The Secrets Behind the Secret: The Gospel of Iblis, #1

By Kam the13th

At the bgining there was the empty thick darkness of the Ghayhamm, at the end which is in 2039 there will be nothing but the consumming black matters of the Ghayhamm, in between there was the Game, the bet and the development of mankind ,in the 8th century  the world was heading towards great prosperity and peacefull coexsistence and a pact was signed by the suerpowers of that time , the pact of Harun was signed in Baghdad and for four centeries the world prospered and advanced in a good pace , what was the pact of Harun about ? who signed the pact and who brokered it and why ? when the pact was broken it unleashed the powers of the Ghayhamm and the darkside of man, speed became the focus of man, faster and faster until we reached today, speed will bring the end of life sooner than it was meant to end ,few thousand years sooner, and the date was set , end of Game is in 2039 , its almost impossible to alter this outcome because half of mankind wants this to happen and they are the most powerful and influential but there is a very small bright light and hope , you could be triggered by this book and join the saviours afterall its a fight for life and Earth, my name is Kam the 13th and i am a Seeder , the 13th of my kind, I carry the blood of the signatures of the pact, the knowlage of Iblis and the intellect of God . this is my life.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Kam the13th
• Release date: Oct 3, 2020
• ISBN: 9781393926337

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The Secrets behind the Secret

The Gospel of Iblis

Seven years has passed since I left my little town, being a Seeder is not an easy duty to master, but I have answered the call and learned all the skills and tools needed, I am master of my powers now , with the help of my Tempter and my embedded Soul NOOR, together we become the first unified Insan( male and female as one), we became Guardians of Earth and its Environment. soon we will be able to manipulate the elements and help restore order, but the Enemies are powerful , skillful and have total control over the Human Race, the resources and the Governing bodies of the World, however a big awakening has swept the world and millions of young and determent boys and girls have joined the fight , they call them the Earth worriers , the Environmentalists or the Love brigades, supported by the finest minds of a new Generation of true Humanitarians , the People are no longer taken for granted , they know the truth and they will never be cheated  nor fooled again, they do not trust the politicians who proved to be nothing more than mouthpieces of the enemies of life and humanity, the Ghayhamis. Noor and I on our way to Cairo Airport, leaving Egypt and heading To London, our job is done here, leaving behind very few tempters as it was the case with most of the Arabic countries we have visited and tried to recruit or activate Tempters, but those People are busy killing each other’s, searching for fake beauty and identity, Just like a cursed lands inhabited by cursed people who have nothing in common with the rest of us, Egypt like the rest of the middle Earth people have fallen way behind , they cannot reach and the rest of the world cannot wait for them.  I received few messages from Mr. KAM who I will be meeting for the first time , I understood all of his messages and notes , I will share them with you , try to figure them out and make a connection and remember everyday is a new day, a new dream and a new Goal, let your Goal be to preserve the Environment , let your dream be a world full of Love and let your fights be for human rights , let the sun shine on all of us.

Until when he reached a Pass between two mountains, he found people who could hardly understands his words. They said O Dhul Qarnayn, Gog and Magog are causing corruption in the land. Shall we pay you tribute if you build a barrier between us? He said what my Lord has established for me is better, but help me with labor, I will make a dam between you. Bring me sheets of iron, until he had leveled them between the two mountains walls, He said, blow until he had made it like fire. He said bring to me that I may molten copper over it. Thus, Gog and Magog were unable to pass over it, nor were they able to penetrate it. He said this is mercy from the Lord, but when the promise of my Lord comes, He will make it Level, the promise of my Lord is ever true. Surat al-Kahf 18:93-9 

•  And I swear by the star’s positions- and that is a mighty oath if you only knew. Quran 56;75-76

•  When the stars are extinguished 77,8

•  Baraq (Buraq)    * God gave this method of transportation to his angels throughout the universe. The Quran calls them ‘Ma'arej    and describes how angels use them for long distance travel. Today Moslems know that these ‘Ma'arej’ is what scientists call wormholes:

•  [Quran 70.1-4].  Someone asked about the penalty that will befall  the unbelievers; (A penalty) that has none to ward off;  (a penalty) from Allah (who owns) wormholes , The angels and the Spirit ascend to Him in a day, the measure of which is fifty thousand years. Any object passing through this wormhole will also experience this same time dilation (one day inside wormhole vs. 50,000 years on Earth) and not just those angels. This time dilation does not say how long it takes you to cross the wormhole, it just says that when you pass through the wormhole you age by this ratio. This space is called hyperspace

