Sweet Marriage in Golden Age: War Young Pet's Addiction: Volume 4

By Lu SanSheng

In the chaos of the night, she had mistakenly provoked the young master Zhan, who possessed monstrous power in the capital, and mistook his identity.

When they met again six years later, she would never have imagined that he would become her brother-in-law!

At the entrance to the Civil Affairs Bureau, she took the initiative to climb on her brother-in-law in order to take revenge on her sister, who had bullied her before.

"You kicked Lu Yaqing, and married me. How about it?"

"Very good!"

After she had succeeded in digging her way through the wall, she left with a pat on her butt …

• Language: English
• Publisher: Funstory
• Release date: Jun 22, 2020
• ISBN: 9781649555410

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CHAPTER 301 - IMMERSE YOURSELF IN GRIEF

Ye Heezhan rushed over nervously and carried the injured Lu Qingge back to the bed. Does it hurt a lot?

Lu Qingge bit her lip so hard that a deep impression appeared on her face. At this moment, she was like a glass doll, a light touch would cause it to shatter.

Ye Heezhan hugged Lu Qingge painfully, Qingqing, calm down. I'm not lying to you, Huo Zhenzhen is really gone!

He knew very well that this news was extremely cruel to Lu Qingge. But he didn't want her to live in self-deception. She was sad, and he would get better with her.

Lu Qingge excitedly beat herself up, Ah … The one that deserves to die is me, it's me … It's real, it's real … Every blow was heavy, as if she wanted to punish herself in this way.

Ye Heezhan held Lu Qingge's hand and said, Qing Qing, don't be like this, okay? Huo Zhenzhen, she definitely doesn't want to see you feeling sad for her."

Lu Qingge's eyes were red as tears streamed down her cheeks. She really isn't here anymore. She's not here anymore … Why? Why did this happen …

Why is this not a dream, why is it not a dream? She wished that all of this was just a dream. When she woke up from the dream, Huo Zhenzhen was still beside her, still smiling as she called out her name.

Clear, clear!

Ye Heezhan held the sobbing Lu Qingge tightly once again, as if he wanted to use this method to let Lu Qingge feel his existence. It seemed that if she wanted to do this, she could make Lu Qingge less miserable and in less pain!

Lu Qingge burst into tears, as if she wanted to cry out all the sadness in her heart.

Lu Qingge didn't know how long she cried in Ye Heezhan's arms. She was so tired from crying that she fell asleep again. There were still tears on her face. She had fallen asleep and was still groaning.

Ye Heezhan sighed with a pained expression. He covered Lu Qingge with the blanket before quietly closing the door and coming out.

Ann Ya, along with Lu Bei and Lu Nan, were guarding the door. When they saw Ye Heezhan come out, Ann Ya led the two little guys and hurried over.

Ann Ya asked with concern, Qingqing, how is it?

Ye Heezhan shook his head, I'm tired from crying, I fell asleep!

Ann Ya asked, Is she doing well?

Ye Heezhan's black eyes darkened, I'm afraid I won't be able to accept it in a short time. After all, Huo Zhenzhen is her good friend.

Moreover, Huo Zhenzhen had saved her life six years ago.

Lu Nan, who was at the side, innocently blinked her eyes and asked in confusion, Uncle Zhan, my mother, did something happen to her? Why is the godmother crying so bitterly?

Ann Ya, who was at the side, could not hold back her tears. How could they tell their child such a thing?

Ye Heezhan carried Lu Nan and told her, Your mom went somewhere far away, so your mother couldn't bear to leave her. That's why she cried so miserably.

Lu Nan continued to ask, Far away? When will Mommy be back?

Ye Heezhan didn't know what to say at the moment. After thinking for a while, he said, I don't know yet.

Lu Nan thought about it seriously and said, If Nanbao is obedient, will Mommy come back soon?

Ann Ya couldn't hold it in any longer and choked with sobs. To think that the child was still so young, yet he was about to accept a life and death separation, it was truly a heartbreaking scene. Even adults can't take it, so what about children?

Lu Nan curiously looked at Ann Ya, who had suddenly started crying. Grandma, why are you crying as well?

Ann Ya hurriedly wiped away her tears. It's alright. Grandmother's eyes have only sunk into the sand.

