Without Aiden

By Dianne Hartsock

Is a gift of love enough to open Aiden’s heart and let Tris back in?

After the car accident that killed his parents and left his sister paralyzed, Tris is left with nothing. His family is destroyed. His reputation is shot. And all he has is the guilt of knowing it was all his fault. People in town know he’d been drinking that night, and know he should never have gotten behind the wheel. And even Aiden, the man he thought he’d be with forever, blames him too much to stay.

But Tris can’t let him just disappear. After months of loneliness and isolation, Tris brings Aiden a gift on his birthday, a hawk he’s carved from a chunk of wood they’d found in the forest during an afternoon of love. A small chink seems to open in Aiden’s heart, the first sign of forgiveness. With renewed hope, Tris takes a job renovating one of the older homes in town and tries to rebuild his life. But the townspeople have long memories, and when his sister’s condition worsens, forgiveness -- and Aiden -- seem to slip even further out of reach ...

• Language: English
• Publisher: JMS Books LLC
• Release date: Nov 8, 2020
• ISBN: 9781646566167

Dianne Hartsock

Dianne is the author of paranormal, suspense, m/m romance, fantasy, thriller. Also a floral designer.

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Without Aiden

By Dianne Hartsock

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Copyright 2020 Dianne Hartsock

ISBN 9781646566167

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Without Aiden

By Dianne Hartsock

Chapter 1

It had been three fucking months. Aiden had to talk to him, give him a hint of that gorgeous smile he lived for. Shit. What if Aiden wasn’t alone?

Tris locked his bike at the empty stand and tucked wisps of light hair behind his ears with a shaky hand. Aiden’s red Fiat sat in its space outside his apartment door. At least he was home this morning. He could easily be spending his birthday with someone else.

Paling at the thought, Tris slung his pack on his shoulder and walked to the door. He had nothing to lose at this point. He didn’t expect much, but maybe they could talk. Clear the air. Tris missed him. God, he’d suffered hell. Months of empty days and long, achy nights without his boyfriend.

He rapped on the door and his heart sank when he heard voices and a soft laugh inside. Jealousy bit through him, but he shoved it away. Didn’t matter. He’d brought Aiden a gift and he’d be damned if he was leaving without delivering it.

He lifted his hand, then dropped it to his side and laughed without humor. He’d worn his best jacket, too. As if Aiden would be impressed with anything he did. He set the backpack at his feet and carefully removed the small tissue-wrapped box.

He hefted it in his hand, heavier than it looked, and gently stroked a thumb over it. Damn. All of his love and yearning had gone into this gift he’d promised Aiden on one of their hikes in the forest outside town. Tris’s breath quickened as he recalled the exact moment, Aiden naked and sweaty in his arms, Tris’s spent cock in his hot ass. He’d rolled to his back when Aiden nudged him with his elbow. What…

Didn’t you feel that? Aiden’s hand had dived under the jackets they were lying on and came up with the offending knot of wood. He’d rubbed his side. Bet I get a bruise.

Fuck. I’m sorry. Tris had reached for the chunk, but Aiden had shrugged and tossed it with their backpacks.

Make me something with it, Aiden had ordered. They’d both looked up at a piercing cry. A hawk had swooped over the treetops. Carve him for me.

Tris had glanced at him and his heart had flipped over. Aiden’s dark hair had stood in wild disarray around his beautiful face. Tris had leaned close and sucked the beckoning full bottom lip into his mouth. He’d groaned, recalling the silver hoop in the luscious flesh sliding over his dick earlier.

Aiden had murmured approval and his tongue dove in, the silver ball in its center grazing the roof of Tris’s mouth, sending a shiver of lust through him. He’d gripped Aiden’s hair, holding him in place as their tongues twined and fenced.

Tris jolted back to the moment when the apartment door suddenly opened in his face. The blood rushed from his heart and roared in his ears. Aiden leaned against the door frame and Tris’s hungry gaze ran over his slim body, his mouth going dry at the soft line of curls disappearing into the tattered shorts sitting low on Aiden’s hips. He jerked his attention back to Aiden’s eyes, meeting his intense blue gaze.

Something flickered in the lovely depths, then Aiden’s lids narrowed. Tris?

Tris swallowed, mortified at the thought that Aiden would see the erection pushing against his jeans as his body screamed for its lover’s touch. God! This was harder than he’d thought it would be. He coughed to clear the lump in his throat.

I brought you… Tris winced as his voice cracked. Fucking wuss! He straightened his spine and lifted the

Reviews for Without Aiden

[gigi9988776 · Rating: 4 out of 5 stars]

I was lucky enough to get this book the day before it came out, my first complimentary book. (Cool!) To be perfectly honest, the blurb didn't thrill me and I probably would have skipped it, but since it was free and there were no stipulations given to me to write a review, I decided to skim it and see what it was all about. I was incredibly surprised that, while the subject matter twisted my heart quite a bit and the angst was more than I personally choose to take on in my M/M fiction, I quite enjoyed it. I wasn't expecting the twist at the end at all, and I'm not even going to mention it in spoiler tags, because it is the main reason I am recommending this book and to spoil it will take a lot away from your enjoyment. Trust me.

Recommended if you can handle some pretty serious M/M angst, but rest assured the author pulls out all the stops and brings about a logical HEA that will leave even the biggest skeptic satisfied.