The Opaque and Lights and Luminescence

By Carol Thuy Pham

In the beginning it was lite and from the clerestory shows the luminescent. There was no other light except that coveted in the derelict grand building. All surrounding it was dark amidst the night. There was only a photon of light that burns ardor from the luminescent. It was silence throughout the night and the candle was lite. All around there was no sound except the burning of the wick and its ignition. There seems to be no life except the motion that was occurring from the candle wick burning the wax that was left in eldritch contour. There was transformation.
-Carol Thuy Pham

• Language: English
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• Release date: Jun 24, 2013
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The Opaque and Lights

and Luminescence

"The translucency is mystic. It appears right before their

eyes then evanescence . . .

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. . . but then it was only hallucination."

Was it an illusion?

Carol Thuy Pham

Copyright © 2013 by Carol Thuy Pham.

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To my Family

Contents

The Opaque

Author’s Note

Prefatory

Chapter 1 The Creature Contents

Chapter 2 The Soaring of the Eagle

Chapter 3 The Latency and Stimulus

Chapter 4 The Translucency of Water

Chapter 5 Particles of Air

Chapter 6 The Polemic of the Homo Sapiens

Chapter 7 The Opaque

Chapter 8 Attraction

Chapter 9 The Retribution of Life

Chapter 10 City Lights its People and Sirens

Chapter 11 The Silence of the Streams…

Chapter 12 Epidemics

Chapter 13 The Legend of Love

Chapter 14 Theory of Color

Chapter 15 The Airport

Chapter 16 The Metamorphosis

Chapter 17 Road Space of the Writer

Chapter 18 Human Destruction

Chapter 19 In Despair

Chapter 20

Chapter 21 The Unknown

Chapter 22 Requiem of his Soul

The Last Chapter Grave of the Monarch

Epilogue Grave of the Monarch

Lights and Luminescence

Prefatory

Acknowledgements

References

The Opaque

Carol Thuy Pham

Author’s Note

This beautifully written book is the elixir of entertainment. I wrote this as the first publication along with Lights and Luminescence. Its lengthiness is superfluous but the texts are conflated because I worked arduously on the training of writing which is the emphasis of the deuce. Some details that I wrote are strictly abstract and only meant to explicate. By this I mean that it is what it states. It is the nexus between the subject and the objective hence the meaning is as is. It is informative but might not be cohesive; somewhat scattered because of the various aphorisms that are conjoined with the plot (text). The reader might wonder where this is going to ramify. The purpose might not be explicit. The novel is a multiple picturesque that is created to tell the plot of the story with mosaic thoughts that piece together the enigma. Each chapter chiaroscuro and shines light effulgently onto a new idea that is discovered. It makes sense at the conclusion when one put together the picturesque to vision the completeness. It requires profundity of thoughts to comprehend the abstract. It is a novel that requires underlying and double interpretations.

Are homo sapiens inherently good or bad? It is nature’s destructiveness that impact them not necessary their inner disposition. This is apparent for some people. It is nature that shapes their disposition. There can be situations that are cadent and detrimental.

Chapter one is a mosaic of thoughts that fit together to form the perspectives of the creature. It is the origin of the creature and its creation. Life starts out with its whiteness. Like a leave of paper. Then we make markings on it and it can be anything. All is possibilities. Life exists in contradictions where the obverses can be the contrast of one another; the venom and the antidote of each other. Things in life can deteriorate if we do not put in the efforts to maintain and sustain it.

To what extent of malignancy is the homo sapien capable of inflicting? This is inherent to each individual. If they are inclined to do bad they would want others to condone vice as well because it makes their action acceptable and it gives them affirmation therefore people tries to make others loss virtue and commit vice. It’s the thing about society, they confirm their malice with one another because they are afraid to be cowards. Until there is someone; the seer of it that changes it. It takes a strong and tenacious mind to change and prick the compunction in another, especially when they are wrong. He who buries his conscience will pay the price of redemption alas.

The end discourse about the cause of the fall of the creature and its imminent death. Life is a cycle of changes that causes growth like the caterpillar that undergo ecdysis in the metamorphosis process. Is it the end or the process that is momentous? It is utmost the transience of time.