Nanbao went over and said, Nanbao is bragging for Grandma.

Ann Ya reached out to hug Ye Heezhan's hand, Un, Nanbao is so obedient! Nanbao, grandma will take you and your brother downstairs for a good meal, okay?

Lu Nan nodded obediently. OK.

Ann Ya said to Ye Heezhan, Ah Zhan, please accompany Qing Qing and guide her more. Seeing how sad Lu Qingge was, she also felt very upset in her heart.

Ye Heezhan nodded, Yes, I will.

Lu Bei, who had been silent all this time, grabbed Ye Heezhan's hand and said with a solemn expression, Uncle Zhan, can I talk to you alone?

Ye Heezhan signaled to Ann Ya. Ann Ya carried Lu Nan downstairs first.

When Lu Bei saw Ann Ya carrying his sister downstairs, he said, Did his godmother go far away like those people on TV who went far away? Will she never come back?

Ye Heezhan pursed his lips, not knowing how to answer Lu Bei's question.

Lu Bei knew Ye Heezhan had concerns, and continued to say, Dad, I am a little man now. If there's anything you need, you can tell me.

Ye Heezhan nodded in the end. He knew that Lu Bei was more mature than most kids. Therefore, he didn't want to lie to Lu Bei and deceive him.

Lu Bei's eyes immediately turned red, Then Nanbao and I won't be able to see mother again?

Ye Heezhan nodded again, OK.

Finally, the small Lu Bei could no longer hold himself back. He rushed over, hugged Ye Heezhan's leg and started crying. But Lu Bei did not cry out loud, his small shoulders only shaking violently. It was obvious that he was very sad.

Ye Heezhan lightly patted Lu Bei's back, It will be fine. Everything will be fine.

Ye Heezhan thought that he had to protect the three of them better in the future, and he had to protect himself as well. Otherwise, how sad would they be if something happened to him?

Because of Huo Zhenzhen's death, Lu Qingge's mood had been depressed for the past few days. She was worried every day, sometimes like she was awake, sometimes like she was in a dream.

Ye Heezhan wanted to bring Lu Qingge out for some fresh air, but Lu Qingge refused to go anywhere. She shut herself in her room every day, even during the day, with the curtains drawn.

Ye Heezhan was worried that if Lu Qingge continued like this, there would be problems. He wanted to change the way he did so, so that Lu Qingge could pull herself together. However, Lu Qingge did not improve at all!

Even more serious was that ever since Huo Zhenzhen died. Lu Qingge hadn't had a drop of water in days, let alone eat. Several times, Lu Qingge fainted because she had not eaten anything.

Ye Heezhan called for the doctor to come over and feed the nutrient solution to Lu Qingge. When she woke up, Lu Qingge was still the same as before, not eating or drinking at all.

For the past two days, Ye Heezhan had personally cooked so that Lu Qingge could eat something. But every time he cooked something, he would bring it in. When he came out, he didn't even move.

Ye Heezhan still didn't give up. Every meal was cooked with Lu Qingge's favorite food. He had always believed that she would get better. No matter how long it took, he would stay with her.

He only hoped that it wouldn't take too long, because he was worried that if this went on, his good body wouldn't be able to hold on.

CHAPTER 302 - INAUDIBLE INVISIBLE

Ye Heezhan stood at the door of the room and his expression could not help but turn serious. He adjusted his emotions and pushed open the door in front of him.

The room was very dark, giving off an indescribable feeling of oppression. As the room had not been ventilated for a long time, there was a faint, strange smell in the air.

Ye Heezhan walked in with the food and closed the door softly.

Qing Qing, time to eat.

In the quiet room, there was only silence. No one replied to him. It took Ye Heezhan a moment to get used to the dim light inside.

Ye Heezhan placed the dishes he brought in on the table one by one. Today's dishes were as sumptuous as ever. Every single one of them was Lu Qingge's favorite meal.

Ye Heezhan set up the chopsticks and walked inside in big steps. Lu Qingge hugged her knees as she quietly sat on the bed. Her pitch-black eyes were hollow, like a huge hole that couldn't be filled no matter how hard she tried.

Lu Qingge's eyes were fixed somewhere, unfocused, unfocused. Lili had been like this these days. Most of the time, the eyes had no focus.

