The Witch of Sulphur Mountain: The Supernatural Life of Agnes Baron, Meher Baba's Beloved Watchdog
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"Baba, if you want Meher Mount I’ll keep it for you through hellfire and damnation!"
With these words fiery Agnes Baron commences the remaining 46 years of her hard-scrabble life devoted to Indian mystic Meher Baba who claims to be the Avatar (God in human form). She will get plenty of both. Two years prior in 1946, at Meher Baba’s behest, she, Jean Adriel, and other Baba-lovers found and established Meher Mount, an idyllic 172-acre retreat atop Sulphur Mountain in Ojai, CA. By the time she made her vow, Jean and the others had departed, leaving Meher Mount in her hands. But how will she keep “Baba’s Place” out of the hands of covetous schemers? She doesn’t own it. Jean does. And if Jean wants to sell it, there’s nothing she can do. Or is there? It brings out the witch in her. For this Meher Baba nicknames Agnes "Agni," Sanskrit word for fire, and dubs her his “Beloved Watchdog.” For 10 years she worries herself more than any dog its bone that it will be sold from under Baba’s feet. Shortly before his only visit to Meher Mount, on August 2, 1956, Agni gets Meher Mount in her name. But her worries aren’t over. A single woman without means, she finds work as a substitute teacher, and sells strawberries she grows, and lives with the haunting fear she won’t be able to make the mortgage payments, and the bank will seize it. Some who covet the property try to make her a ward of the state.
Agnes Baron’s remarkable life is written in the form of an idyll, a narrative poem in heroic verse. And heroic aptly describes her 87-year odyssey. Shortly after graduating in 1928 with a sociology degree from Antioch College, known for turning out revolutionaries, Agnes departs for war-torn Europe, on fire to help “My Friends Abroad.” Working as a freelance journalist, she chronicles the plight of the Jews fleeing anti-Semitism, and goes to Lisbon where she “bullies” bureaucrats for passports, and shipping companies and captains for passage. She travels the Balkan states, chronicling the plight of the underdogs: the poor, sick, oppressed, and downtrodden. In Spain she graphically depicts the atrocities of the Spanish Civil War, the bombings by German and Italian planes of Guernica and Barcelona. Throughout Europe she raises the alarm of the growing Nazi menace, and with the outbreak of WWII, the mounting horrors of the holocaust. After 13 years, sickened with man’s inhumanity to man, Agnes abandons her faith in God and returns to San Francisco, lost. “I hated humanity. I just wanted everybody to die. Blow them to hell. I just hated everybody. I was so in the deeps of despair that I gave myself arthritis of the spine. Then I stumbled on this lovely Quaker lady, and I went to one of her meetings. She went to Vedanta. I thought, Well if she goes to Vedanta it must be respectable. So I went up the hill and walked into the Vedanta Temple, and for the first time I had a ray of hope. There must be some hope for humanity. . . .”
She embraces Vedanta, and asks the swami of the Vedanta Temple if he will accept her as a nun. “I don’t take women,” he tells her, “but my brother swami in Hollywood does.” She goes there, he accepts her, and she lives the life of a Vedanta nun for two years, but still she does not find peace. Then she realizes why. She has to let God back into her heart. She does. But then she catches the swami in an indiscretion, and leaves him in disgust, telling him, “You're a fallen guru.”
She goes to a nearby Vedanta temple, Ananda Ashrama, is accepted, but then is told her typing late at night is keeping others awake. The swami tells her of another place two miles up the road, the New Life Center, devoted to an Indian guru. She wants nothing more to do with gurus, but she needs a place where she can write in peace. She goes there, rents a little place on a hill, and tells the owner, Jean Adriel, “Look, I don’t want anything to do with your damned [this under her breath] guru.” His name is Meher Baba.
David Madison
Canadian by birth, expatriate by climate, David Madison is an inveterate idyller who idylls his time away writing idylls, that is, narrative poems, especially longer ones, such as "The Witch of Sulphur Mountain: The Supernatural Life of Agnes Baron, Meher Baba’s Beloved Watchdog."And yet, as if being an inveterate idyller were not enough to recommend him to you, he is also a tireless fabulist, meaning, a fabulous writer. But if you’ve had the novel pleasure of reading his first published book, "Ms. Spinster’s Novel Grammar: More Novel Yet Her Punctation, Spelling, Style . . . ," you already know that. Each of the 330 tales illustrating a rule is written in the manner of a fable, “a short narrative making an edifying or cautionary point, often employing as characters animals that speak and act like humans.” He is a permanent resident of Belize, which, being situated below Mexico on the Caribbean Sea, is fabulous in its own right. But one look at a map will undeceive you: it is nowhere near as fabulous as he is. When he’s not being fabulous, in one sense, he spends the remainder of his waking hours answering the question What qualifies you to write a grammar book? His ready answer, marvelous for its concision, is that he has some five more years of school learning than Mark Twain, and far fewer cats. While those two seeming disqualifications are sinking in, he is quick to emphasize that he correctly said far fewer, not far less cats.
