The Nature and Purpose of Reality: The Illumination of Creation, Spacetime, Good and Evil, Art, Philosophy, Psychology, Consciousness, Perfect Form, God, and Satan by Quantum Physics.

By Gary O Nickolaus

This book attempts to interpret the nature of reality as it is concurrently described by quantum physics, but its concern is that which cannot be described with physics or mathematics, it is about the first fraction of a second after the big bang when all physics and mathematics breaks down, a big bang that was not a onetime occurrence but is rather an ongoing activity, it is about the Planck length and Planck time where no measurements can be taken, no observations can be made and deductive reasoning and subconscious awareness is our only means of understanding. It is about the dual nature of reality described in Quantum Physics and interpreted by Theology. It attempts to define how the finite and infinite combine to complete the purpose of the Absolute Reality of the Singularity. It attempts to describe the nature of reality as a mosaic in which all the concepts fit together to form an Absolute Reality that has meaning and that has purpose, where God is not an abstract principle or a separate being but is rather an integral part of the nature of Physics which is the nature of God. It attempts to explain the concepts that have been demonstrated by scientific experimentation in a way to match these observations with that which we have previously assigned to theology and God. All incorporated as the nature of existence and as such integral parts of Quantum Physics and Theology.

Physics is the study of the nature of our spacetime; however, Quantum Physics describes limits beyond which our science and math have no meaning. The physics of spacetime is related to the physics of the finite. While our physics can only describe with certainty the nature of spacetime extrapolations can be made as to the nature of the quantum wave as it exists in the infinite Singularity.

God cannot be separated from the physics for He is the Physics. He is the nature and purpose of reality. The dual nature of the universe demonstrated in quantum physics describes spacetime as a projection of the quantum probability wave. With the actualization of the probability wave into spacetime all that we know is created. How is this spacetime created? How does the creation of spacetime form the attributes of this universe? These are the questions Quantum Physic attempts to answer, but more importantly; what is the purpose of spacetime? and what is the function of conscious beings within that purpose? That question has been regulated to philosophy and theology, but the answers are demonstrated in physics.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Oct 4, 2020
• ISBN: 9781664133297

Gary O Nickolaus

If one is destined to live alone with one’s thoughts, then they should be wondrous thoughts, and so using Quantum Physics, Theology, and Philosophy I have woven a tapestry which seems to cover what we know about the nature of reality and using that tapestry one can deduct the purpose of reality. Most importantly one can also deduce the critical role conscious beings have in fulfilling that purpose. Born in Schenectady, New York, shortly after birth he was moved back to the valley of his grandparents. poor farmers who had been moved about by the whims of economics and war. Here he was raised in a government town, built partly on his families condemned farms to create plutonium for the toys of war. After he graduated from Gonzaga University with a degree in Psychology and an extra year devoted to fine arts he immediately went to work in his field, loading box cars. He was an exceptionally good box car loader with his partner they could load 250,000 lbs. a day by hand. Then having tried social work for a while, after a critical illness he returned to the family business. Spending twenty-five years traveling the country working as an inspector and field engineer building, maintaining, and modifying nuclear power plants eventually returning to his hometown where he retired as the Lead Civil / Structural Quality Engineer at the River Protection Project / Waste Treatment Complex. A fourteen-billion-dollar complex being built to stabilize and control the fifty-five million gallons of radioactive chemical wastes created during the production of plutonium at the Hanford Nuclear facilities. He lives alone in the desert on five acres of lovely weeds overlooking a river, like Candide content to tend his garden, his paintings. and his writing.

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Table of Contents

Section I: The Purpose of Reality

Introduction

•   I seemed adrift on a sea of indecision

Chapter I: A New Reality

Chapter II: Basic tenets of Quantum Physics

•   There is no deep reality, and nothing exists until it is observed by a conscious being

•   The undivided wholeness of the quantum

•   There are an infinite number of spacetimes

•   Neo-realism, Spacetime is made of real objects

•   Consciousness creates reality.

•   The universe is twofold consisting of actualities and potentials.

•   Constant theme

•   The Kingdom of God

Chapter III: Plato’s cave

•   Consciousness in the Universe

•   The Kingdom of God

Chapter IV: Good and Evil

•   Situational Ethics

•   The Black Hole

•   What is the relationship of Hawkins’s Radiation to the final black hole?

Chapter V: Strings and Things

•   Potentials

•   The flow of Potentiality

Chapter VI: Quantum Physics

•   The dual slit Experiment

•   Bell shaped curve

Chapter VII: The Big Bang?

