Elixir: A Changeling P.I. Novel

By Ruth Vincent

Mabily "Mab" Jones is just a twenty-something, over-educated, under-employed New Yorker trying to survive as a private eye's unpaid intern . . . or is she? Once a powerful fairy, but tricked by the Fairy Queen into human form, Mab is forced to face her changeling past when investigating a missing person case at a modern speakeasy.

Obadiah Savage bootlegs fairy Elixir to human customers thirsting for a magical fix. But when Mab and Obadiah become joint suspects in a crime they didn't commit, the only way to prove their innocence is to travel back to the fairy realm. And when Mab confronts the Fairy Queen and learns the depth of her betrayal, she must decide if the fate of the fey world is worth destroying the lives of the humans she's come to love.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Open Road Integrated Media
• Release date: May 3, 2016
• ISBN: 9780062466181

Ruth Vincent

Ruth Vincent spent a nomadic childhood moving across the USA, culminating in a hop across the pond to attend Oxford. But wherever she wanders, she remains ensconced within the fairy ring of her imagination. Ruth recently traded the gritty urban fantasy of NYC for the pastoral suburbs of Long Island, where she resides with her roguishly clever husband and a cockatoo who thinks she’s a dog.

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Chapter 1

The floater glided in front of my eyes—­but I knew what it really was—­and more importantly what it meant: a fairy was watching me. Please leave me alone, I whispered.

But the floater did not leave me alone. It glided maddeningly out of reach in the corner of my eye. Look, I can’t see you. And I really can’t afford to be distracted right now. Will you please go away?

I glanced quickly at the ­people seated around me, but no one seemed to have noticed my one-­sided conversation. The lobby of the dingy office building on West 37th Street was so packed they had set up folding chairs in the hallway for the spillover. Everyone was in their early twenties like me: recent college grads. We sat rod-­stiff in gray plastic chairs, clutching our resumes like life preservers, trying not to accidentally make eye contact with one another. Outside the dirty window I heard the groan of traffic, the wail of sirens, the nonstop noise of New York City, like the sounds of a battle raging softly in the distance. But inside the office we were all so silent I could hear my own ragged breathing.

The door opened. A man stood in the entryway, holding a clipboard. He was in his late fifties, heavyset, with big, bushy eyebrows. He did not smile. Mabily Jones? he called out in a gruff New York accent.

I scrambled to my feet, dropped my resume and blushed, stooping to pick it up. My sweaty palms had made dimples in the paper’s pristine fibers. I followed him into the room and he closed the door behind us.

He took a seat behind a mahogany desk, polished to such a high gleam I could see my reflection: pasty pale cheeks, snub nose, pixie-­cut brown hair sticking up every which way—­I tried to smooth it down with my fingers. The wool suit jacket I’d borrowed for the interview from my roommate and best friend, Eva, itched at my back.

The man extended his hand. Chief Investigator Reggie Ruggiero, he said, still not smiling. You can call me Reggie.

Reggie’s eyebrows resembled two gray, fuzzy caterpillars that moved when he talked. My nervousness was making me want to smile for no reason at all. I tried to suppress it. Reggie perused my resume. Every so often one of the caterpillars moved up or down. It was making me too nervous to look at him, so I stared out the window instead, watching the ghosts of steam rise up from the pipes on the roof below, and swiveling back and forth in my chair.

Please let this one work out, I prayed silently. I was getting desperate. Yesterday, I’d applied for a job at Subway . . . and been turned away, because I didn’t have two years of relevant sandwich-­making experience.

But this job could be a career! My heart thudded so hard in my chest I thought perhaps he could hear it. I couldn’t face another call to my parents—­they were being so supportive, but it just made me feel more guilty. And they didn’t even know the real reason I felt so guilty. . .

So, Miss Jones, said Reggie, frowning.

I stopped swiveling and sat bolt upright. Reggie had set down my resume, his caterpillar eyebrows furrowed.

Tell me about yourself, he said, leaning back in his chair.

I paused, my mind whirring. I knew I was supposed to talk about my skills, my aptitude, my passion for this job etc., etc. . . . But all I could think was—­Well, Mr. Ruggiero, actually I’m a changeling. The Fairy Queen tricked me, and now I’m stuck in human form—­so I might as well do some good while I’m here.

