I Wish You Knew
By Mercy James
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Mika has a secret. He's in love with James, his best friend. But with all the bullying he's been put through for being gay, he's become obsessed with self-image. He starves himself just so he can be "pretty enough" or "good enough" for James.
James cares for Mika deeply, maybe more then a friend should. But Mika never notices. He believes James is just playing him, like everyone else. Out of nowhere James decides it's enough. He's set out to make Mika believe that he really is beautiful, and that he really does care about him.
Mercy James
I may not be very old(19) but I've been writing for years. I love the sort of calm that comes over me when I write, it's so relaxing; especially after getting off work. I'm really into music of all kinds, no one genre is preferred over another with me. I always have to have music on whenever I'm writing or reading, it helps me to concentrate. I'm also a photographer in my spare time(outside of writing and work) and love being outdoors...when it's warm. Unlike a lot of people in my generation, I prefer to use an older camera that still takes film. I find that they're better because they capture almost exactly what's right in front of it, unlike digital cameras that may distort or discolour the image. I grew up in a town with a population of less then 6,000. Everyone knew everyone there, so it was hard to have any sort of private life, though luckily I had mastered the art of being invisible in school, no one ever really took notice of me and I liked it that way. If you would like to see my photography, hop over to my DeviantArt page. http://bleeding-heart-93.deviantart.com/
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I Wish You Knew - Mercy James
I Wish You Knew
By Mercy James
Copyright 2012 Mercy James
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I Wish You Knew
By Mercy James
I wish you knew I loved you
I wish I was good enough for you.
Those are my