•   The problem of the Infinite

Chapter VIII: The Big Bang was not so big, nor was it a bang

•   The Goldilocks Zones

•   Hyper-inflation

Section II: The Nature of Reality

Chapter IX: The Quantum Foam

•   Aether, Quantum Foam, Zero Point Energy, Higgs Boson, and the matrix of spacetime

Chapter X: The Quantum

•   Potentials

•   The flow of Potentiality

•   Quantum Flavors

•   The building block of the universe

•   Why reality is fuzzy

•   The bell- shaped curve

•   Formation of Spacetimes

•   The Dual Nature of the Universe

•   The Constant Now

•   Bose-Einstein Condensate

Chapter XI: Space, Matter, Time, Gravity, and the Singularity

•   Time

•   Gravity

•   Space

•   Folding of Quantum wave in Constant Now Matrix

•   The Quantum Leap

Chapter XII: The Consciousness and The Quantum

•   Mind Sets

•   Consciousness and connection to the Singularity

•   Noetic Science

•   Spacetime

•   The Illumination

•   The Quantum

•   The Purpose of Spacetime

•   The Purpose of Consciousness

•   The Mind of God

•   Government

•   Our Purpose

•   What is on Earth as it is in Heaven?

•   The Kingdom of God

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Introduction

This book attempts to interpret the nature of reality as it is concurrently described by quantum physics, but its concern is that which cannot be described with physics or mathematics, it is about the first fraction of a second after the big bang when all physics and mathematics breaks down, a big bang that was not a onetime occurrence but is rather an ongoing activity, it is about the Planck length and Planck time where no measurements can be taken, no observations can be made and deductive reasoning and subconscious awareness is our only means of understanding. It is about the dual nature of reality described in Quantum Physics and interpreted by Theology. It attempts to define how the finite and infinite combine to complete the purpose of the Absolute Reality of the Singularity. It attempts to describe the nature of reality as a mosaic in which all the concepts fit together to form an Absolute Reality that has meaning and that has purpose, where God is not an abstract principle or a separate being but is rather an integral part of the nature of Physics which is the nature of God. It attempts to explain the concepts that have been demonstrated by scientific experimentation in a way to match these observations with that which we have previously assigned to theology and God. All incorporated as the nature of existence and as such integral parts of Quantum Physics and Theology.

Physics is the study of the nature of our spacetime; however, Quantum Physics describes limits beyond which our science and math have no meaning. The physics of spacetime is related to the physics of the finite. While our physics can only describe with certainty the nature of spacetime extrapolations can be made as to the nature of the quantum wave as it exists in the infinite Singularity.

God cannot be separated from the physics for He is the Physics. He is the nature and purpose of reality. The dual nature of the universe demonstrated in quantum physics describes spacetime as a projection of the quantum probability wave. With the actualization of the probability wave into spacetime all that we know is created. How is this spacetime created? How does the creation of spacetime form the attributes of this universe? These are the questions Quantum Physic attempts to answer, but more importantly; what is the purpose of spacetime? and what is the function of conscious beings within that purpose? That question has been regulated to philosophy and theology, but the answers are demonstrated in physics.

I do not treat God as a subject of Theology but rather demonstrate His presence in the quantum mechanics, attempting to show that God is no longer a concept to be believed in, but is rather a fact in the workings of reality, not a product of faith but rather the subtotal of the nature of reality, a subject of how reality works. As such I demonstrate a God of scientific foundation, not a God of myths and fables subject to manipulation by manmade religious organizations. A God where faith is put aside, and we are confronted with the facts of Quantum Physics, a God that cannot be denied without denial of our understanding of the nature of reality. A God not of church on Sunday, but a God of every action, every moment of existence, a God of reality in which we are given specific purpose in the evolution of Absolute Reality. A God we must face alone, without benefit of any dogma.

When I was incredibly young and first becoming aware of my individual existence, I was constantly bothered by the feeling that something was wrong, that somehow things were not as they should be. This feeling has been constant, a feeling of not belonging, of standing outside reality and watching it unfold but never belonging. This general malaise could have been the result of some type of inadequacy on my part, some autism, neurosis, psychic malfunction, or chemical imbalance, but the malaise seemed to be fixated on some attribute of the very nature of reality.