What matters most? It is our predilections…

Prefatory

It sticks to you like a leech. The viper sucks your blood and its venom infests the flesh with bad blood. The leech has a personality where it has to live off a host. Its milieu is the corporal of the host. It dwells in there until it metastasizes. The body can no longer withstand it until it collapse.

In the dark chamber there is a spark of white light that illuminate from its section. The room is separated so that the light does not illuminate it entirely. There is section that is totality darkness. There lay the shadow languid because of torment.

Torment to his exterior corporal or torment to the soul that is immortal? The creature deals with this until he finds contrition. It is pity because society vileness have mold him into the theory that he is. A creature of savage to humanity and servantry to his own conviction that plays out in the end. How does he transgress his own compunction with premeditation of the criminal soul? From neoteny how did his innate mind and soul transit into the soul of criminal? Each impulse to harm directive until wrongdoing can prolix. This is what they do to us and we do to the other of our type. When does violence cease and tandem to that how will we pay for retribution in order to establish equanimity. Seems like there is silence of the sounds or behind it, is only there disposition of incursion?

We will look at this in crinoline perception from the top to the bottom. There is much to discourse in a book from what the prefatory states and then in the end it closes with the peroration putting an end to the ramose of thoughts that the book develops. On white paper the black ink is what it says. The story is developed from the text and now it starts from here. Not to sound ardently sophistry, I shall introduce the writer of this piece because he is the omniscience. It is from the crinoline perception therefore one can view it from the top. Already at the beginning the end is predetermined because it is already script in ink. There is already evidence of its permanency. The end, unlike life, can be determine if it turns the content of this book to the end and acknowledge how it will end. There is not necessarily the anticipation of each day to arrive like perpetuation of nature that arrives one day at a time. It happens in sequence. There is a secret ingredient to life that the text is eluded that is it does not have predilections where life is like a roundtable. It spins the choices that are made available for its subject for selection. The text is predetermined because the ink has been penned. That should be acknowledged by the reader because the text is not real life no matter how enticing. It has already been set in stone. It is predisposed therefore the content cannot be changed. Unless it is no longer in the same realm, but another book that the reader have in his hand momentarily. Therefore the plot cannot be changed it is already said in black ink because it is already written. We can flip through this and find out the ending readily unlike life that controls the sequences of occurrences momentarily second by second. His omnipresent echo commands the story. The writer makes himself a scholar because of the volume of work that he accomplishes over the year. It adds over the year until he becomes a man of knowledge. That is he understands what goes on in this universe; the explanation that many of us are eluded. It interest him the subjects of study that he invests most of his time to know therefore he allots numerous time to it. There are numerous things in this universe and therefore it can be extracted for each topic can be loquacious. Even the simplest thing can be described in paragraphs and words. It can take up page to describe a simple concept and imagine the many things there are in this universe. There is much more one can learn. So what goes on from here? Once upon a time I would suppose that it begins to draw a picturesque from black ink of nature from mountains to water to fire to earth and ash. The black ink continues. These elements are the basic elements of earth that are the make-up of the corporal’s humors. It is all that makes up man. This is from the genesis of his creation. The mountains so majestic and magnanimous are laid against the vast and spacious celestial sky. Now it creates the visages of mountains that did not exist before and then it is ingrained.

Chapter 1

The Creature Contents

His birth is coming.

It is a black abyss of plaintiveness the nature of the creature. His inner disposition is aversion like the other of his type. It causes the creature deranged and berserk to be in life. Life is excruciating and moribund because of himself and the other of his type. We make our lives miserable because of self-interest and greed. Government intervention in the germination of his posterity needs to defunct because of its oppression that vilifies prospect. The perspective of it when we analyze its content is that the creature lack fruition. He does not know how to live his life hence there is treachery because of his innate disposition. At birth we already see the perspective and perception of the dark disposition. Not to judge the book by its cover or his synopsis but he will look through it again to decide because life will give it the second chance to if there is desire to act.

