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    Comfort Food
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    Comfort Food

    By Kitty Thomas

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    "I would've paid 10x what I paid for this ebook... Grabs hold of you from the first paragraph and never lets go." - Pam Godwin, NYT Bestselling Author

    "Sexy and twisted and masterfully written." - Julia Sykes, USA Today Bestselling Author

    HER:

    The first day of my captivity was like being born... or dying. They're both kind of the same thing with the long tunnel and the bright light at the end. Maybe it wasn't like either, actually. Maybe I'm remembering it wrong because for me that day all there was was darkness.

    HIM:
    Today I found something beautiful and decided to break it. I wanted to see it shatter in my hand and crumble at my feet. Her name is Emily Vargas.She's bright and educated and stunning. Articulate. She'll want someone to talk to her.

    " Dark, provocative, and glaringly honest," H. Turley, Reader

    Originally published in 2010 before dark romance was even a subgenre, Comfort Food very well may be the original dark romance!

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherKitty Thomas
    Release dateMar 21, 2010
    ISBN9780981943619
    Comfort Food
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    Kitty Thomas

    KITTY THOMAS writes dark sexy stories that play with power. She is the author of Comfort Food, published in early 2010, and considered the Original dark romance.To find out FIRST when a new book comes out, subscribe to Kitty's New Release List: KITTYTHOMAS.COM

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    • 5/5
      This was a short and fast read, but also a smart and striking one. It is a dark read, but readers interested in the narrative will, I think, be drawn in quickly and impressed. Thomas' attention to the details of psychology made a huge difference in how the characters came across, and from beginning to end, the subtlety of each choice made for a powerful, character-driven read. Although I almost wish it had been longer, and perhaps slower, I'm already looking forward to reading more of Thomas' work. Recommended only for those interested in dark romance.
    • 4/5
      This was way outside my reading comfort zone. I dislike choice being taken away from anyone. Emily Vargas is kidnapped and reconditioned to be a slave. She didn't chose to be kidnapped, but her 'Master' opened a whole new world to her and in the end she chose to return to him. At first I was upset at how Emily was treated and couldn't imagine finishing this book, but it became an obssession I needed to know what happened next. Disturbing but well written.
    • 5/5
      Dark subject matter that was so well written I found myself wanting to root for the bad guy.Its not a love story, if that's what you're expecting but if you're into erotica and have an open mind you will appreciate this book.
    • 4/5
      I was not expecting this book to be as good as it was it terms of the story quality.

      It's about a girl that gets kidnapped and is forced into a master/slave relationship. But the best part was how Emily's mental state started to break down, and she started to love her captor. It's a very dark version of Beauty & the Beast. Eventually he lets her go and she leaves despite not wanting to. You can really emphasise with Emily as she tries to put her life back together, but finds out she can't.
      I think her decision at the end was one I felt I completely understood, and I actually felt like she was brave for pursuing what she really wanted despite it seeming like it was completely the wrong thing to do.

      And ^^ that is why this book is so good. The whole story is seriously messed up, yet it takes the reader on a journey and by the end of it you feel satisfied that Emily did the right thing. It was refreshing to read something that explores a dark part of psychology so well.
    • 4/5
      3.5 stars...weird...great premise but it felt rushed! I just wanted it all to fit together a little better...Captive in the Dark and Consequences were a lot more sucessful in achieving what this book was trying to do IMO. I really wanted to love this...
    • 3/5
      Not sure what I feel about this book, will have to think about this before I review.
    • 5/5
      After reading this book the first thing that I could think of was "Is there something wrong with me?" because I actually liked...no...loved this book. How fucked up is that? Yeah pretty fucked up.I just couldn't put this book down. I needed to know what will happen to her and to him... to them. It was a really dark and disturbing read. I have to say tho that it wasn't sexually disturbing, it was more emotionally disturbing...and fucked up. But again this is not suppose to be a fairy tale with a happy ending, this is a dark erotica with not so much as happy but again, sorry for my words, fucked up ending.I don't know, I feel like this is a book for people that not looking for a light read and want something dark instead. I can tell that not everyone with like it, not everyone will even keep reading it after first chapter. But for people who like dark books with some really harsh matters that doesn't have "happy" in it, might actually enjoy this book.Dark and disturbing is not always bad, because lets face it there is darkness everywhere, at least in books we can view it as fiction. And the ending of this book....MY MIND IS BLOWN
    • 5/5
      I love dark erotica, twisted romances, and relationships that aren't right or easily understood by people on the outside.

