Sacrilege
By Barbara Avon
4.5/5
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"The monster isn't beneath the bed. It is in the mirror, swallowing at all the vile things it wants to say – choking on bile to make them go away."
Wayward priest, Cris Corelli, has rid himself of the sacred collar and leaves town -- boarding the midnight train with no destination in mind. No matter how far he runs, Satan is following him, lurking in the shadows. Corelli finds himself at an unassuming boarding house, run by beautiful, yet tortured, Jules. She has her own secrets. They are the kind that echo in the mind, despite the screams that are meant to drown them. On Thanksgiving Day, 1985, Cris and Jules are bonded by a senseless act of violence that brings the small town to its knees. They indulge in drugs and alcohol to numb the pain, and together, they teeter on the edge of darkness. What they don't yet know, is that Satan still lurks. Warning: Dark themes throughout.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Some characters fall in love with each other. In Sacrilege by Barbara Avon, Jules and Corelli just fall.
When our main characters meet, they’ve both already been through some stuff. They remind me of a pair of super-heroes who have abandoned or forgotten their powers. Nobody around them knows how great they were or how amazing they could be. They both try to fit in to their surroundings—her with some ordinary if not awkward job, him by seemingly moving about the planet like the Hulk from the old 1980’s show or David Carradine in Kung-fu. Another 1980’s show, grasshopper.
They meet. Some negative stuff goes down. They feed off the negativity in some way, which in turn triggers their true forms and they promptly begin to feed off one another’s energy. Its great. It’s sexy and poetic and a little bit of oh my god, what the hell.
It’s written like an expanded poem, like what someone wrote before they died from their self-inflicted wounds of a torturous relationship. Not a bad relationship. Just one they were tortured in. It’s written like it’s from somebody who died while falling in love. Their notes were left strewn about and Barbara Avon was quick enough to piece it all together.
It’s a short novel and reads well, not a thriller or anything meant to keep you on the edge of your seat. Flesh is meaningful in this one, not an item talked about to prove anything particular. By flesh I mean sex. By item to be talked about I mean plot. This story is about these characters and how far their flaws will push them. You’re on a journey in a small time and space observing them.
Barbara Avon doesn’t merely tell the story. It’s crafted and presented in a way that’s subtle and nuanced. At times it has the format and feel of a thriller but with none of the thriller content. I’m speaking of the intermittent flashbacks that give a layering to Corelli and his past. It lends you the sense of a substory. I think the technique is also why the story doesn’t break 300 pages. Scenes are layered, nuanced, and personal.
By the end, I got the sense that the story was less a tragedy and more of a discussion on how not everybody can survive a relationship, but that doesn’t mean we leave, does it? After we’ve failed, don’t we still try with whatever we have left?
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Sacrilege - Barbara Avon
Disguised beneath a delicate shell, is the monster I call ‘woman’.
-Cris Corelli’s Diary, October 10th, 1985
One
The boarding house façade was weathered by years of neglect, made worse by pigeon excrement that dripped down the red brick like the tears too often spent by the righteous souls who slumbered within. Its peaks rivaled the breasts he recently suckled during a brief, lewd affair in a train depot stall.
Cristoforo Corelli scratched at his naked neck. He had ditched the sacred collar by the side of the road on a drunken walk home from Herley’s Bar, thrusting a symbolic middle finger towards God. That night, cloaked in darkness, he had pulled it from his jeans and beneath a smattering of rain, he tossed it into a water-filled ditch and watched the pristine white transition into the same colour as his blackened heart. At home, accompanied by the roaches, he indulged in the last nightcap he would ever consume, washing away remnants of his former life with swigs of Holy wine. He left what little he possessed on the Formica, save for the likeness of his mother housed in a simple frame, his Hollies’ collection on Cassette tape, and his well-read Bible that served to remind him of that for which he was to atone. Unlike the man who takes his own life, Corelli skipped the formality of a letter, and boarded the midnight train to an unknown destination intent to shed the skin that felt taut against his asphyxiated soul.
At the top of the stairs, he examined the etchings in the wood of the massive door; signatures left by those seeking sanctuary and being denied entry. The heavy brass knocker was unadorned, and he lifted it and dropped it, once. He was acutely aware of the hour when the door opened, introducing him to a young woman dressed in red shorts and a black tank top. Her legwarmers were nestled against her calves. Her dark hair matched his own and was piled messily atop her head. Her demeanor lacked finesse when she opened her mouth to speak the words meant to dissuade the lone traveler.
It’s late.
I know. I need a room.
She scrutinized the man who bore a resemblance to her father in black and white pictures of him in his army greens before a bullet dispersed his brains over foreign soil.
Do you have money?
I have enough.
She stepped away, pulling the door fully open, inviting him into the foyer that was plastered with signs advertising Boarding House policy, and one misspelled sign that made him cringe: Me Casa, es su Casa.
