The Presence of Absence
By Richard Bell
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"In this sequence of poems, accomplished poet Richard Bell pays homage to his wife of many years, who died of cancer. In doing so, he explores the process of grieving, finding it to be inseparable from memory and, ultimately, from love. Memories and feelings both have a kind of autonomy; they surface unpredictably, according to their own rhythms
Richard Bell
Richard Bell teaches Early American history at the University of Maryland. He has received several teaching prizes and major research fellowships including the National Endowment for the Humanities Public Scholar Award. His first book, We Shall Be No More: Suicide and Self-Government in the Newly United States, was published in 2012. He is also the author of Stolen: Five Free Boys Kidnapped into Slavery and Their Astonishing Odyssey Home.
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The Presence of Absence - Richard Bell
THE PRESENCE OF ABSENCE
RICHARD BELL
Ginninderra PressThe Presence of Absence
ISBN 978 1 76109 413 2
Copyright © text Richard Bell 2022
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CONTENTS
The Presence of Absence
Also by Richard Bell and published by Ginninderra Press
‘one’s not half two, it’s two are halves of one’
e.e. cummings
THE PRESENCE OF ABSENCE
Glenbrook Gorge
Five decades have passed since
I sat alone on the flat rocks edging that gap,
and it is as real as this present grey Melbourne day.
The sun slides down to a peaceful west,
and the five-seventeen snakes along the blue-shaded wall below,
while unseen lizards are chased by an eager black dog
through the tufted grass, and the sandstone's warmth
seeps slowly into my shadowed legs – I feel it now.
Across the gorge the ochre face of the southern wall
pushes another sunset into the curtain of anxiety
that even now, hangs before me as uncertain
as the creek waters below, breaking around rocks, now left, now right.
I throw a mental bridge across this moment, the gorge,
to the trees that fringe the clifftop of the other side.
The unknown region there, as much past as future,
where I may find ‘that serene and blessed mood’
caught in the comforting Australian scent, that even here,
drifts across from eucalyptus trees – or fear,
as when trapped in a fifties Saturday matinee
by a land of dinosaurs waiting to terrify this Ballarat boy,
alongside the persecuting giggles of a row of girls,
the presence of others unknown, that now looms
in my mind, and in the shadows of a deepening dusk.
And perhaps a sudden love or loss –
as that girl, driving me across this gorge then,
and now, the death of this same woman,
driving me back again.
Seven Senryū
19 December 2016
Such a strange feeling –
they will not be worn again,
these clothes being washed.
20 December 2016
At the end, so sad –
death has drained the last blueness
from your open eyes.
20 December 2016
Now here without you
I don’t know that I can eat
oysters any more.
21 December 2016
Just drying my hands
on your towel: I am you now
and you can be me.
25 December 2016
This quiet Christmas,
the old wreath on the front door
a different meaning.
27 December 2016
Some