Bianca's Diary. A Love More Complete.

By Bianca Roberts

Bianca's diary, a love more complete, is a paranormal romance, about a young girl turned vampire, then turned human again. This book is about her love through the ages. Love lost and found again. This story also includes relocation, magic, witch craft and space travel.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Bianca Roberts
• Release date: Dec 3, 2021
• ISBN: 9781005975821

Bianca Roberts

I am a born and bred author from a small coastal town in sunny South Africa. I enjoy my time as an artist, and musician. I love writing, as it is my passion, and I am greatful for the opportunity to share my work with you.

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Bianca's Diary

1888 - 2021

A Love More Complete

By: Bianca Kathryn Roberts

Copyright 2020

Chapter one.

5 December 1888

I received this book for my sixteenth birthday. Oh what a treasure, for only the privileged write. We went to the fair.We saw horses and had a picnic by the lake. I'm coming of age now and need to find a suitor. He shall find me, fruitful. I wonder what he will be like, charming and handsome!

6 December 1888

I am part of the elite. The pristine and educated. I am home tutored, and live at a chatto in Fance. I was born here and attend etiquette classes. We have servants and horses on our land. I am very privileged and fortunate. I am reading a novel, a love story of the ages, which inspires me to be a mysterious woman. I have dark features and pale skin and can't wait for the age to be allowed to wear makeup. My hair is long. It was twisted and the ends burnt with a candle. I use goats milk soap and love pampering myself. Usually my servant prepares me.

An eligible bachelor will be coming to visit. I am excited, yet nervous to meet him. He is a family friend of my parents. Wealthy, young, well spoken and, has a good name.

I want somebody, somebody to be my everything.

I waited at the window, to see him come to the door, and for the butler, and my parents to address him. As he arrived, I got chills. He was tall, with dusky blonde hair and sharp black eyes, pale, wearing a black suit. I was taken aback by him. He was not what I had, had in mind.

The maid called me to go down stairs, and I met with him. He has a cold, stern air about him.

We chatted over tea, when the topic of horses came up. I would love to see your horses. He said. Let Bianca accompany you to the stables. Said mom. And so I did. It was a short walk and he was very talkative. We hit it off.  

You know the park by the pond. He said. We should go there sometime. .I saidyes I visit there often.. Let's go Saturday at midnight. He said with a devilish smile. You can sneak out, and I will escort you.

I was nervous of him, but he talked me into it.

We went for a horseback ride on our land, while laughing and making fun. I would have been a jockey, if I was shorter. He said. We put the horses away in the stable and went back to the house. He then bid me a due and to my family, and myself, with a 'see you soon.'

Friday 8 December 1888

I could not concentrate in class. He was all I could think about. Those dark piercing eyes and that cheeky grin. I looked up from my book and my tutor was staring at me. Are you done daydreaming yet! She yelled. Sorry mam. I said.

We had tea again that noon. James was there. This time he was wearing a daring blue suit.

As for myself, my hair was done. I was bracing a red corset, and red dress.

All visits are to be shaperoned!

But of course! He laughed and said. I can see you are very protective over your young daughter and, with good need. He said. It was true, my parents were very over protective but, letting me see him, was a gift to my life. He had brought me roses and an old vintage book, which I was greatful for. Never too late for another birthday present. He said.

Now for a game of chess! He beat me three times in a row. I'm not playing anymore. I said.

Excuse me dear. We were interrupted. You must be getting back to your studies now. The tutor said. Do we have to. I said, with a sigh.

I wished him well and saw him on his way. Remember our deal. He said. Wouldn't forget it. I said. Then back upstairs to the study...

That night, I lay awake, dreaming of him. How could my parents have found someone so perfect for me. I wonder if we shall wed. I'm nervous and a bit scared to see him tomorrow night unshapperoned. But I am older now and need to do these things. Still a virgin and never been kissed, she didn't quite know what she was getting herself into. Young, yet not nieve, she wondered what to wear. Pondering, until she fell asleep.