•  The account of the War of Ezekiel 38–39 or the War of Gog and Magog in chapters 38 and 39 details how Gog of Magog, meaning Gog from the Land of Magog or Gog from the Land of Gog (the syllable ma being treated as equivalent to land [8]), and his hordes from the north will threaten and attack the restored land of Israel. The chapters describe how God will make his presence known through an earthquake, and send torrential rains, hailstone, fire, and sulfur - subsequently destroying Gog and Magog. Following the defeat of Gog, God will establish a new Temple where he will dwell forever with his people (chapters 40-48).[9]. Theologian David Petersen refers to an underlying theological message, that even so fearsome an enemy as this is ultimately under the control of the God of Israel, since it is God himself who says to Gog, I will bring you against my land.

•  "Son of man, set your face against Gog, of the land of Magog, the prince of Rosh, Meshech, and Tubal, and prophesy against him, (the new King James version)

•  Starlink is the name of a satellite network that the private spaceflight company SpaceX is developing to provide internet to remote locations. While SpaceX eventually hopes to have as many as 12,000 satellites in this so-called megaconstellation, the size and scale of the project have flustered astronomers and amateur sky watchers, who fear that the bright, orbiting objects will interfere with observations of the universe.

The first 60 Starlink satellites were launched on May 23, 2019, aboard a SpaceX Falcon 9 rocket. The satellites successfully reached their operational altitude of 340 miles (550 kilometers) — low enough to get pulled down to Earth by atmospheric drag in a few years so that they do not become space junk once they die.

•  Bill Gates boosts fight against virus that threatens three billion, Dec .13 .2003

Bill Gates releases coronavirus plan, discusses his 2015 warning on highly infectious virus 

•  There are approximately 2,153 billionaires in the world, according to Forbes. Nov 14, 2019 

•    According to the OECD in 2012 the top 0.6% of world population (consisting of adults with more than US$1 million in assets) or the 42 million richest people in the world held 39.3% of world wealth. The next 4.4% (311 million people) held 32.3% of world wealth. The bottom 95% held 28.4% of world wealth.   But now in 2019 There are about 150 people that run the world. Anyone who wants to go into politics—they are all fucking puppets ... There are 150, and they are all men, that rule the world. Period. Full stop. They control most of the important assets. They control the money flows ... And these are not the tech entrepreneurs. They are going to get rolled over in the next five to 10 years, by the people that are underneath pulling the strings."

•  This is all top of mind this week because last November’s interview with former Facebook executive for user growth, Chamath Palihapitiya, started making the rounds again, as Fakebook and Zuck got cucked in the search for scapegoats who can still be tied to Russia, now that the Trump thing is kinda sorta halfway falling apart. Mediapost. March3. 2018

Let us recall that one of the key subjects addressed at last year’s Bilderberg Conference — which customarily has 120-150 attendees — was The War on Information. The media spin was that it addressed how to battle fake news, but what if it did not? What if it was about the opposite? It is not like any reporters were allowed into the conference.

The focus has been on Palihapitiya’s comments about how Facebook is programming us and the guilt he feels about popularizing the platform, which he believes is ripping apart society. But there is also an eyebrow-raising segment where he talks about who runs the world:

COMMENTARY

String Theories: How Many People Run The World? by Tom Siebert, Op-Ed Contributor, March 26, 2018

How many people do you think run the world? If you say nobody rules the world, or there is no cabal that rules the world, I’m calling bullsh!t. Feel free to fold me up a nice little tinfoil, but I'm going to pound it down.

His whole interview is a must watch, but that last segment is the $1,000 bill from his money quote: The tech entrepreneurs are going to get rolled over in the next five to 10 years by the people that are underneath pulling the strings.  The evidence of the day shows he may be behind the curve.

Look around. Will it even take five to 10 years? You can sense the accelerated timeline — these 150 dudes may think they do not really have that much time. The internet is making a disgruntled populace both better and worse informed, more divided socially, yet united in dire political straits and ripe for some kind of pitchforks, torches, and AR-17 kind of thing.

Sure, looks like constricting free speech on the internet is a top goal to squelch that, STAT.