Ye Heezhan sat on the side of the bed and said softly, Qing Qing, today I made your favorite Sweet 'n' Sour Ribs. Nanbao said it was delicious, and I'm sure you'll like it too.

Lu Qingge was still sitting there, completely motionless, as though she was completely immersed in her own world. He couldn't hear or see! It was terrifyingly quiet!

Oh, yes. Bei and Nanbao won the award today and even went to the award ceremony. They got the best actress of the year! I didn't help them. They got it on their own. It's all because of you that Bei and Nanbao are so outstanding. You must be very proud, too, right?

Normally, Lu Qingge would have confidently patted her chest and said, Of course, don't you know who their mother is?

However, the current Lu Qingge had no reaction whatsoever. He was just like before, quietly immersed in his own world.

Ye Heezhan saw that Lu Qingge didn't respond to this topic, so he added another topic, Qing Qing, the lotus flower blooming in the pond below is very beautiful. Would you like to come with me?

If I don't go, I won't be able to see them after this season.

Ye Heezhan found another topic to talk to himself for a long time. But from start to finish, Lu Qingge had no reaction at all. He didn't even give Ye Heezhan a glance!

The psychiatrist had said that Lu Qingge had completely locked herself in her own world. If this continues, the situation will worsen.

However, in the face of such a situation, there is currently no good treatment plan. He could only get close to her and find a topic of interest to talk to her. Or find something that interests the patient!

Accompanying the patient, he slowly walked out from such a state of mind!

Ye Heezhan chatted with Lu Qingge for an hour. Lu Qingge was still the same as when he had first entered, not even moving.

If not for her weak breathing, it would have been difficult to feel that she was still alive!

Ye Heezhan felt very upset. He was afraid that he wouldn't be able to hold it in and reveal it. He hurriedly got up. Qingqing, I'll come back later to accompany you.

Although he really wanted Lu Qingge to get up early, he couldn't be too hasty!

Ye Heezhan glanced at the dishes on the table and said, The dishes are on the table. If you are hungry, remember to eat. If it gets cold, you tell me and I'll help you do it again.

After saying this, Ye Heezhan closed the door for Lu Qingge and went downstairs.

As soon as Ye Heezhan went downstairs, Ann Ya, who was waiting downstairs, immediately came over and asked, Ah Zhan, did Qing Qing eat today?

Ye Heezhan shook his head, No. He still didn't eat a single mouthful. He didn't even drink water.

Ann Ya sighed, pained. This child is really pitiful. If this goes on, how can we get out of it?"

Ann Ya's heart was truly worn out. Ye Helian was suffering from severe depression, and the family's heart was broken. Now, Lu Qingge was sad again! There was really nothing he could do!

Ye Heezhan said firmly, I won't let anything happen to her!

Ann Ya thought for a while and said, With Qing Qing's current condition, we should keep it a secret from Elder Lu and elder Yu. Otherwise, they would be very sad to know Qing Qing's current appearance.

The two elders were old. If they got too excited and something happened to Qing Qing, it would only be a big blow to her. So, for the sake of everyone, let's hide this first. "

Ye Heezhan nodded, I think so too.

This matter told Lu Fengsheng and Yu Weifu that it would not help Lu Qingge's illness. Anyway, he would do his best to take care of Lu Qingge, so why bother the two elders?

Mmm, let's clear up this area. We still need to think of a few more ways to deal with this. Qingqing is an optimistic child, but at the same time, I can't accept the truth … As Ann Ya finished her sentence, she stopped talking and was slightly choked with sobs.

She really treated Lu Qingge as if she was her own child. How could she not feel sorry for her own child when she saw it in such a state? How could she not feel sad?

Ye Heezhan nodded and said, Yes, she is so strong. She will definitely be able to come out. Qing Qing will not disappoint us!

Ann Ya covered her mouth and nodded. She hoped so too!

Ye Heezhan's pupils constricted. Mom, I'm going out for a while. Help me clean up. " When he finished speaking, he had already run out!

Ann Ya chased after him and asked, Where are you going?

However, Ye Heezhan had already gone far!

Ye Heezhan drove directly from the garage and specifically went to Lu Qingge's room in the park. He wanted to see if there was anything he could use to make Lu Qingge happy.