I took up studying Quantum Physics as a hobby and began discovering more and more similarity between ancient philosophy, ancient theology, and modern physics. Wondering if this was a consequence of the dual nature of reality described in Quantum Physics. I wondered if our gaining of consciousness our ability to control reality was paired with a disengagement to the Singularity, as our mind took greater and greater control of our actions pushing the instinctual pattern of the animal mind to the subconsciousness. As Freud demonstrated our consciousness is only a small portion of our mental process, we are strongly influenced by society, ancient instinctive processes, and the demands of living in groups dependent on rituals, status, needed for survival of the society. At that time in or evolution when we depended on instinct we were more in touch with the Singularity. Are we pulling away from the cosmic intelligence in our journey to our own intelligence? If this is so then what benefit does it bring to the Singularity, of what propose is free will? This is the basic question.

This book is divided into two sections, the first section deals with the purpose of reality, while the second section deals with the specific nature of reality. Reality did not begin with a Big Bang, rather it is the illumination of tiny sections of the infinite quantum wave being continually illuminated by a constant strobe of illumination recreating reality ever 10-45 sec. While the specification of reality was written by an infinite cosmic intelligence it purpose is the truly wonderous part of reality and addressed in the first section of the book. The second section of the book deals with how quantum physics goes about creating reality.

I attempt to formulate a motif describing the nature and purpose of reality. Using Quantum Physics as a starting point I have attempted to rationally deduct the nature of those areas where we can never go, to describe the actions of the Singularity as it interacts with spacetime. The first thing Quantum Physics teaches us it that there is a limit knowledge defined by the Planck length and Planck time, between these space and times constraints when we can never go never understand except as a result of logical deduction. I believe that I have created a logical explanation to the working of that portion of reality of that which we can never perceive.

On the first day of first grade during recess I stood watching the other children playing kick ball. My older brother came up to me and said that I should join in the game. Eventually I joined that game but in a philosophical sense I never joined the game as I stood watching I felt a disconnect between my internal self and the actions taking place around me. I remained constantly bothered by the feeling that something was wrong I could never just join in the game. Instead the game has to be studied, analyzed, always a barrier between the interior and exterior. A malaise that things are not as they should be, that I was on the outside observing but unable to participate?

This feeling has been constant, a feeling of not belonging, of standing outside reality and watching it unfold but never belonging. This general malaise could have been the result of some type of inadequacy on my part, some autism, neurosis, psychic malfunction, or chemical imbalance, but the malaise seemed to be fixated on some attribute of the very nature of reality.

I have always demonstrated characteristics of Asperger’s, my mother says I was the perfect child, totally quiet, just sitting and smiling never engaging in my environment. Unable to connect with others, unable to form relationships, consumed by the desire to be left alone, but the malaise seemed to be fixated on some short coming as to the very nature of reality not to my own consciousness. Some sort of disfunction between consciousness and reality, as if the two were not properly aligned. And so, I dedicated myself to try and understand this disconnection and this is the result of my quest. This disengagement with Spacetime and my inner being was seen by most around me as evidence of my stupidity, a pathological disregard for the societal expectations lead to a total disregard for social conventions. Doing poorly in anything that did not interest me, my quest became not for fame, fortune, or love but for understanding. Understanding as to the nature and purpose of this reality we find ourselves in. and with an understanding of the nature of reality, I hoped to find its purpose. And when after years of contemplation I was finally able to understand the nature of reality I found that its purpose became self-evident.

And so, I drifted, unwilling or unable to connect with anything of consequence that others deemed important. Years later when asked about my disconnect by my father just before he died, I was unable to explain the reason for my disassociation until finally after years of thought able to answer.

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Limestone rocks at Pacific City - Oregon Nickolaus - 2004

I seemed adrift on a sea of indecision

I seemed adrift on a sea of indecision

When in fact I embraced the currents that carried me along

I knew from the start that I would die alone, still drifting

Tossed about

But able still to stand strong and shout to the gods

Give me what you have

For I fear no fate

Being adrift and unable to connect with reality except on an intellectual level I made no effort to prepare for some specific role instead I drifted, for I felt if one is only capable of understanding reality on an intellectual level then one should spend one’s time thinking about things of some important, not the mundane pursuits of everyday life. Being carried by the currents taking whatever opportunity that came along always with the realization that whatever reality I found myself in was inconsequential. And so, I picked fruit, I washed dishes, loaded box cars, (me and my partner could load 250,000 lbs. by hand in an eight hour shift and an extra 40,000 at lunch for extra money from the truck driver’s) social worker, factory worker, (inspecting the production of nuclear fuel), construction inspector, (there is nothing quite so exhilarating as climbing hundreds of feet of steel on a cold winter day), inspection of operating nuclear reactors, (I spent thousands of hours crawling through the contaminated guts of numerous nuclear reactors) and finally retiring as the Lead Civil/Structural Inspector of a 16 billion dollar Radioactive Waste Treatment Complex.

