Awakening

By Candice Calder

Be awakened to the truth about hybrid creations, vampyres, ancestors within the soul-parts of a human. Be awakened and enlightened by the true, candid words of the artist and photographer Candice Calder. Her encounters with real demons and her battle to survive. Her sexually explicit past is exposed. 
 

Learn about her dark, sinister and harrowing past that nearly took her life when the suicidal demon knocked on her door. A whirlwind of betrayal and deceit tried to kill her but she survived. She was a runaway young adult who grew up knowing great poverty.  Starvation nearly killed her until she learnt to create. 

• Language: English
• Publisher: Calder Publishing
• Release date: Feb 14, 2024
• ISBN: 9798224369065

Candice Calder

Candice Calder is a self-taught, Editorial Self-Portrait and Fine Art Photographer and Model. She is a Visionary with a passion for art and communication. She truly is an artist with a message to convey to the world. She is spiritually gifted. She indeed has spirit eyes. Candice uses her past experiences which consist of supernatural occurrences, sex magic, encounters with warlocks and witches, sorcerers, demons and even the devil, Lucifer and creates  various forms of art. Her photography, art and writing resonates a macabre that speaks to our souls.   

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Preface

Visionary, Candice E. Calder, holds nothing back when it comes to the message she wants to speak to the world. She is daring, explicit, and finds a way to rip the bandaid off of our soulful wounds. She creates and speaks from experience. The experience of being bullied, the experience of being sexually and emotionally abused from childhood into adulthood. The experience of her unnatural and horrific encounters of the supernatural, for over twenty years is 100% true.

Candice E.Calder lived through and survived very real, supernatural demonic assaults. Her younger years were filled with supernatural beliefs and practices. Like many of the youth today, she believed in the existence of vampyres, past lives, reincarnation, ghosts, and the paranormal. That is until the reflection in the mirror was no longer her own, but that of the spirit of Lilith.

Throughout Candice’s young adult life, she embraced the supernatural, that is until it became painfully real. When she opened the door to the demonic through what appeared to be a harmless tarot card reading, her world spun upside down. The incubus demon manifested in her life, as did spirit husbands, spirit wives, demons and a very real, sinister demonic world. 

The demonic world flooded into her life and with it came to an assault upon her mind, fractioning who she was at the very core. Candice Calder spent years battling depression, Severe PTSD and anxiety. Not only did she give up on life, but she also gave up on her art.

At the young age of 23, the visionary, Candice E.Calder,  nearly took her life but Jesus knocked on the door of her heart. She sat alone in the darkness, or so she thought. That night, she felt a Divine Presence guide her to a place she needed to be. Candice, heard the truth of Jesus, of how Jesus gave His life for her, of how He took her sins upon Himself, of how by simply just believing in Him, in what He did for her and believing in who He is, the Son of God, God in the flesh, and choosing to surrender her life to Him, that she could receive the salvation that He purchased for her and all humanity, through His blood upon the cross and resurrection. 

Candice chose to believe in the very real, living God, Jesus. She found a purpose for life but battled depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts for twenty-plus years. She did not know nor was taught about how Christians need deliverance. From voices in her head to being physically attacked by what she could not see, to nightmares that tormented her nightly and seeing Lucifer in her dreams, Candice was on a maddening, vicious cycle that went in circles, year after year. Cycle and repeat. Cycle and repeat.

For nearly twenty years, a Christian, saved, filled with the Holy Spirit but her house which is her body needed deliverance and she needed to know how to walk in repentance. At age 41, she learnt how to be delivered and how to walk in repentance. With the help of The Holy Spirit, The Spirit of God, the third God-Head of The Trinity, the Visionary, the artist, Candice Calder, now walks in the bold truth of who Jesus is. Jesus healed her mind, body, and the fragmented pieces of her soul. Now she is empowered by The Holy Spirit to live a bold, purposeful, and healed life.