But you can’t say that in a job interview.

Instead, I stammered.

Well, sir, I recently graduated from college, majoring in anthropology . . .

Reggie snorted.

Anthropology, huh? What kind of a job did you think you were going to get with a degree like that?

A job like this? I offered.

His mouth twitched up into the barest hint of a smile.

So tell me, why do you want to be a private investigator?

I hesitated. There was a beat of silence between us, and I could hear the dull groan of the traffic outside.

I knew I could come up with some suave line that I thought Reggie wanted to hear. But what if I just told him the truth?

I heard your firm helps find missing persons, sir, I said. I’d like to help bring missing kids home.

Well, that’s a very noble reason to get into this business.

I couldn’t tell from his tone if he was being sarcastic or serious. I began to swivel in my chair again.

There are a lot of good causes out there, Miss Jones. Reggie surveyed me keenly. Why missing kids?

I hesitated, and then the words tumbled out my mouth before I could stop them.

It’s personal, sir.

Reggie’s furry eyebrow rose slightly. He was silent for a moment, but there was a kindness in his face, a softness, that I never could have imagined being there a moment before.

Is there someone in your life, a family member or friend, who is a missing person? he asked me.

It’s me who’s the missing person, I thought. And then, a little voice in my head whispered guiltily, and I made a little girl go missing. . .

But of course, I didn’t say that.

Instead I just nodded, swallowing hard.

Reggie didn’t press me to go further and I was glad for that. There was something very tactful about Reggie, even in his gruffness. He knew when to back off. It probably made him good at his job.

Miss Jones, if you applied for this position because you want help finding someone . . . Reggie started to say, but I interrupted him.

Oh no, sir, it’s not about me. I paused, weighing my words. I guess you could say that case is closed.

I let out a long exhale.

I just figured, maybe I could help out other kids?

Reggie eyed me.

You do know this is going to be a pretty thankless job? Don’t get any ideas, like you’re going to be Nancy Drew or something. The sad fact of the matter is we don’t bring a lot of kids home. Sometimes you’ll get lucky. But most of the time you won’t. It’s hundreds of hours of waiting in parked cars outside apartment buildings, going through trash cans searching for receipts, spending months on leads that go nowhere for the rare kid you find, you know?

He was testing me. But I wasn’t deterred.

I’m very patient, sir.

Reggie pushed his chair farther back. He fiddled with a coffee mug on his desk. It said #1 Dad.

What makes you think you’re going to be good at this?

I’m good at observing ­people. It was the truth—­it was what I’d been sent to this world to do. I never stop observing, listening, trying to find things out about ­people. Maybe I really am an anthropologist after all?

Reggie gave me a long, scrutinizing look.

Well, that will serve you well in this business, he said slowly. Then his eyes narrowed. You know what I’m offering right now is just an internship, a trial assignment, not a paid position. But if you do well, there’s the potential to be hired.

I nodded. In the internship-­heavy world of the recent college grad, pay had become a perk, like what benefits used to be. But I had come here expecting to pay my dues.

What’s the trial assignment?

Well, funny that you should mention missing persons, said Reggie, because we’ve got one.

He reached down into a file cabinet below his desk, rummaged around for a minute and then brought out a manila folder.

He opened it and I peered at the photographs inside.

The girl was about my age, maybe even younger. Her head was thrown back, laughing, and she was dressed in a sequined party dress. In another photograph, she was blowing a kiss at the camera, happy and carefree. The photo was clearly a selfie.

Charlotte Mercado, said Reggie. Twenty-­one years old. Been missing for over a month. The family filed a police report, of course, and the NYPD is still investigating. But the family was getting frustrated; they felt like the cops weren’t doing enough, so they hired us.

I studied the photographs. There was something so haunting about looking into the eyes of a person and not knowing whether they were alive or dead.

Her father just called me this morning saying we’re going to have to close our investigation soon; the family doesn’t have the funds to continue. I’d really like to find some information—­something, anything—­for her family, before we have to stop, said Reggie. I could tell by his expression that, despite his gruff demeanor, he got invested in these kids’ cases.

He closed the folder and set it down on the desk.

