassured him. These days, you aren’t even hip unless your pants are too tight to sit.

You like this scene?

Well … I’d be lying if I said the glamour didn’t seduce me. It makes me feel lucky. If overly plump and privileged. My firm sponsors this event, so I have to do my duty—pretend I care about art, injustice, poor people, blah blah blah. I rolled my eyes and waved my glass of Pinot Noir. You know, stuff that makes rich people feel better about themselves. I punctuated the end of my sentence with a wry smile.

A sense of humor with a pinch of self-mockery. I like that.

I almost blushed. My clumsy jokes usually elicited silence, not amusement. Over the years, I learned to be bland at social events, but strangely, I wasn’t buttoned-up around this stranger. Are you sure I was joking?

He surveyed the nearly deserted gallery. Of the four other visitors, one was admiring the curves of his date more than those of the sculptures. "I guess I don’t, but you’re actually in here, whereas everybody is outside getting pissed."

What are they mad at?

Sorry, I meant drunk.

An event staffer approached him and whispered into his ear. He nodded.

I have to go, he said to me. You should bid on something at tonight’s auction. Maybe something fun, like a holiday.

The gala’s program listed a Provence wine tour, a Morocco luxury trip, and a Bora Bora yoga retreat. What would you bid on? I asked while toying with my earring. Why did I care about his opinion?

I prefer Aussie stouts to wine, and I’m too stiff to do that dog pose—

I cracked up. The downward facing dog.

Yep, that. He cracked up too. I’d go with Morocco. There are all these Roman ruins—

My ears perked up. Roman ruins?

Morocco was part of the Roman Empire and is brimming with history. He walked away but glimpsed back. By the way, those earrings are perfect on you.

They’re fake pearls, I said, not sure why I volunteered the truth.

That’s why I like them. He winked then strode off.

~

The Getty Center, perched on the Santa Monica Mountains, was one of my favorites because of its enviable art collection. The place was a modernist sculpture, with angles and curves formed out of glass, sunlight, and travertine. Tonight it hosted the first fundraiser for the Institute of Modern Afghan Art. I left the art gallery and passed through an airy rotunda soaked with sun.

I stopped at the threshold to the courtyard.

Before me, a sea of black tuxedos glittered with couture gowns covering every color of a crayon box. Jazz floated out of a saxophone to dance in the perfumed air. I retreated a step, imagining a hush and everyone frowning at me like I crashed the party. I checked my new Marchesa dress to make sure it hadn’t turned into Cinderella’s rags and reread my seating card. Sara Meadows, Table 23, the card reassured me. I took a big breath, smoothed my dress, and waded into the crowd.

"Would you like some Aushaks, ma’am? a handsome waiter said, offering the Afghan appetizers on his tray. Steamed dumplings with leeks and chives, and glazed with mint yogurt sauce." He was probably a struggling actor, a demographic outnumbering Republicans in blue L.A.

Thanks. I snatched one. Delicious.

A zigzag descent took me to a maze of azaleas rising out of water. A panorama of the City of Angels stretched over the horizon. When I spotted a man sporting a tailored Armani tuxedo, I hurried to him, bumping into the mayor and a Golden Globe Best Actress along the way. I hugged the tuxedo from behind. Sorry about the wait. I was eager to peek at the art exhibit.

My fiancé turned around. No worries, Nathan said. We must go talk to Steve. He’s a managing director and a huge player at my firm. That would be Alcatraz Capital, an elite private-equity firm that specialized in buying distressed companies, turning them around, and selling them.

Sure. Small talk was a chore, but it had to be done for career advancement. I pulled up my strapless gown, whose high empire waist was supposed to hold up the goods better. At least that was the pitch the saleswoman gave me before I bought the overpriced dress.

Nathan escorted me by the elbow to lead us toward Steve.

With his hair a distinguished silver, the managing director exuded quiet authority when he shook my hand. You didn’t tell me you were engaged to a movie star? he said before glancing at Nathan. Cheesy flattery delivered with effortless charm. No wonder Steve rose to be a heavy hitter.

I smiled self-consciously, not sure how to hold my champagne flute anymore.

What kind of work do you do? Steve asked.

I’m an associate in Huntington Blake’s Government Practices Group, I said.

You must’ve graduated top of your class.

Sara was number three at Stanford Law, Nathan chimed in. I’ve already credited our future children’s good looks and high SAT scores to her.

The blush I applied earlier must’ve been superfluous now. I only got hired because I was nerdy enough to tell the difference between an italicized comma and a non-italicized one.

Steve laughed. I never would’ve made it.

As the men’s conversation turned to the Federal Reserve’s bond purchasing program, I thought about the video again as if its story still held me hostage.

~

For dinner, we sat at a terrace under the inky sky. The emcee wore a vintage blue strapless, tasteful yet decadent enough for a wink of tart. After dessert we’ll have the live auction to benefit the scholarship fund, she said as waiters served arugula and pear salads.

Has anyone seen the art exhibit yet? I asked the guests at my table.

Their blank looks answered my question.

