My Life as Apostle Thomas

By Hans Peter Freiherr von Liechtenstein

May I introduce myself? My name is Thomas, Apostle Thomas, which translates to "the twin." This is my personal story as Apostle Thomas. I received the message to retell the story, as essential things had been falsified, distorted and invented. Now it is the time of purity, clarity and truth, to retell the events in love and to put them in the right light. I am aware of the great responsibility that has to be carried on my shoulders. This life has been revisited and has shown itself with all the suffering and pain in order to transform it, but the love that is in it is immeasurable. The information comes from my soul memory and was given to me by light angels and companions from the highest divine source. I have waited 2000 years to write these lines so that the events of the world can be fulfilled. Now "the twelve" are gathering the light from all their resurrections to save the Christ consciousness. Who was Apostle Thomas, where was he born, where did he live, what deeds did he do with Jesus and his companions, in what places did they work, and what happened to him and his beloved wife, who had always been by his side? Open your mind to the truth. So be it, so be it, so be it.

• Language: English
• Publisher: BooxAi
• Release date: Nov 29, 2023
• ISBN: 9789655785814

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PROLOGUE

MAY I INTRODUCE

May I introduce myself? My name is Thomas, Apostle Thomas. Thomas translates as twin. Thomas, Greek Θωμάς is not even originally a name. It derives from the Aramaic Taám, which means nothing more than twin. The Greek translation of this is Didymos. Officially, researchers don't even know what my real name was or whose twin I was. That's what we want to clear up in this book. Not all evangelists are mentioned in all scriptures. I, on the other hand, was mentioned by all the evangelists, as well as in the story of the Apostles. In Mark 6:3 I am referred to as the brother of Master Jesus. Speculation even goes so far as to discuss me as a twin brother of Jesus. We will also clear this up.

My original name is Juba II. Shortly after my birth, I was placed in the care of Juba I. and his wife, who took very good care of me. I had a very beautiful and carefree childhood until the Romans invaded us and destroyed our kingdom. Mauritania was made a vassal state of the Roman Empire. They never had a real interest in trade and peace with other peoples. They have always been driven by a destructive and imperial ideology, poverty at the bottom and decadence at the top. My parents fell victim to this hunger for power. From that point on, everything was very sad in my younger years. I was taken to Rome as a trophy, as a political hostage, in the care of the emperor's sister, Octavia. She was the first wife of Marcus Antonius, who had a central role in my life. A good soul, mind you, after all, he later became my father-in-law through a marriage of love, which was a true rarity, a diamond of the time. Together with my wife, who had accompanied me for countless incarnations, I was appointed by the Romans as a client king in Mauritania. So, I had closeness to my people again, which was very good for us. However, even then, I was not so much king as a writer at heart. Pliny wrote the following words about me in the Naturalis Historia:

Iuba, Ptolemaei pater, qui primus utrique Mauretaniae imperitavit, studiorum claritate memorabilior etiam quam regno.

Juba, the father of Ptolemy, who was the first to conquer both Mauritania, is more memorable for the brilliance of his studies than for his kingdom.

You can't leave it like that, but I forgive the good Pliny, because he didn't know any better. But actually, My beloved pharaoh and I traveled a lot around the world. I observed and recorded a lot. However, even Pliny had no idea who I really was in my heart and whom we followed in later times. In my heart, besides my wife and children, there was one thing above all: the love of God and my beloved brother Jesus, who was very close to us.

I can assure you of one thing. I was King of Mauritania, but what does it really mean to own or enter into a kingdom?

If those who precede you say to you, 'Behold, the kingdom is in heaven,' then the birds of the air will precede you. If they say to you, 'It is in the sea,' then the fish will beat you to it. Rather, the Kingdom is within you and outside of you.

My writings, including the Gospel of Thomas, I wrote all in Greek, although I was brought up in the Romans. Maybe they can guess why? They never managed to plant the Roman way of life in our heads. I have always been fascinated by Greek thought, philosophy, the basic idea of democracy, freedom of expression and sometimes turbulent discourse. Culture must not only be depicted, but it should also be lived. Peace and equality between men and women can only be exemplified. Even then, there was already the dogma of false polarities. We must wage war to keep the peace, was, is and will always be a lie. It is an immutable cosmic law that love and light are unique. So, we also called our son Ptolemy, named after the family of my wife and her Ptolemaic roots. We named our daughter Iulia Drusilla. If they know our history, they will understand this naming as well. Julia after Julia the Younger and her mother, Julia the Elder, who worked at the side of Jesus. Drusilla is the feminine form of Drusus, my biological father. But more about that in the following story.