Let us recall that one of the key subjects addressed at last year’s Bilderberg Conference — which customarily has 120-150 attendees — was The War on Information. The media spin was that it addressed how to battle fake news, but what if it did not? What if it was about the opposite? It’s not like any reporters were allowed into the conference.

The preferred term for this so-called elite crew of world shapers is Superclass, as explained to us not-so-superclass types by somebody who would know: David Rothkopf, who wrote the book Superclass while he was managing director of Kissinger Associates. It is a political and strategic consultancy that only Superclass types — mostly white, male, trans-Atlantic — can afford.

Who are these Superclass folks running the world? As Palihapitiya says in his eminently quotable interview, they don’t give a shit what you think about their fucking worldview.

For that information, the best resource into this fascinating shadow world of money, finance, power, murder, bribery, and blackmail is the Netherlands-based Institute for the Study of Globalization and Covert Politics.

•  The Ghayhamis need to drink the Blood of a Virgin girls from their Virginal Vaginal while they are still alive, to activates themselves and connects with the GHAYHAM. Iblis 789 AD.

•  While the fear of being kidnapped may persist for one's entire life, in 2019 the number of missing persons under the age of 21 was much higher than those 21 and over, with 235,367 females under 21 reported missing, and 62,823 females over the age of 21 reported missing .Feb 27, 2020 , statista.com

•  The lack of a common definition of missing child, and a common response to the issue, results in few reliable statistics on the scope of the problem around the world.  Even with this challenge, we know that:  In Australia, an estimated 20,000 children are reported missing every year. Australian Federal Police, National Coordination Centre.

In Canada, an estimated 45,288 children are reported missing each year. Government of Canada, Canada’s Missing – 2015 Fast Fact Sheet.

In Germany, an estimated 100,000 children are reported missing each year. Initiative Vermisste Kinder.

In India, an estimated 96,000 children go missing each year. Bachpan Bachao Andolan, Missing Children of India.

In Jamaica, an estimated 1,984 children were reporting missing in 2015Jamaica’s Office of Children’s Registry

In Russia, an estimated 45,000 children were reported missing in 2015. Interview with Pavel Astakhov MIA Russia Today, Apr. 4, 2016.

In Spain, an estimated 20,000 children are reported missing every year. Spain Joins EU Hotline for Missing Children, Sep. 22, 2010.

In the United Kingdom, an estimated 112,853 children are reported missing every year. National Crime Agency, UK Missing Persons Bureau.

In the United States, an estimated 460,000 children are reported missing every year. Federal Bureau of Investigation, NCIC.

•  Historians in Egypt believe that the tomb of Cleopatra and Mark Antony will be uncovered soon as archaeologists believe they have finally discovered the long-lost tomb, close to Alexandria, Egypt.

Cleopatra and her husband, Mark Antony are believed to have been buried together in 30 BC. Archaeologists believe the tomb has been located around 18 miles from the famous historical Egyptian city.

The Egyptian archaeologist Zahi Hawass told the Mirror, "The long-lost tomb of Antony and Cleopatra will be eventually uncovered.

"The burial site has been finally estimated to be in the region of Taposiris Magna, 30km (18 miles) away from Alexandria. The Mirror newspaper, London 22 January 2019.

IT WAS THE last hour of the last day of a long, frustrating dig, and Calliope Limneos-Papakosta was ready to go home. For 14 years the Greek archaeologist had been scouring Shallalat Gardens, a public park in the heart of Alexandria, Egypt, for traces of Alexander the Great, the ancient conqueror-turned-pharaoh who gave the city his name. Now it was time to leave—empty-handed.

Then a bit of soil shifted in the pit and Papakosta’s assistants called her over, to inspect a piece of white marble poking out of the dirt. She had been disappointed in the dig, but when Papakosta saw the flash of white stone, she felt a surge of hope.

I was praying, she says. I hoped that it was not just a piece of marble.

Her prayer was answered. The artifact turned out to be an early Hellenistic statue bearing every hallmark of Alexander the Great. It was a powerful incentive for the discouraged archaeologist to keep digging. National Geographic 28.2 2019

Archaeologists: The Ark of Alexandria restored the dream of finding the tomb of Alexander the Great

Thursday, July 19, 2018 10:52 AM The Ark of Alexandria

•  Today, Thursday, Secretary-General of the Supreme Council of Antiquities, Mostafa El-Wazary, inspected the ancient cemetery of the Ptolemaic era and the ark made of black granite, which represents the largest sarcophagus found in Alexandria Governorate, which was discovered by the Egyptian archaeological mission of the Supreme Council of Antiquities during the work of digging sensors on the land of one of the Citizens on Al-Karmili Street, in the Sidi Gaber area, east of the city, during the past two weeks .