Thanks,
Corelli said, dropping his backpack to his feet.
How long are you staying?
the woman asked, securing the door for the night.
As long as it takes. What’s your name?
What does it matter?
I’ll just refer to you as ‘woman’, then,
he said, dispassionately.
Jules.
As in rubies, and shit?
As in ‘July’. Do you want a room, or not?
Leaving his backpack on the floor, Corelli walked towards the threshold of the adjoining room, an expansive space with long tables set up in the fashion of a Bingo Hall.
How much?
he asked the woman without facing her.
She walked to stand before him, adopting a stance she reserved for Bill Collectors, and rowdy guests.
Fifty a week. Eighty if you want meals, too. Breakfast ends at eight. If you like to sleep, you don’t eat. I need half as deposit. No refunds.
Corelli shrugged off his black leather jacket and reached into the inner pocket producing a money clip.
My grandpa had one just like it,
Jules said, mocking him.
Ignoring her, he counted out sixteen ten-dollar bills and handed them to his new host. That’s two weeks. Paid in full.
I can count,
she said, flipping through the stack. She stuffed the cash in her bra, opting out of writing a receipt. Follow me.
Corelli threw his jacket back on, retrieved his backpack from the foyer, and followed the woman to an office riddled with hundreds of leather-bound antique books that seemed misplaced in a world where rock music was coveted, and poets went ignored. His fingers traced the page of one opened book at the side of the large, oak desk where, behind it, Jules busied herself with the House ledger.
Man comes and tills the field and lies, beneath,
And after many a summer dies the swan.
Me and cruel immortality
Consumes: I wither slowly in thine arms...
Tennyson.
Yours?
What of it?
she asked, raising her head from her work.
Are you always this warm?
It’s two in the fucking morning, and you came to me, remember? Sign here. Add the date and time,
she said, turning a book in his direction.
Corelli signed his name like a million times before, scratched out the moniker Father
and tried again, noting the time as 2:01 A.M. He watched as Jules opened a drawer, withdrew a cash box, and deposited the bills.
That’s a big eating area,
he said, gesturing behind him. How many rooms do you have?
Only three. We rent that space out to the locals for meetings and things like that. Extra cash.
Got it.
Here’s your key,
she told him, handing him something on a string. Don’t lose it. You’re at the top of the stairs. The only open door. You’ll find linen and towels in the dresser. No visitors allowed without informing me first. Any questions...Cris?
she asked, glancing at the ledger.
Who is ‘we’?
What?
You said, ‘we rent the space out’. Who is ‘we’?
Good night, Corelli.
Jules walked by him wordlessly, extinguished the only light in the room, and disappeared down the hallway. Shadows danced by the light of the moon, playfully crossing his path. The rich, dark, hues that inhabited the walls made the room feel like it was closing in on itself. Corelli felt a sense of belonging in the space – if it were possible for a wayward priest to belong. He felt as if he was being assimilated into the chamber, forever ensconced between brick and mortar.
As he turned to leave, seeking refuge through his dreams, an Alabaster statue that was nestled within a hidden nook, winked mischievously after him.
’Wicked’ is of a strange vernacular. The kids these days mean it to describe something ‘cool’. Satan must be amused as he sits in the fiery depths of hell.
-Cris Corelli’s Diary
Two
He awoke with dry mouth ; his tongue parched from lack of booze. Trembling fingers held a cigarette as he rested in bed staring at the ceiling that was dotted with brown spots of moisture or mould. His room resembled a tent. Its sloped ceiling gave him little room to stand. He shifted and scratched at the middle of his back where it met the floor as he slept, likening the bed to a cot. An antique dresser lacked a mirror. Setting his feet upon the cold floor, he unpacked his bag and placed his mother’s picture on the furniture. He used the glass in the frame to see his reflection, and as his eyes met hers, her sickly pallor forced him to look away.
They called her a handsome woman
in her day. She was a stage actress for the local theatre, channeling many of Shakespeare’s heroines. Night after night, her name occupied first place on the playbill. Her dressing room rivaled a flower shop; gifts sent by admirers both secret, and overt. Red roses were her favourite, The colour of passion,
she had said in a voice mimicking Greta Garbo. Her dusty white complexion was synthetic, until the day it wasn’t.
Naked, Corelli approached the only window in the room and watched as God painted the sky in shades of pink, blue, and purple. A century-old tree was adorned in Autumn foliage. He envisioned himself as a boy raking leaves next to his father. There was always an old tune on the man’s lips, thus gifting Cris his love of music.
The smoke from his cigarette stung his eyes. He snuffed it in a plastic ashtray that rested on a tiny table next to the bed, pulled on his jeans, and left his room to find the shared bathroom.