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however, what the poet intends. Most, if not all, of the poems dealing with love, will easily be understood; so, likewise, will most of the poems dealing with God, as the poet knows Him. Some of the poems will easily be found to be too long and somewhat laborious and/or tedious, but the poet just got carried away with the love of words; love is frequently blind, but love should never be boring. It is obvious that a lot of the poetry is self-centered, but that is what can happen when the poet gets caught between the lines and is expected to write from that mysterious vantage point.
Anyway, I had a lot of fun writing these poems, and I don't regret having published even one. I don't think I will have embarrassed myself too badly, but I am prepared for the ridicule when it comes. I've done what I love, and I am, by and large, happy with the result.
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"Godzilla Beneath The Lamppost" - Richard Ilnicki
Copyright © 2020 by Richard Ilnicki
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Printed in the United States of America
ISBN: 978-1-09831-883-3 (Print)
ISBN: 978-1-09831-884-0 (eBook)
This book is dedicated to The Unknown Poet,
Whether dead or alive.
The only gift better than a book is time enough to read it
R.A. Ilnicki
Your body follows your mind. Where are you taking yours?
R.A. Ilnicki
"You can make God be whatever you want him to be,
But you cannot make him be what he is not."
R.A. Ilnicki
Table of Contents
A Daughter’s Suicide
A Spontaneous Human Combustion
A cloud has fallen
Unheard of
A vocabulary of the dead
After they laid me in the ground
Amputated psychological dispositions
April
Ashes to ashes…to ashes
Barking up the wrong tree
My complex
Carbon Dated Man
A Solemn Responsibility
Cheered-up
Your Trojan Horse
Dog day afternoon with Jimmy
Drained of blood
dredging up the past
Far Be It From Me
Free A Last
Gifted
God dropped the bomb
Godzilla Beneath The Lamp Post
Grave digger
I beat dead horses
My ears see her
I hear voices
If You Are Not Near Me
If you want to read to me
In the arena of language
Incarcerated thoughts
Jimmy
Just when you thought it was safe
Language?
Left holding the skin of my wife
Literary Evacuation
Love in the age of psychiatry
Manslaughter
Mary Frances Joyce
Mary, My Mary
Mary, Queen of Ireland
May 14, 1948-Medinat Yisrael (Zechariah: 2:8)
First strike/June 1967
Mike Webster (Smash-Mouth Football)
My body is breaking
My Broca’s Aphasia
My Deaf Voice
My bark
My depressed bones
My Words
No Man’s Land
One Man’s Garbage
Our feminine side
Oxygen Debt
Paper thin love
Persona Non Grata
Poems read after my death
Primordial congealed fossilized cries (Tommy’s Voice)
The Quintessential Poem
Reading between the lines
Today I Feel Like Samson
Semitic Man
Sometimes Dreams Come True (She Is My Child)
She, looking over
She broke my sound barrier.
Should we have our heads periodically examined?
Some kind of accident
Something about my poetry
Swallowed alive
Take Me To St. Bernard’s Hospital
Trench warfare
The blade of suicide
The bread of tears
The cast iron dictum
The celestial embrace of the bridegroom
The chunk of skull in the belly
The Einsatzgruppen Doppelganger Crisis
The Lobotomy
The Lost Thought
The prodigious weight of love
The Revisionists (Butz/Chomsky et.al )
The closed casket
The Corpse of Poetry
The doctor said
The Incalculable
The muzzle
The problem with my poetry
The punk
The sewer of self
The silent treatment
The sound of soul (Motown)
The suicide
The Thoracotomy
The trust before the slaughter
The Unfather
The unidentifiable
My Dark Side
The Test
The wine has become vinegar
THEY CAME IN BROAD DAYLIGHT
They flattened my tongue.
Book Burning
Today I feel like Oskar Werner
(Poetry in the 3rd Degree)
Unbelief
Unconventional magic
Undesirable
Virtual reality
Voices of ashes
Watch God
What a shame
When not in the bell tower
When they cut me off
When I jumped from the moving train
When I pulled the plug
When I slit my wrists
When least expected
When love decomposes
When she cut me open
When they dragged me out of my grave
When they told me
Where were you on 02-25-1945?
Where to find me
Whose Throne Is It?
Without rising to stand
Years and years and years ago
You who have come to me
Your Bed
Your boots
Your Next Breath
A Daughter’s Suicide
Love in the balance
often hangs by a thread.
Frequently we can watch love hang
as a dangling innocent
swinging precariously above a fire,
but we cannot see the thread
by which love hangs.
It is attached invisibly to a nebulous
dancing star just out of human reach.
If we could only see the future of love
we would embrace love with love.
We would hold love tightly to our breast,
its silhouetted baby pink toes
just high enough above the flame
safe and secure in our strong arms.
At all costs to our proud immutable selves
we would set a vigilant watch
and attend closely to love.
We would willingly wait on love
hand and foot in delightful sacrifice
lest some untoward harm would come to love.
Sometimes the thread by which love hangs is thin
representing a tenuous line strung across a lonely universe,
a world slowly closing like an invisible noose.
This expanse is far too broad
to accommodate the young thread’s limitations.
In this self-imposed imploding vacuum
fear cannot co-exist with love.
Thus, the thread breaks
because love’s unknown is much too heavy a weight
to be held in the brittle clay of human hands.
So, we can cut love down,
and we can drag it through the city of guilt and doubt
behind the wild horses of our (if only) finite minds,
but true love, though it can be ridden hard,
brought to its knees humiliated and broken,
can never be buried,
because when the fragile thread of despair breaks
the infinite dimension of love in the balance
will land safely into our outstretched arms,
and we will carry it in our hearts forever.