      This book has all three.

      You pretty much can't look up dark erotica without finding Comfort Food at the top of the recommendations, and I'm so glad I took the time to read it. As soon as I started I couldn't stop, and I don't say this lightly, but it was perfect. It was more about the mental stimulation than the sex, though there was sex. It wasn't as heavily detailed or the entire focus of the relationship, however. It was far more about the process of breaking someone, of making them something new, and Kitty Thomas managed this wonderfully.

      The editing was fantastic, the story was engaging, and I love the characters. This novel isn't a love story. It's a story of two people finding what they need in one another even though it isn't right or moral or understandable, and I loved it.
    • 5/5
      4.5 stars

      This books is truly amazing with the psychological aspects of victim/victimizer. It is really a good story about how a person can go from a strong, confident, motivational woman to a willing slave through some very real circumstances. What is truly makes this book work, is that it could very easily happen to anyone. If you read romance and erotica books, you know that there are many, that while intriguing, the chance of them happening are extremely slim. Many of those books, are a fantasy written on paper (don't get me wrong, I like those books too), but the fact this could easily be a true story, makes it all the more fascinating. For example, which movie would scare you more, Silence of the Lambs (which could easily happen) or A Nightmare on Elm Street (a pure work of fiction and fantasy).

      I will say that if you cannot handle hardcore BDSM, this is not the book for you. This is true sexually slavery without any consent, at least in a way, and no safeword.
    • 3/5
      Fuck me, that was a weird book. I'm not sure I've read enough erotica to review this effectively. All I can say is that it's an interesting character study, but not as deep or as well-written as I'd hoped for nor as graphically sexual as I'd expected. It's not romantic enough to be a romance, sexual enough to be erotica or insightful enough to be a psychological thriller. It really needed to commit to at least one of these facets to be a purposeful book.

      So, it was an entertaining read, but nothing earth-shattering.
    • 5/5
      A major mindfuck and a wonderfully dark darkly erotic story ;) Loved it and was greatly entertained.
    • 5/5
      Disturbing and thought provoking. Not an easy, comfortable read.
    • 5/5
      I don't believe it is possible to do a review on this book without using the word disturbing. It is that in spades and I nearly didn't make it past the middle of the book. But the story wouldn't let me go and I'm glad I finished. All I could say after the last page was "Wow." The ending ties up the entire book and will stay with me for a long time. As I write this, Comfort Food is rated 5 stars after 48 reviews on Amazon. My advice is to read through the reviews and see if you can handle this story. It's not a romance, rather a psychological journey that will stay with you for a long time.
    • 5/5
      I was messing with my laptop last night and started to glance at this ebook. I didn't mean to even read chapter 1. Once I started, I didn't stop, let me rephrase that, I couldn't stop. The book was like those scary or R rated movies you saw behind your parents back when you were a kid. The ones where you watched them with your hands covering your eyes but then you peaked through your hands because you were too scared/shocked to look but intrigued enough to want to look. I can't even figure out how to write anything about this book. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I'd need a thesaurus to find the words to match what is going on in my brain. The words that come to my mind are too simple- disturbing, fascinating, sad, haunting, intriguing.I'm stumped on what to say except read the other reviews. I need sleep since I 1)read this book late into the night and 2) thought about it until early in the morning.Maybe when I get more sleep, I can come back and edit this review, until then I'll leave this review as is.
    • 3/5
      No matter what the author tried to convince us, what happened in this story is not okay. I gave 3 Stars because she is evidently intelligent, articulate and writes very well but the story is wrong. Victims still want to get away from their captors given a chance. Yes they adapt and adjust to the traumas they are subjected to for the sake of survival but given a chance they would wanna escape. Secondly, she disparaged the effects of therapy and belittled what the victims' families go through in such situations and that's just not okay. It is a work of fiction and she had every right to choose the ending that she wanted for the captor and the captive without twisting the real effects this has on families and the fact that there is hope for victims through therapy its just not okay.
    • 5/5
      That was some mindblowing book. Very psychological, scary, trilling yet so appealing to read.. Made me think like person with Stockholm syndrome. Loved every inch of the book and the ending couldn't be more perfect.
    • 1/5
      I'm not calling this read "dark", I'm calling it "cuckoo". The whole of it seemed fantastical. It was like fantasy upon fantasy stacked up on more fantasy. Even the core of it felt unreal. Not even the basest of their actions or reactions felt logical. Like how he could predict kidnapee behavior as if its Psych 101. Every individual is different and no amount of case profiling her behavioral pattern from a distance could have ever helped him predict exact victim responses. He even predicted her return. Just imagine the hubris this kind of prognosis must have taken. It sound like a twisted childhood trauma altered that person "her master" so deeply that nothing will ever set him right. It's like asking a psycho to be normal, metaphorically speaking. And our heroine is begging this psycho to have her tortured and murdered. What?

