Because of a Girl

By Janice Kay Johnson

If they hadn't lost the girl, Meg wouldn't have found Jack  

She hadn't hesitated to take in Sabra, her daughter's pregnant best friend. Yet maybe that was Meg Harper's first mistake. It was hard enough raising one teen, but two? And now the girl has disappeared. Because Meg's the responsible adult, police suspicion falls on her. Which brings her entirely too close to Detective Jack Moore. The man's clearly attracted to her, but she hasn't been in a relationship in years and she doesn't even remember how to begin. Her past is complicated. One thing she does know: she absolutely doesn't want Jack to be her second mistake. Her heart couldn't take it.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Open Road Integrated Media
• Release date: Jul 1, 2016
• ISBN: 9781488006722

Janice Kay Johnson

The author of more than ninety books for children and adults, Janice Kay Johnson writes about love and family – about the way generations connect and the power our earliest experiences have on us throughout life. An eight time finalist for the Romance Writers of America RITA award, she won a RITA in 2008 for her Superromance novel Snowbound. A former librarian, Janice raised two daughters in a small town north of Seattle, Washington.

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CHAPTER ONE

YOU ARE SERIOUSLY telling me you won’t even take a report?

The woman arguing with the desk sergeant caught Jack Moore’s attention. He’d come out from the back because someone claiming to be a witness to a carjacking was here to talk to him as detective on the case. The crime had been ugly, and he had stayed late at the station even if it was Friday night. As with a homicide, the more time passed, the less likely an arrest would ever be made.

Surely this wasn’t his witness?

She was so intensely focused on Sergeant Todd, she wasn’t noticing anyone else.

Used to dealing with distraught people, his colleague said calmly, Ma’am, you say you saw her this morning. She hasn’t even been gone overnight.

Whatever she was here for had nothing to do with Jack, then, at least until a missing persons report was filed. And the sergeant was right; most people who went missing turned up on their own. The police department couldn’t waste resources chasing people who had chosen to run away from their lives.

Even so, curiosity made him pause, his hand still on the waist-high swinging door partway down the long counter, to find out why this particular woman was so hot and bothered.

Sabra is fifteen years old and six months pregnant. That means she’s exceptionally vulnerable.

Yeah, it did, Jack thought.

She’s an age that’s moody, the sergeant pointed out. Chances are good she’s at a friend’s house. He shrugged. Probably the boyfriend’s place.

I have tried calling every friend I know of. The woman’s voice held a faint tremor now. Unfortunately, Sabra has been unwilling to tell anyone who the father of her baby is.

Well, then, the sergeant said, as if there was the answer.

In a way, it was. The kid hadn’t even been gone twenty-four hours? Hard to get excited unless there was a solid reason to suspect an abduction. A fifteen-year-old girl who was pregnant? Volatile as gunpowder.

Jack became uncomfortably aware that he was loitering not because the story was interesting, but because the woman was. She had glossy hair of a color that made him think of desert sandstone, confined in the fattest braid he’d ever seen. It lay over her shoulder and reached below her breasts. Big, greenish-hazel eyes shimmered with intensity. Medium height, she had enough curves to explain why he was still hanging around for no really good reason.

He didn’t much like the batik skirt she had on. It was a dark sea green that shaded to almost cream around the hem, which was at midcalf. She wore clunky boots below it and on top what might be a man’s white shirt over some kind of camisole. He wasn’t a big fan of multiple piercings, either, and there were three earrings in the ear he could see.

While he appraised her, she and Sergeant Todd had apparently concluded their standoff. She gave an angry huff, turned so fast the skirt swirled and strode out of the police station with long strides. The heels of her boots came down in a hard staccato that would have told anyone, absent the rest of the scene, that she was pissed.

Both cops watched her yank open the door and stomp out. Then the sergeant glanced at Jack and grinned. Not a happy lady.

No shit. Is it her kid that’s pregnant? Though she didn’t look old enough to have a teenager.

