Dotson: My Journey Growing Up Transgender
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A memoir about what it’s like when they think you’re their daughter, but you know you’re their son.
For as long as he could remember, Grayson has known he is a boy, not a girl. While his identical twin sister wore princess dresses and danced ballet in a tutu, Grayson preferred his Spider-Man costume or sweats. He was uncomfortable in anything considered “girly.” People called him a tomboy, but he knew that wasn’t right either. He explained to his mother, “I know I’m supposed to be your daughter, but I feel more like your son. I guess I’m your… Dot-son.”
Grayson is now twelve years old. This is his story about what it’s like growing up transgender—from small moments, like getting a new haircut or playing football, to the big life events, like choosing a bathroom, coming out to his friends, and picking a new name. Filled with humor and joy, Dotson is a thought-provoking and honest story of one boy’s journey to becoming his best and truest self and sharing that with the world.
The book also includes helpful resources for transgender kids and families.
Grayson Lee White
Grayson Lee White lives in the Midwest of the United States with his parents, two sisters, and two adorable golden retrievers. Grayson has always wanted to be a writer. Dotson is his first book.
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Dotson - Grayson Lee White
LET’S START AT THE END
AGE 12
It was the first day of summer, eight thirty in the morning, and I was sitting in the car instead of sleeping in. I was pretty tired because I hadn’t gone to bed early the night before. Instead, I’d been at the first sleepover of the summer with two of my closest friends.
You nervous?
my mom asked.
Not really. I’m just excited!
I replied. She smiled.
I could see the hospital as we drove closer and closer, but of course I knew we wouldn’t be inside for a couple minutes because of the annoying parking system. We finally navigated the parking ramp and walked to the elevator.
Okay, ramp two, ramp two… don’t let me forget,
my mom said, stopping to let me push the elevator button.
Ramp two. Got it,
I confirmed.
The elevator dinged and we stepped into the hospital lobby, where a nurse asked my mom questions about whether either of us had COVID-19 symptoms. After answering no over and over, they put a neon-green visitor pass on her shirt and we rode a different elevator up to floor seven.
After more sitting and more waiting in a new waiting room, a nurse took us into the doctor’s office where she applied numbing cream to my leg where I would be getting the shot.
Go ahead, call me a scaredy-cat, but the numbing cream is mostly for my nerves. I used to get really panicked before any kind of shot. The numbing cream helps a lot.
Once my leg was numb, the nurse asked, Okay, would you rather I do a countdown or just do it?
At that moment what I was about to do felt very real. I had been waiting to start blockers (medicine that delays puberty) for most of my life.
My mind flashed back to when I was just two years old and it all started…
WISHES
AGE 2
Why did God make me a girl?
I asked my mom this as we walked back to my grandma’s house from the Fourth of July bonfire. We’d been watching a big fireworks display and drawing circles with our sparklers.
I am supposed to be a boy,
I continued. Can you ask God to make me a boy please?
Oh sweetie,
she said, giving me a hug and kissing my forehead. Girls are amazing and there is absolutely nothing better about boys than girls!
Okay, I am not sure that this is exactly how it went down because I was only two, so it’s hard to remember. But it’s a story I’ve heard many, many times.
Now that I’m older, my mom tells me that she used to blame herself for not having done a good enough job making sure my sister and I knew that girls could do anything boys could do. She thought that’s why I wanted to be a boy. Or because I wanted to be different from my identical twin sister.
But those were not, of course, the reasons why.
Although I can barely remember that conversation, there are a lot of things I can remember. Most kids, I think, when given a birthday cake, a puffy white dandelion, or a penny to toss into a fountain, usually wish for things. Like they might wish, Please give me a new LEGO set,
or a bike, or something along those lines.
But I never wished for toys.
Every opportunity I ever had to make a wish, I wished for one thing. The same thing.
"Can you please make it so that I