The Self-portraitures and art of Candice Calder will speak to us through the years and the generations to come! Her boldness is unwavering. Her raw imagery speaks volumes to our souls, just as her vivid paintings will remain here to tell the stories, the stories of who God is, the stories of how God heals today, and how Jesus is the Author and Finisher of our faith. God the Father resurrected the passion within Candice to create again, to live and to love. Her candid memoir is a work of sacrificial love, to expose who she is to the masses in hope that the younger generation would chase after God with all their heart, mind and soul. Her memoir is evidence that God is real and that He heals and delivers today, through the power of His Holy Spirit. Her testimony is evidence that the Holy Spirit is also your friend, the lover of your soul and desires for you to know Him, as He is a person, not just a wind, a fire, a mighty power but He is the Spirit of God.    

CANDICE CALDER – SELF-portrait; Angelic Breath

Candice Calder – Self-portrait; Iconic

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Deception, Conception, Formation & Intention

Skin, touch, desire, intentions and deceptions.  Genealogy, bloodlines, destiny; they all flow into alignment. The yearning of the heart of a young woman who longs to be a mother and the fears of a young man who is resistant and objective on becoming a father collide. Deception sways the wife, like the dark whispers of the serpent in the garden of Eden The woman became swayed by a deep-set longing to have what was not agreed upon. A longing so strong that she chose to betray her closest companion, her husband. 

To feel what begins as a seed, form, grow and kick within her womb, this young, wild natured wife, chose the path of deceit, all because she wanted to be able to hear one day, a little voice call her mother and to feel a tiny hand wrap around her thumb. She longed to see a pair of helpless eyes stare up at hers, eyes that would look into her own, knowing that this young woman chose to give her life and chose to love her.  A cocktail of deception mixed with the desire of her heart was stirred and poured.  The wild, young bride, deceptively and intentionally stopped taking her birth control pills. A life began to form.

Life; the merging of a seed and an egg, creating of a heartbeat, the creation of another heart that beats, thump, thump, thump, creation of breath, intricate cells and DNA that form another human being. A human being whom is intricately and Divinely created with intention;  breath, life, formation, spirit and soul. 

A life is formed and books are written. 

CANDICE CALDER  - SELF-portrait; Illuminated Blonde Series

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Bloodlines

BLOODLINE; ANCESTRY, lineage, genealogy, family dynasty, kinship. There is great significance within the bloodline of an individual, within the genetics of a human being. A person’s descendancy may be born out of a line of witches and warlocks, which can cause the legal rights of generational curses to be passed down upon the unborn child. Please note that generational curses are not just subject to witchcraft within the bloodline but can be transferred down to generations from iniquities and sin transgressions of any ancestor, all the way back to Adam and Eve.

Generational curses can also be assigned to the family’s last name. For example:  Calder is a derivative of Caldero, which means tabernacle of the Devil.  Caldero, Calder, is the last name assigned to a bloodline of witches and warlocks.  Demons are also assigned to last names.

Within the womb, the bloodlines merged between that of the Father and Mother of the unborn child, who was yet to be named Candice Elizabeth Calder.  Names themselves are of great significance. Though there can be a demonic assignment attached to a name, a name can be given to a human with a meaning of great purpose behind it. Such as the name Candice which means a royal diadem in the hands of her God.  Names are of significant meaning and associated with names are assignments.  Looking at the name Lucifer, which means light bringer,  you see how God created a name and how there is a great meaning behind that name. Now look at the name satan, and how the light bringer’s name changed and how he changed. Now the bright morning star, light bringer, is known as the prince of darkness.  Names, positions, destinies and assignments;  there are two opposing Gods, one with a big G and one with a small g, both understand the importance of names and the assignments given to those names.

The unborn female child, who was yet to be named by her parents, though deviously conceived, she was intentionally created by a God who is infinite, Jehovah Elohim, The Eternal Creator  Jehovah Hoseenu, The Lord our Maker, Jehovah Elyown, The Lord Most High, El-Shaddai, God Almighty. God knew her before He formed her in her mother’s womb. She was created with purpose. She was created from love, agape love which is unconditional love.  God, the lover of our souls, Jesus, wrote her books. 

The war for her soul began as a fetus, as satan had his own plans and assignments for her soul. Banners and scrolls were in place within the second heaven, with her name on them, Candice Elizabeth Calder. Legal rights were in place. 

Legal rights created open doors to the demonic in Candice’s life, even as a fetus. It was all in her bloodline. Generational curses