Television, a memoir
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Television, a memoir is a hybrid collection of autobiographical pieces, tragi-comic in spirit, that depict a woman’s life evolving through time and culture in fragmentary glimpses. Indeterminate in genre, Television is a fluid text that sometimes reads as poetry, sometimes as prose, while exploring classism, ableism, and feminism in a world defined by the advent of new media and, for the author, a privilege that often felt suffocating. Working structurally and thematically, television creates conceptual mileposts in the memoir, with certain programs and cultural references corresponding to specific eras in the author’s past, but it also gestures at an existential modality — the experience of a televisual life, the performative arrangements of nuclear families and neighborhoods, the periodic events and dramas of an adolescence watched from outside oneself.
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Television, a memoir - Karen Brennan
TELEVISION
The first television in our neighborhood belonged to the O’Neils who lived in the big brown house across the street. Lodged in a shiny console, possibly Bakelite, and flanked by a weird assortment of knobs, it reminded me of my doll’s oven.
That night, our family was among those neighbors who trooped across the street to witness the contraption for the first time. The evening air shifted restlessly, as if marking the end of a more predictable era—otherwise, the neighborhood was as quiet as it usually was in those days, the houses in deep shadow except for the yellow halos coming from lamps set upon tables covered with family photographs in silver frames. Nowadays when you look in windows of houses in the evening you usually see the blue flickering lights of the TV, but back then the windows glowed more steadily and people read books or washed the dishes or darned socks, as my mother actually did, in the evenings. We had a Victrola, as it was then called, and sometimes we listened to music, but not very often since my mother preferred classical and did not like to burden us with her taste.
About fifteen of us gathered in the front room of the O’Neils’ big house, a sort of square hallway beneath the staircase, where the TV had been installed on a table. A few chairs were brought around, but most of us stood on the green wall-to-wall carpeting, craning our necks around those in front of us, ready for whatever it was.
I have no idea what we saw, what black-and-white image blinked stupidly across the screen and I was not impressed. I was a self-absorbed child and the picture was hard to see, not pleasurable, and thus of no concern to me. To everyone else it had been a shock (I recall my mother shrieking) like seeing a chair fly across the room or a dish of apples suddenly begin to cough.
POLIO
When disease visited our family, casting its brutal shadow, our days became marked by whispers followed by long nervous silences, as though someone had mentioned the unmentionable and then felt guilty about it. It was infectious. I was ashamed, too.
There was a sick brother, whisked away in a blue blanket. My mother wore a red jacket, my father a tan raincoat; the baby was invisible beneath the blanket. A tableau, they stood by the front door, the door slightly ajar, in the act of leaving in the rain. They stayed there a long time, motionless, posing for my memory of them.
HOME
I grew up in a town whose streets were names for trees, a famed bedroom community, home to the newly rich commuter, yet I had roots there. Both of my parents were raised in this town and two sets of grandparents lived nearby for all of our childhoods, the paternal set on Oak Avenue and the maternal on Magnolia, though I was never sure if those squat magnolia shrubs should be counted as real trees.
We lived on Willow. There were no willows on our street, only a gigantic weeping beech in our neighbor’s yard. We used to play in the cave formed by its drooping branches, which was unusually capacious and filled with a purple light.
Of our two sets of grandparents, I spent more time with my mother’s parents. They lived in a mansion with many servants and needlepoint bell chords used to summon them. Their yard contained a big oak tree, which is still there, even though the house has changed hands several times since then. It was under the oak that the shiny barbeque, hauled out from the garage on special occasions, was situated, and where the chauffer Jack used to grill chicken. These occasions my grandmother called picnics,
a feature of which was her special German Potato Salad: potatoes, bacon, parsley and a warm vinaigrette, ingredients assembled beforehand by the kitchen staff. My grandmother’s job was to toss it all together and then to call it her Special German Potato Salad.
There were always the flies to contend with, so little white nets on metal armatures were placed over the food—the potato salad, the string beans from the garden, the chicken and thin slices of a frosted lemon cake. I swung back and forth on one of the swinging couches of that era, picking at my chicken, waiting for the cake.
A fishpond adorned with a 19th-century bronze mermaid, soulfully arranged on a pedestal, presided over the unnaturally large goldfish. I used to let them slither through the tunnels I made with my fingers, beneath the shimmering reflection of my big face looking down. I liked the look of certain things: the goldfish who were not gold but a neon orange and the narrow, pebbled pathways that wove among the rose gardens, the pebbles tiny, white and uniform, more like pearls than pebbles. I used to wonder if they’d been specially created for these