I Am Enough

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I Am Enough

FromThe Nocturnists

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Mar 28, 2018

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Grant Smith, chief resident in internal medicine at UCSF, recounts the story of his first code blue. Learn more at thenocturnists.com

Released:

Mar 28, 2018

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The Nocturnists is a live show and podcast where doctors tell stories from the world of medicine. Based in San Francisco and hosted by physician Emily Silverman, our show is animated by a deep-seated curiosity about health, disease, and human connection. Welcome to the family.

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S2 E10: The River Styx: After hearing a mentor make an inappropriate joke, medical student Jenny Tiskus grapples with humor’s place in the world of medicine. Illustrations by Lindsay Mound. Original theme music by Yosef Munro. Other music comes from Blue Dot... by The Nocturnists
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S1 E5: I Am Enough: Grant Smith, chief resident in internal medicine at UCSF, recounts the story of his first code blue. Learn more at thenocturnists.com by The Nocturnists
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S1 E1: Recognition: Ben Lerman, an emergency medicine physician, describes how his ability to empathize with his patients deteriorated throughout his medical training, and how a chance encounter with a patient outside the hospital helped set him back on track. Special... by The Nocturnists
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S2 E8: All That Jazz: Psychiatrist Matthew Hirschtritt turns to lessons from his Jewish upbringing when caring for a patient with severe refractory depression. Illustrations by Lindsay Mound. Original theme music by Yosef Munro. Other music comes from Blue Dot... by The Nocturnists
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$S2 E8: All That Jazz: Psychiatrist Matthew Hirschtritt turns to lessons from his Jewish upbringing when caring for a patient with severe refractory depression. Illustrations by Lindsay Mound. Original theme music by Yosef Munro. Other music comes from Blue Dot...$
S2 E1: The Lazarus Effect: Emergency medicine physician Joe Sills panics when the patient he has just pronounced dead regains a pulse. The article mentioned in our conversation, "What Does It Mean to Die?" can be found in The New Yorker. Illustrations by Lindsay Mound. Original... by The Nocturnists
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S2 E3: A Form of Love: Hospitalist Peter Barish recounts an intense, intimate moment with a patient. Learn more about Ladybird here. Illustrations by Lindsay Mound. Original theme music by Yosef Munro. Other music comes from Blue Dot Sessions. Check out our... by The Nocturnists
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S2 E5: Welcome to Vietnam: 82-year-old retired trauma surgeon Bill Meffert, who cared for wounded soldiers in Vietnam, reflects on that bloody experience and the words of a priest who worked beside him. You can read more about Bill and his novel, A Long Way From Home, on... by The Nocturnists
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S2 E7: Good Doctor: Hospitalist Archna Eniasivam describes the time she made a diagnostic error with one of her favorite patients. Illustrations by Lindsay Mound. Original theme music by Yosef Munro. Other music comes from Blue Dot Sessions. Check out our... by The Nocturnists
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S2 E4: Enjoy Your Life: When caring for a young woman with a new brain cancer diagnosis, medicine resident Colleen Farrell comes to grips with her own mortality. Books referenced include Noonday Demon by Andrew Solomon. You can find the poem "Intensive Care" by Jane O.... by The Nocturnists
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S5 E5: Black Voices in Healthcare: Pandemic: We know the pandemic has disproportionately affected communities of color. This week, we hear about how COVID-19 has affected your lives. Featuring music "Heart Shaped Box" by Amber Mark (covering Nirvana). Illustrations by . Original music... by The Nocturnists
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Special Episode 2: Learning: In this special episode, we share a tapestry of voices that we stitched together from the 38 audio submissions we received for our first storytelling contest on the theme of "Learning." The entries came from 28 institutions, 14 states, and 3... by The Nocturnists
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S3 E3: Love in the Time of Primary Sclerosing Cholangitis: Internal medicine resident Elie Adler tells a story about loving someone with a chronic illness, how that relationship changed when she became a doctor, and how being a doctor affects her relationship. This season of The Nocturnists was made possible... by The Nocturnists
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Special Episode 5: Louise Aronson, MD: In this live podcast taping, Emily speaks with UCSF geriatrician and author Louise Aronson about her New York Times best selling Book, Elderhood: Redefining Aging, Transforming Medicine, Reimagining Life. Louise opens the episode with a reading from... by The Nocturnists
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S4 E10: Stories from a Pandemic: Mourning: How does the pandemic end? Does it go out with a bang? Does it fizzle out? What we know for sure is that this story is not over. In today’s episode you will hear from a pediatric hospitalist, laboratory scientist, pulmonologist, hospitalist, trauma... by The Nocturnists
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S4 E6: Stories from a Pandemic: Sick: What have we learned about the sickness caused by coronavirus? You’ll hear from diarists from Michigan, Maryland, Ontario/Canada, Massachusetts, and California. You will hear from a meds/peds resident, a neuroimmunology fellow, a MICU nurse, two... by The Nocturnists
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S3 E1: Code Lavender: Pediatric hospitalist Monica Stemmle tells a story about her imperfect strategies for coping with feelings on the job. Warning: this story depicts sick and injured children. This season of The Nocturnists was made possible by the California Medical... by The Nocturnists
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I Am Enough

I Am Enough

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