Todd shook his head. A friend of her daughter’s, from the sound of it. Man. If Kelly turned up pregnant at fifteen, I’d chain her to her bed. He seemed to mull that over, for good reason since his daughter had just turned thirteen. Maybe I should chain her now.

Laughing, Jack started in motion again. The low, swinging door closed behind him.

The lady you’re looking for is off in that corner. The sergeant jerked his chin that direction.

Lady? More like a teenager. Jack assessed the thin, anxious-looking girl who stared fixedly at the entrance. Because she wanted to run? Or because she was afraid of who might come through the doors?

When he stopped in front of her, she jerked and swung a panicky look at him.

He introduced himself. Then, although there was enough privacy for them to have talked out here, he suggested they go back to his desk.

She jumped to her feet. Thank you.

When he asked what worried her, she said, If some friend of his sees me, I’m dead. Once he had her seated in front of his desk, Jack bought her a cold can of Coke and made friendly conversation until she loosened up a little. At this time in the evening, they had the detective unit to themselves, although there were still occasional passers-by in the hall. He left the door open to avoid alarming her.

Sometimes he could tell just from looking at someone that her life hadn’t been easy. Robin Buckley was classic: too skinny, with rounded shoulders and stooped posture. She gazed down at her hands on her lap more than she did at him. Nobody had ever taken her to an orthodontist. Even so, she might have been pretty if hopelessness wasn’t so apparent in her eyes.

At last, she sneaked a desperate look at Jack and said, This is all my fault. If I’d waited for him...

Waited? Why don’t you start at the beginning? he suggested. You know who committed the robbery and carjacking.

She nodded, face pinched. He’s my boyfriend. Was my boyfriend, I guess. I mean, I was living with him, but now I don’t know what I’ll do. She took a deep breath. His name is Dustin Tackett.

You told the desk sergeant you saw the carjacking.

She pressed her lips together and nodded.

Tell me how that came about, he asked gently. He’d chosen to half sit on the front of his desk, one foot braced on the floor, rather than plant himself behind it like a stern principal judging a wayward student. The technique seemed to relax people.

The story came out in fits and starts. She’d driven the boyfriend to the convenience store and waited in the car while he went in. What he hadn’t told her was that he carried a gun under his denim shirt and planned a holdup. Through the glass front of the store, she saw him pointing the gun at a young clerk. Scared and shocked, she’d put the car into Reverse, rocketed out of the parking spot and accelerated away. He came racing out and chased her to the street before apparently deciding he wouldn’t catch her.

He was so mad, she said softly.

To her horror, he jumped into another car idling in front of the store.

I stopped because, well, I thought maybe it would be better if I didn’t leave. She bowed her head, lank brown hair veiling her expression. The hopelessness he’d seen in her eyes leaked from her voice. Because I didn’t know where to go.

Jack had to clench his teeth together or say something he shouldn’t. Something that wouldn’t be at all helpful right now. She wasn’t the first person and wouldn’t be the last he’d dealt with who was so entirely on her own, she couldn’t imagine any real refuge. He’d be willing to bet she’d grown up in an abusive home and had therefore gravitated toward an abusive man, unable to believe in any other reality.

She continued her story in the same soft, almost expressionless voice. The boyfriend had punched the young woman driver, then flung her, unconscious, out onto the pavement like garbage.

She...she sort of flopped. She did shudder there. I don’t think he saw that I’d pulled over to the curb. He drove past, going really fast.

The victim’s Chevy Malibu had been found two hours later, about ten miles out of town, on a dirt road graded for farm machinery between a vineyard and a wheat field. Pure chance anyone had noticed it so soon. It was currently in an impound lot. The department’s crime scene investigator was going over it with a fine-tooth comb.

Presumably, a buddy had picked up the scumbag.

You think he’ll come after you, Jack said.

I know he will! she flared. He’ll kill me!

He had to ask, even though he knew the answer. Has he hurt you before?

Hands writhing on her lap, she finally nodded. He burns me, she whispered.

