Healing Heart: A Prescription of Love

By Frieda Haag

Everything is painful. Nothing is painful. Life is a continuous, never-ending blank. Plus, I like the numbness. It shields me from the dark anguish that seeps into my core. You might say I've changed, I suppose.Yes, suffering and melancholy have that effect on one.At this point, I don't believe a gorgeous stranger—who could also be a crazed wolf thing—can glue my many shattered parts back together.
 

• Language: English
• Publisher: Independently published
• Release date: Dec 24, 2023
• ISBN: 9791222489230

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Healing Heart

- A Prescription of Love -

Frieda Haag

Contents

Healing Heart

Prologue

Shaky Steps

Bring Me Back to Him

Unbelievable

Prologue

It wasn't always this way, in the prologue. This is not how I always been. I could have felt differently two days ago. I could have responded faster. I could have been better. But yesterday has long since gone.

Everything is painful. My inside organs feel as if they have been cut by a razor, and I can feel darkness seeping into my thoughts and something horrible and unclean engulfing me. And I don't actually take any action. Nothing I can do will help. I shakily straighten my legs from my chest and reach to grab the empty diary from where it's spread down in front of me while I mutter with a fake grin, Nothing, nothing, nothing.

The blank notebook is where I may communicate with Allison. She will listen there. Where, she'll be aware.

I start to write clumsily as my hands are trembling uncontrollably as I struggle to control the opaque anguish.

Allison,

You left a note for me. You left me a note, and it keeps flashing back and forth in my head, driving me crazy. What it must feel like must be insane. Right? I'm at a loss on what to do with myself right now. Ally, how could you possibly have caused yourself harm? You were the light that illuminated everyone's gloom; you were everything bright. And that light vanished out of nowhere. This whole family is now in the dark. Contrast this with when Mom or Rosa departed. Even terrible. Do I follow the dead, Ally? In my opinion. Everywhere I walk, I see