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'You Exist Too Much' Exists In A Constant State Of Discontent

Zaina Arafat's powerful new novel follows a queer Palestinian American woman from adolescence to adulthood, a journey dogged by constant longings for home, for identity, for belonging.
Source: Catapult Press

"Anytime I heard of another Arab girl's engagement, it immediately snapped me out of my gayness."

Arab. Bisexual. Migrant. Anorexic. The list goes on and on. The main character in Zaina Arafat's is a nesting doll of otherness, and her journey from 12-year-old Palestinian American girl walking around Bethlehem to young woman traveling the world and looking for love in the arms of strangers is a perfect example of how culture and family can affect those whose lives span different realities.

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