ESL Or You Weren't Here
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ESL Or You Weren't Here - Aldrin Valdez
ISA
Tagalog
Nanay once joked that when it came time to move to the U.S.
she’d beg the pilot to turn back. Or she’d jump out of the plane
swim back to Manila.
Come back
I pray
langoy
langoy
langoy ka.
Swim with the river.
Sa ilog.
Taga ilog.
From the river.
Tagalog: People of the River.
Nanay
emerges from the water, cursing
the trash and tae floating all around her, clinging to her ill-fitting dress, something she’d only ever wear to who knows—maybe an embassy, to a stuffy plane full of ‘kanos & balikbayans-to-be.
She twists her hair dry, a gesture her arms have memorized wringing wet fabric ten times as thick down the street from her house where neighbors gossiped over laundry.
She thinks to get on a jeepney, but she doesn’t want to stink up the whole bus with the shitty water drying on her skin and clothes.
PUÑETA!
LECHE!
Tagalog curses feel good on her tongue.
She spits on the earth & begins to walk the many, many miles back to Tondo. She is used to walking.
The skin on her callused heels is a map of broken streets & syllables that fall like rain water on newly paved asphalt
i sa
da la wa
tat lo
a pat
li ma
a nim
pi to
wa lo
si yam
sam pu
Blue Bakla
isa
Contrary
to what I’ve been made to believe most of my life,
I am notempty.
The air is full of water and someone’s
hand pricks at it with a needle.
The water rushes out.
I panic.
Water is sadness
pulsing
in thick waves, now unstoppable.
I’m scrambling and shouting at other people to run.
All my borders are soaked!
And worse
blue is seeping into yellow.
dalawa
When yellow meets blue
it is a floral duster dress
my grandmother’s body fills in.
But if you were to burrow
into the belly of her dress,
you would find endless layers
of patterned fabric
and no body.
tatlo
My grandmother is my mother.
She is Nanay.
I am a child and I have lost her
at the gate of St. Mary’s Academy in Manila.
The security guard
is a scowl in uniform
berating me:
Your lola has to leave.
Kaylangan niya magtrabaho.
Get inside!
apat
Behind the gate, black & white shapes move swiftly through the halls. The bleached statue of a haughty Virgin Mary in the courtyard punishes a snake under her marble foot. October is Rosary Month. Every morning we kneel on the red tiles, a student leading us in prayer over the loudspeaker.
I seem to alwaysbe quiet.
I am dumb.
The teachers’ befuddled stares confirm it
but I am fine