The Crash Wake and other poems
By Owen Lowery
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The Crash Wake and other poems - Owen Lowery
The Crash Wake
AND OTHER POEMS
OWEN LOWERY
NORTHERN HOUSE
To Jayne and Madison
i.m. Harold Earnshaw, David Lowery and Elaine Glover.
CONTENTS
Title Page
Dedication
Acknowledgements I
Introduction
The Crash Wake
Shielding
Someplace
Foxes
Seventh Anniversary
Owl in Lockdown
Past the Treeline
Before You Fly Home – Goa
From Post-op to the Ward
Kingfisher
Kicking in
Eid al-Fitr at the Martha Lutheran Church
Far Shore
Maiden Flight
Shoreline Sapphic
Shoreside
A Blackbird among the Berries
Poems from Transitions
Pictured – You Holding your Dad’s Hand
You’re Here
Love Island
Tribute
International Holocaust Remembrance Day
Ruth Dorfmann by Samuel Willenberg
Remembrance Day Sequence
Letter from a Private, Dunkirk
The Shark-singer
Backwash Parade
Aberfan Fifty Years on
Mermaid Drowning Wendy
The Blue Fairy Whispers to Pinocchio
Abortion Triptych, Left-hand Panel
A Birthday Poem for Paula Rego
Family Group at the Next Table
The Dance of Hunter and Prey
R.S. Thomas at Aberdaron
Stubbing Wharf at Hebden Bridge
Michael ‘Whispering Death’ Holding
Gymnastics – Rio 2016
Ode to You and Not Howard Webb
Snooker Commentary
Weak Light – Durham
A Sunday Morning in Cookham
F.D.R. Walks
Morecambe and Wise Show
Gardening Blind
Winter Rainbow
CC Footage of KW
Primark Socks
The Boats
Scotland as We Left It
Black Grouse
With the Fisherwoman of Nairn
Magpie Girl
Acknowledgements II
About the Author
By the Same Author
Copyright
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS I
This collection of poems has been created with generous support from Unlimited, Shape Arts, the Royal Literary Fund and the Society of Authors. I would also like to take this opportunity to thank my wife, Jayne, for helping me through such difficult times and for her unwavering love, patience and energy. Thank you also to my friends Michael Schmidt Anthony Rudolf, Jon Glover and Richard Berengarten, for their invaluable editorial advice.
INTRODUCTION
These poems and this collection emerged as a result of a car crash, in which I was involved in February 2020. My wife, Jayne, and I were travelling to Scotland, for a week away, when our vehicle aquaplaned, spun round on the motorway, hit a barrier, flipped over the barrier and rolled over several times, before coming to rest on its side in a field. We then had to be cut free from the wreckage, a particularly complicated procedure, with my being in a wheelchair and dependent on a ventilator to breathe.
The car crash was very nearly fatal for us. I was left with three brain bleeds, a pulmonary bleed, and my right humerus was broken in three places. The process of recovery has been arduous, due to the cerebral impact. At one point I was having ten seizures a day and could not understand whether I was alive or dead. As I grew stronger and returned to creative work, it seemed only natural to try to make sense of the situation in which I found myself, through poetry. To add to the confusion, shortly after the accident, the coronavirus pandemic began to have an increasingly significant impact on life in general. Consequently, the crash and the pandemic became increasingly entwined in my emerging poems.
As must often be the case with any creative activity that takes place in a context of extremis, writing these poems has been challenging, not least because l tackled aspects of the car crash, and its psychological and physical repercussions. It has also been a cathartic experience, however, and has played a significant part in my recovery. The fact that myself and Jayne were both nearly killed, has placed greater significance on our relationship. Love, therefore, is one of the themes of the collection, set against the unfamiliar backdrop of the ongoing epidemic and the restrictions that were put into place as a result.
Since the surreal context exacerbated some of my mental symptoms, including dissociation and displacement, it made sense to adopt a largely extrospective approach to the poems, building on events as they unfolded, as part of my attempt to negotiate a way back to physical and mental wellbeing. Being disabled, ventilator-dependent and on the UK Government’s ‘high risk’ register, increased my sense of social isolation, as well as raising questions about the situation of people with disabilities, with respect to medical treatment during the pandemic. For example, at the height of the crisis, the BMA released a statement in which they advocated a ‘utilitarian’ rather than a ‘person-centred’ approach to care, in which intensive treatment would be reserved for those deemed most likely to survive. My contacts within the health service have suggested that such decisions were based upon a ‘frailty score’, which has been alarming for many people. Therefore, these poems also examine the extent to which human rights have been and are being eroded, during the pandemic, and the way in which language is being used by authorities and media, in an attempt to create the impression that we are at war, rather than dealing with an epidemic.
In terms of format, this collection begins with a series of 104 twelve-line poems, followed by longer poems to end the collection. Mine and Jayne’s combined age at the time of our crash was 104. The purpose of the shorter format for the opening series of poems was partly practical, as when I first returned to writing I had very little energy and had even forgotten how to use a computer. The shorter format also fitted the idea of taking extrospective ‘snapshots’ of the new environment in which I found myself, with themes rippling through the series of poems. The longer poems, on the other hand, have allowed for perhaps more in-depth considerations of recent events, hopefully, therefore, working alongside the shorter poems.
Because of the circumstances in which this collection was written, this is probably my most personal and, I hope, my most honest set of poems to date.
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