My last job as Lead Civil/Structural Quality Control Manager was instrumental is my lifetime quest to discover the true nature of reality. As an ASNT (American Society of Non-destruction testing) Level III my main responsibility was the certification of inspections, and the verification that the inspection process met or exceeded all required Federal Codes, Standard and State Laws. This was normally a simple process because for most Nuclear construction and maintenance contracts the Codes are frozen when the contract is signed. But at the Radioactive Waste Complete the Codes were not frozen, and any change had to be incorporated into the Site Specifications and the Site procedures. This meant that any time a code or standard was revised we were required to verify that our specifications procedures and inspection process met the new requirements. So, I was constantly aware of the underlying principals involved in construction of a nuclear facility.

We maintained the design documents by using a computer spread sheet we called the crosswalk. In it each code, and standard requirement was spelled out one paragraph at a time, next to it was the site specification that corresponded to the requirement and next to that each corresponding procedure was spelled out. When I observe a nuclear structure, I do not see its form I see the underlying codes and standards which make up it form. I see the thousands of soil compaction tests I watched and accepted under and around each of its safety related structures. I see the thousands of pages of inspection and test reports I reviewed and approved for its components, from the analysis of the sand and rocks and cement and steel used in its concrete to the thousands of in process tests and inspections performed during its construction.

All of this was practice for my lifetime quest to determine the nature of reality.

In all these various positions I knew that I was exactly where I was supposed to be, and they would lead me to wherever I was going, for each reality is equal to any other and the only thing that mattered was remaining in contact with the currents that carried me forward to better actualizations of my potential. We as conscious beings are special in that we have some self-determination in the direction we are carried towards the actualization of our potential or towards our destruction. As long as we accept, our reality our thoughts have some impact on the reality we find ourselves in. We can swim with the tide or we can for a time fight the currents of our destiny, but it is far better to swim with the currents for there is a purpose, a meaning to existence the and tide knows where it is going and will eventually carry you to where you are meant to go. Reality is created for a specific reason. When we look at history, we see a clear evolution towards the refinement of consciousness and purpose. We must accept our reality and strive to perfect it, for that is the purpose of conscious beings.

When I was introduced to philosophy in college, (taking majors in Psychology and Fine Arts totally worthless as far as achieving economic status in this society, but useful for one who is seeking answers) I was amazed to discovered that Plato talked about this general malaise 3,000 years ago. He described it as the feeling created by our existence amongst perfect form prior to our re-incarnations. He went on to explain how reality is imperfect, using the example of a fire in a cave casting shadows of forms onto a rough cave wall. Amazingly quantum physics offers the same vision of reality and describes reality as being a portion of the quantum wave being actualized on the imperfect matrix of spacetime creating a dual reality of the perfect infinite space less time less existence of the wave in the singularity and the imperfect finite reality of the particle in spacetime. Our being a part of two different separate realities caused me to understand the nature of my dis-unity between my consciousness and spacetime for reality is of a dual nature and while stuck is space-time we are also actualized in the Singularity. I wondered how much communication exists between our dual states of existence, the zero dimensions of the singularity and the four dimensions of spacetime. The similarity between ancient philosophy and modern Quantum Physics got me wondering how much this connection with the Singularity effects our consciousness, how strong is the connection between the two, and how is our understanding of reality defined by these two states of existence?

As I learned more and more about the theory of Quantum Physics, I found more and more similarity between ancient philosophy, theology, and Quantum Physics. I began wondering if this was a consequence of the dual nature of reality described in Quantum Physics. Did our gaining of consciousness, is ability to control reality paired with our disengagement from the Singularity? As Freud demonstrated our consciousness is only a small portion of our mental process, we are strongly influenced by our ancient instinctive processes. As our ego formed our instinctual behavior which is an animal acting without conscious thought their actions being controlled by nature, is controlled by nature and therefore in touch with the Singularity while we by our consciousness, our egos are controlled by internal and external forces. The ego separated from the Singularity and began controlling our conscious impulses while the instincts of the animal are controlled only by the Singularity and the very real impulses of reality, hunger, thirst, fear, lust. This imposition of control by the ego comes at an extremely high price, both a separation from the Singularity and a responsibility for our own action. When we our separated from the Singularity we achieve our purpose, which is the refinement of the imperfect quantum wave in spacetime. Gaining consciousness is a huge evolutionary step for a species, but it is also a major step in the fulfillment of the purpose of reality for it consists of the actualization of a portion of the quantum wave in the four dimensions of spacetime with a conscious being maintaining some degree of control of the consequences of this actualization. Thus, enabling the conscious being to refine the imperfect reflection of the wave. This begs the question, what occurs in spacetime that cannot occur in the Singularity? What is the purpose of spacetime and how does its existence benefit the Singularity?

