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I was born in 1969 to Welsh parents. I say Welsh but in terms of blood lines I'm a bit of a mixed bag with Welsh, English, French and Dutch-Flemish descendance. The early years of my life were very...view moreI was born in 1969 to Welsh parents. I say Welsh but in terms of blood lines I'm a bit of a mixed bag with Welsh, English, French and Dutch-Flemish descendance. The early years of my life were very enjoyable up until my father became mentally ill, being diagnosed with schizophrenia. This was a terrible time and as a family we were hit by the mother of all storms as a consequence of his state of mind. Living through something like that is hell in the purest sense of the word, coming to terms with it as time moves on was equally painful. But as they say time heals and it heals quicker if you have a positive outlook in other words your glass is half full not half empty. From my teens into my early 40's I drifted through various sales jobs while occasionally looking to re-enter education but lacking the stickability to see things through to completion, an issue which dogged me for long time. Infact it was this issue that allowed less talented people get ahead of me simply because they stuck to a task and didn't give up. But I found that through having and bringing up children you don't want them to make the same mistakes as yourself, and it would be hypocritical of me to say to them, don't do this when in actual fact I was guilty myself. So I guess what I'm saying is that I owe allot to my children, most of all they have made me more honest with myself and no longer lacking stickability. Pain and love have moulded me and made me whom I am, obviously you don't go looking for pain in your life but as a result of my experiences I prefer to person I am today to the person I once was, so I wouldn't change anything in the past.On my mothers side there has always been strong psychic sense and ability, and this is very strong in me, it makes me very perceptive. My father had an absolute love of nature as do I, but because of my perception I can see and feel things in nature that others can not. The Universe connects with me directly by way of waves of energy that are strong and getting stronger. As a result of my connection, the Universe shows me things that I have decided to write about.view less