The archeologists, in press statements, valued the value of the important archaeological discovery that restored the dream of finding the tomb of Alexander the Great, according to what was confirmed by the historians and ancient researchers' account that he was buried in Egypt, especially in Alexandria, noting that archaeological and historical evidence confirms that the tomb and sarcophagus do not belong to the King of Kings. Alexander the Great.

•  According to Egyptian news outlet El-Watan, they initially lifted the lid of the tomb by just 5cm (2 inches) before the pungent smell forced them from the inspection scene entirely.       They later prised it open with help from Egyptian military engineers, BBC news July 20. 2019

Scientists from the USA, UK, France, Italy and China are in Alexandria inspecting the remains found in the tomb of Alexandria after fears that the toxic pungent smell that was released from the lifting of the lid of the tomb could be a form of bacteria or even viruses , the casing of the tomb were made from an unknown metals never been seen or used before.  the seventh day newspaper July 25.2019.

What was in the tombs? who placed it there?    Why is it so important to find the tombs of Cleopatra and Alexander?  did they release a new Virus into the world when they uncovered the tomb?  Was it where the Covid 19 originated from, did it start from Egypt in August 2019?

why the interest from USA, UK, China, France, and Italy?    who are the Ghayhamis? What does Gog and Magog have to do with it?   You heard the use of the term Them, who are they? now? and who were they then?  

God is real , it doesn’t matter if you don’t believe in God , but God is real and so is Iblis (Satan) so,          When Islam, Judaism and Christianity as well as Buddhism believes the existence of creatures or characters, there must be a truth somewhere.     But to know the truth is not an easy task, mysteries of the past hold the keys to the future of mankind , we all know the stories of Islam, the Quran and Mohammad, Jesus  , the bible and Christianity , Moses  the Torah and Judaism but do you know about Iblis and his book, who is Iblis you may ask , well the answer is , he is the Devil to some of you, Satan for others, but is he really the Devil? Or there was a conspiracy and a well-guarded secret behind it. If you dare to know the truth and search for the facts, if You ever wondered if we are what we are , if you ever believed in the word Them, do you want to know who are they? Who is behind all of this? Do you value your life and the lives of your Children, do you care about Earth and you are willing to fight for it?      If your answer is yes then welcome to my Book, get ready to be astonished and activated, get ready to change your beliefs and faith, the truth is here.         My name is Badr and with the help of Mr. KAM we are about to take you into a journey through time and The universe , if some of the facts disgust, scares or intrigues you please do not judge the events, there are reasons behind it, there are secrets behind a secret.  open your mind, only read, and get triggered.     Welcome to a world you never knew it existed.

