Stop The Rain

By Natalae Jaennae Alluneedis

This book is dedicated to helping to create a better world through the application of imagination and hope through reason, while acknowledging that there is good or evil in our deeds and thoughts but as importantly, there are intended and unintended consequences that can stem from both that can change good or evil into the other.

The events of WWII are horrifying lessons that we must always remember as to our potential for depravity of our human spirit and our overly exuberant and selfish creativity when it comes to finding ways to destroy things and people’s lives. This book should in no way be taken to excuse the hateful monsters of that time who committed crimes against us all, but the backdrop of that period is simply to show an alternate history to the much less than perfect one that we currently experience. We can and should continuously challenge our creativity to our highest and best potential both individually and collectively.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Natalae Jaennae Alluneedis
• Release date: Oct 1, 2013
• ISBN: 9781301210565

Natalae Jaennae Alluneedis

1.I am a mother who loves all children and who has no children... anymore.2.I am four, nine, seventeen, thirty-five, and fifty-eight years old. This is because I have had many years of school in the sciences and math, but none in the matters that affect me the most now. Each age represents a stage from which I am a current student in life.3.I have memories of being respected by professional peers and family from a life I no longer want and can no longer have. I have a life being successful at a job and the friendship of my partner, and the crucial support which I have found in new friends; which may have saved me.4.I love so very many people but if I am loved at all, it is by my small circle of close friends; most of whom I do love sincerely, but have never met in person.5.I lived in fear of almost everyone in my immediate environment. I had done nothing wrong, but they saw me as ‘different’ and not equal to them. My very simple and fragile life was about maintaining anonymity yet using my imagination to help to make life better for everyone.6.I have learned to love those I had feared and to gain strength by that lesson. I have only just started my new life in 2012, four years after the date that I thought I had started it.7.I feel happier than I had ever thought possible.

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STOP THE RAIN

Lessons learned from personal tragedy, betrayal, and murder, which created a better world

a story by

Natalae Jaennae Alluneedis

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Stop the Rain

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Table of Contents

Prologue

Opening Quote

Dedication

Acknowledgement

What I Do

Welcome Jack

Jack Returned to San Diego

The Beginning of the Beginning

New Life

Discovery and Containment

The Environmental Impact Assessment of Crime

A Family is Born

Emotions Need to Bleed in Order for Our Souls to Heal

Too Big to Fail

A ‘Get Well Soon’ Wish from Marsha Daniels

Ability to Adapt to Change or Crisis

Jack’s Final Nightmare

Pamela’s Funeral

I Will Not Be Your Enemy Until I Try To Become Your Friend First

Rachael Died

A Gift to Love that is Stronger than Death

Jack Was On Fire

I Could Never Find Better Company

The Alternate Death of Friedrich

The World Won the War and War Was Lost to the World

Premise: Humankind Has a Destiny

Epilogue

Prologue

Which happened first, the chicken vs. the egg or quantum mechanics vs. Newtonian physics? The first part of the question has to do with the mystery of how life began; did we evolve from the simplest of life forms which divide to reproduce, or did we magically appear male and female of each species of the animal kingdom in the same moment as do particles and anti-particles which magically appear and then usually combine to disappear within the vacuum of space? The second part of the second question addresses the very different physical laws which exist for small particles and the laws which govern larger masses throughout the universe. There seem to be different universal laws within the same space as if two different universes have intersected one another or that a second universe was subsequently created within the first.

Whenever we talk about ‘which happened first’ we are aware of the concept of time, however, it is easy to overlook something so obvious and which is present during our own thoughts in pondering it. In every case regardless of time, the necessary ingredient before something can happen or change is potential.

Potential in physical (and chemical) terms is akin to structured desire within given circumstances unlike the potential that exists for particle physics (quantum mechanics), or even in human thought which is unstructured desire - where more than one outcome is possible for a given set of circumstances. One needs to apply energy to unstructured desire circumstances in order to achieve results because of the possibility for alternate outcomes. For example; a child who has great potential to become a poet or medical doctor needs to channel their energy into one or the other, or both in order to achieve one or both of those potential outcomes. Similarly, unstructured desire in particle physics leads to the Heisenberg uncertainty principle, which allows for all possibilities to happen (the sum of all histories) before something does happen. By contrast the desire for carbon and oxygen to combine is a consistent and predictable structured desire in chemical physics, it will form carbon monoxide (CO) or carbon dioxide (CO2) depending only on the circumstances. The biological equivalent for structured desire is instinct; predictable behavior within certain circumstances.

Note that potential exists even without the parameter of time within the circumstantial environment, as a rock at the edge of a cliff has the potential to change its potential energy to kinetic (energy in motion) to fall to the base of the cliff or that the thought of a table before making plans to build a table is the potential for the table to exist. Can ‘potential’ influence the dimension of time in space-time? It does not in the case of the rock on a cliff, but what about the interactions of our thoughts upon the space-time continuum?

