The Darkside of Sex: Jessie

By Pamela Rivette

Those who were to protect love and nurture Jessie stole her childhood virtue. In Jessie’s teen years, she fell in love with the guy next door and eventually married him. After several life tragedies forced her down the road of no return. Jessie discovered a devoted ally and new love in a police officer, Suzie Johansson.
Suzie fell madly in love with Jessie while giving her a safe harbor and swore to love and protect her. While in a relationship with Suzie, Jessie began exploring her carnal fantasies. Until one fateful crucial night when Jessie walked down the path of self-destruction.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: Sep 21, 2020
• ISBN: 9781716580482

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The Darkside of Sex

The Darkside of Sex

A fast, paced erotic thriller.

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Written and Published by

Pamela L. Rivette

© The Darkside of Sex, is the intellectual property of Pamela L. Rivette. Published By, Pamela L. Rivette and Printed by Amazon. Would like to especially Thank Brenda Bolton for the artistry of bringing Jessie to life on my cover.

Dedication

This fictional series is dedicated to all the women who have been mentally, emotionally, or physically abused by others, and for whatever the reason never received any type of vindication or justice.

One dollar off each Amazon sale of this series will be donated to my local town’s battered women’s shelter located in Alvin Texas.

This book, The Darkside of Sex is dedicated in the honor of my deceased ex-father-in law. Edgar Harlan Rivette who passed due to complications of covid-19 in December of 2019.

Table of Contents

Introduction: ………………………………………….7

Prologue: ……………………………………………….8

Chapter 1: The Last Straw……………………….11

Chapter 2: Little Girl Lost……………………….20

Chapter 3: The Neighbors……………………….27

Chapter 4: Mark’s Return………………………..34

Chapter 5: I Do………………………………………42

Chapter 6: The Big Reveal……………………….52

Chapter 7: Trail of Tears………………………….63

Chapter 8: Double Jeopardy……………………..74

Chapter 9: Officer Johansson……………………84

Chapter 10: First Lesbian Experience…………93

Chapter 11: Dirty Laundry………………………104

Chapter 12: Garcia’s Bar and Grill……………111

Chapter 13: The Abduction……………………..117

Chapter 14: Tortured………………………………122

Chapter 15: A Prayer Answered………………..131

Chapter 16: A Young Hero…………………..….137

Chapter 17: Risking It All…………………………140

Chapter 18: On the Run…………………………..143

Chapter 19: Discovered……………………………147

Chapter 20: The Hunter…………………………..153

About the Author: …………………………………..156

Preface

  From childhood through adulthood, I to have gone through diverse types of abuse in my life. I always had a deep desire to find a way to feel vindicated in some sort of way.  (The Dark Side of Sex, series of books), Is my way of exacting vengeance, but in a healthy non-threatening manner without taking my frustrations and pain out on those around me. My fictional character Jessie is placed into extremely violent sexual situations. Ones like I never had to endure by the grace of God. Now I hope you enjoy (The Darkside of Sex).

Introduction

Jessie’s childhood virtue was stolen by the people who were supposed to protect love and nurture her. In Jessie’s teen years, she fell in love with the guy next door and eventually married him. After several life tragedies forced her down the road of no return. Jessie discovered a devoted ally and new love in police officer, Suzie Johansson.

   Suzie fell madly in love with Jessie while giving her safe harbor and swore to love and protect her. While in a relationship with Suzie, Jessie began exploring her carnal fantasies. Until one fateful crucial night when Jessie walked down the path of self-destruction.

Prologue

Ever since the first time I saw Jessie standing on the side of the road. There has been a deep desire inside of me who had to love and protect this amazing woman. Jessie is the first woman I have ever cared this much for. Before we became involved, she had only willingly been with her husband Mark. Deep down I realized there may come a day when Jessie would decide to return to a heterosexual lifestyle. If I held back my emotions, I would not be true to myself and I could lose her. Recently Jessie has been withdrawn. It is like Jessie has been living in a world of illusion. Her thoughts and feelings toward our relationship is unknown. Yet I found myself loving this girl more than life itself. Hmm, Love can be a powerful all-consuming emotion at times. Does Jessie even appreciate how hard I am working at trying to get a promotion as a lead investigator. The lead homicide investigator position is perfect for me. It would allow me to spend more time with Jessie at home.

We live and work in a sleepy little coastal town here in Texas. The severest of crimes we have here are of the domestic variety. There has not even been a murder in over thirty years. That is until now.

Today I responded to a call from one of our local hotels. There has been a homicide in-room three-thirty-three and I was the first to arrive on the crime scene. As I walked closer to the door of three-thirty-three, the most putrid smell hit my nose. The pungent odor of death about knocked me over and caused me to bend over to wrench up my lunch. I immediately went back to my squad car and requested back up and a coroner. Beyond any doubt I knew a body was on the other side. Before I could enter the room, I had to wait for proper safety attire to arrive.

As I waited patiently for the coroner and my other comrades to arrive, I went to the hotel office and requested a key to room three-thirty-three. Before requesting that the desk manager evacuate the surrounding rooms.

  The desk manager was a frumpy balding older man, who spoke with a heavy Hindu accent. He informed me a do not disturb sign had been on the door for four days straight. The neighbors in the adjacent rooms have been complaining of a horrible stench. The hotel operator sent the house cleaner to see if the room needed cleaning. After no one answered her knocking, the maid used her maintenance key to enter. To her horror, the employee noticed blood splatters everywhere including the ceiling. After catching a glimpse of a pair of hairy pasty white legs on the floor sticking out from the other side of the bed. The house cleaner turned around and fled the room, Screaming dead man, dead man!

  The manager explained how he had run out of the hotel lobby to investigate the commotion. He witnessed his employee peeling out of the parking lot still repeatedly screaming the words dead man. Immediately the hotel operator went back into the hotel lobby and called the police.

Chapter 1

                The Last Straw

Deep in the heart of southeast Texas, a spring storm wreaked havoc on a lovely ranch style home community. A strong gale forced wind howled through the surrounding trees, while heavy rains pounded down upon the rooftops. Flashes of lightning lit up the night sky in jagged bolts, as the thunder rhythmically rumbled in time.

  Jessie tossed and turned in bed, dreading the moment her spouse would return from his night of consuming too much alcohol. Every night after work, her husband stopped by an Icehouse called Mason Shea's to drink. Nightly, he came home drunk off his ass. She knew deep down tonight would be no different. Jessie trembled over the mere thought of his consistent demeaning and hateful behavior.

For the last eight years of their ten-year marriage her husband has done nothing but direct anger and hatred toward her. She never knew what method of torture he would use next.

  As Mark pulled into the drive, the lights from his car shined in through the blue drapes hanging over their bedroom window. When Jessie heard him stumbling through the darkness toward their sleeping quarters, she laid motionless in bed. From fear, her heart raced a million miles per second as Jessie pretended to be sleeping.