I shall introduce the writer of this piece because he is the omniscience. His omnipresent echo commands the story. The writer makes himself a scholar because of the volume of work that he accomplishes over the year. It adds over the year until he becomes a man of knowledge. It interest him the subjects of study that he invests most of his time to know. The simplest thing can be described in paragraphs and words. It can take up page to describe a simple concept.

It begins to draw a picturesque of nature from mountains to water to fire to earth and ash. These elements are the basic elements of earth that are the make-up of the corporal’s humors. It is all that makes up man. This is from the genesis of his creation. The mountains so majestic and magnanimous are laid against the vast and spacious celestial sky.

Visages of Mountains.

It is coming at you like a giant. Monster so monstrous and gigantic it takes the entire air (world) space to contain. It displaces the air in the sky when it takes up the space. It is a gigantic object coming at you. Higher it is disposed and it is falling towards an angle.

Their eyes beyond the sea. It is evanescence and then it is washed out by the hue of the horizon and the mist of the ocean. Its mist fades the eyes that watch them. The eyes exist beyond mountains. It over look it because we can see it afar on top of the mountain. It is even higher than the mighty mountain so majestic. If you were dropped from an elevation do you wish you know how long it will take for you to fall? Do you know how long it will take you to fall? That’s a life time.

The mighty sees emotions.

It is water the extinct fire and not fire that nourish water.* Fire burns upward and the flame is capable of great conflagration. It is one torch of fire that can cause mass destruction. The casualty is enormous.

Things are opaque at night time because we can’t see it for color cannot be seen in the dark. Color is only seen in the light. The unknown is mask. The shadow of night time is that which can be mask the human’s trait is dissolved in the shadow of the night. Its contour is obscured and is not focused.

I

They pity the creature’s soul because his idiosyncrasies would not forbid him to submission. Rapacity eats away his conscience and inters it under the filth of vanity. This is a creature that is narcissistic, insidious and petulant. He is sinful because he is self-absorbed and nonchalant about the concern of the other. He knows no other but I. At an instinct the wicked homo sapiens does not give a damn about the mother that carries him for 9 months in her womb. He comes into the world as an arrogant iconoclast who castigates the convention of his birth. He defiles it. Does he not want to exist? What is in his mind? He is described to be treacherous with profligate nature because that becomes of him when he has fruition to choose it. He does evil relentlessly. The placenta that connects him to his nutrient supply is cut at birth. Leaving him with an indelible birth mark. He cries in pain because of the damage that is going to inflict to his mollify skin and flesh with the vivisection made that separates him from the womb and give him life. The 9 months in the womb was an arduous expedition. Formation of the creature started from copulation and intermixing of the semen and the menstrual blood. The semen has the form cause and the menstrual blood has the material cause.* The blood that circulates his anatomy is infested and disgust. He is an offspring of an illegitimate affair. He believes there is none other than the filial love, but even then it fails him. Yet he does experience carnal love later in life.

Did I do this? The confession to absolve his sin was more than unbearable. Least the repentance is insurmountable. He pays the penitence of their conviction because the tribunal says that he is guilty. Is he aware of this? He lacks a conscience or that he is not aware of its existence even then. There are creatures that do not have a conscience. This has become of him because nature lacks morality. The ghost is the leftover of his soul. Everyone has a ghost because the journey of life takes away its vigor. One becomes weary after a few decades. Life is sucked out of them. They are no longer the neotony who sees life golden and meekful. You see the yellow sun light that is emblem of gold when it is not intermix; in its unmixed state. It has a magnificent and noble effect that is similar to the effulgent of the sun. Life transits to be treacherous because of ones vicious experience. The elder become the more vicious and harsh.

Fruition is a gift yet he might be relentless. To recognize the morality of his own conduct he his watchful. Innately we are born as substances from the semen and catamenia. With acerbic and vitriolic cry the creature immerse himself into the world. Evolution makes him into a man. It is generation. Society corrupts, destructs and dissolute.

What is the ultimate motive of this creature? He can be the creature of inferiority or have supremacy in his mighty and all powerful kingdom. As long as his act is according to the scripture and Foundation of Morality in which he is to defer because we do not permit tyrant, despot and exploitation. What is the fate of the creature? In the end there is resolution.