What happens to space-time in our complicated lives in an even more complex tapestry of our social interaction of our brothers and sisters when we have the differing perceptions about a specific event that we have all witnessed from differing perspectives at the same time? The potential is with us moment-to-moment to channel our energy, both singularly and collectively to yield new outcomes that we hope for, because we know that even with our best laid plans and our most confident choices that undesired consequences can result.

We are about to observe how interpretation of an event of shocking impact potential for human history had become a duality of histories which divided space-time into separate but parallel planes of human history. Witness the potential of an alternate human destiny from our own, one among many others within the sum of all histories.

Opening Quote

He’s just beyond my reach but I can see him and I can hear his thoughts...

Dedication

This book is dedicated to helping to create a better world through the application imagination and hope through reason, while acknowledging that there is good or evil in our deeds and thoughts but as importantly, there are intended and unintended consequences that can stem from both that can change good or evil into the other.

The events of WWII are horrifying lessons that we must always remember as to our potential for depravity of our human spirit and our overly exuberant and selfish creativity when it comes to finding ways to destroy things and people’s lives. This book should in no way be taken to excuse the hateful monsters of that time who committed crimes against us all, but the backdrop of that period is simply to show an alternate history to the much less than perfect one that we currently experience. We can and should continuously challenge our creativity to our highest and best potential both individually and collectively.

Acknowledgement

I would like to acknowledge the diversity of all of us that made this book possible; not only the diversity of our heritage and cultures, but also of our personal aspirations, angels and demons. I hope that this book demonstrates that we can coalesce around our common values for the sake of our children and to make our world better for all who follow us.

What I Do

Someone very close to me wrote an excellent book called, "Natalae…From Across the Universe whose opening quote read, Destiny lays before us, not behind us. Whatever our life was cannot be relived. What is of interest then, is the state of our life, and what it can become. NJR"

That is an accurate statement for those who live in the ‘before life’ as you do, but it is a myopic view of life which is self-centric and which does not work to insure the longevity of our species. In fact, there is a larger view of the unfolding of the life and times of humanity. I am in a position to make decisions regarding the state of our species and have taken it upon myself to be watchful. I have learned how to intercede in events which would lead to the spiraling decay and end to the reign of people on Earth, something I would personally find devastating and unacceptable. Someday, you may have a chance to help me or to even fill my shoes. People are beautiful creatures with unbridled potential to be good and positive influences on their environment if just given the chance. If you believe that and you love and appreciate all people equally then you may qualify for my position; I am Dharma, self-titled ‘Curator of History’.

Unlike the time I lived in the ‘before life’, I am able to view time as it actually is; the past equally important to the present and the future, while you see time as a continuum of the present and the past becomes as murky and inaccessible as your forecast of the future, or even a dream given enough time to pass. I have the ability to affect change in order to help insure the continuation of our species, but it is a complicated process and I am still human and subject to make mistakes. I made a very serious mistake during World War II because I could not look far enough into the future to see consequences of the Allies winning against Germany in the European theater of the war. In another quotable quote from the book previously mentioned, my good friend wrote, Be careful what you wish for or pray for. It is conceivable that an answered prayer can lead you to a hellish life. Indeed, I found that to be poignantly true and I inadvertently made assumptions which contributed to the rapid decline and eventual destruction of you, all of you; those I know and those I don’t know, but whom I love each and none the less.

Most of us thought Adolf Hitler was a monster, and make no mistake, Hitler was a monster. You may find that research on Hitler’s reign and the German Third Reich in the years between 1937 and 1945 very helpful if you aren’t familiar with the history of that period. Pay close attention to the keywords, blitzkrieg, death camps, Kristallnacht, sterilization, and master race.

For all of the reasons that you did, I also favored the Allies to win against Hitler and his compatriots; however in the sum of all histories the obvious path proved to be equally ruinous. Alternate histories involving Germany winning the war could range from horribly worse to infinitely better. I looked back from the year 2027 when I decided to make the highly risky decision to intercede with history. It was upon me to make plans which were not at all clear for their outcome and to hope for a better future than for the one you may live in, which is destined to fail. I can only make brief appearances in your world and the changes that I can make must be modest, for the consequences and unintended consequences of any changes to history can be the undoing of the best of intentions.

Just to make a point for your appreciation of the risk for change that was needed, think how desperate you would feel if you were playing golf for the prize of world peace and your next shot would need to be a ‘hole-in-one’ for you to win.

I promise that this book is not about physics, but you will find an appreciation through learning some concepts about physics that you can learn here and nowhere else which apply to your understanding of the providential outcome and brilliance of events; still, so painful to some in order make the potential for such a beautiful life for most of us.