Now, not every missing-­person case is nefarious, he said, putting the folder back in its drawer. An adult has the legal right to go missing. Sometimes ­people, for whatever reason, just want to disappear. But we have to rule out foul play. I did some interviews with family and friends, and they said she kept frequenting the same location in the last few weeks before she went missing. They gave me the address. I don’t think the NYPD made too much of this information, but I want to check it out.

Reggie turned to his laptop. He hit one of the keys rapidly in succession.

Load, you piece of . . . he muttered under his breath. Then he turned back to me.

It’s some kind of club in Brooklyn. But it’s not licensed with the city. Some sort of underground party. Now, we do know the name of the guy that runs it. He opened a file. All our interviews mentioned the same person.

Have you spoken with him?

No. That’s the problem. Reggie sighed. You see, I went down there. When I knocked on the door, this big guy I presumed was a bouncer or something answered. He wouldn’t let me in. Said I wasn’t on the invite list. I didn’t want to make a big deal of it, draw attention to myself, you know? So I left.

Reggie set his hands down on the desk, looking me squarely in the eye.

So that’s where someone such as yourself would come in, he said. You see, me, I’m fifty-­seven. All the ­people I saw come in and out of that door were about twenty, twenty-­five. Young ­people, you know? If some old geezer like me tries to go in there, it’s definitely going to raise a red flag, if they even let me through the door. That’s when I realized I need an intern. For cases like this. Someone who can play the part of being young and hip. Someone who can pass as one of the regulars.

My stomach did a little flip-­flop. I didn’t think anyone would ever use the adjective hip to describe me. I was young. That was about all I had going for me.

Let’s face it, I bet this guy would be much more likely to talk to you than he would be to talk to me, Reggie said, laughing.

I shifted uncomfortably in my chair, not sure how to respond to that.

So that would be your assignment, Reggie finished. Go to this place. Pretend like you’re going to the party. Find this guy. Talk to him. See if you can find out any information about Charlotte. Think you can do that?

I gulped. Pass as a partygoer? I had heard of these underground events, which sprouted up all over Brooklyn like mushrooms after a rain, and I really wasn’t sure I was cool enough to get into one of these things. I was shy and nerdy and still working on passing as human—­being a suave cool kid who could waltz right into a secret underground party and then casually chat up the manager while stealthily gleaning information? Was I up to this task? But I couldn’t let Reggie see these doubts. I had to ace this assignment; it was the only way I was getting hired. Then again, maybe it wouldn’t be so hard. After all, I’d been pretending to be someone I wasn’t for twenty-­two years. Maybe being a changeling was a transferable skill set?

I can do that, sir, I said, trying to project confidence.

Alright, then, said Reggie. His face had softened up quite a bit since the beginning of our interview. I’ll call you and let you know if we need you.

Detective Mabily Jones, I thought, smiling, as Reggie opened the door to take in the next nervous applicant. I slipped my hand beneath the floppy sleeve of my suit jacket and crossed my fingers.

Letting out a long sigh of relief, I stepped through the double doors of the building and into the brisk winter sunshine. I didn’t realize I’d been holding my breath most of the interview. Walking down Seventh Avenue towards the subway, I shivered as the icy wind whipped round the buildings and blasted my face with bone-­chilling cold. Meat-­scented smoke billowed out of kebab carts along the street corner across from Penn Station, blending with the sweet, caramelized smell of honey-­roasted nuts. Descending the subway stairs for the C train, along with a throng of hundreds of other pushing, shoving New Yorkers, I noticed the floater again. It was back, hovering, as always, just out of reach in the corner of my eye. I knew it was one of the fairies’ messengers—­a tiny pixie, invisible in the human world, only showing up as a small visual disturbance. But what did they want?

The express train thundered past in a roar of screeching metal, shooting sparks like a mechanical dragon, and I took a step back.

It occurred to me, as I waited on the subway platform, that the annoying little thing really had honored my request; it had left me alone for the duration of my job interview, just like I had asked it to. Whoever it was from my old life that was trying to make contact with me, they’d listened to me. I didn’t know what to make of that.

Chapter 2

I bounded up the steps to our fourth-­floor walk-­up apartment. The hallway still smelled like piss. I tripped on my neighbors’ pile of bikes yet again and cursed, rubbing my elbow. But I didn’t care. I had just listened to the voicemail from Reggie, and I felt like skipping.