Does the world have to matter only because we are out of senses. The world is obfuscation and savage. That is its composition. Tormenting in condense. Why are we savage to one another? Why are the homo sapiens inclined to such acts when in the end it is only banal? They lack a purpose in which purpose I do not advocate because it is irksome the reminded. It had been said that it is numerously banal. That is the treachery of mankind. Their inclination to do what is purposeless. Perhaps being such is what brings them pain and torment. Where we are convoluted and not have a direction. The compass tells its direction or else we wouldn’t have a sense of path. That is the mysticism of life. What it portends is evil although the veil of nature makes it seemingly in opposed because of its ornate of beautiful colors when there is light instead of in dismay.

Good people are hard to find because their existence is recondite. It is difficult that once in a while we will be surprise by such gestures. I don’t think there are a lot of good people but some do have the intent of a philanthropist and because of this they will not be beguile the strangers that they accost in a particular transaction. How many good ones are there of us? The preponderance of their natural and innate intent is suggestive of their Id while the superego hinders it because of amoral conflicts with the self. If one does not have morals that can be conflicting. When one does not have moral that can conjure conflicts. The conflict is in having morals but the occlusion amoral which a person no longer has or just takes it out is conflicting to the self. Therefore its establishment needs justification. How is this justify? With one another or is this autonomous fiat. It can be whimsical that one would be about to tell good from evil. It confers to ones natural tendency and inclination.

Either way would present conflicts that are the unsavoring desire of mankind. He is in the state of wanders one who lacks intelligent. Morality parallel with intelligence because only the stupefying lacks judgements of morality. The ego is what mediates between the id and the superego.

Animosity is intuited when the dissenters are in proximity. When they diffuse, intensity is relief and the sense is at ease. The body can be in repose because it does not have to be in contempt within apposition of the repulsion. They are preposterous. Humans have animosity towards one another therefore they disregard ethics. It is the impulse in them to get others kill and harm.

There is no ethics in the other species. It is uniquely human. He is afraid of being thought less. It is just ones thinking that can bother. Life is full of blunders. One commits it and learns never to do it again. He will obstruct it because he does not want others to exceed him. He who thinks vile thoughts will do evil. It is his natural disposition. It is in him to find faults in others and reproach them. He sees the fault in them and not in himself because he is too prideful to think less of himself. He dissociates the defect to the other in order to maintain his superiority. He doesn’t see anybody else except himself.

He will hold power over you if you want, because you are obliged to defer. They work against you and their objective is to not get you what you want. Look inward and not think so much about what other people think.

That’s the thing about everybody. Can they afford it? Our ego is according to what we have. We do not want to be debased. If we are conserved they will not get to us. We watch out for the insidious nature ourselves. It is not what we hear because it not genuine, but we need to find out the condition if we are to not make false judgments.

The Scholarship

The man who invest in knowledge.

It is his pedantic nature that gives attention to the eminency of his education. A man with an education is different from a man who does menial work. A man with an education has a façade that is more sophisticated in nature. He is usually pleasant and less devious. The type of work that he does is with the school and education. When there is order of rank, or any involvement of hierarchy or caste his façade is deviant because he possesses power. The nature of the man who does menial work is often frivolous compared to the educated man. When we compare the two man in their judgments who are we more prone to accept? With bona fide reason we are susceptible to think that it is not a factor that should be compared because education alone does not influence because there is acceptance of a confluence of multiple factors. We do know, but the educated man is innocuous because he is not greedy. He invests in knowledge and books rather than substance and money. That makes him less greedy.

What is the order of essence that education posits on society for both genders? This is a common but contemporary dictates that it is equally important for both men and women. There are particular cases more impervious for men and some cases more impervious to women. There is no dominancy.

Education.

It is what one look at to determine the level of sophistication. One’s status in society is determined based on one’s education level. Education is achieved. Education foments jealousy in others because one who is educated is thought to be smarter. When there is comparison involved then there is not necessarily settlement. However one divides smartness into types. Those who are book smart and street smart.

