Where Is Home?
By Nancy Dupuis
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With the utmost of thanks to Bunny’s family for allowing me to be such a part of her journey home.
Nancy Dupuis
Thinking back to that spring over four years ago now, when I decided to shed everything and just take with me what would fit in the trunk of my car – the best decision ever! Oh yes, a few photo albums and such left with a daughter for safekeeping, and no, I haven’t missed those odds & ends. Why didn’t I choose this minimalist life years ago? My intention that spring had been to visit new and old (to me) locales across this great country, as long as I was able to. Covid certainly put a stall on those plans, but it redirected my thinking and indeed my being. Home was next on my list, as soon as the travel restrictions subsided a bit; I made it – finally home now in Almonte, Ontario, where I need to be at the moment.
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Where Is Home? - Nancy Dupuis
Copyright 2019 Nancy Dupuis.
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CONTENTS
Preface
Chapter 1 Lessons Learned
Chapter 2 The Master Does Have a Plan for Me
Chapter 3 The Best Trip Home Ever
Chapter 4 Love and the Emotion It Brings With It
Chapter 5 Music, a Way to Communicate
Chapter 6 The World is Hurting
Chapter 7 Pushing Too Hard
Chapter 8 Returning Home
Chapter 9 It’s Not Good-bye!
Chapter 10 Where is Home?
Chapter 11 Where am I Meant to Be?
Chapter 12 Bewildered
Chapter 13 Scared
Chapter 14 A Quiet Time
Chapter 15 A Time of Reflection
Chapter 16 A January Morning
Chapter 17 Done
Chapter 18 No Closure
Chapter 19 Leaving
Chapter 20 63 Days on the Road and Then Some
Chapter 21 Home, Maybe Not
Author’s Note
Acknowledgements
PREFACE
Dreaming of a dress – fitted, hugging my soul; oh, and a hat, I have just the perfect one!
But wait, my dream has come true as I wait to walk down the aisle, my wedding vows firm in my hand;
"A kiss is only a kiss until you find the one you truly love, a hug is only a hug until you find the one meant just for you; a dream is only a dream until it actually comes true.
For it was not into my ear you indeed whispered, but deep into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed but actually my whole soul and being. It has been said love is not about finding someone to live with, but finding someone you know you can’t live without. Thus, my journey back home. I didn’t want to live without you.
It is also said that every woman’s heart has different instructions and that they are written through her actions and also through her tears. She just has to find someone who cares enough to read them, and with you I truly have. I love you so!"
The wake-up alarm on my iphone shatters the stillness of the morning – reality, it’s just a dream;
CHAPTER 1
Lessons Learned
What has made him this way? It was like there was some sort of barrier to feelings not expressed or lived, no commitment ever. I have to believe he did want me – some need he wouldn’t admit, at least not out loud. Circumstances prevented that, and his frustrations showed when I vented mine. I couldn’t live nor love like that – not touching, not being there with him. The pretense got to be too much. I so longed for time spent together, the real thing. I kept giving him chances, made all kinds of excuses for him. I now realize I was giving him the power to continue on thinking I would never walk away. Towards the end, he was so out of control; was it a manifestation of everything else going on in his life?
I knew it couldn’t end well, but I deluded myself into thinking it would get better. I threw all caution to the wind, not leaving any room for my usual common sense to kick in. Why did I not pay attention to his actions? That would have told me so much. My close friends cautiously told me over and over, some not so subtly to move on. I chose not to listen, I was stubborn - all I ever wanted was some straightforward answers. And, I told myself, they did not understand the whole situation as I did. I do realize that I was likely hungry for the attention