Ye Heezhan went directly to where Lu Qingge lived. However, he didn't stay there for a while. A thin layer of dust had already covered the furniture.

Ye Heezhan looked at the familiar decorations and sighed in his heart. Meeting Lu Qingge again during this time, and everything that had happened with her, there was always an indescribable feeling.

Life may be like this, you never know the next second to bring you surprise, or shock. However, he hoped that after experiencing so much with Lu Qingge, they would be able to stay together in the future.

But hope, was always hope. Ye Heezhan only found out later that although it sounded simple, it was often an extravagant hope. Of course, this was all a story in the future.

Ye Heezhan opened the door and went straight to Lu Qingge's room. He looked over Lu Qingge's bookshelves to see what books she usually liked to read, so he could bring two of them over to divert her attention. This would also be helpful in her current situation.

The moment Ye Heezhan took a step forward, his dark eyes slightly contracted.

He turned around and swept a vicious sweep of his leg toward the room's curtains.

CHAPTER 303 - DISCOVER NOTEBOOK AND RECORDER

Yu Fei, who was hiding behind the curtain, reached out her hand to block Ye Heezhan's kick. She was shaken by Ye Heezhan's kick and had to take a few steps back to stabilize her body.

Ye Heezhan's dark eyes narrowed dangerously, Yu Fei, you actually dare to appear in front of me?

Last time, at their fake wedding, Yu Fei had injured Lu Qingge's account with a gun. He hadn't even fought with Yu Fei yet, but she still dared to appear. She must have a lot of guts.

Yu Feirin playfully reached out her hand, wanting to touch Ye Heezhan's chin, How can I bear to leave you?

Ye Heezhan opened Yu Fei's hand with a palm, You're courting death!

Ever since the wedding, his men had been searching for Yu Fei. However, Yu Fei seemed to be protected by someone and his men couldn't find her no matter how hard they tried.

Just like the person who attacked his old friend in State H, the person who looked exactly like him, couldn't be found either. Ye Heezhan had been trying to find out who was behind that person and Yu Fei, but nothing happened.

Yu Fei jumped to the side and purposely said in a coquettish voice, young master Zhan, it's not good to be so heartless towards women.

For you, there's no need to be so protective of the fairer sex!

After Ye Heezhan said this, he attacked Yu Fei without any hesitation. Yu Fei could only face him head-on. Actually, she didn't want to fight with Ye Heezhan because she knew Ye Heezhan's strength very well.

In a one on one fight, she was not a match for Ye Heezhan. Back then, she was only able to capture Ye Heezhan because of her luck. She still remembered that it was Ye Heezhan's vice-captain who did not listen to his orders and held him back!

At that time, Ye Heezhan became the leader of the Wolf Mercenary Corps at such a young age. The vice-captain had always been unconvinced, so on this mission to kill her father, Yu Hongxin, the vice-captain secretly brought his old subordinates to trip Ye Heezhan up.

It was only because Ye Heezhan was seriously injured that he ended up in Yu Fei's hands. Otherwise, if both sides were to fight seriously, Yu Fei would not be Ye Heezhan's match at all! It should be said that even his opponents weren't qualified.

Ye Heezhan and Yu Fei started to fight. In less than three moves, Yu Fei was at a disadvantage and was pushed far away by Ye Heezhan.

Yu Fei saw the opportunity and threw out the smoke bombs she had prepared.

Yu Fei escaped through the window, taking advantage of the smoke. Ye Heezhan went to chase him, but it was already too late. Yu Fei was already prepared to use the rope to escape to the other side of the building.

Ye Heezhan punched the wall in frustration. Damn it, Yu Fei escaped again. He still had many things that he needed to confirm with Yu Fei. Otherwise, if Yu Fei had hurt Lu Qingge over and over again, he wouldn't have let Yu Fei live until now. He didn't mind personally taking care of her!

Ye Heezhan looked at Yu Fei, who waved at him from afar. His dark eyes turned dark.

The current Yu Fei was very different from the her at that time. She had become a lot more cautious and prudent. However, this Yu Fei didn't seem to be improving, but rather someone was giving her advice from behind the scenes!

