The Day I Found My Dead Mother Alive

By Carolina Pineda

This is the true story of a woman desperate to find her dead mother after hearing of an eternal condemnation in the grips of Limbo.

Her desire and absolute determination despite what she had heard and what she had been taught at an earlier age guided her through the most beautiful and extraordinary reunion with her dead mother.

She knew in her heart that God does not punish or condemn His children to eternal damnation. She knew He is nothing but love and perfection.

When she heard her mother's voice on the phone telling her she did not mean to do it, it was the start of her healing.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Page Publishing, Inc.
• Release date: May 1, 2023
• ISBN: 9798887932026

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The Day I Found My Dead Mother Alive

Carolina Pineda

Copyright © 2023 Carolina Pineda

All rights reserved

First Edition

PAGE PUBLISHING

Conneaut Lake, PA

First originally published by Page Publishing 2023

ISBN 979-8-88793-186-9 (pbk)

ISBN 979-8-88793-211-8 (hc)

ISBN 979-8-88793-202-6 (digital)

Printed in the United States of America

Table of Contents

Acknowledgments

Introduction

My Mother's Death

Eternal Damnation for People Like Your Mother

Absolute Determination to Find Her

I Found Her

Healing Myself

The Best Recipe

Our Heavenly Embrace

Her Departure

Why Only Me?

Foreword

About the Author

This book is dedicated to those looking for meaningful answers after the loss of a loved one and to heal from the deep loss. May the reader understand death does not exist.

Acknowledgments

I would like to acknowledge Angela Rivas, my mother's dear cousin and best friend, who facilitated the union between my mother and father. Angelita, if it wasn't for your intrepid adventures in helping them get together, perhaps I wouldn't be my mother's daughter. May the two of you enjoy each other's company in the land of the forever young.

A big thank-you also to all of you who helped me with this book project. I am forever grateful.

Introduction

The death of a loved one is a difficult experience for anyone involved even when the end is anticipated, but it can leave a devastating impact and be a traumatic experience when the death is sudden, unexpected, by violence, or by suicide.

Close family and friends are immediately left wondering and questioning themselves. How is it possible? How did we miss the signs? The questions that emerge sooner or later and the information most important to begin healing are What will happen next to those who have departed? Where do they go? Are they okay? Do they know we miss them? and Do they realize what they have done by taking their own life, and do they also realize the pain and devastation their action left behind? We are left with many unanswered questions that often get in the way of our healing. This book is my own experience with my mother's death by suicide. It is my deepest desire to transmit to the reader the information I acquired during the experience in the hope that they, too, can heal from the knowledge that death does not exist.

Those who depart ahead of us are continuously sending signs and signals to the ones temporarily left behind. It is up to us to find a way to open our ears and hearts and believe that this is true.

I most definitely dedicate this book to my deceased and beloved mother, Miriam Mercedes M. Thank you for giving me life and for your love and care even when you didn't know much about love. Thank you, Mom, for doing whatever was necessary on your side after your departure to let me know you were fine and alive!

You gave me the necessary closure to heal and move forward. Your capability to reach me from the other side of the veil—where you now are—changed my life forever. Now it gives me the opportunity to share our experience so others can