KD reflects on his instruction from Maharaji to return to the United States, and his reluctance to accept the implications of that task. A profound shift occurred through his realization that he was his own worst enemy and that he had to do deal with himself before he could move forward. He also discusses what is known of Maharajji’s personal history and the differences in practice between great beings and ordinary people. Lastly, he comments on the necessity to deprogram through practice in an effort to promote action versus reaction.