Looking back on my life, as an outsider, I would ask myself the following question: How does a Mauritanian king's son who married an Egyptian pharaoh's daughter named Cleopatra VIII. Selene come to follow early Christianity and Jesus Christ? A truly good question around which this whole story will revolve. Be curious.

HISTORY NOTE

Have you ever thought about why in so many Gospels, including apocryphal Gospels, many statements of the disciples or of Jesus are identical in word, even almost identical in the description of events? Haven't you always found that very strange? We read these texts, adopt their content, and hardly question them. Well, then, I'm going to turn over a few stones for them:

Have they ever interviewed five different witnesses to a crime? Then please talk to a police officer. You will be surprised how different the statements will be. If you go to five doctors, you will get six opinions. It has always amazed me that the information in all the Gospels is not only similar, but even the same. That made me more than suspicious. How can that be? Impossible. Descriptions that are written down are always subject to subjective perception, including the contents of this book, because they have arisen from my point of view, from my essence. They would have had to repeat and memorize everything spoken from the first source, Jesus, countless times. Did they always have something to write by their side? Stop, Master Jesus. Five of us write a little slowly. Please repeat everything again. And if there is nothing to write about. How long do they need to memorize a sentence verbatim? In addition, many of the Gospels were written decades or even later. If they do not even slumber in the depths of the Vatican and what we can read today is pure forgery.

Then, I discovered the same stories from all eras of known history over and over again in countless old traditions and texts. Whether with the Sumerians, the Egyptians, the Indians, the Arabs or even in today's Bible of Christianity. You will learn in this book that all the stories from the New Testament can be found in thousands of years of older Egyptian traditions. From the proclamation of the virgin birth by an angel, the symbolism of the manger and the cross, all the miracles, and the crucifixion itself. Isn't that miraculous? Why is this the case and what is behind it?

Dear readers, ancient mystical knowledge was and is transported for humanity. There are important messages in the stories related to astronomy, nature, the wisdom of humanity and our divine core. While the ancient traditions were still linked to the essence of nature, today's religion connects them with the expectation of the Messiah as the central point. It also existed in other cultures, but it was not the absolute core of the matter. Today, there is no connection to nature and our nature, which obscures the true content and makes it almost inaccessible to us. It was also falsified and altered as much as possible, so that this knowledge would only be accessible to certain initiates. What was once intended for the whole human family is now unfortunately claimed by a few and withheld from us. We also find references to this in the Bible, see Thomas Logion 39:

The Pharisees and the scribes received the key of knowledge, but they hid it. They did not go in themselves, nor did they leave those who wanted to go in.

In this respect, it can be assumed that all the stories about Jesus played out quite differently. At least not in the way they were and are described to us. Oh, what a heretic I am, many Bible-believing persons would think of me, who has not yet questioned this and has given up his own thinking. At this point, one can very well understand why some people claim that Jesus never existed. But this is also a one-sided way of thinking. And unfortunately, this soul never gets the pleasure of experiencing the true mysteries of life. What a pity! In a bathtub, pour the same proportions of warm water as cold water. Now, please explain to me how you want to fabricate that the warm water will go to the left and the cold water to the right? It is not easy for us to separate the lie from the truth. And so, it is here.

Yes, Jesus lived. Yes, his companions also existed. And no, a lot of things didn't happen as reported. However, this does not change the fact that Christ has entered it. He was a truly enlightened one and left us enormously important messages for our existence and our possible ascension. In the course of this story, I am firmly convinced that a number of things will become clear to them in this regard. They will be able to open their minds and, in alignment with their hearts, get confirmation that this is how it happened. But check for yourself and make up your own mind, because now is the time when these stories can also find their way into the truth and be seen. The seeker will know, he will be given. But here, too, the final sentence from me: The following is a historical-based novel, presented at least in novel form. Please compare what you have read with your heart and examine yourself inside. What do I already know?

