intricacies are just cracks in the wall
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intricacies are just cracks in the wall is an novel that explores a woman's recovery from an abusive relationship through a collection of poetry. The story gives raw authenticity to the experience of mental health disorders, relational abuse, and the pains of self-discovery.
Cassidy finds herself falling deeper into a
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intricacies are just cracks in the wall - Sarah Margaret Henry
part i: gradual crucifixion
i am
Cassidy.
Cass-i-dy, say it loud, say it proud,
My momma always told me.
All three syllables, not crushed
Between your teeth like
Ice
You tried too fast to drink.
A mumble meant to take up
As little space as humanly possible.
Unabashedly take up space my momma said,
And paint it as many colors as you can find,
Because baby, you deserve all the sunrises
The world has to offer.
Cassie?
It’s Cassidy,
I smile and imagine
My mother planting a kiss on my forehead
With a go get ‘em, baby
As I walk straight into the office
To interview for a future
That is mine for the taking.
canvas
I step softly
Into an apartment that,
On paper,
I know is mine.
Its walls white
And rooms
Cavernous,
Begging to be filled
And I wonder if there is enough
Of me to fill this aching need.
Three days.
Step 1: Tomorrow,
The movers come, with boxes that hold
My life inside them.
Step 2: The next,
I will untangle the webs,
Separating the trinkets from the
Plastic plates and decorative pillows
My mom insisted I own.
Step 3: The day after,
I will straighten the photographs,
Wading through
The unpacked boxes and catching
My toes on ones that beg to be unwrapped.
Step 4: The following Monday,
I start my first day as an editorial assistant
And the next chapter begs to be written.
absence
The next day is a barrage of boxes,
So much so that I lose count
Before they all reach the truck
And I never knew my life was this vast. Or perhaps cluttered.
My mother waves goodbye as I
Stow myself in my minimom van
And I think I catch a tear in the rearview mirror.
But perhaps it’s wishful thinking.
She is skipping my move-in day for a yoga class after all.
distill
We find parking near enough
And the movers begin to unload my life as I fumble the keys
Into the door I have only opened once before.
They follow me in and we
Begin this dance of carrying
Box after box, passing each other
And wondering how often we have to smile
Or nod after each passing.
After half the boxes make their way into piles
Onto what will be a living room floor,
I start to sort the haphazard cacophony that has become
These masses of objects.
Nietzsche?
I turn to find one of the movers peering over my shoulder
And his eyes brighten with a smile at my surprise.
Oh, yes,
I reply, because I know he intended a question
But not the answer he searched for.
I’ve always been more of a Kant man myself he offers,
His eyes glazing over at the sea of the books below us.
I reach down and offer him my laboriously annotated copy of The Critique of Judgement.
As have I. But I find that in the dismal wretchedness of the world, it’s always comforting to partake in the company of someone even more cynical than I.
He counters with Well wouldn’t you rather have tea with a creator?
Kant didn’t create, he merely categorized artists that did.
Touche. He grinned.
Well, back to work. You keep sorting, Socrates.
the first one-sided conversation
Flipping through books,
Prolonging the decision to organize
By author or subject
On the Ikea bookshelf, I now realize,
Lies unbuilt, still boxed one room over.
From Kant falls an annotated