I will divert your attention briefly to how information in history can be and was changed. You haven’t yet experienced this change and you are on the sad course to the bloody end to your species; but that doesn’t mean that you cannot find your way to salvation. The path to salvation has already been charted by events presented here and there are many others which can work for you, but each carries the risk and the promise of unforeseen consequences.

Tampering with history (information) is less like golf and more like pocket billiards; it is more complicated still, because rather than played upon a massive two dimensional table-top, information is multi-dimensioned and rather than the very hard surface and precisely uniform round balls on the pool table which have predictable outcomes in collisions, information intervention is more akin to the observation of what happens when celestial objects collide; it’s messy. Our moon was produced by such a collision of another object with our planet. Imagine having to plan the velocity, direction, place of impact and mass, angular momentums in the collision and more in order to have the desired outcome of our moon and our earth in the exact state as they are presently.

It is helpful to view information intervention by visualizing a messy collision, although stronger forces hold information together than gravity, which is the weak force holding massive objects together. As there is wave-particle duality phenomenon that exists for measuring the state of photons, electrons and other sub-atomic particles, there is information instability where one interferes with the trajectory of information through time and which is influenced by the magnitude of the informational impact as well as its angle of impact to time. The impact can be visualized as two helical springs (Slinky toys) would intersect with a resultant path that can be a single helical path with internal longitudinal and transverse reverberations in a single alternate path than either had previously, or it can result in two new historical pathways which are in a parallel double helix or divergent helices, which may never but could intersect again in the future. It’s tricky.

The first step in information intervention is to determine an event with crucial outcome. In this case, I could see that Germany had won the European theater in World War II, so I intervened at a point when the Allies could recover missing pieces of an encryption deciphering devise. This actually happened during the capture of a German U-Boat (submarine) in your history, which enabled the Allies to have an ear to the German high command as they broadcast orders.

The second step is much more difficult than the first; determine the point of information impact on history and the required information to be inserted which will produce the least risk of unintended repercussions. As history was originally playing, an American destroyer rammed a German U-boat with the brave submarine captain standing on deck as his crew took to the water in fear for their lives. The captain whose wrist was tethered to the leather and waterproof cylindrically shaped canister which held his charts was killed as he indignantly turned away from the backdrop of the approaching vessel. It was the captain who would be the linchpin then, for information intervention.

The captain would be replaced by my own child, Friedrich, whose father was Martin Niemöller, and his intended mother, Catralina was taken by me to participate later in history’s timeline; she eventually became a willing participant and my twin-sister, however I confess that I rather insisted when we met.

Suffice it to say that Germany winning the war was an unacceptable outcome to human survival until it became clear that my intervention became equally devastating. The key then for success of our species still lay with my child. What was a ‘simple’ intervention now became compounded; the information from the experiences of my child had the potential to create new information which could be introduced at the precise time of the death of his original counterpart who was on the deck of his German submarine. Germany would win the war, but the new information could potentially change the outcome.

Pain is a part of living and the important lessons learned by my child came at excruciatingly painful personal cost.

Welcome Jack

Friedrich was born my son in 1925, although I can only have female children (as a point of interest, anyone intervening with the information in history can only have female children). I conveniently died at childbirth (to minimize my impact on history’s outcome) but not before giving resolute instructions to his father, Martin regarding our son as my final wishes. I made him promise to raise our child, not in Germany, but in San Diego, California, USA. I also gave him instructions to emphasize the importance to Friedrich of learning mathematics and the sciences with the same fervor as if it were religion, as important as that subject was to Martin. I needed for Friedrich to learn to wonder; the creative magic that makes wisdom and the other ‘stuff’ of information; intangible yet precious. I told him to preach that mathematics alone is like cardboard, just a bunch of rules. Thou canst not divide by zero, and yet the square root of -1 is an imaginary number… something all numbers are. I implored Martin to teach Friedrich to think about everything with skepticism; to wonder… always wonder.

Martin was a decorated submariner in the German navy during the First World War and was an ardent supporter of all things ‘German’ in spite of growing tensions between the political and Christian religious leaders of the day. It was difficult for Martin to keep his promise, but true to his word, he took Friedrich at the age of seven to the US with him and they began their lives with new names in San Diego; Warren and Jack Taylor.

The year was 1932 when they finally moved to the US and they moved from Germany just in time; Hitler was appointed Chancellor of Germany in January, 1933. Warren instilled his love for me within Jack and Jack was a willing student to learn and wonder about academics as well as about me. Jack thrived in his new environment, but Warren became active within groups that were sympathetic to Germany during the precursor to war and later during and throughout the war in the European theater. San Diego happened to be an important American naval base and when Jack was seventeen-years-old he volunteered to the US air force to become a pilot against the Japanese who had attacked Pearl Harbor in Hawaii on December 7th, 1941. Germany and Italy declared war upon the US and the US responded in kind on December 11, 1941 against the Axis countries. Jack had the aptitude and the skills to be an accomplished pilot;