Show me.

After a brief hesitation, she swiveled in her chair and lifted her T-shirt in back.

For all that he’d seen on the job, Jack cringed and then swore. A couple dozen small, round burns showed on skin that should have been smooth. Some were long-healed scars; a few, likely infected, seeped.

It was damn lucky for Dustin Tackett that he wasn’t there at that moment. Lucky for Jack’s career, too, he realized, anger sizzling his nerves like an electrical surge.

We need to get you to the ER to have those looked at and documented, he said, voice deceptively composed. Once we pick him up, he should be charged for what he’s done to you as well as the holdup and carjacking.

Robin protested, but not very hard. He guessed she was used to being obedient to a stronger will.

He asked some questions designed to find out whether she’d really seen the boyfriend at the store, since reporting him could be a revenge ploy. But she gave details she’d have had no way of knowing if she hadn’t witnessed events.

She also had a good idea where Dustin would be holed up. He had a best friend who was the same kind of scum. She knew, more or less, where this buddy lived. Jack ran him and came up with an address that matched her recollection.

While he was behind the computer, he ran her, too, and was sorry to see that she was older than she looked, barely twenty-one, which limited the resources available for her.

He drove her to the community hospital, where a woman doc went silent and grim upon seeing the damage. After talking quietly to the doctor, Jack called the founder of a battered women’s shelter here in Frenchman Lake and explained the circumstances. Without hesitation, she said she was on the way.

ICU was his next stop. There he was told the carjacking victim had yet to regain consciousness. Nobody was quite sure whether the punch had done the damage, or the skull-concrete collision.

Finally, Jack called out the combined county/city SWAT team, and set out to make an arrest that was going to give him a whole lot of satisfaction.

* * *

MEG HARPER COULDN’T settle to work or read or even just sit after her maddening visit to the police station Friday evening. Her worry consumed her. Her anxiety ran in a loop, replaying every few minutes.

Her truly awful week had started with the phone call from the police department Tuesday night letting her know that Emily and Sabra were being detained after a noisy kegger had been raided. And on a weeknight! Worse yet, the two girls were supposed to be at a friend’s house working on a project for school. In other words, Meg’s own, formerly reliable daughter had flat-out lied to her face so she could get drunk and... Please not have wild sex or do drugs.

To her shame, Meg wanted to blame Sabra, who had to be leading Emily astray. Right? And, yes, Emily’s best friend was pregnant, which meant she had already gone astray, so to speak. But Meg had a suspicion she had been hiding her head in the sand. Yes, Sabra was pretty mixed up right now—thus getting kicked out of her own home and needing refuge in Meg’s—but Emily was rebelling in her own way, something Meg had foolishly believed would never happen.

If only the school had called her, the way they should have. She should have known first thing this morning that Sabra had gone missing, instead of only finding out when Emily tore into the house after getting off the bus at the end of the day.

How come you let Sabra stay home? She had glared at her mother.

With a punch of shock, Meg echoed, Stay home?

Emily sank onto the couch, her book bag clunking to the floor. "She wasn’t at school today at all."

But... I dropped her in front five minutes before the first bell.

Moving slower than usual that morning, Sabra had whined about her back hurting. Meg remembered acute back pain late in her pregnancy. Sabra wasn’t anywhere near that far along yet, but... Oh, God, what if she was having contractions anyway? The fetus wouldn’t have a chance of survival.

But Sabra had insisted the pain wasn’t anything like that. She’d just slept funny.

Of course, when the bus came, Sabra’s bag was upstairs, and she hadn’t made a lunch. Meg had waved Emily, protesting, out the door, then made a sandwich for Sabra while she’d finished getting ready.

Finally, Meg had driven her to the high school, pulled up to the curb in front of the main entrance and waited while she got out.