Quantum Physics describes a reality that is shaped by the statistical laws of huge numbers, the original actualization of the quantum is random and the pixels which comprise the matrix upon which reality is constructed defines the clarity of reality, therefore everything in spacetime conforms to the bell-shaped curve meaning that all activity excluding individual mental processes conform to the bell-shaped curve. Consequently, reality conforms to the mid-point on the curve, the point most likely for a part of the probability wave to actualize in this spacetime. Each point on the curve represents one probability actualizing in this spacetime while other potentials actuate in an infinite number of spacetimes.

While individual consciousness is subject to free will and allows the individual to choose and thereby manipulate its position on the bell-shaped curve, our group conscious is also based on the bell-shaped in that it is subject to the statistical laws of large numbers and as such conforms to the bell-shaped curve. Our own mindset is shaped by or history, our animal instincts, our family, our peer group, our environment and the variables inherent in our mindset, but mostly by our conscious decision to actualize a certain portion of the quantum wave allowing individual conscious some ability to choose at what point on the bell-shaped curve they are actualized. The amount of control our subconscious exerts on our behavior is determined by whatever connection we still have with the Singularity at the subconscious level, there we make our contract with the cosmic intellect to actualize good or evil. We exist in a collaboration of individual realities sharing a space time, each reality is different for everyone, and our attachment to the singularity also varies. Conscious beings exist in their own reality which overlaps with all realities. Conscious beings are able to do one thing that is impossible in the Singularity and that is to affect change, to take the quantum wave and refine it by the process of evolution. We are projection of the mind of God, but we are also the creators of that God by our ability to refine the quantum wave we can define the wave in our own realities. Quantum physics shows that if one end of the quantum wave is affected if its spin is changed then the other end of the wave is instantaneously rotated 180 deg from the new spin. This means that our modification of the wave creates a mirror image in the Singularity. Our purpose is the refinement of the wave, the separation of good from evil leading to the stable state of the cosmic intellect as the God of good and the eventual locking of all material into the final steady state of spacetime the black hole.

The actualization of good is equal to the actualization of evil, each different sides of the same quantum wave. Conscious beings follow the same bell shaped curve in relationship to their actualization of good and evil, it you actualize good then you are actualized in the Singularity as part of the mind of God as part of the Cosmic intellect, if you actualized evil you are locked for eternity in the final black hole of a particular spacetime. Of course, according to Hawkins black holes are really grey, meaning that matter can be released from a black hole by virtual particles actualizing on the event horizon. But this only occurs when a spacetime is still using up its potential. Once all potential has been used all actualization stops, and the black hole becomes totally black. The amount of attachment we have to the Singularity is determined by how much of our greatest potential we have actualize, for by actualizing our potential we actualize in both the Singularity and our own reality. And since the Singulation exists in a space less time less existence whatever we may actualize in spacetime is already actualized in the Singularity as part of the timeless perfect form. The religious icon is able to actualize potential in the Singularity and as such melds with the Singularity. Unfortunately, their vision is soon perverted by elites who use bastardizations of his understanding to gain and maintain power. Our relationship with the Singularity, and the cosmic intellect is predetermined by how much potential we define in the Singularity. Thus, for an actualized individual there is a strong connection to the Singularity (cosmic intellect) while the unactualized individual has no subconscious contact with the cosmic intellect and exists merely for whatever temporary pleasure they may obtain, pursuits no more meaningful than a cow chewing its cud in a field of green grass. The Singularity comprises of cosmic intelligence whose purpose is to actualize perfect potential and filter out imperfect potential which is defined as evil to create final perfection. Only the best of each of us is actualized in the Singularity while the rest is imprisoned for eternity in the final black hole, a blemish on the Singularity which prevents the actualization of those quantum held motionless in its grip. Our good is immediately actualized in the Singularity our evil is held for eternity in the depths of the final black hole formed totally black after all potential of a