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Kathryn David
I am an only child brought into a life of hardship and confusion .Born in the late 1960’S. My whole life I knew I was different.I just didn’t know how very different I was until I was an adult.
I ...view moreI am an only child brought into a life of hardship and confusion .Born in the late 1960’S. My whole life I knew I was different.I just didn’t know how very different I was until I was an adult.
I had suspicions that I was watched over by something or someone but just shrugged them by the wayside.
My suspicions were found to be right when I had met a woman who mediated between the dead and the living.
Meeting this woman was the catalyst to my search for my truths.
This was where my maddening had begun.
This point was to become the point of discoveries and reconciliation for me.
It was at a time I was vulnerable and naïve starting afresh from a broken marriage I had sought therapy from experts ,herbal,spiritual and clinical to try and puzzle my life and all that was happening to me .
I had struggled with myself and the behaviousrs of others ever since and still do to this day.
The post traumatic stress,related depression and anxiety I had suffered from the delayed discoveries of childhood mistreatment and myself as a person .
I had attempted to end my life several times since childhood but had always been spared .
I must have been blessed to be guarded by my departed loved ones.My whole life I had been watched and guided by my long departed grandmother.
It wasn’t until I began opening up to belief did I find obstacles and ridicule.
Being humble I still perservered despite disbelief and decided to cease my silence and reveal these truths to the world .
However,the struggles I faced could only be fought by myself regardless of their guidance.
It was with the conquering of my personal demons did I realize how powerful the Human Spirit is.
Hence,the book I had written lays testament to the fact that our spirits can be broken but we can pull ourselves together if we have the will and realize our worthiness as human beings.
The pain I had suffered at the hands of others penetrated me but I finally realized I had a purpose in Life,I owed my children their mother and those people who confided their sorrows to me the shoulder I offered ;despite my own pains.
Our past can affect our present but the extent to which it does is totally dependant on our will as to how much.
It was within my silence that my pain remained but now I am no longer silent.view less