Trigger Warning: rape, suicide and abuse. We want you to enjoy our content, but please make sure to take care of yourself; some of the following material can be sensitive to some listeners. We talk to Syd Wilder, comedian, insta-model and host of the “Girl Instarupted” podcast. We’re talking everything from surviving suicide to growing up at the Playboy Mansion and everything in between. Syd opens up about her sexual assault, suicide attempts and previous sexual and family relationships; as well as her experience in a psych-ward. We discuss how she has turned her darkest moments into an empowering experience rather than a spiteful situation that controls her life. She shares stories of her first marriage, what it's like dating different “types” of guys, how she contracted HPV and Cervical Cancer and has triumphed over it all and learned how to love herself along the way. We also talk BDSM and *SPOILER ALERT* we have a new ASSIGNMENT!  If you or someone you know may be struggling with suicidal thoughts, you can call the U.S. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 800-273-TALK (8255) any time day or night, or chat online. Crisis Text Line also provides free, 24/7, confidential support via text message to people in crisis when they dial 741741.   Follow us: @Sydwilder @Howcumpodcast @Remykassimir @charkasstic  We still have tickets for our LIVE show in NYC August 14th! CUM JOIN US. *Don't forget to sign up with your email or tickets will NOT process!      Go to our website HowCumPodcast.com to shop our NEW MERCH! and shop our partners with discounts: Get 15% off your first order of any jewelry, including the Althea Cl*t necklace by Britta Ambauen using promo code: howcum. $5 from every purchase is donated to charities that focus on education, wellness, and leadership of women. Shop Cumpanions/ sex clean-up products. CLICK HERE to shop!Use Promo Code: HowCum for 10% off. Thank you for all the love over the past year, we LOVE YOU and couldn't do it without you. If you want to support the show, please oh please consider helping us in the following ways:  1) Donate on our Patreon page at www.patreon.com/howcum. You will receive awesome extras, BONUS EPISODES, photos, etc. and all proceeds go to creating this podcast!  2) Subscribe, share, and leave us a rating/review on iTunes. It helps us get in touch with great new podcast guests and listeners!  3) Stay close with us by following us and reaching out on social:  Instagram/Twitter- @HowCumPodcast  Website - www.RemyKassimir.com/ www.HowCumPodcast.com