The Loner Girl is an Existentialist: Self-Doubt, Irrational Feelings, and Internal Conflict

By J. Guzmán

The Loner Girl is an Existentialist is volume two of the series On Being

• Language: English
• Publisher: Loner Girl Press
• Release date: Jul 30, 2020
• ISBN: 9781957210117

J. Guzmán

J. Guzmán was born on January 14th, 1991, at 8:42 a.m., in Lewiston, Idaho, USA. She is the creator of On Being, a self-referential, metaphysical, diary case history where she psychoanalyzes her consciousness throughout Time, uses tools like astrology to facilitate the investigation, and documents the entire process. J is building a life-long, narrative, archival data set of her life for astrologers and other researchers to use to show exactly how their respective theories, methods, techniques, and practices function. J. is the ultimate research test subject.

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