Blinking awake in a hospital bed, my mind went straight to one thing – my newborn son, Ben.
I’d had a traumatic birth, tearing in three places, and Ben had ended up in Neonatal ICU with lung problems.
It was terrifying, and I prayed he’d be OK
Hauling myself up, I just wanted to go and see my baby.
But as I stumbled out of bed, I felt a warm trickle down my legs.