At last I reached our door, out of breath from running up the three flights of stairs. I was bursting with the news; I couldn’t wait to tell Eva, but I took the time to jangle my keys loudly and then pause for a moment on the welcome mat, to give her some warning, in case her sort-­of-­a-­boyfriend, Ramsey, was over. I was really hoping not. He wasn’t a bad guy, I kept telling myself. But still. Eva fell in love with boys the way moths fall in love with lightbulbs.

Thankfully there was no Ramsey, but when the door swung open, Eva was in the bathtub. This would not have been awkward in a normal apartment, but our bathtub was in our kitchen. The kitchen counter was a piece of plywood balanced on top the tub, and the shower was a green garden hose we screwed into the tub faucet. And all our friends thought we were so lucky to have found this apartment . . . but that’s New York real estate for you.

I got it! I cried out to Eva. I got the job!

She leapt out of the tub like a wet dolphin, squealing. Throwing a big, fluffy terrycloth robe over herself, Eva enveloped me in a tight hug. We clutched each other’s hands and spun round and round in a circle on the kitchen floor, whooping with joy.

I knew you’d get it! She grinned at me as she wrapped her hair in a towel turban and slipped into her track suit. It too was soft and fuzzy, like a lot of Eva’s possessions. I had the urge to pet her sleeve.

I wasn’t sure I’d get it. I shook my head. I guess you had more faith in me than I did.

I always have more faith in you than you do, she said, putting on her bunny slippers, and I always end up being right, so you should really listen to me more often.

I had to laugh at that.

As Eva towel dried her hair, I related everything Reggie had told me about the case. She listened, her head cocked thoughtfully to the side, as she brushed sweet-­smelling gel into her long, black curls.

So when does he want you to go to this club?

Actually, tonight.

He isn’t going to train you first?

I sighed. I guess not. Maybe that’s why it’s a trial assignment. I looked up at her. I’m nervous.

Eva padded over to me, the bunny ears on her feet flopping with each step. She put her hand on my shoulder. You’re going to be great, honey.

She paused for a moment, and then an impish grin spread over her face.

Do you know what you’re wearing to the club?

I stared at her blankly. Fashion was not my forte.

Um . . . this? I said, gesturing to the jeans and black T-­shirt I’d changed into after the interview.

Eva shook her head in disapproval.

Come with me.

Eva . . . I protested.

But she grabbed my hand and led me towards her bedroom.

She parted the long curtain of beads that covered the door. The strands tinkled and clinked behind us. As I stepped through, I could smell the lingering sweetness from her altar on the windowsill—­the scent of beeswax candles, mixed with the spice of sandalwood incense and the heady fragrance of Florida Water. Her row of resin statues stared down at us from a high shelf. There were a few fairies in the anachronistic mix of goddesses, angels and Catholic saints—­I wondered what she’d think if she knew we were nothing like those pink-­cheeked children with wings.

Sometimes I’d thought maybe I could tell her the truth, about me having been a fairy. Maybe Eva’s belief in magic would make her able to believe me? I watched her as she rummaged through her closet, humming an old folk song tunelessly to herself in Spanish. Maybe she would believe me . . . but probably not. No one really believed in fairies.

Eva emerged from her closet with a sound of triumph. She had tossed aside her piles of nursing school scrubs and found what appeared to be a very low-­cut black dress and a pair of high-­heeled boots. I eyed them both skeptically.

Um . . . Eva, this is business . . .

You want to look the part, don’t you? she countered.

Reluctantly, I agreed.

You know I’m too flat chested to wear something like this, I said as I slipped off my shirt and pulled the dress over my head.

Hush. It’ll look good. And you never know—­you might meet someone at this club tonight.

I rolled my eyes, though I knew Eva couldn’t see it with the dress over my head. She had taken on my dating life, or lack thereof, like it was her pet project. Not that she was always the greatest dating role model. Personally, I didn’t have much hope. Twenty-­two years in this body and human relationships were as baffling to me as ever.

I smoothed the dress over my hips and pulled on the high-­heeled boots. Eva whistled, but I couldn’t see myself yet. I walked over to her full-­length mirror, wobbling in my heels, and then stopped, staring at myself. I had never felt so naked wearing clothes before! The sheer black fabric stopped before I’d even fully lengthened my arm. It was slightly scandalous. And yet—­as I looked at my reflection, I saw that I was smiling, involuntarily. As I turned to see the back, the skirt swirled flirtatiously around me. I blushed.

