Everyday Zen

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Everyday Zen

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April 2024 Sesshin, Day 6 Commentary on the teachings of Charlotte Joko Beck from Everyday Zen: Love and Work. Teisho by Sensei John Pulleyn. Automated Transcript
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Dharma talks by Roshi Bodhin Kjolhede and others. Roshi Kjolhede is abbot of the Rochester Zen Center and dharma heir of Roshi Philip Kapleau.

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The Zen Teaching of Hui Hai: A treatise on enlightenment and practice by the Tang dynasty Chan master, a disciple of the great Ma Tsu. by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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Is There More to All This Than Meets the Eye?: The pandemic and its massive economic consequences, when laid atop accelerating climate change, presents a perfect storm of suffering. But with the understanding that there is an Intelligence behind it all, by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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June 2020 Online Sesshin, Day 3: The Original Face: An Anthology of Rinzai Zen (trans. T. Cleary): Teisho by Roshi Bodhin Kjolhede by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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July 2020 Online Sesshin, Day 1, Amala-sensei: Master Hongzhi’s Cultivating the Empty Field: The life of Master Hongzhi Main Text: Cultivating the Empty Field, The Silent Illumination of Zen Master Hongzhi by Taigen Daniel Leighton with Yi Wu, North Point Press San Francisco 1991 by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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Working with Impatience: Dharma Talk by John Pulleyn: Learning patience in the face of our unwillingness to be with things as they are. by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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June 2020 Online Sesshin, Day 4: Blue Cliff Record #29, “It Goes Along with Everything Else”: Teisho by Roshi Bodhin Kjolhede by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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June 2020 Online Sesshin, Day 1: The Original Face: An Anthology of Rinzai Zen (trans. T. Cleary): Teisho by Roshi Bodhin Kjolhede by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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October 2020 Sesshin, Day 1: The Original Face: An Anthology of Rinzai Zen (trans. T. Cleary). Text from Zen Master Lanxi Daolong (Jap.: Daikaku): Teisho by Roshi Bodhin Kjolhede by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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CoronaCast: August 19: Roshi’s weekly podcast: “Pandemic Ruin and Renaissance.” by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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The Life and Teaching of Peace Pilgrim: After dedicating herself to social service for five years, the woman who would later identify herself only as Peace Pilgrim had a spontaneous awakening while walking in the woods. Then she spent the next twenty-eight years walking across the country al... by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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July 2020 Online Sesshin, Day 2, Amala-sensei: Master Hongzhi’s Cultivating the Empty Field: The bright, boundless field — what is it? “Degrading situations” and how to avoid pursuing them. Main Text: Cultivating the Empty Field, The Silent Illumination of Zen Master Hongzhi by Taigen Daniel Leighton with Yi Wu, by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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September 2020 Online Sesshin, Day 1: Novice to Master: An Ongoing Lesson in the Extent of My Own Stupidity by Soko Morinaga: Dharma Talk by Trueman Taylor by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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July 2020 Online Sesshin, Day 4, Amala-sensei: Master Hongzhi’s Cultivating the Empty Field: “With total trust, roam and play in samadhi”. Main Text: Cultivating the Empty Field, The Silent Illumination of Zen Master Hongzhi by Taigen Daniel Leighton with Yi Wu, North Point Press San Francisco 1991 by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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East-West Cultural Contrasts and the Pandemic: The U.S. is faring much worse with the coronavirus than the East Asian and Southeast Asian countries, where people also are much more agreeable to wearing face masks. These differences may be seen in the context of the broad historical contrasts drawn ... by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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Thrivers’ Guilt: In the midst of massive suffering from the pandemic, many people, due to their circumstances, are experiencing unexpected personal contentment (and sometimes guilt as a result). How do we come to terms with this paradox–and move through in service to o... by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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November 2020 Sesshin, Day 1: Zen Essence: The Science of Freedom (trans. by Thomas Cleary): Teisho by Roshi Bodhin Kjolhede by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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Considering White Privilege: Whatever adversities we white people have suffered in our lives, structural racism isn’t one, and in that sense, at least, we’ve been privileged. We might deny having that advantage, or distance from it, but we can use our opportunities to join with ot... by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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The Happiness Trap: Dharma talk by John Pulleyn: Looking at ACT (Acceptance and Commitment Therapy) as presented by Russ Harris in his book, The Happiness Trap, and how it fits with Zen practice. by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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July 2020 Online Sesshin, Day 3, Amala-sensei: Master Hongzhi’s Cultivating the Empty Field: “You must be broadminded, whole, without relying on others.” Main Text: Cultivating the Empty Field, The Silent Illumination of Zen Master Hongzhi by Taigen Daniel Leighton with Yi Wu, North Point Press San Francisco 1991 by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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CoronaCast: August 5: In Amala-sensei’s online sesshin last week, most participants had to negotiate some accommodation to the schedule of others they live with, and now have been negotiating the transition back to full-on household life. by Rochester Zen Center Teisho (Zen Talks)
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