In the end, Ye Heezhan could only watch as Yu Fei disappeared from his sight.

Ye Heezhan retracted his gaze, and when he looked down, he saw something that dropped on the ground. Yu Fei must have accidentally dropped it when she was running away!

It was a picture frame.

Ye Heezhan bent down and picked up the photo frame. Ye Heezhan's eyes narrowed slightly when he saw the person in the photo. It was a picture of Huo Zhenzhen and He Jun!

Could it be that Yu Fei had come here to retrieve this photo? However, just as he was about to leave, he bumped into him. So hide behind the curtains in the room!

But why would Yu Fei take a photo of the two siblings, Huo Zhenzhen and He Jun? Yu Fei wasn't related to Huo Zhenzhen. The only person who could be said to be related was that He Jun was once a subordinate of her father, Yu Hongxin.

Previously, He Jun came to seek revenge on behalf of Yu Fei's father, Yu Hongxin! But even with such a connection, it was useless for Yu Fei to have a photo of Huo Zhenzhen and He Jun, unless she had gotten it for He Jun.

But He Jun died ten years ago...

Ye Heezhan's eyes widened slightly. That could only mean one thing, He Jun did not die ten years ago.

But if He Jun didn't die, why didn't he recognize Huo Zhenzhen? Huo Zhenzhen had even died to avenge him!

For a time, more and more mysteries arose. There was no way for Ye Heezhan to know and there was no way to ask for confirmation. The truth could only be revealed after Yu Fei was captured.

Or when the person behind the scenes couldn't hold it in and exposed himself, the mystery would be solved.

Ye Heezhan gathered his thoughts and strode to Huo Zhenzhen's room. Huo Zhenzhen's room had obviously been rummaged through by someone. It should be Yu Fei who was anxiously searching for this photo to flip the room upside down!

Ye Heezhan looked around the room. Other than some daily necessities, there was nothing else special about it. The only piece of information related to He Jun was the photo that Yu Fei had tried to take away, only to end up in the middle of a road.

Huo Zhenzhen didn't leave anything related to He Jun in her room. She must have destroyed everything related to He Jun because she was worried about exposing her identity!

Huo Zhenzhen went to great lengths to avenge her brother. Perhaps from six years ago when he saved Qing Qing, he had already planned everything out for today.

However, Huo Zhenzhen did not expect that she would fall in love with Qing Qing in the end. It was obviously impossible, but it was hopeless. In the end, he even took his own life! It could only be said that destiny made a fool of people!

Ye Heezhan's gaze unconsciously fell on the locked drawer beside the desk in Huo Zhenzhen's room. Usually, it was something very important that would lock the door.

Ye Heezhan stared at the locked drawer thoughtfully, as if he was pondering what exactly was in the drawer in front of him.

Ye Heezhan hesitated for a moment and then opened the lock on the door. In order to save time, he did not go looking for the key. Instead, he used violence to unlock it.

Ye Heezhan opened the drawer, there was only a notebook with an exquisite design. Other than the exquisite design, there was nothing special about it.

Ye Heezhan picked up the notebook and checked it before and after. There was a note pasted on the notebook with the words Lu Qingge's Apprentice written on it. Beside the notebook, there was also a recording pen. There should be important recordings!

Since the notebook had the words Lu Qingge's Apprentice written on it, it was probably something Huo Zhenzhen had left for Lu Qingge on purpose. He just didn't know what was in the notebook!

Ye Heezhan finally picked up all the notebooks and recording pens that Huo Zhenzhen had left in the drawer. However, due to his respect for Huo Zhenzhen, he didn't have the intention of peeking at the contents inside.

Ye Heezhan checked the room again to make sure there was nothing abnormal. Only then did he lock the windows and leave!

CHAPTER 304 - PLEASE STAY AWAY FROM ME

After Ye Heezhan left the park's imperial scenery, he directly took the notebook and recording pen that Huo Zhenzhen left behind and drove back to Ye Family Residence.

Seeing that Ye Heezhan had returned, Ann Ya quickly walked over. Ah Zhan, where did you go?

Ever since Huo Zhenzhen's accident, Ye Heezhan didn't even go to the office. Instead, he stayed at home with Lu Qingge. Even when dealing with official matters, Gu Han was required to deliver all the documents directly to his home.

