Embouchure: poems
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Embouchure - Emilia Phillips
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Let us go back from the mountain, down to the plain.
—FROM GILGAMESH
Girl, you’ve got an ass like I’ve never seen.
—PRINCE
AGE OF BEAUTY
This is not an age of beauty,
I say to the Rite-Aid as I pass a knee-high plastic witch
whose speaker-box laugh is tripped by my calf
breaking the invisible line cast by her motion
sensor. My heart believes it is a muscle
of love, so how do I tell it it is a muscle of blood?
This morning, I found myself
awake before my alarm and felt I’d been betrayed
by someone. My sleep is as thin as a paper bill
backed by black bars that iridesce
indigo in the federal reserve of
dreams. Look, I said to the horse’s
head I saw severed and then set on the ground, the soft
tissue of the cheek and crown cleaved with a necropsy
knife until the skull was visible. You look more
horse than the horses
with names and quilted coats in the pasture, grazing, unbothered
by your body in pieces, steaming
against the drizzle. You once had a name
that filled your ears like amphitheaters,
that caused an electrical
spark to bead to your brain. My grief was born
in the wrong time, my grief an old soul, grief re-
incarnate. My grief, once a black-winged
beetle. How I find every excuse to indulge it, like a child
given quarters. In the restaurant, eating alone,
instead of interrogating my own
solitude, I’m nearly undone by the old
woman on her own. The window so filthy,
it won’t even reflect her face, which must not be the same
face she sees when she dreams
of herself in the third person.
*
MY MOTHER CONFESSED I WAS CONCEIVED TO RAVEL’S BOLÉRO
And so began the formality
of my embarrassment. The nightly
polishing of the borrowed brass
buttons that open & close
my heart like a soldier’s
jacket. In time, I learned
how to tie the blue silk
ampersand (under, over, & in)
at my throat, just below the absence
where a crabapple would have
bobbed if I had swallowed
one in the womb. Now
I wear white gloves when attending
to my worry’s tripleting:
what if what if what if—
I am made of a man who took himself
too seriously, whose naked chest
was an advertisement
for undershirts, & of a woman
who made him a season,
only to despise his storms.
If I had been a boy, my name
would have been Alexander.
(If I had been a boy, my father would’ve excused my behavior.)
Sometimes I fool myself
into believing my eyelids crash
like cymbals when I refuse to
look dead in the mirror, silk blue
in the seemly dawn. Sometimes
I imagine myself with a third leg, pantomimed
with the butt of a rifle, so I can dance
properly in time to the heart’s murmured 3/4.
THE CAST, IN ORDER OF APPEARANCE
First it was the midwife whom my father gave a dozen red