John, a real estate mogul, mentioned golf. Mitch, did you catch the Masters Tournament last week?

Mitch lit up. That birdie on the second hole. Amazing.

I’m going to Augusta next week, John said. The exclusive golf club in Georgia hosted the Tournament and didn’t admit women until a few years ago.

The men continued to fawn over John as if he were flying to the moon.

I finished my meal in silence, wishing golf had never been invented. I wiggled Nathan’s arm. Hey, you wanna go see the exhibit with me— The apathy in his eyes punctured my enthusiasm. He had as much interest in art as I had in mortgage-backed securities.

The auction for the big prizes is about to start, Nathan said. I’m thinking about bidding on an expensive item. A generous donation would really impress my boss.

How about a vacation, I joked. That’d be pricey. We both worked gulag-like hours and had never taken a long trip together. I expected him to say no.

Okay. Where do you want to go?

I drew a blank. Tell you what. I’m going back to the exhibit. Surprise me. Maybe something adventurous. Why did I say that? Adventurous was so not me. I’d been doing yoga for years, and Nathan loved wine. Obviously he would bid on the yoga retreat or the wine tour. That was why I was marrying him, the three Ps: pragmatic, predictable, and prudent. Like me.

The emcee introduced a new guest speaker as I left my table. Please welcome our special friend … Kai Rissdale. The archaeologist has been a tireless ambassador for the Institute—

The audience erupted with applause. I glimpsed back at the stage and froze. Him! The emcee hugged him, if too tightly and too long.

He can dig for my treasures any day, a woman quipped at a nearby table.

I’ve got some relics for him to uncover, said an older brunette in a prim dress.

Other women joined the drunken chorus to sing fresh praises for the archaeologist.

Ridiculous. I headed to the gallery, leaving the brouhaha behind.

~

When I returned to Nathan, the gala’s program had ended. The attendees were dancing to Frank Sinatra, surrounded by hanging vines of silvery-blue lights that reminded me of fireflies. I kicked off my four-inch heels, which turned out to be completely invisible under my long dress. My feet finally happy, we danced too.

Guess what, Nathan said.

What? I said, leaning against his chest.

I won an auction.

Really? I pictured the two of us cycling through the French countryside or swimming in the turquoise waters of Polynesia. Either way, it couldn’t go wrong.

We’re going to Morocco.

I stilled. You’re kidding me.

Nope. Nathan deflated. I thought you wanted adventurous, so I figured Morocco was more unusual than Bora Bora or France—

No, no. It’s fine. My palm pressed against his lapel. The deal was done, so the practical response was to make the best of the situation. I recalled the riveting tales from One Thousand and One Nights and decided that Morocco with my prince could be fun after all. Morocco is an excellent choice.

I was worried there for a second. Nathan exhaled. Did you have a good time tonight?

Fantastic venue. Famous guests. Fine food. Ending with a slow dance to romantic music under the moonlight. What was there not to like? For someone who grew up on food stamps, I overachieved. Sure, I didn’t quite fit into the club, but I had to be patient.

If I try hard enough, I will fit in. Someday.

In the recesses of my mind, the acid-scarred artist haunted me, and I harbored a regret that I would never see the stranger again. I get you, his words replayed in my head. In those three syllables, I heard his nod and smile.

Stop, Sara.

I evicted the stranger and hugged Nathan closer, letting his warmth compensate for my skimpy dress. I had a great time, I said at last.

Good, my fiancé murmured into my ear. There’ll be many more of these.

This is what I want. Right?

Chapter 2

I burrowed my yellow MINI Cooper into the garage of a skyscraper in Century City, home of my employer Huntington Blake. In the lobby, a coffee shop fueled human vehicles with high-octane java to power them through the day. I preferred my coffee black, appreciative of the bean’s natural bitterness.

My boss Hilary Yang rode up the elevator with me. She was a star partner at the international firm of 300-plus lawyers. Don’t forget our four o’clock meeting to discuss the Huangsha case, she said.

In the afternoon, Hilary emailed me: Let’s move our meeting to 7:30 tonight. I’m swamped.

A 7:30 p.m. meeting meant I wouldn’t get home until well past nine. Cursing to myself, I replied: Sure. I kneaded my face as if it were Play-Doh. Like I don’t have a life.

By seven, I lost steam after a busy day during which I ate both meals at my desk. Instead of working, I tidied up my stationary tray, relocating binder clips that had rudely trespassed into sticky notes territory. At 7:29, I tapped on Hilary’s door.

Come in, Sara, a tired voice said.

I entered and sat down across from Hilary. Her face matched her voice, seemingly aged years since this morning.

We need to talk, Hilary said, about Huangsha.

My stomach tightened. No good news in the history of human civilization had ever started with we need to talk.

Huangsha Corp was a Chinese mining company and, for my firm, a gold mine itself. When Huangsha found a silver deposit in Afghanistan worth $100 billion, the company signed a twenty-five-year mining lease with the Afghan government. At the same site, archaeologists discovered a Buddhist monastery dating back to the third century. Evidence hinted at a sprawling city buried under the dirt. International pressure forced Huangsha to delay its mining for four years to allow preservation of the artifacts.

