Everand Logo

Welcome to Everand!

  • Discover millions of ebooks, audiobooks, and so much more with a free trial

    Only $11.99/month after trial. Cancel anytime.

    Finding My Sexual Self Again (Deviant #1)
    Finding My Sexual Self Again (Deviant #1)
    Finding My Sexual Self Again (Deviant #1)
    Ebook21 pages18 minutes

    Finding My Sexual Self Again (Deviant #1)

    By Sophie Sin

    ()

    Read preview

    About this ebook

    Everyone knows what it feels like to want it, to crave it, to try and fail to get it. That's the world that Michael knows; however, it's not the world he is meant for. His brilliant better self is waiting. Sex, mayhem and pleasure and pain. A bitter sweet erotic fantasy that takes us on a ride with Michael as he explores his life and what the future holds for it. For better or worse.

    This short story is a part of the Deviant Series and you can find it with others from this series in The Deviant Collection.

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherLunatic Ink Publishing
    Release dateJan 13, 2013
    ISBN9781301153053
    Finding My Sexual Self Again (Deviant #1)
    Author

    Sophie Sin

    Sophie Sin writes heterosexual erotica. She also occasionally writes gay erotic fiction under the pen name Dick Powers.

    Read more from Sophie Sin

    Related to Finding My Sexual Self Again (Deviant #1)

    Related ebooks

    Erotica For You

    View More
    View More

    Related podcast episodes

    Related articles

    • Article

      Side Gig

      Aug 8, 2019

      Side Gig
      6 min read

    • Article

      An Afternoon In Her Shoes

      Jul 26, 2022

      An Afternoon In Her Shoes
      6 min read

    • Article

      The Blind Dates

      Mar 15, 2021

      I spot him immediately when I walk into the bar. He smiles at me like he knows me, despite the fact this is a blind date and we’ve never met before. Nerves take hold of my body and my hands begin to tremble as I approach him. “Hi,” he says. “Hi, um,

      5 min read

    • Article

      Finding Peace—and Briefly, Freedom—at My Grandfather’s Funeral

      Oct 11, 2019

      “Saying goodbye with the people who loved him—and me—I remember that I am not the tomb that imprisons me.”

      6 min read

    • Article

      The Escaped Jaguar

      May 9, 2019

      The Escaped Jaguar
      5 min read

    • Article

      Does Flirting Really Get You Ahead?

      Feb 28, 2023

      Despite being single, I’ve never been very big on flirting. In all honesty, I’ve never been that good at it. But after a recent study published in the journal Organizational Behavior and Human Decision Processes revealed that it is actually men who u

      4 min read

    • Article

      Love, Lust, and More

      Feb 12, 2020

      Fleetwood Mac was singing She is dancing away from you now, and I squirmed in my seat. Kabir was rubbing my thigh as he drove, a gesture I once thought was reserved for me. Bah! I also used to think he only took naked selfies in bed with me, but then

      11 min read

    • Article

      Haunted

      Sep 27, 2023

      Haunted
      6 min read

    • Article

      Honey

      May 18, 2020

      It’s dark in here but I don’t mind. I wish I had a cushion, though. The floor is hard and I have pulled my knees close to my chest, arms around them, to try to keep warm. It’s a strange place to hide but I find the familiar scents of my family comfor

      3 min read

    • Article

      Philip Roth

      Jun 4, 2018

      Philip Roth
      25 min read

    • Article

      Six Stories

      Sep 8, 2020

      I’m on the train, traveling alone, with two seats to myself. I have to use the restroom. Without thinking about it carefully, I ask a couple across the aisle if they would please watch my things for me for a moment. Then I take a closer look at them

      8 min read

    • Article

      Mature Adults In Your Area

      Aug 8, 2022

      I would say that I don’t normally do this kind of thing, except that on and off over the months and years, I’ve done “these kinds of things” too many times for that to be true. So yeah, I go on dates from time to time. This recent guy wouldn’t choose

      6 min read

    • Article

      A Wolf On The Bus

      Apr 10, 2024

      Exhaustion flooded my body, leaving a dull ache pulsating just behind my eyes. With my right thumb and index finger, I squeezed the bridge of my nose, exhaling deeply, trying to soothe the pain. This tactic worked temporarily, at least until the bus