Yet education is a standard that separates ones class from another and the selection of mate is based on ones level of education. Education makes one attractive because they are capable of expression. Knowledge comes with power and would make students appear well-rounded. In addition, perhaps students are prone to be innocent compared to the corrupted world who value money/ pecuniary and substance over knowledge and books. Both ramose value power therefore the compared. However, the man of books stand compared to the man of business if he is wise because he would appear sophisticated compared to the business man. Both are competive because the business man have money that afford him abundance. Because money comes with trickery and incentives that are view to be conniving. Why I would say that any type of pecuniary comes from trickery and deceit is because money has it values. It has buying power therefore the ability to give us what we want. When we can obtain what we want readily we have the power and prowess to do anything. Nature is vicious and the type who succeeds must bear the notoriety of destruction because the nature of man is envious of his neighbor and those more success than he is. Least he knows of nature. This will make him disappointed because it is none like that of his comfort zone that he secluded himself. The man feels safe if he is by himself. He might not be ready for the challenge when it comes but nature is combative where no one cares about the other well-being. He does things solely for his self-interest.

The free-spirit to write anything that conjures through the mind is the creation of an artist. The topology he creates through the electric language communicates his thought. He communicates through writing. It is part of how language is used to communicate. Writing is the manifestation of ones intrinsic thoughts.

Magnification.

When we learn we magnify our study interest into punctiform pieces like a microscope that focuses on each subject of study for better understand. Like everything in life, focus is required. It is appurtenance that succinct the curiosity of the unknown. The vast array of information and knowledge that one does not know is insurmountable if the act of learning is not penetration to delve into the tribulation and find an answer. Learning usually starts as a general conception that is the basic overview and then it delve into minute details. It is organizational that allows one the best capacity to learn.

An organism is developed from cell differentiation. It requires organization from the globe of cells called the blastula. Like the picturesque that the artist creates it occur per section chiaroscuro that fit together through development.

How much information can the brain enclose? How does it organize the perceived information and circulating thoughts? The brain library is divided into section that stores information in megabyte. Each appurtenance of learning involved in inculcation is critical in relaying information. It is a phenomenon.

The brain thinks faster than the dexterity of the manual. The thoughts that escalate the deluge ramose of thoughts seem overwhelming with plethora information. This brings nexus into a tangent appurtenance that permit emergence of thoughts that are stored in our memory. Learning organizes the inundated data into its ramose. Yet the single ramification is magnified when that section undergo development.

The system indefatigable. There is ignition of the dendrite and synapsis. The inordinate information deluges the brain. The complexity of the brain that early morning has already created traffic with the circumventing information that deluge the axon. The firing of its dendrite is dynamite. The propagation of the information down the axon is innervating the electrical circuitry.

The mind is refreshed after penning the information that transverse the brain. There are data that are loss because of its transience existence in the thinking brain. It can be elicited when the brain recalls the information to bring it to short term memory. The circuitry is propagated via the innervation of the neurons. The neurons contain the electrical current that is propagated when learning occurs. When information has to be recall, the brain consciously recollects the data by tracing the ramification and route of the neuron. This happens at a fast pace. The circuitry that is needed to make connection for recollection is chemically active.

There are good knowledge and satanic knowledge that we should keep away from. No forbidden knowledge but there is some that can escape. We do not want to know the satanic knowledge when it deluge because it is poisonous. Resist the temptation; it is error.

The morning exercise left the brain feeling healthy because it has done modicum thinking in expressing the details of its thoughts. There is learning and magnification from the data that deluge and the organization that escalate to section it into ramose and storage of memory.

The Present.

The placid of the latency before dawn is quickly disturbed by the sound of the clamorous sirens in the city. I wake up at the early hour to indulge in my work but the earlier riser is already animated from their nights rest preparing for the competition of the day’s work. Preparation is success.

The early hour before civilization starts is tranquil especially Monday morning at the start of the business week when the species begin their hunt after the season intermission of vegetation.

Today’s mantra is like the other seven days of the week. "They admit to the pleasure of saying no." The effort in each word is the writer’s wealth. He reaps the benefit of being part of life every day. Therefore there are the interactions between him and the world. Yet his mantra is kept. I have talked about the scholar. He who invests in his writing is adept in this skill. Language is profound.