Not until that afternoon when she learned that Sabra hadn’t gone to her first class or any thereafter did she wish she’d stayed at the curb until the girl was inside. But apart from cutting a few classes here and there, Sabra had attended school without protest. She was smart, an A student in subjects that interested her. A few weeks back, the art teacher had told Meg that Sabra was gifted with exceptional creative ability. She’d pulled out Sabra’s portfolio, which included charcoal sketches, colored pencil pictures and some watercolors, and Meg could see right away what Ms. Guzman was talking about.

Looking out the front window at the dark street now, as if part of her expected Sabra to stroll up the walkway any minute, Meg murmured, Where did she go?

I don’t know! her daughter cried from behind her. I suppose you think I’m lying.

Meg had to gird herself before she turned around. Why, oh why, had Emily decided to go off the deep end now? I was talking to myself. I know you’d tell me if you had any idea where she went.

Emily’s face crumpled, and she began to cry. "She’d have told me if she was going to run away. I’m sure she would have."

Oh, honey. Meg covered the short distance and gathered her daughter into her arms. Emily grabbed hold and sobbed. She would hardly ever consent to a hug anymore. Even hating to see her grieve, Meg was relieved that she would turn to her.

She pressed her cheek to wavy, bobbed hair the same color as hers. They looked so much alike, people sometimes stared. In the past year, Emily had inched up enough that they were now close to the same height, too, which still disconcerted Meg. Emily had her father’s brown eyes, though, and was slimmer.

Instinct had Meg rocking slightly on her feet as she said softly, We’ll find her. She’s impulsive. She probably went off with someone today and will be back tomorrow. Or one of her other friends will hear from her.

Sniffling and wiping her wet face with her shirtsleeve, Emily backed away. It’s just...doesn’t she know we’ll be scared?

You’d think. Meg hesitated, unsure how Emily would react to anything that edged toward criticism of her friend, but decided to say this anyway. Sabra is pretty self-centered these days. Meg held up a hand when she saw the outrage forming on her daughter’s face. It’s normal, to some extent, for a pregnant woman to be that way. She turns inward. In Sabra’s case, well, she must have a lot of fears.

She doesn’t act like she does, Emily mumbled.

Now there was a surprise: an honest observation.

No, I’ve noticed that, Meg admitted. It’s been worrying me. She doesn’t seem to realize what a tough road she has ahead.

The truth comes out. In an abrupt reversion to war, Emily sneered. You just say all that stuff about how glad you are you had me because you think you have to.

The ground between truth and lies was tricky. Were there times I did wish I hadn’t gotten pregnant? Of course there were. The first few years had been terrifying, lonely and dangerous. But overall, the joy of having this perfect, formerly sunny child more than compensated for every challenge she had faced.

It’s hard to take care of a baby when you’re only sixteen, she said, refusing to let herself feel hurt by the attack. Especially if you don’t have the support of parents. She’d kept the uglier details about those first few years from Emily, who did know Meg had been on her own from the instant she’d admitted to her pregnancy. Emily had never met either set of grandparents. But I have loved you every minute since you were born, and you know it.

A flush spread on Emily’s cheeks, and she ducked her head.

Why don’t you get ready for bed? Meg suggested.

How can I sleep? Emily wailed, lifting her head again to expose a blotchy face.

Staying awake won’t do any good. Meg dared another swift hug. And we both know the chances are that Sabra is with the father of her baby, safe and sound.

Do you think they got married today?

I don’t see how they could have, she said honestly. Sabra is too young.

She says her mom would probably give legal consent, because she doesn’t want her anyway.

Meg winced. What sounded like typical teenage melodrama might, unfortunately, be true. Meg could imagine Sabra’s mother doing just that. Which, she reminded herself, might be for the best, depending on the age and maturity of the baby’s father.

Would I have married Carson if he’d asked? As scared as she’d been, the answer was probably yes, but it would have been a disaster. And...she’d survived and somehow protected Emily through everything.