      17 min read

    • Article

      Festival

      Sep 15, 2018

      My husband, who loved festivals, who was a great fan of festivals, wanted to get to the square in time for the first band at eleven o’clock. From bed, the dog and I watched him dress. He tried on various T-shirts, declaring some of them too tight and

      13 min read

    • Article

      The List

      Mar 10, 2024

      “So, who’s on your list?” Nick looks eagerly at me. I take a sip of my coffee. “What list?” “You know. The list.” He shovels a handful of popcorn into his mouth. “She’s on mine.” He nods toward the TV. “Keira Knightly?” I ask. “Yeah.” “I still have n

      18 min read

    • Article

      With this RING

      Aug 8, 2023

      With this RING
      6 min read

    • Article

      A Wolf On The Bus

      May 10, 2021

      Exhaustion flooded my body, leaving a dull ache pulsating just behind my eyes. With my right thumb and index finger, I squeezed the bridge of my nose, exhaling deeply, trying to soothe the pain. This tactic worked temporarily; at least until the bus

      17 min read

    • Article

      Getting Out of Prison Meant Leaving Dear Friends Behind

      Jun 1, 2018

      I have spent countless nights like this, lying awake, anticipating life, trying to escape imprisonment through my mind’s eye. I imagine the things I will do once I’m free. Flashes of me laughing with family and friends at a cookout or enjoying the co

      5 min read

    • Article

      Righteous

      Jan 22, 2019

      Righteous
      8 min read

    • Article

      How Embarrassing

      Mar 2, 2020

      How Embarrassing
      3 min read

    • Article

      The Bystander

      Jan 7, 2021

      The Bystander
      5 min read

    • Article

      With this RING

      Jul 21, 2021

      With this RING
      6 min read

    • Article

      We Don't Talk About That Here

      Nov 4, 2021

      We Don't Talk About That Here
      4 min read

    • Article

      Shame Is Ever-Present When You’re Sitting in a Cell

      Oct 23, 2020

      Between a strained relationship with my family and the death of a good friend, I’ve struggled to feel like I’m worth something.

      5 min read

    • Article

      The Straw Hat

      Aug 2, 2018

      The Straw Hat
      6 min read

    • Article

      Never Meet YOUR HEROES?

      Apr 2, 2020

      Never Meet YOUR HEROES?
      7 min read

    • Article

      In a Silent Way

      Nov 25, 2023

      In a Silent Way
      3 min read

    • Article

      Soul On Sale

      Aug 10, 2022

      I was waiting for the call at the telephone booth. I’d been waiting for fourteen or seventeen minutes and finally, I decided to leave. It was pointless. I only had a 20-dollar bill on me and no coins for the slot. Hard rain was coming, some type of s

      9 min read

    • Article

      What We Are For

      Dec 1, 2023

      At the Stop and Shop I joke with the girl helping me find the star anise that it looks like someone left her a chicken bone on the shelf. Oh, isn't that nice, she laughs. They wanted you to have a fun surprise, I tell her, tell the checkout lady I lo

      1 min read

    Related categories

    Reviews for Finding My Sexual Self Again (Deviant #1)

    0 ratings

    0 ratings0 reviews

    What did you think?

    Tap to rate

    Review must be at least 10 words

      Book preview

      Finding My Sexual Self Again (Deviant #1) - Sophie Sin

      FINDING MY SEXUAL SELF AGAIN

      Deviant #1

      Sophie Sin

      Copyright 2013 Lunatic Ink Publishing

      Note: This book is a short work of around 5000 words. If you would like longer, filthier material then feel free to check out Sophie Sin’s short story collections (containing 7 stories plus bonus works). Find more at Sophie Sin's Book List. She also writes male-male gay erotica under Dick Powers.

      Short disclaimer: All individuals represented within this text are over the age of 21 and full and completely are shown to consent in all ways to the sexual activities that take place within this collection of short work.

      Agony

      I feel so depressed that I could die. My hands shake as I grip my knees. My mind cannot even for a moment turn from the insult that is the beauty of this woman in front of me.

      She smiles at me and my heart pumps double time to the beat of a drum that is well and truly out of sync.

      That's lovely, she says in that sweet little voice of hers. It flitters through the air around me and I am subdued by it. The desire I have for her is incredible and it burns all the brighter when she meets my eyes.

      I'm so glad that I can have a friend like you.

      My heart does the one-two tap and flop. I'm failing in this tap dance of love and

      Enjoying the preview?
      Page 1 of 1