The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables, WEnglish Series

A lonely womun's façade as a successful bank president begins to unravel, revealing an old trauma that has ripped memories out of hir life. It's called dissociative amnesia. As despair overwhelms hir and bankruptcy looms, Avery Victoria Spencer must face an old tragedy or suffer tha humiliating consequences of hir vicious need to spend more than shi earns. Hir forgotten husband, Scottish lowlander George Robert Logan returns, knowing that he can no longer live without Avery, even though he can't forget what shi can't remember.  Logan's return triggers Avery's first fantastical dream—a dream that could unravel tha source of Avery's financial problem, which has nothing to do with money. Is shi willing to remember who shi really is? A quest for wimin today, The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables are the author's intimate stories that brought hir to an authentic life. Welcome to Book One, Tha Womun Who Forgot Who Shi Was. From tha uniquely notable city of Waukesha, Wisconsin comes a story of facing loneliness, forgotten love and tha courage to transcend a troubled past.   This edition in WEnglish, a gender-balanced form of English, published by LifeMark Press.

Tha Womun Who Fell Out Of Fear (Written in WEnglish™--a form or speaking and writing English created by author/linguist Vivian Probst to gender-balance English and bring respect to both genders. Also available in English.) Book Two of The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables finds Avery returned from hir first inner journey in glorious triumph.  Hir despair has vanished, hir incredible debts are magically resolved. Avery is beginning to see hirself in a new light—and shi feels drawn toward George Logan without knowing why; except that he's British, handsome, and seems to know hir design preferences intimately.  But something else has changed that feels wrong. Instead of being more energized and enthusiastic, Avery is stunned that hiir once relentless energy has evaporated. Shi's more intuitive and a better bank president, but shi doesn't care about previously important activities, including hir upcoming charitable winter gala.   Everyone who's anyone in Waukesha is waiting for invites to hir now-renowned party, including society columnist Millie St. James, who is tracking Avery's every move, and suspects George Logan's arrival is not as serendipitous as it appears.    Believing hir energy was accidently left behind on hir first journey, Avery asks to return to hir inner world. Back in a castle with hir beloved candle, shi's shocked by how different everything feels—almost sinister. Instead of singing torches, skeletal soldiers hail hir as 'Great One.'  Instead of a dungeon, shi's trapped in a throne room; instead of regal décor, a grotesque tapestry beckons hir.     Avery's second adventure will make hir wonder why shi returned. Yet, as shi braves what confronts hir, shi begins to see how deeply unworthy shi has felt all hir life. Shi will come to a pinnacle from which shi must decide hir fate.  As hir candle melts and falls from hir hand, Avery must decide what to do. Will shi dance with hir nemesis forever, or let hirself follow hir candle into something shi has never known, and uncover more about who shi really is?     From the uniquely historic city of Waukesha, Wisconsin comes a story of facing loneliness, forgotten love, and tha courage to transcend a troubled past. A quest for many modern women, The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables are an intimate series of stories that brought the author to an authentic life. Welcome to Book Two.    

 Tha Womun Who Found Hir Fire is written in WEnglish™ a form of speaking and writing English created by author/linguist Vivian Probst to gender-balance English and bring respect to both genders. Welcome to The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables-Book Three    Avery Victoria Spencer is becoming more conscious of who shi really is. Two incredible inner journeys have brought hir to a deeper understanding of hirself and hir power to create a wonderful life. Shi's kinder to hirself and others and at long last has made amends with hir strange and withdrawn father. Even love has peeked out timidly in tha person of George Robert Logan, a man with whom shi is enjoying a platonic relationship, while hoping for more. But Avery stumbles over two tough patches in hir life journey: Hir father dies, leaving hir with no sense of hir family's past, and George disappears suddenly. His father in London has had a heart attack, he claims. Avery thinks otherwise, because their attempt at intimacy has failed miserably.   Torn apart by grief and outrage, Avery can't get out of bed, much less go to work. A three-month leave of absence is arranged as Avery goes through what is rumored among social circles to be a 'mid-life crisis,' a.k.a. 'second Saturn return,' a.k.a. 'Dark Night of tha Soul.' Whatever it's called, Avery stubbornly refuses to request any assistance from hir inner realm, where powerful forces are still at work. Instead, shi clutches hir bed sheets refusing to embrace who shi is becoming. But life has a work-around.   Avery's third journey begins in a very small cave, surrounded by shadows of grieving and fearful wimin who comfort hir, until an intimidating and angry mountain threatens to turn hir to shadow as well, if shi refuses to face hir rage. It could be Avery's last chance to become real. Shi must complete hir course, no matter how terrifying. Every irritation, every morsel of disquiet, every piece of unresolved bitterness shows up on hir mountain trek—not for hir to battle, but for hir to love and embrace. Underneath hir rageaholic tendencies shi will find hir full and real self—which includes both hir masculine and feminine energies. It's called wholeness.   Avery has never been a champion of femininity ('wimpy females' is how shi refers to those of hir own gender), and is obviously uncomfortable with hir own sexuality. As shi faces hir mountain, shi encounters an enormous serpent, claiming to be from tha Garden of Eden.Terrified of snakes, Avery would run away if shi could, but their meeting occurs on a narrow mountain ledge about 11,000 feet above sea level. There is no escape. At least, both shi and hir slithering guide like cigars. It's that last piece—love—that Avery needs before shi can return to hir life and face everything shi had chosen to forget. If shi can do that, shi will be strong enough to move into full acceptance of who shi really is, restoring hirself from a heart-breaking past and stepping into true love. For without love, all is lost.   Tha thing about buried trauma is that it doesn't stay buried; Life wakes it up. A womun with a forgotten past, facing hir inner-world forces to restore hir true wholeness. Set in the uniquely historical city of Waukesha, Wisconsin, The Avery Victoria Spencer Fables are an intimate series of stories that brought this author to an authentic life. Welcome to Book Three:Tha Womun Who Found Hir Fire.  

An old photo reveals Avery's forgotten past… When Avery reaches to close a window shutter against a pounding London rainstorm, an old photo falls into hir hands, restoring long-forgotten, painful memories. It was all my fault, shi remembers. Stunned by grief, shi grabs an umbrella and leaves tha house with no idea where to go. When the umbrella blocks hir view of an approaching car, shi ends up on life support.   The Angel of Life argues for Avery to live because shi has so much to live for--if she can forgive hirself. But Avery is tempted by the idea of a 'do-over' in hir next life, offered by tha lovely, but impatient Angel of Death who has pressing quotas to fill.   Avery's husband, George, has waited years for hir to love him again, and will not live without hir. Whither thou goest, I will go.    Tha Womun Who Forgave Hirself is Book Four of the Avery Victoria Spencer Series (written in WEnglish for WEquality)