REINCARNATION DOCTRINE

If the thought of reincarnation is a bit difficult for you, don't worry about it unnecessarily and just let it flow. We have been brainwashed to the extreme over the past few centuries. Our history has been falsified, our faith has been distorted, we have been reduced to a world of patriarchy, consumption and belief in the information that has been pressed into our brains at school and university. Most people do not question what this system is doing its job with. They are lied to by the quality media around the clock. Lack of consciousness, the right of the strongest, atheism, forgetfulness of God and obsession with money were and are the consequences of this deviant and perfidious system. Every other culture, except the Christian-Jewish one, still pursues the doctrine of incarnation as an essential part of its culture. If you were to read my remarks in Asia, you would probably discuss it with family and friends, because it is part of everyday life. It just doesn't want to get into the minds of most Europeans. The doctrine of reincarnation was only abolished in 553 AD at the Council of Constantinople. It has been largely erased from the Bible, and it is not scientific anyway. Even the Apostle Thomas, Juba II, wrote in the introduction to his Gospel that whoever finds the interpretation of his words will not taste death. All our experiences from previous lives are stored in our souls and can be recalled. They are subconscious imprints that influence the superconscious mind without us noticing it.

I once chose the name von Liechtenstein for my book publications, without thinking about anything. I just seemed to like it. In fact, years later, I was to learn that I had been incarnated four times in this family. Didn't I choose this name by chance?

In the 3rd century, Saint Jerome was commissioned to create a unified Bible that applies equally to all people. During this, everything has already been changed and falsified. Not a word more about equality between men and women, not a word about the abolition of slavery, the doctrine of reincarnation or the love of animals of Jesus. It was his mission to do so. He himself thought otherwise but could not express it publicly without running the risk of being accused of heresy. To Origen, he wrote clearly and distinctly that the soul of a person changes body after dying. In a letter against John of Jerusalem, in section 19, he wrote:

All disembodied creatures, when they fall into negligence, gradually descend to lower steps and take on bodies according to the nature of the places to which they descend. In doing so, he changes his body as often as he changes his residence during the descent from heaven to earth.

In the Gospel of Thomas himself, we have included another reference in verse 84:

Today, when you see your image, you rejoice. But when you see your images that have come before you, how much will you bear?

In Logion 42, it says:

Become passers-by.

The Pistis Sophia is one of the most important Coptic-Gnostic texts. Pistis = faith = Sophia = wisdom. There are doctrinal discussions that Jesus is said to have held after his resurrection. Officially, it has been dated to the 3rd century AD. This work describes the ascent and descent of the soul. There we find the following note:

And you bring the cup with the water of oblivion, and give it to the soul, and drink it, and forget. All things and all the places they had gone to. And they throw the soul into a body where he will spend his time. He receives a body when he is thrown back to earth that is adapted to his sins and deeds. But he always receives a body to recognize himself and mature. But you don't necessarily have to reincarnate, and you can also linger in the in-between world and mature there. That is up to each soul to decide.

In the Sermon on the Mount, Jesus Himself says:

You won't come from there until you've paid the last penny.

One of my favorite passages is in the Book of John, the secret book of John, which seems to be one of the earliest Gnostic works. There, John and Jacob talk to Jesus about being born again:

How can a person be born again when he is old? Can he, in turn, go into his mother's womb and be born again?

Verily I say unto thee, unless one be born again of the flesh and of the Spirit, he cannot enter into the kingdom of God. The wind blows where it wants, and you can hear its whispering, but you don't know where it comes from and where it's going. The light shines from east to west. Out of the darkness she rises the sun and goes down again into the darkness. It happens to man for a long time. When she comes out of darkness, she lived before, and when she sinks down again, it is so that she rests a little and then lives again. So, you have to go through many transformations in order to become perfect, as it is written in the Book of Job. I am a wanderer and change one place after another until I come to the city and the house, which are eternal.