It can be a sentient, appetitive, demonstrative and eloquence. A compulsion that easily drives addiction for its profundity and fluidity of expression.

Its work is versatile and beyond the imagination because every artist holds a different pen. In which one can create an adventure more than exhilarating than any have experienced before. The sensation seems chimeric because its expression is provocation and enchanting. The language of the author is captivating and mesmerizing to create the experience that impresses. It must meet the eyes of the masters because the best cannot be without an addition to their collection.

Thoughts are analogous to expression which is pen in text as the product of the writer. He sells his imagination and thoughts to those who are interested and might think the same. They might share his same thinking.

The Unknown

Then we finally meet . . . he meets the stranger and engage in the interaction. That is convention in life. Ultimately, the stranger is himself. The strangers come face to face with one another when he need to converse with his soul. He makes his reflection and is the only one able to converse with his soul. When he looks at the mirror does he ever see another person. Does it seem as if he converse with another person? At times he does not look like himself. He looks like someone else. Therefore it seems as if he is converse with another person. He does not recognize himself. Is this his own reflection that is reflecting from the mirror? He was almost not able to recognize himself, but he does not see others.

The bird came back and perch on the electricity post that connects electricity to the homes of the residents. They are at rest and then they flew away.

The scent of vanilla chai in the early winter morning provided a refreshing ambient. There is a cozy ambient because of the hot steam that rise from the tea. The customer can smell the delightful scent of aroma that effuse from the blend the spices in its natural content that comes in a small tea bag. The brewing is transient. They can smell it from the cottage where his work is done. It takes place both in archaic and modern times.

There are inordinate subject of studies that are of interest that I don’t mind investing time to study. The topics are versatile.

Faculties are one of the aphorisms that will contain in this book. We possess faculties that are inherent. Intelligence and intuition. The multitude strength and the individual intellect.

Genius.

The mind is a ramose of thoughts. They include inserted thoughts of both finesse and force. I discover that apprehension is multifaceted. The nuance of words define much more than its literary meaning. We understand the one way street the first time we are exposed to it. When understanding is betterment, we understand the profundity in its connotation. Not just nuance, but its understatement.

Streets meet at an intersection. The road space is continuum and the ramification expands with exploration. We explore thoughts and it is much complex. We have talked about this. There is the one way street when actions are perpetuated in this manner then it is a continuum. If we fail then it is a domino effect that causes the falling cascade. When actions are perpetrated one way then it can reach an extreme but then we would know it. Emotions are sensitive therefore ones impression is remembered. Choices that one makes can be fixed through compensation if the error is not indelible.

The Writer.

The writer of the story is the scholar. That’s what She writes so far. It is preferred that the dominant male is used as the narrator. Writing becomes a habit and routine after training to write every day so that the book can be publish on time by schedule. After the walk one is ready to get back to work with a refreshing mind to effuse creative thoughts for writing. He jots down the things of interest that others might care for to read. He creates it. What does one do for an interest? To create creative writing that would be of interest and to tell a story. It writes effusively because it does not like to waste time. It prefers to be productive.

For the passage of time, one spends writing and getting it publishes. It is a collection of things one learns over the pass years. One does research as well and compile the data to write. His language makes its creative so that it interests the reader. We like to read good writers. His writing is predilections. It is word of valedictorian.

There are days of lassitude and lethargic that one might take a break from the writing tasks. He writes less. He spends the extra hour if does not attend to his study to drive around and exercise. He reads, writes and does research. I think this is considered an ascetic life.

Its enterprise blossoms because of his creativity and knowledge. His ability to explain thoroughly makes him a great writer.

Life, what’s its purpose? Does it confer nobility to take less of his share but gain goodness in an intrinsic quality? He gets to feel better about himself? Whichever is his preference. He is not greedy. Whatever he chooses is his predilection. A thing has its usage. A vehicle is meant to take you to your destination after a period of time. It serves its purpose. Like there is a purpose to everything we do in life.

Money is Compensatory.

