WOMB - Take Back Your Sexual Energy

By Caraf Avnayt

After I published my previous book, "Sexual Energy Healing", I got a lot of questions about how to heal energetically after an abusive relationship; how to energetically cut off from an ex.
The Womb, or the Bowel matrix or crystal area of the body is where life energy in the body originates. This area is drastically affected by the relationships and interactions we have, especially those who vampirize our energy.
This book is about my experiences taking back my energy, so to speak, understanding how my Womb works, closing portals that were allowing in attacks on my sexual energy, my vitality and my very ability to live life and reach my goals.
It's about recovering sensation in places gone numb, enlivening the Womb or Bowel area.
It's about the portal that opens between two people who have a common sexual partner. This apparently is something very few people realize is an opening for terrible energy draining.

Topics include:

The Womb
Take Back Your Energy - Sexual Energy Vampirism
Methods of Setting up a Energy Drain
What exactly IS an energy drain?
The difference between natural energy cycle dips and energy drains.    
What does it mean to actually "take my energy back" from a relationship or investment?
What makes me vulnerable to energy draining? And how can I stop it?
How can an interaction that feels so good in the moment, be a drain later?
How can I actually recover from sexual energy or "jing" loss, when all the fields of yoga say that we never recover Jing?
Using or Closing Sexual Portals, Sexual Energy Pooling

 

• Language: English
• Publisher: Caraf Avnayt
• Release date: Mar 29, 2024
• ISBN: 9798224149131

Caraf Avnayt

Caraf Avnayt is Mom to Gavriel and a Herbalist.

Book preview

WOMB

Take Back Your Sexual Energy

Caraf Avnayt

INDEX

Introduction

The Womb

Take Back Your Energy - Sexual Energy Vampirism

Methods of Setting up a Energy Drain

What exactly IS an energy drain?

The difference between natural energy cycle dips and energy drains.

What does it mean to actually take my energy back from a relationship or investment?

What makes me vulnerable to energy draining? And how can I stop it?

How can an interaction that feels so good in the moment, be a drain later?

How can I actually recover from sexual energy or jing loss, when all the fields of yoga say that we never recover Jing?

Using or Closing Sexual Portals, Sexual Energy Pooling

Enlivening and Reconnecting Womb, Bowel with the Heart

Herbs for Energetic Shocking – Numbness, Necrosis Treatment

Herbs for Energetic Shocking – Numbness, Necrosis Treatment

Ignatia – St Ignatius Bean

Lily of the Valley – Convallaria

Digitalis – Foxglove

Henbane – Hyoscamus Niger

Datura – Jimsonweed

Last but definitely not least, Ed,

Introduction

Dear Ed,

Earlier this year, you posted online, a photo of a bag you crocheted for your sister. That day, my social media feed was full of posts about how Pluto (the planet) was moving for the first time in most of our lifetimes, into a new position, and how that would change our lives forever and ever.

That same day I needed direction from God about what to write about, because I have so many things to write about, and every day as people message me and ask questions etc., the list increases and increases and now I’m just drowned in the list of topics and don’t know where to start.

So that day I thought, Maybe today the movement of Pluto is going to open some door in my consciousness and show me the way. And it so happened, Ed, that you who don’t post online very much at all, posted the photo of that beach bag. When I saw it, I knew it was a sign from God to me, but I didn’t know what.

A few hours later when I was cooking, I began to remember these photos I’ve seen online. Photos of sculptures from the Sumerian civilization. Photos of a man with what looks like a handbag. They have that handbag showing up quite a lot in the ancient world, and it’s been a mystery to people. What exactly was in those handbags that they were considered so very important? Why were those bags immortalized so?

My thoughts wandered back to when I was little and Granddad saying to me, "In these times, women are treated as nothing but a bag. But my dear, the womb is no empty or dead bag. The womb is a magical bag. Because in the womb is where we are knitted into being. The womb is the portal to the universe. The womb calls into Time and Space; the womb calls into heavenly memory and brings into being, that which has passed from the face of the earth eons ago, once more like a fresh new child. It is the place where there is no time, no limit, no passing of baton from runner to runner, because, my child, it itself is born in itself in every woman child just the very same as the first woman.

This bag, my dear; in it is all the power than man can ever envision or comprehend, because in it is the power to take the highest and the lowest and make it a living, breathing, moving manifestation of that which was dormant."

And I knew then, Ed, that the guidance God was giving me through you posting the bag picture, is to write about the womb.

Now Ed, I’ve wanted to for so long, but I never got down to it, because, as you know, I can only write when I’m writing to you. And you don’t have a womb. So, writing to you about the womb is pretty much like showing off; Like describing a washing machine to someone who doesn’t have one.

But I have to write Ed, and I thought – What if you were explaining some part of man’s anatomy that I don’t have? I would be very, very interested.

Therefore, I now proceed to tell you all about the magical bag, the portal to all the universe, the one who exists outside of Time; the place you and I and all the people and animals we know, started being; where we met God for the first time, and where we went from a nobody to a somebody we would be forever after.

That place, where nobody visits and returns the same – the Womb.

The Womb

Ed, recently I decided that I would no longer try to be helpful to others. One reason is because when I was little, growing up with a family not mine, I had to earn my keep and their forbearance by being helpful. I grew up feeling no one would ever love me unless I was helpful. When I lost people, I thought it was because I hadn’t been helpful enough.

This way of thinking can get perverse. There was a time, I’d catch myself imagining people I like, in trouble and me helping them out and thereby becoming beloved to them. One day I got a shock, I realized I was projecting bad things on people I liked. And all for what? Because I didn’t think anyone would love me unless I was helpful, unless they had a reason to.

Another reason I’ve decided not to try to be helpful, Ed, is because I no longer see the world and others as a parade of problems for me to fix, or become a heroine solving. I’ve begun to see, how even in the worst illnesses, the soul is expressing itself.

We only fear soul expression because the thug controllers who mine us for trauma energy, have made us feel that that wonderful healing thing, that sets us free; is dangerous for us.

In reality we have nothing to fear from soul expression, it’s all healing, healing, healing. And soul expression #1, is the condition of the body.

I have begun, Ed, to enjoy seeing