THE PRESENT TIME, AFTER 7650 years journey

Cairo Airport October. 22. 2019   Noor and I were heading towards the VIP waiting room at the Airport, we were very excited to meet Mr. KAM , he is one of the best male Tempter of all times , a very good friend of Uncle, and he is joining us after twenty years away from the rings, we are heading to London for the seven rings meeting. Noor and I were not feeling perfect yet , we just like the rest of Egypt have had this bad flue which was new and very dangerous , nobody knew what to call it but it was persistent , tiring and kept us in beds for few weeks. Mr. KAM who is great traveler and a cultured man is in his mid-fifties, had just recovered from the same flu so when we met him he didn’t shake hands with us and apologized, by saying he just had a bad flu and he would hate to give it to us, Noor and I laughed and told him it’s okay because we just had it as well , he surprised us when he said I think it’s a Virus which was released when they opened the Alexandria Tomb and he elaborated by pointing us towards few men one of them was Chinese , the others all Europeans, they were wearing facemasks and sat on different chairs avoiding each other’s it seemed . Noor as usual felt their presence and whispered Ghayhamis. Mr. KAM agreed by nodding his head.         So how long have you two been together, you are the complete item.  I have been guarding you for the last five years, we have great hope in you and lots of expectations, you have succeeded in gathering the tools and that was not an easy task.   He surprised us, Noor was amazed to find out that she has been watched for five years and she didn’t feel it, I had the same feeling but tried to not show emotions when I said seven Years we have been together for seven years, but why didn’t you contact us before I added. There was no need for it , he said, my job now is to make sure you two get to the meeting in London, and help you write the book , you will be the first one to write about us , the world needs to know now, this is the right moment in time to open some doors and let the public see what’s behind the doors.     They have uncovered the remains of three of the Gog’s soldiers who were brought into Egypt by Ptolemy after the death of the great Alexander, those men there have the DNA and tissues of the bodies ,in my opinion, they don’t know what curse this will bring the world, they have been contaminated so they will not live long, my ring’s task is to stop them from delivering the samples to their masters, although I think they already shipped it out of Egypt using diplomatic bags. However two of them will be at the F5 meeting at the Masonic lodge of the freemasons Hall in Great Queens street, not far away from our meeting at the hospital club in Covent Gardens , its only few hundred yards away, we always have our meetings at the same time with close a proximity so we can scan them and find out what they are planning to do, the Hospital club is a gift from our great friend and tempter Paul Allen.   Noor said my God bless his soul, he and Mr. Jobs were great men, we met them. They are not dead my dear, our great seeders and Tempters don’t die like other humans, they transform and get transferred so they could guide us and the others , you will discover that when the time comes, as a matter of fact, its time your Uncle get transferred , you know that don’t you Badr?

Yes, I said with a broken heart, yes, he informed me.

So, are they trying to wake up the Gog and Magog Mr. KAM? Noor asked nicely so to change the subject as she felt my sadness.

I am afraid so, The Ghayham has become extraordinarily strong and the Ghayhamis think its time they wipe out half of humanity if not all the useless people as they call them.   But we are ready for them, all the seven rings are in London and with what you two have managed to gather, I think we have a great chance but we need the people to wake up and take part, we can not do it without the people although we do have a great numbers who are organized and work very hard to safe Earth and the Environment.  we need the rest of the people who have been numbed and brainwashed to wake up and take a stand, therefore we need to write your Book and the Gospel of master Iblis. Only when the true People of God, unite with the Seeders and Tempters of Iblis. with the help of the ordinary People who value life on Earth, and believe in nature and the Environment, we can win, otherwise say goodbye and farewell to life as we know it by 2030.