Money is not an utmost essence because it can be recycled. It is dispensable because you can remake it. It is a way of circulation. Currency gives you buying power, but it does not buy everything and it cannot buy everything. It can exchange goods for the goodness of life.* we can get what we want from money and therefore we are happier. People have spending habits because it replaces the constraints in life. Not much care too much about money, but it is an essence of life. Money comes and leave. There are things that money can’t buy that is what they all say. No matter how much money you have, there are the intrinsic values that you can’t buy.

It closes with the auburn stars that shine in the sky light. Then it appears evanescent at the passing of the night.

It is still pit dark at the7 am in the morning. In another season, it is already light out.

The values are intrinsic.

The complexity of the mind puts more weight than needs be. Think simple is relief. Evasiveness is heart-stricken and onerous.

A person has rhythm and cadence with its motion. When it is disrupted there is a feeling of unease. One becomes entrained to the amount of work, if it is less thinking the brain will feel a blank space. If it requires more thinking than it savior the brain because it gains alertness. When it is alert, it needs to be put to action because it wants to think. The brain that does plenty of thinking nonstop will need to do thinking in order to condition it. The heart is the central organ and then the brain. The brain exercises its thinking capacitance by writing. It is trained to do so at particular hour and so it is alert at a particular hour to do the task. When the brain is ready to be put to work than it is prepared. It lust for thinking to do. That is because the brain loves to think. Like an athlete who runs, once that start running they can’t stop running because they are trained to do so. The brain if trained to think it will think. It does work that require thinking because the brain requires it to feel euphoria and satiation. When the body feels lethargic the brain can still function because it has most of the body oxygen reservoir. Not just that, the brain is entrained to think.

Each morning before the hour of dawn is exhilarating because the start of a new day. It is a new chance for renew every day at this hour because we can begin again. It is transience the night before when we close our eyes to sleep before the arrival of the break of dawn. For the night is short but it excites because we prepare for the morning’s adventure.

Life is a Fiction. We keep on making things up as we go along. It is indeterminate the fate of it, yet it is perpetuating therefore we can construct it. What we do tomorrow happens to be the next sequence of events.

The connoisseur of intelligence is a genius.

II

From the beginning we construct Man after his organ is created from air and water. Now he becomes man with an inner disposition that is confluence of nature and nurture. Does his ethics hold?

Between Man and Creature.

The creature is man with bad habits. The creature is a bad man who knows but still does evil with intention. He does not deserve mercy because the bad man is vicious of his vengeance if he is sentient to the malice yet still condones it. This is evil. He does not have a good conscience in this conduct. If he is to become a man of goodness, does his conscience defer to his scriptures? Can it convert his bad habits? What he resolves to do to redeem for his vice should be done when he has the time to. If not then he will pay the high price of redemption in perdition. The man fights combat between good and bad. If he wins then is superior. This is difficult for the bad man because his habits will preclude it. It is habit in the bad man to do malice therefore he will be tempted into doing malice. It is the bad habits of man that makes him the creature. But bad nature makes him a brute.

Chapter 2

The Soaring of the Eagle

The empryrean celestial see the below.

The problem of the homo sapien evil is Narcissism. It is characterized by an unsubmitted will.** Our refusal to acknowledge evil and its persistence is evil. Ones self-indulgence will think sublime of oneself to think that one action is wrong. He would give himself reasons for the righteousness of his action. That which is preposterous might seem plausible to him because he is evil. He is conditioned evil. For if one has intention that is malignant and one let it happen then it is considered evildoing. The instinct that tells one of evil doing is revulsion. When one experiences revulsion it is revolting the evil action. It is one’s instinct telling oneself of evil. It is appropriate of transform ones revulsion into compassion because our instinct is a warning system. One who is evil will ignore this revulsion at a particular instant because he does not care.

One is conditioned into being evil when one continues to make wrong choices. He loses a part of who he is because of the outcome of his decision. Its wrong doing result in guilt, but if he does not feel guilt then he is not ashamed of his choice. His narcissism will get in the way of his sentient for shame. Because he is self-absorb he will not see faults in his action. There are those who are afraid of being evil because he does not like to sin. The emblem of the evil serpent that is Satan will reappear and torture to his soul. Because he does not want this he will conform and act righteous. The story of Promethius is the legend of narcissium, where the eagle bites his heart when he does evil because he is too self-absorb to conform and see his faults.

