Metamorphosis
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“metamorphosis” is admer balingan’s first collection of poetry and prose that tackles a series of failed attempts to refinement. it is his acknowledgment to human frailties expressed through unconventional types of written literature. he also takes with him in this collection the scent and soil of his native land, his homesickness and deeply rootedness to the culture that shapes his life. this is a collection of memories of his younger self and a fresh voice of his present self conflicting with universal rules and standards of loving and living. this is an ode to tender years that were not lived freely. this is a plea, a protest. this is a viciousness of himself in all the nights and days he is hungry for new skin, flowers, magic, and luck.
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Metamorphosis - Admer Balingan
metamorphosis
ungodly transformation
Admer Balingan
Ukiyoto Publishing
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Published in 2021
Content Copyright © Admer Balingan
ISBN 9789354906398
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dedication
to all the dead humor,
and sick flowers-
moldy,
bloodshot;
something fragile
something
dear.
acknowledgements
the realization of this collection would not have been possible if not for god, above all, for the gift of words to write.
to a few individuals who have supported and read my works since i started posting them online.
my family, friends, kind strangers, and my fellow writers and poets who have motivated and showered me with magic to make this happen.
especially to Ukiyoto Publishing for this beautiful opportunity and to my lovely raindrops who have been making rhythm with me throughout.
my sincerest gratitude goes to all of you.
the birth
spoiled child
i remember all the days, teary-eyed.
and my skin grows ugly goosebumps.
they are tiny bombs, planted like dead
bodies within a body.
yet, they explode, still-- a slow death,
silent, sneering.
and i remember the squeals afterwards--
like a punished hen,
a criticized spoiled child
without tears.
rose tongue
see this skin-- bruised from
rose tongue and sharp-eyed sun--
i stop calling it Paradise, or a spot on earth
where fairies feast-- a kingdom that glistens
the delight of the moon.
see this skin-- how it grows failed hair,
and worn eyes-- deplorable,
there is no bone, nor tangible magic;
there is nothing here to hold
by hands, ocean-wide--
dazzling blue,
enchanting.
each skin part, an opposite to Jesus’
it is a parable long unspoken in Churches to the flowers--
nothing ever blooms,
ultraclean,
sweet;
nor all blood shining--
out.
that child
i'll always be that child--
born with a birthmark, bad luck.
like that same old face of
dead magic i remember--
damned, scarred.
since then, i keep aging,
without ceremonies,
or star showers, turning the night into gold.
teeth into rich flowers.
it is the same night,
a body well-covered with bite marks
and fungal
growth.
there is nothing glorifying, to hold with
open hands.
each is a monument
that easily melts in the sun,
each doesn’t stand last in the memory of
the passing years
to remember everything
about
the
child.
birthmark
i let the hours bruise me--and leave me
frail, worn in a corner like a tartar--
retained since birth.
a bad memory of gracelessness,
hung fresh in the old teeth
of the