That was why my firm sponsored the gala—the same reason why oil companies that spilled goo into the ocean put out ads about how much they loved sea turtles.

Close the door, Hilary said, a rare request.

I did. When I returned to my chair, rock seemed to have replaced the cushion. She pushed a file toward me. I peeled open the folder, afraid to see what was inside.

My eyes widened.

I’d been brought on to the case only recently and worked primarily on the regulatory side, so I wasn’t familiar with personnel issues. Yet here I was, staring at a photograph of the archaeologist I met at the gala.

Hilary pinched her brows. Huangsha has a big problem.

Ugh. If a client had a problem, Hilary had a problem. If she had a problem, I had a problem. And I had no one to pass the problem to.

I hated problems.

Chapter 3

Two weeks later, I called Nathan at his office. Great news. I got an email from the travel agency confirming our trip—

What? He sounded distracted.

You know, Morocco … our big adventure? I said, tapering off.

Oh, sorry. I forgot to tell you. Nathan paused. I can’t go anymore.

The happy whooshed out of me.

Everyone at work has been jostling to get on this big project, he said. I got picked to be on the all-star team.

"You should’ve told me sooner, before I finalized the bookings. The travel agency said changes are no longer allowed. We cancel now, we forfeit."

I’m sorry, Nathan groaned. When this deal came along, I got excited and forgot everything else. Then I got busy and dropped the ball.

I sighed. Fine. I’ll beg for a postponement.

I’ll make it up to you, he cheered. When things quiet down, we’ll go skiing in Switzerland.

No, Nathan. Remember Vail? He was a zealous evangelist of the corporate cliché work hard, play hard, so he pressured me to go down a black diamond run at the popular Colorado ski resort. He assured me that it would be easy. Yeah, easy for him. Less than a minute later, I crashed. Luckily I only suffered a hairline fracture in my leg.

Once off the phone with Nathan, I dialed the travel agency and pleaded. The agent refused to budge. I hung up in defeat, a headache ping-ponging in my skull.

Our vacation ended before it began.

~

My oceanfront pad nestled in Riviera Village, a quaint cluster of shops and restaurants in Redondo Beach. Every morning before work, I pilgrimaged to Boulangerie Madeleine, my favorite bakery.

Morning, Sara, said Felipe, the affable owner of the bakery. He dropped a chocolate croissant into a bag and poured a cup of coffee. I’d been getting the same combo since I discovered the place years ago. You ever gonna try something new? he asked under his thick mustache. Don’t be afraid.

I grinned. Someday.

How about today?

Maybe tomorrow, I said before I left.

~

You ever gonna try something new? Felipe’s words echoed in my head all day. He pestered me before about my habit and I never budged, but today it resonated with me for some reason.

I hit the speed dial for Nathan. Hey, I said, then lost resolve in what I wanted to say.

What’s up, babe? he said.

Don’t be afraid.

I hesitated.

How about today?

My mind wandered back to the gala. I’d go with Morocco, the stranger said then.

Sara? Hello? Nathan’s voice yanked me back to the present.

I’m still going, I blurted out. Morocco, that is. Saying something out loud committed me because I hated being flakey.

You’re serious?

I gulped. I am. I don’t want to waste all that money you paid to win the trip or the long vacation my boss approved. My heart was set on going. True, Morocco wasn’t my first choice, but I got excited while researching it. I bought tons of guidebooks, more than what I could read. I even created a spreadsheet to plan my outfits according to the itinerary and the weather. I was so disappointed—

You’d rather disappoint me, Nathan snapped.

Not my intention, I said with unplanned defiance. I want to go on an adventure for once. Are you sure you can’t pass on this project? There’ll always be another one—

No. This is the biggest deal since I’ve been here. You know how hard it was to get on the team? This is my big break. A strong performance will take me, us, to the next level. I can’t—

You mean you won’t.

Christ, you work as much as I do. You of all people should get it.

I do. I hung up the phone, chafed. As much as I hated to admit it, Nathan was right. We had always chosen career over everything else. Surely no loving fiancé would want his girl to travel alone to a foreign land. But, and this was a big But, he should’ve told me sooner about his unavailability. Instead, he forgot our trip like it was a mere coffee date. The more I dwelled on it, the more I fumed.

I was going to Morocco, with or without him.

~

A few weeks later, a cacophony of foreign tongues enmeshed me as I stepped out of my taxi at the airport. The terminal already felt alien. People cried. Was it because of separation or reunion? I couldn’t tell. A couple was kissing, all over each other in a tangle of affection. My heart puckered. Nathan and I hadn’t spoken to each other much since the day we fought. In this cold war, neither side wanted to be the first to thaw.

I turned my phone’s ringer to high while I was waiting at the gate. Every few minutes, I compulsively checked the phone for voicemail, text, email—anything that could be from Nathan.

Nothing.

I was replying to a work email when my phone finally rang. My