Jackie O'Neil's essay tells the story of finding herself after years of pouring energy into other people. Lines of Love is a podcast series by The Stanford Daily which was inspired by the Modern Love column from The New York Times. 
If you have a story about love you'd like to tell, visit tinyurl.com/linesoflove. 
Visit stanforddaily.com/category/podcasts to hear from other podcasts like "Really, Bro?" and "Founders' Couch." 
Managing Editor, Producer: Ellie Wong