In the end, he even says about himself that he is a wanderer and has walked among us many times. But there are also much older texts that talk about the same thing. For example, in the Sajaha Revelation, in which the goddess Ishtar, the soul of Joseph, speaks. The events described are estimated to have taken place between 3,000 and 4,000 BC:

For everything once began in the light, wanders through the darkness and returns to the light. Thus, all this is inextricably linked in space and time. And the birth and death of a person on earth are only moments of his eternity. Man is threefold: the spirit gives the essence, the soul the form and the divinity the life. Spirit-soul-life is man.

Did the people of over 5,000 years ago know more about our cosmos than we are given credit for today? They spoke of space and time and the Trinity. It continues elsewhere:

For it is certain that each one still has a long journey ahead of him, namely, to the pursuit here on earth. This aspiration is like a door behind which a long journey begins. This earthly existence here is like the path of the thirsty to the source of fresh water. But the hiker does not reach the source until the next world. So, it is not an end that is earthly striving, but a beginning. Not passing away, but becoming, not falling, but ascent to lighter heights for those who desire to shine. Plunge into darkness for those who shy away from the light and do the deeds of evil.

"What you may experience in yourselves, for this is how you meet others. Do not do to anyone what you wish should not be done to you but do to everyone what you want for yourself. This is the commandment of IL, the commandment of Ishtar, the commandment of Marduk, and the commandment of Bel.

Couldn't this text also come from the Bible? It may well have been proclaimed by Jesus himself. Well, indirectly, it was the same. For Marduk was a soul of Jesus, Ishtar was the soul of Joseph. They have come and come over and over again to do their wonderful work. Unfortunately, they couldn't quite accomplish it at the time. Time and again, it has been infiltrated, distorted, abolished or an entire culture that goes with it has been destroyed. On the other hand, I say: Now they are all back and act more in secret. They know their mission and this time it will be possible to complete the light-filled mission. So be it.

The abolition of the doctrine of reincarnation had great advantages for church and state in ruling:

They bought themselves a place in heaven

You could sell letters of indulgence

I am insignificant

Earthly life is a prison

I don't have to pay for the consequences of my actions

Jesus died for my sins

Life is devoid of meaning and meaning

Those who saw it differently were bitterly opposed. Good examples of this are the Arians, the early Christian movements, Germanic tribes, Cathars, Templars, Bogomils, etc... However, if we were to behave and live according to the doctrine of rebirth, there would also be consequences. However, of a completely different nature:

My actions have a consequence on me

My enemies could be my wife, husband, father, mother or child in the next life

The model of eternal damnation collapses like a house of cards

I take responsibility for my life

I recognize a meaning of my existence

I question my thoughts, words and deeds

All in all, it would lead to a better world. When I know that my enemies or opponents in the next life can become my brother, sister, father, mother, or child, I realize that there can actually be no enemies at all, because everything wants to be redeemed. We learn forgiveness through ourselves again. We come out of the light, and we eventually go back into the light, we are light. With this awareness, we begin to recognize ourselves again. Exactly what the ancient philosophers and scholars have been trying to convey to us for ages. Whether Origen, Plato, Aristotle, Socrates, Giordano Bruno, Johann Wolfgang von Goethe or in poetry form by the Count of Saint Germain and many more. With this perfect consciousness, we prevent the degeneration of everything created overnight. However, it requires personal responsibility and self-reflection. No poet, thinker, poet, or priest can do this work for them. But the good news is that the Spirit world helps us with this, because whoever asks will be given. Seek and you will find why faith is so elementary.

SHORTLY AFTER THE BATTLE OF TAPHSUS

He was on his way to his capital, Cirta, which is now called Constantine and is located in Algeria. The city of Cirta was located on a high limestone plateau and was located at an altitude of 650 meters. It could only be reached in the southwest via a narrow path. Around it, steep slopes up to 250 meters high drop-down, which made access impossible. The whole city was built like a great fortress. It is discussed that this city was once called Carta. This word is associated with the Phoenician word for city = QRT. The former Carthage itself was also called Quart-Hadashat. Since no vowels were used in the Phoenician script, the word quart = QRT.

The images he had in front of his eyes felt as if he was still in the middle of the battle. Through the Caesarian archers, the elephants turned around and rode down their own soldiers. Thousands of soldiers and faithful companions were slaughtered and fell in this sad massacre.

