Confessions of a Captured Angel
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In these wise and lovely mortal ruminations Neil Carpathios, long one of my favorite poets, turns fifty, that perilous promontory from which the world starts to flicker like an old neon sign. But age just makes Carpathios pay attention all the more keenly. The joy of this book is that it makes us pause with him on our little human journey a
Neil Carpathios
Neil Carpathios is the author of five previous full-length poetry collections: Far Out Factoids (FutureCycle Press, 2017), Confessions of a Captured Angel (Terrapin Books, 2016), Beyond the Bones (FutureCycle Press, 2009), At the Axis of Imponderables (winner of the Quercus Review Press Book Award, 2007), and Playground of Flesh (Main Street Rag, 2006). An anthology he edited, Every River on Earth: Writing from Appalachian Ohio (Ohio University Press), was released in 2015.
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Confessions of a Captured Angel - Neil Carpathios
I
Owner’s Manual
In the womb I was given
the owner’s manual
for my life.
I left it inside my mother.
Often I dream I’ve shrunk
myself down,
with a tiny flashlight
entered the deep-dark cave.
Finally I find it. On
page one something like:
How to Translate the Wind’s Gibberish.
On page two: How to Make Wine
from Suffering’s Grapes.
Once I couldn’t locate
the exit,
considered growing
my way out
but that would have burst my mother.
Then I woke.
I always forget
what the manual says.
Only once was I able
to scribble some words
and bring them back:
Love the rose because it will soon be gone.
Learn to walk as if your feet are kissing the earth.
The Captured Angel Confesses
Okay, okay, I confess the boss said
to give you ripe melons, cool beakers
of wine, sunsets, kisses, each other’s flesh
to lick and nibble but also
the time bomb no one sees or hears
ticking, planted somewhere
beneath your ribs. And in the cavern
of your mother’s womb when you asked
for a flashlight, it was me
that pushed the pen into your tiny hand,
me that told you to just hurry—sign
on the dotted line without reading
the fine print. I extracted
memory. You hardly felt it.
Sorry for lust. Obviously
I poured too much into that teeny
test tube between your legs.
And neurotic tendencies? My bad.
Intricate wiring’s not my strength.
Yes, I cut corners. A slight slipup
with that temper of yours. It’s no picnic
being cramped in an oozy bubble
all those months. You had to grow
but I had to work with such small tools.
Torture all you want, I won’t reveal
the expiration date stamped
on your forehead. I got some things right.
Who do you think untangled the slippery cord
from around your neck? Who do you think
picked for you such good parents?
Sixth Birthday: The Transparent Model Man
Six-year-olds shouldn’t know
the brain is spaghetti and the cranium
is the bowl. Or that the heart is not
a doily-trimmed valentine.
Or under every smile and frown
the skull’s poker face waits.
They shouldn’t know eyeballs
without eyelids never blink—
that we all stare like zombies.
That the body is nothing more
than plumbing—valves clog,
pipes burst. They shouldn’t know
it can happen mid-slurp eating soup,
the spoon an inch from lips.
Inner coils can pop. They might start
to see in slow motion
and in reverse. It will be a blessing
and a curse. How do you make
a poet, or at least a man in love
with death? Show the boy
how skin is a sack
holding us in. That without bones
we’d be puddles. That rivers
of blood wait to spill out.
The Secret Power
My father used to reupholster
people, stitching them back
together like torn pillows
made new. He earned a living
holding lungs
like water balloons,
cutting them open
to find mushrooming
tumors. He strummed
ribs, watched the heart