Chapter 1

The first Sin

On his sixtieth birthday SAM declared defeat as he knells down with tears in his eyes waiting to run down his cheeks for either joy or sadness, he doesn’t know what the outcome is, he looks at a sixty years old woman who doesn’t look at all her age, she looks more in her early forties, youthful eyes, juicy lips, shiny skin, good soft black hair, white teeth pinky bronze firm arms and legs, her laughter was softly killing him.        as for me  I was hiding as usual in the basement of the old house, masturbating, and it was kind of fun watching a man declares his undying love to my grandmother, I was fascinated by this young-looking old man, who spoke like a confident young man with a bit of nervousness and a hint of anxiety, in front of me from my hiding place I can hear him declares with tears and broken voice to my grandmother that he was looking for her in every city and every woman he met, Laylah I always loved you, I run away from you but you never left my soul, what am I going to do. I needed to declare to you that I needed to do what I did, I always Loved you and I will die loving you. But that is all I could do, you know. Laylah stood up there in silence, her eyes wandering and her mind seems to be everywhere, she bites her lips then slaps her face softly a few times as if she wants to wake up, what do you want me to say she suddenly shouted at him.  Did you ever love me the way I loved you?   Did you?           She looked at him with a mixed feeling of pity and anger, why are you back after all these years, you saved both of us but killed both of us at the same time by leaving, what brings you back, what do you expect from this, go now, I cannot answer your questions, do they know you are here, do they know that you have come back home?     No.            to be honest I am a bit confused firstly because I do not know who this man is, but I am fascinated by him.                                                                  who is he?  was he Iraqi, was he an Englishman who lived in Iraq when he was young?                  you see he looks very British the eccentric type; he dresses immaculately, his beard is more British than an Arabic one, well-groomed.            I, with my family lived in Karbala.     The holy city is about sixty miles away from Baghdad where most of my grandma’s family lived, she has been divorced for the last fifteen years but still holds her job as an adviser for the local government.                     my mother was the second child but was the first to get married, she got married at the age of seventeen and gave birth to me nine months later, my grandma got married very young as well, I think she was twenty when she got married, I don’t know much about my grandma family because we live far away from them but I know that she had two sisters and one or two brothers, this man looks like he is related to her somehow.     when I suddenly appeared from my hiding, my Grandma was a bit nervous and shaken.                           I saw that in her face, so I quickly said, ooh I have forgotten my camera and notebook. I did not want to bother you, so I sneaked in, sorry grandma I did not know you have a guess.   she breathed in a relax sum of air and said, you scared me, you silly boy, this is Mr. Sam, do you know who he is.   I shook my head meaning no idea who the man was, she looked at him and said.     this is Badr my grandson, why do not you two get to know each other’s while you walk to your car,     you were on your way out were you not.                                I liked the man so I asked him if I could spend some time with him, I told him that I like writing and would love to know about his life and travels as I was very much living in the hope that one day I will see the world,             he looked at me and smiled, do you know who am I boy,?  do you have any idea what will be your reaction when you hear my story?                        do you promise to keep an open mind about what I am about to tell you?                      can you make a promise to keep listening until the end?   yes, I shouted,         I promise.                 no matter how strange and shocking, he demanded.   yes, I replied.  then come and see me in Baghdad, I will be there for the next ten days, find a way and come, you have many cousins there but ask your grandma and tell her you want to write about my travel and adventures.  Ok a good idea, I will ask her.    Listen he said with seriousness and firm scary look.    It is our secret yes?                             yes, I said, and I meant it.   Okay, he whispered his mobile number to me as he walks away towards his 58 light black and white classic Bentley,    he looks so good sitting behind the wheels very much like a film star from the black and white era.   he looked at me and said just as he drove away, you will drive in Baghdad so bring your driving license.   I went back to my grandmother’s house, she was praying so I didn’t bother her, I left her house and went back home excited about what will tomorrow bring, wondering whether my parents will allow me to go to Baghdad, I decided as I promised not to mention Mr. Sam or his visit to grandmother I decided to call my cousins in Baghdad and ask them to call my mother and tell her they are having some summer work and they want me to help them and earn some good money knowing my mother loves the idea of me making money like all Iraqi mothers, as I was walking my way back home the idea of my grandmother and Sam being lovers started to sound pretty exciting, obviously he is related to her and perhaps they were in Love and the family didn’t agree like most cases in this country.     Perhaps they had an affair and he did not oblige her by asking for her hands.   maybe they were lovers while she was married to my grandpa, so many different versions of the same movie played inside my head.                    or could he be the lost brother whom I heard so much about when I was very young.                                   but hold on, I said to myself, he said to her he loves her and only her.               No, No, all these questions and being a lover of Indian movies made my headlight.      filled with expectations and excitements, for the first time in my short life I feel sexually excited about life, being brought up in a war zone, in a city that only celebrates religious events, such as the birthdays and death days of all the Imams, no cinema house no dancing clubs, not even a mixed-sex café, it was left to my imagination and poor hands to extract the illusions of happiness and sexual adventures.      but soon I will have more material, stories, and visions of life where normality dictates happy teens, sexual intercourse, kisses, laughter, and dance.      I just cannot wait for my journey to start with Mr. Sam.   I was bouncing up and down as I reached my home, my mother who always waits for me sitting near the open windows of her room gave me a funny look as our eyes met, my eyes asked what are you doing mother, she says it’s my prerogative, obviously I had to walk like a man. Something wicked and dangerous was playing inside of me, I know this feeling, am not very comfortable with it, it makes me feel sinful and bad, but it also makes me feel alive, all my body was calling for it, my mind has settled and opened the fantasy window to reveal the joy of doing it, slight hard-on made me run inside the house so mother will not notice, she is a radar, she sees everything, I don’t know, maybe it’s a mother thing, all mothers have it .       as usual she shouted from her room that I was late, and my dinner is cold now.       I like it cold mother, thank you, now you can sleep, I am safe, goodnight.      do not forget to switch the TV off so you do not wake up your sister.     Ok, good night. I shouted back.   the wicked thing inside me made my stomach boils, everybody in bed now,       I hope I can get a good feel of it I hope I could see it or part of it, I walked slowly towards the TV room.      I can hear the TV, it has a French movie, I entered the room, my sister who is one year older than me likes to sleep on the floor with a mattress. she was watching the movie, its Alain Delon and Romy Schneider in the swimming pool, very sexy scene, I just walked inside and sat on the sofa behinds her, far enough to not see her face, as she was watching for the first time a sex scene while I was in the same room,   I’m sure she is familiar with all the dirty websites, but watching it together is a different matter, she kept watching without a move until just seconds before the penetration scene, we have had some innocent touches when we were young, I made sure she has seen my manhood few times, but I never tried to do it again for a few years now,   I was wondering does she remember the last time I touched her while pretended to be asleep.       she turned a bit to get inside her bed, she looked at me with a slight thin smile for fraction of a second just before she pulls the thin duvet over her head pushing her backside outside the duvet but only a little.       I have a killer of a hard-on now, my body is on fire, my mind confusingly excited, shall I try, go ahead, and try?      The wicked devil in my head was shouting yes go on.      I struggled for a few minutes.     what if I do it and she wakes up to confront me, it’s my death if this happened, it’s the biggest sin, the unforgivable, the death sentence by Government and family, I was about to give up, the fear is tremendous.       I cannot breathe, my heart is beating so fast and loud I am sure she could hear it, suddenly she moves a bit as if she was hot, she pushes her ass out of the duvet now, all of her ass and half her legs were out, it’s an invitation I convinced myself, her wide panties reveals a shaven young pink meaty vulva, I cannot believe my eyes, I cannot comprehend the moment, I just went somewhere else, not on earth, not anywhere familiar, I found myself sitting behind her licking her, sucking its lips so hard surely she is awake I kept telling myself, she likes it, she wants more, she didn’t move, not even a hair.           I started squeezing her pussy so hard it was like milking a breast,  her gushing was so mush it covered my face , she was so wet now, she cannot hold on, her steel nerves no longer strong enough to hold her feelings, she started to push her pussy into my mouth , her body shaking like a leave in a storm , I didn’t want to do anything else, I only enjoyed seeing her having multi orgasm,  it was what I always fantasized about , never an intercourse , only licking her  until she dries out , her body went back to normal , I made sure I kissed her pussy one last time, perhaps for the first and the last time ever , I touched it to say goodbye , I covered her , got up ,switched the TV off and the light off as I was about to leave I felt a hand holding my leg, I looked back , she was awake half sitting , without a word she reached to my belt, opened it, got my pants down , her warm hand entered my panties to be met my steal hard cock , she stood on her knees , her thick black hair covers her face I can see my cock entering a jungle , the delight , the sensation , the thought of what’s happening now and her were too much to control but I didn’t want to make a noise, I had to kill it inside me ,  the warmth of her mouth was enough  to take me to heaven, she had it all inside her mouth when I ejaculated , it was so much she couldn’t keep it in her mouth , it was dripping all  over her hair , I was in paradise and it was paradise, she softly said  one for one, no more  no less and never again, she covered her face and body again but this time is like locking up.