Oh my god, you’re like the girl version of James Bond in that! said Eva.

You really think so? I asked. I still wasn’t sure.

Eva smiled at me. You’re going to rock this assignment.

She paused.

You sure it’s safe, right? I mean, a girl who went to this place did disappear. Eva’s forehead wrinkled. She was worried about me.

I had the same fear, I said. But I keep telling myself it’s a public place. Reggie wouldn’t have sent me on this assignment as a newbie if he thought it was dangerous, right? And I’m just there to observe. It’s not like I’m coming in to bust this guy. I gave her a thin-­lipped smile, trying to reassure her. But I was also trying to reassure myself. I’ll keep my wits about me.

Write down the name and address of the club.

I nodded.

And text me when you get there. Then text me periodically, just so I know you’re okay. And text me when you’re headed home!

Yes, Mom. I smiled at her, but I appreciated Eva’s concern. It was good to have somebody worried about me.

I promise I’ll text you, I told her.

I got out of the subway, clutching the little slip of paper where I had jotted down the address of the club and the name of the proprietor, which Reggie had given me. I peered at it in the halo of a lone streetlight to make sure I hadn’t gotten lost. I wasn’t familiar with this part of Brooklyn. The sound of my borrowed heels click-­clacking over the sidewalk was too loud, and I was feeling self-­conscious in this too-­short dress. Not that anyone could see it under my bulky winter coat.

The street was dark and unusually quiet for New York City. The buildings were old and tired. A few of them had sheets of plywood nailed over the windows, the front doors decorated with scrawls of graffiti. Occasionally I heard shouts or peals of laughter from inside one of the buildings, but then the sounds faded into an eerie quiet.

I was alone on the street. Every so often a car would pass, its stereo cranked up loud, the beat vibrating in my internal organs. Then the sound petered out into the distance, and I was alone on the silent street once more.

At last I came to the door that matched the number on the little scrap of paper. This was it? This was not what I’d been expecting. The whitewashed brick building in front of me looked like a warehouse or abandoned storefront, a rusty fire escape running up the front, windows boarded up, paint peeling from the door. I double-­checked the address, but it was right. I stepped closer. Then I heard the muffled sound of music coming from inside.

It wasn’t the kind of music I was expecting. It sounded like a brassy, jazzy swing band. There were lights too, flashing now and then from beneath the dark window shades. I heard a lull drone of voices and occasionally a peal of high-­pitched laughter.

My stomach fluttered nervously.

Human social interactions were confusing enough when it was one-­on-­one; throw a whole group of humans together and add alcohol—­and I had no idea what to do. I mostly sat on the sidelines at parties, an awkward observer. And those were the parties that were supposed to be fun—­at this party I had a job to do. But maybe that would make it easier, I told myself—­at least it would give me a focus. Still, I wasn’t sure. What if this Obadiah Savage Reggie wanted me to talk to found out I was working for a private detective? Worse, what if he thought I was an undercover cop come to arrest him? Would he be mad? Would things get ugly?

I paused on the sidewalk outside the door. I could turn back, I told myself. I could return to Reggie’s office tomorrow and say, I can’t do this alone. I need backup.

But it was Friday, and that would mean I couldn’t talk to Reggie till Monday, and then we probably wouldn’t have another chance to interview this guy till next weekend. I didn’t want that much time to elapse. I knew this much about missing-­person cases: the more time elapsed, the less chance we had of finding Charlotte alive. Plus, it wasn’t like I was coming here to bust this man. As far as we knew, he hadn’t even done anything wrong. I was just here to observe, ask a few questions, then leave.

Get a grip on yourself, I told my fluttering stomach. You could help find this girl. You could finally stop being unemployed.

I took a deep breath. Please let this go well, I whispered. Then I knocked on the door with a nervous heart.

There was no answer.

Maybe

Reviews for Elixir

[ladycato · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

This isn't a book about high stakes or huge drama--it's a cozy urban fantasy with a sweet romance. Really, that's just what I needed during a high-stress week. Mab is a very sympathetic heroine--a fairy forced to become human--and it was a joy to read about her. This novel reads fast and it feels like I had only a brief peak into a vast and fascinating world. I can't wait for the next one!