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Paul Stephenson
Paul Stephenson writes pulp fiction for the digital age. His first series - the apocalyptic Blood on the Motorway trilogy - has been an Amazon bestseller on both sides of the Atlantic, and his work has been featured on the chart-topping horror podcast, The Other Stories. His new series, The Sunset Chronicles, is a dystopian sci-fi thriller that will delight and terrify fans of science fiction and horror alike. He lives in England with his wife, two children, and one hellhound.
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Hard Drive - Paul Stephenson
Hard Drive
Paul Stephenson
CARCANET POETRY
Contents
Title Page
Anglepoise
I. SIGNATURE
The Thesis
What Jean Saw
The Description of the Building
Signature
I tell him about the people
Other people who died at 38
My Monarch
Aperture (Winter Poem)
Humorous Elbowings
Masterpiece Theatre
Not Dead
Your Name
Conddolences
Grief, it’s not what it used to be
The fraction left over is large
II. OFFICIALDOM
Voicemail
Officialdom
Interrogative
The Train to Sóller
Cause (2016)
Grief as Two Sides of the Atlantic Ocean
Mistake
The Button
The Hymn of Him
Retort
A Tonic of Stones
Collecting You from Golders Green
Namesake
Letter from America
A Prayer for Death Admin
III. CLEARING SHELVES
Battleships
Clearing His Shelves
The Only Book I Took
Your novel
Clinically Proven
Birkenstocks
Xylem (The Weight of Learning)
Bikes in Basements
Storage Kingdom
Moving Stuff
All the Never You Can Carry
Hard Drive
The Shortest Day
Better Verbs for Scattering
IV. COVERED RESERVOIR
Architect’s Drawers
Desk
Cities Beginning with B
A Word Between Us
Caldo Verde (Soup with Collard Greens)
Regret with Massive Orange, Red and Brown Kilim
Climbing Tbilisi
The Mid-Morning Dictator, Gori
Enter the Gyre
Relationship as Covered Reservoir
His Nasturtiums / Nasturtiums Him Always
Boy at the End of a Long Narrow Garden
Hand Puppets (You at Your Youest)
V. INTENTIONS
Loving the Social Anthropologist I
When we were Jackson Pollock
I can be happily
Free Spotify
On mailing a lock of his hair to America, belatedly
Checking In
Intentions
Loving the Social Anthropologist II
Nurture
We weren’t married. He was my civil partner.
St. Pancras
Grief as Northern French Landscape
The Once-a-Month Night
One year on
VI. ATTACHMENT
Your Brain
Bad Conference / Attachment
Writing to Your Mother
First Drafts
Putting It Out There
Snowdrops / Dropbox
Starchitect (2016)
Grief as the Preamble of the Maastricht Treaty
Wedding in Limousin
Acknowledgements
About the Author
Copyright
9
Anglepoise
You’ll be in the front room
at your computer,
surrounded by your family
of anglepoise lamps.
The novel will be making
steady progress.
I’ll be in the kitchen
with my laptop and radio,
editing some poem or other,
devoting an hour to
the question of a comma,
semi-colon, full stop.
Voices will drift up to me
from where you are.
My drama will drift down
the hallway to you.
There’ll be hot radiators
and rugs, curtains drawn.
We’ll both be home,
absorbed in our projects,
each working our way
through the bottle of red.
I’ll be alive. You’ll be alive.
It’ll be like old times.
11
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I. SIGNATURE
15
The Thesis
It was June and I had to see a student.
A Tuesday morning and I had to see several students.
I knew something was wrong.
I called and asked a friend for help.
I was far away, and I had to see a student.
She said she’d go round and ring the bell.
I tried to listen to the mouth of the student.
He or she was seeking my approval.
I knew something was wrong.
It was June and I was seeing a student.
I gave some useful advice. I gave a smile.
I knew something was wrong.
I wished them well, saw off the student.
The deadline was approaching for submitting the thesis.
It was late morning and I had to see a student.
I sat across from a student, faced the thesis.
And then across from another student.
I waited for my friend’s call. My friend was in London.
I knew something wasn’t right.
I worked my way through the students.
16
What Jean Saw
Through the letterbox
the little bald patch of you
asleep on the floor
17
The Description of the Building
Online it says it’s homely in style,
double-fronted and two-storied
with gable dormer windows in the roof.
It refers to brick quoins and brick surrounds,
two large chimneys, one either side,
and an arched entrance for large vehicles.
No reference is made to the red gloss
paint of the door, or to the red gloss
of the gates to the right. It doesn’t talk about
the sign: No parking – Gates in Constant Use,
or how the red acts as a beacon for visitors
when the day is turning overcast.
It talks about a plaque from 1891
by the Hackney District Board of Works,
and how the place played a crucial role
in ‘Operation Mincemeat’, informed
the international non-fiction bestseller
The Man Who Never Was.
A lengthy text, it doesn’t mention how,
when you’ve an appointment to see the body,
you stare over at the building
from inside the car, muttering That must be it,
while the driver, a family member
or close friend, roots around for change.
18
Signature
In his sleep, except he isn’t
really sleeping (that’s just what we
like to tell ourselves), he looks as if he’s
grinning, as if he knows something new,
has seen a sight to comfort