The Romans never get enough, he thought. "They are like a plague in this world. They have no morals and honor is just as alien to them. Betrayal, intrigue, and murder are their world. Why didn't our gods dispose towards us? Why does darkness triumph and the whole known world submit? Who can stop these dark creatures in this dark time?".

Tears ran down his cheeks with grief for his country and his people. First of all, they brutally destroy Carthage, the land of our ancestors, and they do not stop at us. It was only a matter of time before this happened again, as we are one of the largest granaries that Rome can imagine. It is not a people of trade and respect for other cultures, but a cultureless and crude empire, he continued.

However, his misfortune was not to be over yet. He and his companions turned around a bend in the direction of his town of Cirta to embrace his family again. But then something completely unexpected happened! The intrigues and power play of Rome knew no stop. Julius Caesar offered the Numidian politicians plenty of bribes and free passage and promised them high positions in Cirta as soon as the city was under Roman rule. So it happened that the city gates remained closed to their own ruler and his entourage. Disagreeable soldiers who were on the side of Juba I were unceremoniously put on trial. The gates remained closed, no soldier was to be seen, no one answered. Juba I only shouted at the lifeless walls: How dare you betray your own people and destroy our beloved culture, you traitors. At least show yourselves and look me in the eye, you cowardly and greedy souls. You are like the Romans, full of betrayal and intrigue. The day of all of you will come when you too must give an account. This is what shall happen to you on the day of reckoning according to your own deeds.

As a result, he collapsed. His companion Marcus Petreius supported him so that he would not fall into the dust.

Gaius Julius Caesar knew full well that he could take his time to follow Juba I, as he would not be allowed to enter his own city anyway. The fact that there was only one way to the city, which was surrounded by high rocks, made it impossible for Juba I and his entourage to escape. He was trapped. Shortly thereafter, some horsemen, led by Caesar, arrived. With a smug, arrogant, and victorious look, the Romans faced them. Juba I and his companions were outnumbered and had to capitulate. As if this were not enough, Caesar wanted to humiliate him and ordered him: On your knees, Juba!

Juba replied, I didn't learn to stand upright to get down on my knees in front of you. Victory shall be yours. I expect you to behave like a man of honor, worthy of your rank. Take my life but spare my children and my wife.

Let's make an entertaining game out of it. As you know, the Romans love their gladiatorial games. I haven't been able to attend anyone for a long time. I think it's time to make up for it," Julius Caesar said with a sublime laugh. Legat Marcus Petreius vs. Juba I. My men and I can't wait to see which of you will prove to be better. The better one should survive.

Caesar's men isolated Marcus Petreius and Juba and formed a circle around the two. Marcus, as well as Juba, both knew that this was a lie. No matter who won, Caesar would send both to their deaths. Juba and Marcus Petreius had no choice but to duel between friends. Juba I died by the sword after a brief but restrained skirmish against his friend. He didn't want to send his friend to his death in such a way that he would wound him badly and he would die slowly. He is the king, he has the responsibility, so he takes the risk of ending up slowly and full of pain. So, it happened. His friend Marcus Petreius thus had the opportunity to disembody himself relatively painlessly and quickly with the help of his own slave.

Perhaps, dear reader, you can begin to imagine what thoughts and feelings went on in Juba before his soul left his body?

The fact that I am dying now is one thing and may be the way it is. What happens to Marcia? Will she take her own life before she falls into the clutches of the Romans? What will happen to my children? Presumably, they will kill one and take the other with them to Rome as a triumph to force him to be educated in Rome.

These thoughts broke his heart, but he was accompanied by the feeling that one day, perhaps in another life, they would meet again. This non-worldly thought gave him some comfort.

At the command of Julius Caesar, the gates of the city opened. His triumphant ride through Cirta had by no means been awaited with joy. The streets were almost completely empty. The children of Juba I and his wife Marcia were imprisoned in the palace. Julius Caesar was to receive his triumph if he rode through the streets of Rome with at least one of Juba's children as a trophy. Who was better suited, by name alone, than his elder son, Juba II. He was estimated to be five years old at the time. The whereabouts of the rest of the family are uncertain. We also have little information about this from the world's memory. There seems to be a seal on it. Only the information fire comes.