It was easier to take care of Lu Qingge this way. Besides, Ye Heezhan said he would be at ease if he stayed with Lu Qingge himself. Ann Ya really couldn't guess where Ye Heezhan had gone to!

Ye Heezhan looked at Ann Ya nervously and asked, Mom, what happened to Qingqing?

Ann Ya said anxiously, Qing Qing shut herself in her room. I won't even let her in when I knock on the door. Quickly go up and see her.

Originally, she went upstairs to give Lu Qingge something to eat, but Lu Qingge refused to open the door no matter how she knocked. Furthermore, the door was locked from the inside. She wouldn't be able to open it even if she took out the key.

When Ye Heezhan heard that something had happened to Lu Qingge, he immediately ran upstairs.

When Ye Heezhan ran upstairs to Lu Qingge's room, the door was locked from the inside.

Qing Qing, open the door. It's Ah Zhan. Ye Heezhan knocked on the door, but there was no sound from inside the room.

Ye Heezhan was worried about Lu Qingge's safety, so he directly slammed the door open from the outside.

After knocking on the door, Ye Heezhan walked in anxiously. His heart couldn't help but pinch when he saw the scene before him.

Lu Qingge clutched her head, looking terrified as she sat on the ground. Tears that had not dried still hung on her face. Her empty eyes slowly gained focus after seeing Ye Heezhan.

Blood... A lot of blood... Ah Zhan, there's blood everywhere on the bed. I'm afraid, I'm so scared!

Ye Heezhan's heart ached as he squatted down and held the helpless Lu Qingge in his arms, Qingqing, I'm here. It's fine, it's fine now."

Lu Qingge kept crying, Ah Zhan, where did you go? You really don't want me anymore, and you don't want me either?

The more she cried, the louder her cries became, as if she wanted to express her displeasure and protest.

Ye Heezhan thought for a while and said, Qing Qing, I won't reject you. Huo Zhenzhen didn't leave you behind either. She only decided to leave because she wanted to protect you!"

Ye Heezhan deliberately changed the way he spoke to use Huo Zhenzhen to leave this kind of word. He was afraid that if he said that Huo Zhenzhen died, Lu Qingge's mood would become unstable.

Lu Qingge bit her lips as tears rolled in her eyes. She looked really pitiful, Ah Zhan, is it really true that she will never come back?

Ye Heezhan didn't say anything, he just hugged Lu Qingge tightly. Compared to sitting quietly on the bed and not saying a word for the whole day, he actually hoped that Lu Qingge would cry like this.

At least, only by crying out all the sadness would he be able to hold it in! Crying, crying, maybe it would be better.

Lu Qingge suddenly hugged Ye Heezhan's arm imploringly, I really miss her, I really miss her! Ah Zhan, take me to see her, okay?

Qing Qing, I'm sorry. I can't do this. Ye Heezhan did not want to lie to Lu Qingge, so he apologized.

Lu Qingge suddenly let go of Ye Heezhan's hand and laughed desolately, That's right, we will never see each other again. She's really dead! She's dead!"

Lu Qingge seemed to wake up at that moment, more sober than ever.

Ye Heezhan hugged the sad Lu Qingge tightly, wanting to comfort her, Qingqing.

Lu Qingge excitedly broke out of Ye Heezhan's embrace, No, let go of me. Ah Zhan, stay away from me. I beg you to stay away from me.

Ye Heezhan looked worriedly at the agitated Lu Qingge, Qingqing, what's wrong with you?

Lu Qingge shook her head. Don't touch me, stay away from me. I'm basically sweeping the Y star, and I'm going to implicate everyone who's close to me.

Mom is dead, Elder Brother Helian's legs are crippled, and Grandpa almost died because of me. You were severely injured because of me previously, but now you're really dead because of me …

I really just swept the Y star … If you approach me, the next misfortune will fall upon you. Go, stay as far away as you can. The farther the better.

Ye Heezhan looked at Lu Qingge with a pained expression, "Qing Qing, all of this was not your fault. I won't let you think that!

You're right, your mother's death has nothing to do with you. His big brother's legs only needed to be checked before he could stand up again. Isn't your grandfather still alive and well? "

Lu Qingge's eyes widened as she shouted, It's true, then what's true?