9 December 1888

Rise and Shine! The maid woke me with a cup of tea. You better get up. As breakfast is served.

She helped me get ready for the day, and lace my new corset.

I joined my parents downstairs, who wanted to know what I thought of the new suitor. He is splendid. I said. I am very happy. I went about the day as normal, though, very nervous to see him that night.

I watched the sun set, as the night came, a knock at my window. It was him! I opened my bedroom window and he helped me climb through it. You look beautiful tonight. James said. Charming as always. We walked to the park and sat under the willow tree, watching the fireflies. France is safe this time of night, as everyone is at home, in bed.

We spoke for hours before heading back. We climbed through my bedroom window, and I must admit, this was the first time I had a boy in my room. Don't make a noise. I said. He kissed me softly. My first kiss, then slowly undid my corset. 'I want this.' I thought’. He slowly undressed me, admiring my pale body. We made love and, it was beautiful. We lay awake gazing into each others eyes, then all of a sudden, his eyes glazed over an he leaned forward and bit me hard. I passed out.  

Chapter two.

10 December 1888

I awoke bare in another bed, quite startled. James was there holding a red drink. Where am i, and what the hell is that, a bloody Mary? I said. Don't you worry, its something like that, just don't ask questions. James said. I was dying of thirst, and so I took the drink and drank it. Blood!!! And it tasted gooood.

What the heck is going on! I said. Well let me put it to you this way sweetheart, I gifted you with immortality. You are a vampire now. I was in shock! I had only ever read about vampires in books. Oh and don't worry about the mark. he said. It allows you to walk in the day. He said and winked. A tattoo! I said. Its an immortality symbol, wear it with pride. He said.

He left the room and returned with  a box and gave it to me. I opened it, it was a beautiful diamond and ruby necklace. It's beautiful. Thank you I said He said, It's a pleasure. Oh and don't worry about your parents, I told them that I found you wondering around the park, so we have the day together.

I'm hungry. Do vampires eat. I said. We do, we feast, and blood is our life source. I will have it delivered to you young lass. James said. I'll call the chef. He said.

He brought me breakfast in bed and more blood. I didn't want to question where the blood came from. This is delicious!

They lay in bed all day, enjoying one another in intimate ways. They were in love.

After which, he showed her around his mansion. It was full of antiques. With a huge library and parlor. Hand carved statues and dark wood. You have a marvelous place. I said. Maybe you will live here with me one day. He said.

They kissed

He took me home, and I snuck upstairs to my bedroom. Not making a sound, I got ready for bed and fell asleep.

13 December 1888

I was hiding a bottle of blood under my bed, and coming into my own, although I needed James here to consolidate me. No more classes as it was holiday season. What a relief.

My eyesight was sharper, I didn't need my glasses anymore, in fact all of my sensors were heightened. I went out riding, and returned for lunch. James was there talking to my parents. I didn't want to disturb them. There she is. my father said. Come over here. And so I did. We were in the garden by the fountain, when James took my hands and got down on one knee. Will you marry me? He asked. With your father's permission. I was extatic! I would be my honour. I said.

I think some champagne is in order. Father said. We celebrated for the afternoon with champagne and a feast. It was a dream come true. I was so in love with him. Now that I had turned, my emotions were uncontrollable. My twin flame. Immortal other. And coming soon, we would be wed. James kept smiling, and my parents approved. I was happy, happier than I had ever been.

James and I had a moment on the porch.....

You know as vampires, we are damned right? He asked. Then save my heart and I will be damned with you! I don't look up to anyone, I am my own hero. He said. Then you are my god." I said to him. Then I rested my head on his chest.

14 December 1888

I was out of blood and moody. James hadn't brought me anymore. I was home alone with the maid and she kept calling me. I was annoyed.

I left my room to see what she wanted. "Lunch