The Adoption Papers
By Jackie Kay
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Scottish couple from three different viewpoints: the mother,the birth mother and the daughter. This unique and honest volumeof poems has been adapted for radio. Also included in thebook are new poems reflecting issues of sexuality, Scottishness and being working-class.
Jackie Kay
Jackie Kay was born in Edinburgh. A poet, novelist and writer of short stories, she has enjoyed great acclaim for her work for both adults and children. Her novel, Trumpet, won the Guardian Fiction Prize. She has published three collections of stories with Picador, Why Don’t You Stop Talking, Wish I Was Here, and Reality, Reality; two poetry collections, Fiere and Bantam; and her memoir, Red Dust Road. From 2016-21 she was the third modern Makar, National Poet for Scotland. She lives in Manchester and is Professor of Creative Writing at the University of Salford.
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The Adoption Papers - Jackie Kay
PART ONE: 1961-1962
Chapter 1: The Seed
I never thought it would be quicker
than walking down the mainstreet
I want to stand in front of the mirror
swollen bellied so swollen bellied
The time, the exact time
for that particular seed to be singled out
I want to lie on my back at night
I want to pee all the time
amongst all others
like choosing a dancing partner
I crave discomfort like some women
crave chocolate or earth or liver
Now these slow weeks on
I can’t stop going over and over
I can’t believe I’ve tried for five years
for something that could take five minutes
It only took a split second
not a minute or more.
I want the pain
the tearing searing pain
I want my waters to break
like Noah’s flood
I want to push and push
and scream and scream.
When I was sure I wrote a short note
six weeks later – a short letter
He was sorry; we should have known better
He couldn’t leave Nigeria.
I missed him, silly things
his sudden high laugh,
His eyes intense as whirlwind
the music he played me
Chapter 2: The Original Birth Certificate
I say to the man at the desk
I’d like my original birth certificate
Do you have any idea what your name was?
Close, close he laughs. Well what was it?
So slow as torture he discloses bit by bit
my mother’s name, my original name
the hospital I was born in, the time I came.
Outside Edinburgh is soaked in sunshine
I talk to myself walking past the castle.
So, so, so, I was a midnight baby after all.
I am nineteen
my whole life is changing
On the first night
I see her shuttered eyes in my dreams
I cannot pretend she’s never been
my stitches pull and threaten to snap
my own body a witness
leaking blood to sheets, milk to shirts
On the second night
I’ll suffocate her with a feather pillow
Bury her under a weeping willow
Or take her far out to sea
and watch her tiny eight-pound body
sink to shells and reshape herself.
So much the better than her body
encased in glass like a museum