Luxury is exchanged for guilt when we make wrong decisions. Because we continue to make wrong decisions, guilt is harbor. Unless we go back to where we first make the wrong choice and amend it, the guilt will not be exonerated. For every guilt there is a dovetailed evil. Unless it is fixed the guilt will persist. What stops one from going back? It is narcissium. Least they do not feel shame.

The study of evil is complex. The varieties of people’s wickedness are manifold.**It pertains to their destructiveness towards another. The content to them is dangerous because their capacitance under compulsion is indeterminate. By this I mean that they are capable of doing anything under provocation. The homo sapien’s will is inordinately strong that it can impel them to do anything. How evil they are can be extracted from aggression and jealousy. It will provoke them to act. It is in the choices they make that make them evil and this pertains to the circumstance of the situation.

The genesis of the homo sapien’s evil is a development process as well as an innate disposition. We are not created evil or forced to be evil but we become evil slowly over time through a long series of choices.**

It is genetic that also determines evil. Evil seems to run in families. We can grow out of evil by thinking compassionate thoughts and making good choices. As we develop we grow out of being narcissistic through care and love. We do not have to defend ourselves when we are cared for therefore we do not have to do evil onto another.

Evil is conditioned from our wrong choices. When we have made a wrong choice and we do not go back to fix our blunder it will be more difficult to continue that path. One will continue to make wrong choices and have having to accost the judgments of nature, therefore ones heart will harden. There is no compassion therefore one’s continue to be wrong. What is wrong has evil components. It is love that can overcome evil. The heart is truly the organ of love because it feels it with each pulsation.

It is guilt that hardens that heart.

Not passion or intelligence but character that is moral. Character pertains to one’s will to do good versus evil. Strive to do the virtuous deeds of life because it is morality. One’s character is developed. The more decisions one make, one will have tendency to make the correct decision. One will be unease with a wrong decision because one has ferment this character.

It is persistence of goodness that forms ones character because one just does so . . . and this he obtains from experience.

Beware the nature of tricks and snares.

I

When the homo sapiens race there is the compulsion to resist.

The Virtue of Authenticity.

There is an instinct and reason to know what is good from evil. The rational foundation morality is a touchstone that guides the order of rank (importance) of morality. How is morality developed? The nature of homo sapiens constantly evolves and the vicissitude of the system that recognizes morality is unpredictable. By what standard is an act consider virtuous? Today one knows what is good and evil. We examine what makes us human? The distinct from homo sapiens and animal is our possession of a conscience and the ability communicate. When the mouth opens to communicate to tell a lie then it is inordinate to possess. It is better to hold a conscience because what speaks from the mouth is contradictory to the conscience. Unless the mouth does not know of deceit, what comes from the mouth is only tribulation.

Even when the mouth lies, the way it looks still tells the truth.

The mass moral. How insulting it sound when anybody counts man. With the work of script that can be written to express their conniving prove the government of wickedness. Where there is no ethics the creatures are but plebian. To explicate this truancy takes convincing to contrive their corruption. Before the public there is limitation. What is considered must pertain to utilitarian. He must consider how it looks before the eyes of the multitude. Does the law of the public differ from the law of the individual? His act before the public… His judgment must be fair when scrutinize by the public. If it doesn’t matter than it’s different.

When the rank commit before the eyes of the multitude he might not be burden by his conviction because the law bow to him. How impartial is this. It is the nature of the creature and his portent to society. He is a black dog. The dumb creature will be prosecuted for the malice that is not absolve will he is in hell. He who exploits the weak when they become stronger will ridicule his stultifies. The creature who is relentless will endure the curse of this imprecation.

He thinks he can avert the eyes of the novelty and conspire to do malice because of his rapacity. The omnipresent eyes watch him because he has not been deposed. The omnipresent eyes watch him because the meretricious creature will be condemned. It sees the evil of his nature without integrity and sensibility. What a harlequin this creature because of his prodigal. He is drudgery and arrogant. He is to doom for his oppression and malignancy. We talk about the eyes of omnipresence. Does it confer good or evil? When reason is not known and violated then the law is handicapped. Aspersion is to be castigated. They make