Ye Heezhan hesitated for a moment before saying, She did it to protect you. This is her choice, not your fault …"

Lu Qingge shook her head and interrupted Ye Heezhan, No, it's my fault. I should be the one to die. She died because of me. I am the one who truly deserves to die …"

Ye Heezhan grabbed Lu Qingge's arms, Qingqing, look at me.

Lu Qingge, who was in an agitated mood, was slightly stunned. She unexpectedly calmed down and looked at Ye Heezhan.

Ye Heezhan looked at Lu Qingge's eyes seriously and said, Listen to me, calm down. It really wasn't your fault. It was Ji Jingyan who wanted to kill you. Huo Zhenzhen only wanted to protect you. It was Ji Jingyan who killed Huo Zhenzhen, it's not your fault, did you hear that?

Lu Qingge burst into tears. Ah, that's true … It's real …

She knew that no matter how sad she was, how sad she was. Even if she cried until her eyes went blind and her throat turned hoarse, Huo Zhenzhen would still not come back! She had left, gone to another world, a world they did not know!

However, she was unable to restrain herself and was unable to control her emotions. In these past few days, she had been living within the boundless guilt and regret, and was unable to break free …

She also did not want to go out. It was as if she was constantly torturing herself, so that she could obtain a sliver of freedom, a sliver of salvation.

Ye Heezhan passed the notebook and recording pen that he brought back from Huo Zhenzhen's room to Lu Qingge, This should be left by Huo Zhenzhen. I've brought it back for you.

Lu Qingge, whose eyes were red, took the notebook and recording pen in Ye Heezhan's hand with trembling hands. She muttered to herself, It's real handwriting, it's real.

She couldn't mistake this.

Ye Heezhan lightly patted Lu Qingge, Take a look. There should be something she wants to say to you. Perhaps, he thought, he might be able to cheer up after reading it!

Lu Qingge unexpectedly calmed down and nodded her head. Yes.

She subconsciously held the notebook and recording pen that belonged to Huo Zhenzhen tightly, as if she could feel Huo Zhenzhen's aura this way.

CHAPTER 305 - IN THE END PROMISE ME ONE THING OKAY?

Ye Heezhan went out first, leaving the space for Lu Qingge alone. He didn't want to pry into her privacy unless she was willing to tell him. Otherwise, he hoped to give her enough private space to have her own secrets!

Therefore, from the beginning, Ye Heezhan had never investigated Lu Qingge's disappearance for the past six years, nor where she had gone to or what had happened to her. It wasn't that he didn't care about Lu Qingge, but he wanted to give her more respect.

Of course he wanted to know everything that belonged to her, including her past. But she didn't want to talk about it, he would respect her, so let the past pass! Because what was important was the present and the future!

It was him and her!

After Ye Heezhan left, Lu Qingge opened the notebook that Huo Zhenzhen left for her. So it was Huo Zhenzhen's diary. However, this diary was a bit special. It was specially written for Lu Qingge.

From the first day Huo Zhenzhen saved Lu Qingge, to the end, Huo Zhenzhen wanted to use Lu Qingge and her two children to deal with Ye Heezhan, and from then on, she considered them as a family!

Lu Qingge read it very seriously, as if she could see Huo Zhenzhen writing these words between the lines. The expression and appearance at that time, and even Huo Zhenzhen's feelings at that time!

Lu Qingge read every emotion and emotion recorded by Huo Zhenzhen. At this moment, she could clearly feel Huo Zhenzhen's struggle and conflict.

Huo Zhenzhen wanted to take revenge for her own brother He Jun, but she also wanted to use Lu Qingge, who was equally important to her, so she felt a deep sense of guilt.

Huo Zhenzhen had been stuck in this dilemma until the end. Lu Qingge intentionally kept her distance, which made her make up her mind to take the final step.

When Lu Qingge saw this last scene, she covered her face, tears of regret flowing out from between her fingers, Really, I'm sorry … I shouldn't have deliberately kept my distance from you when I discovered your special feelings for me.

I should have made my feelings clear to you sooner... I should have let you know! "

Although she couldn't respond to Huo Zhenzhen with feelings for her, all of this didn't affect their friendship, nor would she go against her initial promise to rely on Huo Zhenzhen.