I’m pretty sure Mrs. Lee would have told me if she’d done something like that. Until Meg had called her this evening, Sabra’s mom hadn’t even known Sabra was missing. All she knew about was the phone call from the school. Which she had ignored, having dramatically washed her hands of her child. Meg was seriously angry at the school administration, from the secretaries on up to the principal. They had all been amply informed about the change in Sabra’s home situation yet hadn’t set in place a mechanism to keep her informed.

Emily gave a forlorn snuffle. Will you wake me up if you hear anything?

Meg managed to smile. Promise.

Do I have to go to school Monday?

She hesitated, at war between her desire to somehow regain their closeness and her hard-won knowledge that she had to be a parent first, friend second to her daughter. Yes, you do, she said, sounding firmer than she felt.

But—

Meg raised her eyebrows.

Fine, her kid snapped. I’m going to bed. She rushed out of the living room and thundered up the stairs.

A moment later, Meg heard water running.

She should go to bed, too. The mantel clock had bonged the hour not long ago. With it after ten, she couldn’t imagine she’d hear anything about Sabra unless it was the police to let her know there had been an accident or—no, she wouldn’t let herself think about any other possibilities. And if there’d been a car accident, why wouldn’t she already have been informed?

Because they’d gone to her home of record?

If something awful had happened, Meg wanted to believe Andrea Lee would have let her know.

No, she had no doubt her foster daughter had rushed off joyously to be with the man who had promised her the moon. Somehow, Meg doubted she’d given a thought to the people who would be worrying about her.

And...why the secret in the first place? Why hadn’t the baby’s father come forward by now? Why would he sweep Sabra away without letting anyone know what they were doing?

Chilled, Meg nonetheless made herself begin her usual evening routine of checking door and window locks and turning out lights before she, too, headed upstairs to try to sleep.

CHAPTER TWO

THE DOORBELL PRODUCED a bong deep inside the house. Waiting on the wide front porch, Jack breathed in crisp air that tasted more of winter than spring as he checked out the front yard crowded with giant shrubs surrounding a lawn that really needed mowing. The lilacs he recognized, though they wouldn’t be blooming for a good while. March in eastern Washington could feel like spring one day and pound you with a snowstorm the next.

Then he focused on the handsome old door with an oval insert of beveled glass veiled with a lace curtain. He had to ask himself again why he was here. Yes, he had cleared his most urgent case Friday night, but that didn’t mean there wasn’t still follow-up he hadn’t finished this weekend, not to mention the reports he had to write. Plus other investigations that had been put on the back burner.

But damned if he hadn’t raised a hand this morning, feeling like a good little boy in a third-grade classroom, and said, I heard the beginning of this drama. I’ll handle it.

Nobody argued, and why would they? They all had too much to do and not enough time to do it. The lieutenant had written his name on the whiteboard where they tracked who was working on what, and Jack started gathering details not so different from what the woman had claimed Friday and in her second attempt to file a report on Sunday, but more worrisome.

The sound of footsteps was followed by a lock disengaging. The door opened a cautious crack, letting him see the woman within, every bit as hot as he’d remembered. The snug, faded jeans she wore gave him a better look at long legs and curvaceous hips. She had a redhead’s skin with a scattering of freckles over her nose and cheeks. Cinnamon and cream.

And, damn it, he needed to quit looking.

Mrs. Harper?

It’s Ms.

Which meant...what? She was divorced? Had never been married?

Irrelevant.

He pushed back his shirt to expose the badge hooked on his belt. I’m Detective Jack Moore with Frenchman Lake Police Department. I’d like to talk to you about Sabra Lee.

Meg Harper’s face lit with relief. But I’ve been told twice—oh, never mind. Come in. Please. She stepped back.

As was his habit, he scanned entry, stairs, the hall that led to the back of the house and what he could see of a room to the left that should have been a dining room but appeared to be in use as...some kind of sewing room? The living room was visible through a wide opening to the right. No other people, and he heard only quiet. The place was warm and homey. It took a second look for him to see how shabby it was, too. Scratched and scuffed floors, missing balusters on the staircase railing making him think of the gaps in a five-year-old’s smile. The ceilings had to be ten