Ground State
By Merrill Gray
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Merrill Elizabeth Gray's Ground State is a poetry collection from snapshots of her life. Merrill shares a sometimes dark but also humorous look at the stages of her life as a young woman and mother traipsing through marriage, divorce, grief, and loss. Gray's memory poems reflect on
a sometimes-dissimilar memory, reveal an unfa
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Ground State - Merrill Gray
I. Ground Level
There’s no truth about your childhood, though there’s a story, yours to tend.
—William Matthews, A Happy Childhood
Winter Ceremonies I
Forty below with wind chill
frozen feet in plastic boots
scarf caught in tow rope
dragged up the hill
This strangling life
I see your
Sasquatch figure
ominous
at the bottom of
White Track
Get back up there you say
I paid for this
Orange shag
brown sofa
my brother and I
circle the house
chasing each other
until I crash through
the ornate gold divider
Stop
footsteps thunder on the stairs
welts on our skin
imprints of a gaudy era
When I was seven, my father tried to drown me
he walked into the lake
dunked me under
repeatedly
he wanted to see me struggle, turn blue
bloated
float away
his problems gone
I don’t know what stopped him
he could have easily done me in
there were times I wished he would have ended it
Redemption
Hard pews
hot black gowns
hymn books
high pitched voices
irrelevant babble
All those stifling Sundays
None as significant
as the shriek of the cat
caught in the fan belt
blood-spattered
leg-severed
Rescued
in your respectable
rabbit skin fur coat
Saved by amputation
Playing Doctor
we played in the turret house
where drapes flapped at windows
like the false eyelashes of ghosts
we crept up the winding stairs
hush hush
your yellow cotton candy hair
stick legs in a plaid skort
my bruises
bathed in rags
needed repair
I laid on the examining table
a broken corpse
you planted the Smartie like a seed
in the soft creases
of my mouth which had not yet spoken
I held it tight inside me until it melted
wanting so badly to be healed
Childcraft Encyclopedia
How was I to love reading
when words were swathed in
red and white hard-covered facts
A prestige purchase from a traveling salesman
Filed neatly in their wooden rack
inclined like an easy-boy chair
beside the black and white tv
After reading them from cover to cover
I craved more
to inhale the glossy pages
to stroke them blithely like I was reading Braille
I strayed down dog-filled streets
to the Public Library
at Crescent Park
pushing a stroller
permission to go granted
if I took my baby brother to see the swans
It was back when
you could buy ten candy cigarettes for a nickel
there were no child abusers running rampant
children did what they were told
read only what they could gather off the shelves
and juggle all the way home
Holy Cow
In winter
you did donuts on the frozen pond with the skidoo
hear that you said
waiting for the ice to crack
before revving up the hill
then in summer
on your mini-scooter in the wheat fields
grasshoppers leapt at my legs
left red marks like chickenpox
I had asked to see the boys at the next farm
it was worth it
In your green army jeep
we rose and fell
on the scorching metal seats
at each crest of the dirt road
dust harvested a storm wherever we went
we picked