Chapter 2    

The peculiar meanings of rights and wrongs

Ooh dear God, is this my time, what a hell of a day, I just wanted to get to my room and bed, I wanted to masturbate again and again and again, I will cherish the taste, the smell and the feel of her.      I could smell her in my hand, I look at my happy swollen and proud cock, yes it has been sucked, my hand was so happy, my fingers dance like a punch of crazy hummingbirds, my lips ooh, my lucky lips, they know the flavor of young virgin pussy, the ecstasy liquid, the softness, the perfumed lips, the tight and juicy ass, I, ooh , did it perhaps five more times, I slept in a sea of cum on my towel.   I did not sleep much, few hours, as a matter of fact, I did not want to sleep, my daydream is better than all the dreams, I have reached the impossible, the forbidden.       I wake up with obviously a hard-on, as if he was waiting for me, looking straight at my eyes with tears of love juice, I swear my cock was like a pussy cat playing for love, my mother’s voice was like a nuke, destroying the moment perfectly, me and my cock cowered under the blanket.    Are you awake Badr? The first thought was shit. her voice was serious and demanding, did she find out, did she see or heard us, I wanted to die or disappear, but her voice came back with calming news.     wake up, I need you to walk your sister to school today. what?  Did I hear her right?   yes, mother, I am awake, what did you say.   not needing encouragement my mother busted into my room, one look at me and she started.       You look very pale, you did not sleep much, are you sick?   no, I