      I get the Stockholm syndrome and I like it but the S/M portrayed here is way too demented to be remotely likeable. Oh and I read this phrase and I burst out laughing "what we shared was deeper than love". Do you even know the first thing about love? Even though I found it horribly distasteful I kept with it hoping to find some closure in the end, some resolution but that never came. Figures.
    • 1/5
      Believe it or not… this author doesn’t know how to write a captivating story. She just writes to engage and make $$$. I have tried to read so many of her books. Guilty pleasures, Tender mercies, The king’s pleasure and a few others. Never finished one book. Kept trying hoping the next one will be better.
    • 1/5
      I think we have established that Kitty Thomas is NOT the author for me. If I renamed “mafia captive”, “Whiny Mindless Bitch” in my head, I think I shall rename “Comfort food”, “Whiny Mindless Bitch Returns” because for the love of god, not this again. Still, after two novels I might know what my problem is: it’s the bdsm part, which says a lot considering that these two novels revolve around this subject. I don’t know, I just can’t stand the way the author handle this matter, it’s absolutely infuriating, and all I can feel is pity towards the “heroine”, (in the rare moments when I don’t wanna murder her that is) because you think the bitches get an happy ending? I don’t think so. If that’s an happy ending I don’t want to leave on this planet anymore.

      The story: basically whiny bitch is drugged and kidnapped and put in an empty room/cell, and her captor is like: you can either stay there and be left alone and eat only chicken noodle soup, or you can become my sex slave. I know, tough choice, right?

      ”Wouldn’t any sane woman be grateful to just be left alone? What was wrong with me that being kept in that cell without his presence was the worst thing he could do to me? Far worse than being his fuck toy.”

      I fear we’ll need a psychiatrist’s report in order to answer to that, sweetie.

      ”I would submit to it because I couldn’t go back to that hollowed-out cell. I needed to be surrounded by things, distractions, amusements.”

      Of course, I mean boredom is a terrible thing, might as well surrender to constant rape and torture.

      I’m sorry but that’s exactly what the whole thing sounded like. If you want to make it believable that being alone is her “weakness”, something she can’t bear, so she’ll be willing to do anything in order to avoid it, I fear you have to give me some more serious reasons and explanations other than the fact that she’s a “very social person that craves human contact”.

      Also, why on earth did the POV changed to a third person POV during the NC-17 scenes? What the hell? That was just weird as fuck and didn’t make any sense, but I guess the story was full of weird stuff so why am I even surprised.

      ”I was starting to feel safe with him. He’d gone from being just my tormentor to being my tormentor and protector, though I needed protection from nothing but him.”

      Oh my god. DO YOU EVEN HEAR YOURSELF? And what does that even mean? Oh my god. I can’t. I just can’t.