She would be together with Huo Zhenzhen. It could be friendship, it could be kinship, but it couldn't be love.

She believed that as long as she and Huo Zhenzhen spoke properly, Huo Zhenzhen would understand … Could it be that the result would also be different?

However, it was already too late … It was already too late … There was no longer Huo Zhenzhen in this world. Huo Zhenzhen was gone!

Lu Qingge's hand accidentally touched the recorder pen's player. Huo Zhenzhen's voice came from inside.

My limpid fool, let me guess what you are doing now. You must be crying right now, right? And it must be very ugly, very ugly!

Lu Qingge said to herself in tears, Yes, very ugly, very ugly.

"Qingqing, if possible. I hope that you will never hear this recording that I left for you, so that I can always, always be by your side. But I know there are no ifs in the world.

Actually, when I first embarked on the path of a mercenary, I had long accepted the fact that my life no longer belonged to me. But I am glad that when you are at your wit's end, I was in time to stop you from going this way.

Because I can give up my life, but yours is different. I have nothing but you. And you, and Bei, and Nanbao.

You know, others chose this path for money, even senior Ye Xun was no exception. And I am not! I wanted to learn how to avenge my brother with my own hands.

I'm just very sorry, I haven't been able to tell you who caused my brother's death. He was Ye Heezhan, the father of Bei and Nanbao!

I'm really sorry I didn't tell you about my brother's killer until now. I'm hiding it from you because I know. Between Ye Heezhan and me, you will never be able to make a choice.

Since you have no other choice, let me help you with it. You said you had to make a choice, didn't you?

Qing Qing, don't be sad. When I chose to walk this path, I already knew what the result would be. My life has been too tiring, only with you, is the most simple and happy time of my life.

But I am well aware that this good time will not last long when I do not control my feelings and fall in love with you. Because your love is already given to someone, how can it be to me?

So in order to not let you know about the special feelings I have for you, I always pretend that there's nothing abnormal, and even more so don't dare to show it!

You don't even know how careful I am. Because I'm scared, scared that you know of my special feelings for you. I'm afraid that you will resent me for it and avoid me!

But when I saw you and Ye Heezhan together, I still couldn't resist my jealousy and possession. I almost burst out and didn't tell you what I felt for you.

That's why I've been hiding my feelings from you for such a long time! You began to avoid me, intentionally or unintentionally. Even if we lived under the same roof, we could barely meet each other every day.

You may not be able to imagine how desperate I am. It was as if the whole world had collapsed! Even though I knew from the beginning what I felt for you, there would be no response. But I am still a moth to a flame, and perhaps I still have a hope of a miracle in my heart.

When my last hope was dashed, I tasted the helpless despair. I wanted to ask you to stay, but I found that I didn't have any qualifications to do so.

I'm just in the same sex! What right have I to ask you to become like me for my sake? Instead of watching you go further and further away from me, until finally, completely lost in my world. Why don't you just let me die! At least I was dead, a relief to me!

So Qing Qing, don't be sad, don't be sad. This is the choice I made! Qing Qing, can you promise me one last thing, please? "

Lu Qingge nodded vigorously. As long as it's within my means, I promise. I promise!

Don't feel sad for me. Live a good life with Ye Heezhan. Help me earn back all the happiness that I lost! Qing Qing, I love you!

It's true! Lu Qingge covered her face as she cried, as if she was going to shed all the tears in her life in one go!

Lu Qingge couldn't remember exactly how long she cried for, but when she cried until the end, she could no longer make a sound. This was Huo Zhenzhen, her Huo Zhenzhen!

The stupidest, stupidest Huo Zhenzhen in the world!

CHAPTER 306 - PERHAPS THIS WAS LOVE!

When Lu Qingge came downstairs, Ye Heezhan and Ann Ya stood up from the sofa at the same time. This was especially so for Ann Ya. Seeing that Lu Qingge, who hadn't come out of her room for so many days, had taken the initiative to come down, her face was full of surprise.

Ye Heezhan wasn't that surprised. On the contrary, it was within his expectations. Although he did not know what was written in the notebook, he did not know what was written in the recorder.

However, he knew that the only person that could make