Juba I was written in his native script, which is called the Tifinang script. To this day, we still find this language and script among the Berber peoples in North Africa. And now comes a remarkable fact: This font is an old Nordic font. In Bohuslän, Sweden, this writing was discovered in the form of rock carvings, thousands of years old. Dr. Prof. Berry Fell deciphered the writing in Sweden, which no one had been able to decipher before. How? Quite simply, he learned this script from the Berber peoples of North Africa. Apparently, our ancestors settled in North Africa a long time ago and brought this language and script to the Berbers, which is still cultivated today. Even today, we find countless people with blond or red hair and blue eyes among the Berbers. In my book "If our ancestors knew," I describe this topic in more detail.

Juba II was taken to Rome as a trophy. As usual, attempts were made to plant Roman ideas in the brains of the political prisoners of the royal houses to later use them in the Roman sense as client kings in their old homeland. In the spirit of Rome. However, the calculation does not always work out. An impressive example is provided by German history with Arminius = Hermann, who reaffirmed his commitment to his people and defeated the Romans under Publius Quinctilius Varus in the Teuteburg Forest, Germany. We will encounter this Varus again in our history, only under a different name. Varus did not die after the battle and lived on under a name that we find in the Bible and that almost every reader will know.

What's going on in such a young mind? A little boy who witnessed his parents being killed by the Romans. He was eventually brought up in the system under the rule of those who were responsible for the death of his parents and now wanted to turn him around. Would he, too, develop a kind of Stockholm syndrome and conform to the agenda, or would he eventually oppose the Roman Empire?

Fig.: Battle of Taphsus

Fig.: Battle of Taphsus

Fig.: Battle of Taphsus

A FEW YEARS LATER - ALEXANDRIA

The time we are in now has been very extraordinary. It was, if I may say so, the beginning of the end of all morality and ethics. It was primarily about power, bloodlines, money, and manipulation. The times of the first emperors of Rome, led by Augustus and his wife Livia Drusilla, followed by Tiberius and Caligula, were anything but good times for mankind. In the foreground were the power interests of the emperors, especially their many wives, all of whom wanted to see their own inheritance on the throne. To this end, tens of thousands of high treason trials were used for disagreeable political opponents. Likewise, countless possible pretenders to the throne were quickly removed by banishment, poisoning or stabbing. They have been erased from history. What remains is a name, hardly a meaning. We will dedicate this work exclusively to these people because many of them faked their death and lived a completely different life. Some of them joined the early Christian movement. We find her under a different name at the side of Jesus, Mary Magdalene, Joseph, and Mary.

Some time ago, Emperor Augustus concluded a triumphal treaty with Mark Antony. Antony and Augustus pursued all sorts of conspirators involved in the assassination attempt of Julius Caesar. They carried out a veritable massacre to diminish the ranks of the Republicans and to fill the weight of the Roman ruling class with loyal supporters. The battle won against the Caesar murderers Marcus Junius Brutus and Gaius Cassius Longius in Greece ended the Roman Republic. Marcus Antony was assigned the eastern provinces during the division of power, Augustus ruled over the west and Marcus Aemilius Lepidus was awarded the North African provinces. There were countless expropriations and expulsions of entire city populations, which were enforced by Augustus. This made him a hated ruler in the provinces. In his second marriage, Augustus married a relative of Pompey for political reasons, and they had a daughter. Julia the Elder. It will continue to play an essential role in our history. In his third marriage, Augustus married Livia Drusilla, who brought a son from her previous marriage into this alliance, Tiberius. One thing should be mentioned in advance. Livia Drusilla will soon do everything in her power to get her own son Tiberius on the throne and ruthlessly destroy the heirs of Julia. While Augustus' main task was to appropriate all parts of the empire, to destroy Antony, Lepidus, and the regent Pompey in the medium term and to achieve autocracy, the main task of Livia Drusilla was to destroy all potential heirs to the throne from other marriages of Augustus to see her son Tiberius on the throne. As you can see, these are wonderful conditions for a deadly game of murder and intrigue that is unparalleled in history.

Augustus had destroyed all political opponents except Mark Antony. He should be next. History writes that Mark Antony is said to have received the message of Cleopatra VII's death. As a result, he is said to have