      The first part of the book was so unnerving I wanted to stab myself with a fork, then there was a little pause in the middle when I thought, maybe there's still hope, than I was back to the stabbing-myself-with-a-fork fantasies.

      As for the psycho that kidnapped her,

      ”I’d spent a lot of time analyzing him, and though I knew he was obviously in some sense crazy, there was always a logical basis for his decisions. He believed he was giving me options, in his own twisted way, and therefore he wasn’t the bad guy."

      What can I say about the psycho that kidnapped her? How about, he was a psycho? No, he was not tormented, he was not a beautiful bastard, broken soul, poor outcast, lost man or whatever, he was just plain Psycho, capital P. He wasn’t mean, he was mentally deranged, there’s a difference. I mean I actually found his short “diary entries” less infuriating than the parts where it was her speaking, but in the end all he said was, yeah I have issues and stuff, but why did I kidnapped her? Because I felt like it, that’s why. No biggie.

      Also, I felt like there were a few plot holes, like we never get a real explanation from him as to why (SPOILER ahead) he let her go. Was that really a test? Was it because he felt that was wrong? Was it something else? And then why did he accept to take her back? We’ll never know.

      And as I was saying, no happy ending here – my opinion, of course. I’m sure plenty of people might find that ending “happy”.

      I think I am DONE with this author. As in, FOREVER DONE.
    • 4/5
      This was by no means an easy read. However I'm glad that I did read this one.
    • 5/5
      Chicken and noodle soup is supposed to be a comfort food. However, it doesn't turn out to be that when it comes to Emily Vargas. After she is abducted, her abductor feeds her nothing but that and doesn't talk to her at all. He cuts off almost all stimulation and often doesn't even come to see her when she's awake. It's a total mind flip. This book is great
    • 3/5
      I have mixed feelings on this one... It definitely was not what I expected. I thought it would be way darker than it was. While there were some graphic scenes... They were all consensual. The master left it to the female lead to decide how she would be treated. For me, it was a tad too bland. Yeah, it had the creepy feel and yeah, it kept me guessing, but it didn't quite pull me in and make me feel glued to the pages.

      The beginning was good, but the middle parts were boring. I actually skimmed and thought about not finishing, but I am happy that I continued on because the ending was worthy of 5 stars. The twist was surprising and the story became quite addicting. Unfortunately, it picked up when the story was about to end. If the whole book was written from the master's POV, I would have given it 5 stars. I loved his journal entries!

      Overall, It had it's high and lows. If you like the master/dom reads... You will love this one, but if you like your books dark and gritty with lots of angst... I would pass on this one.

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    • 3/5
      Soup and crackers

      3.5 Stars
      Interesting and intriguing, I wouldn't say Comfort food is my favourite of kitty Thomas's books ,but it was very intriguing, The way Emily acclimatized to her confinement at her masters hands and the whole mind bending way her master conditioned her to his treatment was very addictive to read. My only issue with this story is I felt disconnected to the dynamics of Emily and her Master's relationship, I felt I didn't quite get or gell with the characters. Saying that as usual this novel was well written and was an enjoyable read.
    • 5/5
      This is probably one of the hardest books to review – it’s extremely difficult to explain why such a book deserves a 5 star rating, I’ll try nonetheless.

      Kitty Thomas waves an intriguing, yet dark and disturbing tale that will totally fuck with your mind. The story of Emily and her master is unique and the reader is kept in the dark just as much as Emily – we barely get a chance to see in her Master’s mind but that doesn’t take away from the story at all.

      Instead you’ll find a vivid tale about a life changed by submission, following directions, the Stockholm syndrome and in the end being able to stick with your own choice no matter what other’s think about it. Many scenes in this book reminded me of the behavioral conditioning theories as there are several similarities. For example, Emily mostly learned by means of punishment and reward and consequence the conditioning of Emily’s emotional responses.

      While some details were obvious, there were still enough twists to surprise me. Suspecting or not, this book still held my attention from start to end and I literally couldn’t stop reading until I reached the last page.

      So if you are looking for something twisted, this is definitely the right book for you!

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