A Spontaneous Human Combustion
Spontaneous human combustion, that evacuating scream,
erupts suddenly without a trace of fire.
The necessary conditions for combustion don’t exist.
This confirmed metaphysical phenomenon
is a mysterious conflagration of exhausted flesh,
dry bones, and an unholy spirit in search of an exorcist.
No scientific explanation supports the conclusion.
Something must have happened from the inside out
the heart cannot contain. In other words,
some silent deaf and dumb ischemic attack without a voice
is about to scream at the top of its congested lungs,
Fire! Infarction! Fire! Infarction. Burn baby burn!
Taken to hell by absolute zero (-459.67),
frigid, naked and unbearably hot,
the determinate counsel of thermogenesis
backs introspection into a dry tinderbox corner.
This pyromaniac is a bulimic soul
that cannot keep the taste of love down.
Exasperated, frustrated, depressed, and helpless,
This poor soul becomes engaged in a wave of silent protest;
something malignant within is rebelling.
Hail, fire and brimstone don’t help; they produce unquenchable guilt.
The last protective nerve ending is unsheathed
exposing the squirming convoluted subconscious.
This raw familial exposure sends you through the roof
of your mouth, and you must obey the voice inside your swollen head,
a clear directive that says,
Emerge! Touch the sky or die!
Red sky, red flag, red herring, red badge of courage
bring you to a new high, and your veins begin to smoke
with the smell of an undetected electrical fire.
The pain shifts back and forth across the international dateline
until you have no idea what day it is.
Frustration gift-wrapped as uncertainty takes root as bitterness
beneath the tree of abuse and shame.
In this jealous garden
tentacles fertilized with anger produce the lush fruit of hatred.
Finally, after all is said and done, swallowed alive and whole,
desperation engenders a sense of hopelessness.
You’ve spent your last emotional dime, and you can only watch
psychologically motivated memories arise
like a gaggle of gestalt geese gagging.
They are inviting you to join them south of the border.
Your hyper introspection irradiates flammable despair.
It burns your X-Ray to the nth degree.
Bonfire flames of vanity smoke and pepper
the blue sky with imploding black holes.
You are now caught red-handed,
an incendiary who is immolating his carcinogenic self,
And vengeance is yours,
until the definitive intransigence of your meditative posture
brings you to a new high
just one degree above the highest.
A cloud has fallen
A cloud has been violently torn from its sockets.
Painfully detached from the safety of the sky, it has fallen
Directly onto my head.
Its bloody flailing dangling orphaned limbs
Have wrapped my head like the tentacles of a squid.
It didn’t hurt, but it did clothe me in mystery,
And it changed my voice.
This new voice filled my pants’ pockets
With romantic fluffy poems,
Sugary verses that tickled the ears of innocent bystanders,
Fans wrapped in cotton candy and salt water taffy.
I also cut my first cute rhyming record
That produced platinum warm fuzzies.
My once nondescript autograph was now worth something,
And, furthermore, I didn’t need to read
In smoke-filled, nearly vacant, run down coffee shops
Off the beaten path.
Coincidentally, this new voice filled my pockets
With lots of money,
And, of course, those things that only money could buy.
Use your imagination.
.
At about the very same time
In this previously unfamiliar hemisphere,
Pulchritudinous pedestrians, the same bystanders,
Filled to the gills with blue blood,
Who never had to punch a clock,
Were developing cloudy dispositions
Based on the deplorable state of the economy.
Stress was playing havoc with their neurotransmitters.
They were losing their hair and their balance.
Their succulent lives saturated by fat
Had become silently ischemic. In the process, however,
They had also grown ears
Worthy of hearing the truth.
A ‘changing of the guard’ seemed to have taken place,
An absolute Copernican paradigm shift
From haughty ivory towers to blue collar cellars.
It appeared as if these same blind entitled mice
could now see through, not only with, their eyes.
The next time they saw me without my bodyguards
They had a thing or two to say.
They said I had suddenly begun to behave
In a rather puffed-up manner,
And that even when I walked
I seemed to be floating above the huddled masses.
My former fiancé said she thought
I had become rather billowy,
Not just in conversation, but in appearance also.
I had that inflated cheeky look of indifference.
My newly found, suddenly extrasensory, admirers
Accused me of disseminating verses like a plague
Spread by fluffy baby lambs dripping molasses
From their innocent pink tongues.
They said I looked like a powdered sugary shadow
With honeycombed lips. My shape had no substance,
And my voice that once could fracture the wind
Sounded like a barely detectable subtle gas leak.
Before long they were determined
To get my head out of the clouds
To bring me back down to earth,
Where they hoped my mouth would be filled with fertilizer.
They hoped I would germinate the starving populace,
Beanstalks reaching for wisdom in the sky.
They demanded nutritional verses, words to live by,
The crude rotation of crops by the blade of truth.
So, they pummeled
My Pillsbury Dough Boy body like a punching bag
And they drove their furious bodies into me
As if I were a tackling dummy.
One way or another they would
Bring me back down to earth and back to my senses,
Down to a place where they could
Latch onto my mouth like starved leeches
Short of the blood of truth.
Aside from killing me, they tried everything.
Even their emotionally charged poetic innuendos
Proved ineffective; they had the distinct ring of impotence.
I never lost my composure or powers of resumption,
And I was, therefore, able to maintain my newly found puffy form.
I felt comfortable, kinda like on cloud 9.
Soon enough they discovered
That they couldn’t change my mind
Nor restore my former voice.
Nothing seemed to hurt me,
Not even their meaningful metaphors,
No one ever shattered syllables like he did.
Slings and arrows just seemed to bounce