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The Witch of Sulphur Mountain - David Madison
The Witch of Sulphur Mountain
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The Supernatural Life of Agnes Baron,
Meher Baba’s Beloved Watchdog
A Narrative Idyll
David Madison
Agnes, aged 16, high school graduation photo, 1923.
Table of Contents
A Narrative Idyll
I. My Friends Abroad
1. Saint Agnes
2. England: the Early Miracles
3. Saint-at-Large: Lisbon, the Balkans
4. The Holy Land
5. Shedding Gypsy Blood
6. Hitler, Reign of Terror
7. Spanish Civil War
8. Guernica
9. Sigmund Freud
10. Night of Broken Glass
11. Prague
12. Barcelona
13. Voyage of the Damned
14. Poland, WWII
15. Operation Barbarossa
16. Gargzdai
17. Babi Yar
18. Pearl Harbor
19. Joan of Arc
20. Human Tide
21. Christopher Columbus
22. The Phoenix
23. Ghost Ship
24. Torpedoed
25. Land!
II. The New World
26. Provincetown, Cape Cod
27. Plymouth Rock
28. Plymouth
29. John Dark
30. Train to Boston
31. Train to San Francisco
32. San Francisco
33. Homecoming: No One Ever Steps in the Same River Twice
34. Eleanor Roosevelt
35. Vedanta
36. Humanity Might Be Worthwhile After All
37. Hollywood Vedanta Temple
38. The Nun’s Life
39. Hindu Faker
40. Ananda Ashrama
41. New Life Center
42. Hitler Dead; Germany Surrenders
43. Hiroshima
44. Nagasaki; Japan Surrenders
45. WWII Ends
46. Avatar
III. A World Apart
47. Meher Mount
48. Jean Adriel Purchases Meher Mount
49. Bosford Purchases Meher Mount
50. John Cooke
51. John Cooke Goes to Africa
52. John Cooke Returns from Africa
53. John Cooke Purchases Meher Mount
54. John Cooke Returns to Africa
55. Agnes Meets Meher Baba in Myrtle Beach
56. Baba’s Car Accident, Prague, Oklahoma
57. Trail of Tears
58. Legend of the Cherokee Rose
59. John Cooke Returns from Africa with Polio
60. Beth and Tom McNell Purchase Meher Mount
61. Child Harold Purchases Meher Mount
62. Agnes Purchases Meher Mount
63. We Shall Walk the Land Together
64. The Hands of God
65. Baba Walks on Water
66. Doghead Greeting Godhead
67. This Land Is Very Old; I Walked It Long Ago
68. Buddha Belly
69. Baba Speaks
70. No More Grapes on Earth
71. Baba’s Limits
72. The Baba Tree
73. Baba’s Moods
74. Baba Sets Conditions for Agnes’s Drive to San Francisco
75. Waves of Joy and Sorrow
76. Sanskara Sparks
77. Put It in Agni’s Name
78. One Almighty Perfect Wave
79. Agnes Drives to San Francisco
80. Agnes, It’s the Cops
81. Baba Wards off a Catastrophe
82. Around San Francisco
83. Alcatraz
84. Lombard Street
85. Fisherman’s Wharf
86. The Painted Ladies
87. Completely Mad with Love
88. Professor Chatterjee Receives a Shock
89. Don Stevens is Shocked Utterly
90. Baba Discusses the Trip to India
91. The Golden Gate
92. Muir Woods: Another Baba Tree
93. Flight of Tears: Baba Flies to Australia
94. Baba’s Work
95. Indian Blood: Baba’s Car Accident, Udtara, India
96. A Walk with God
97. Baba’s Last Trip to the West
98. John Cooke: The Greater His Release
99. I Love Saints, But Sinners I Adore
100. The Trail That Leads to Reawakening
101. Pushing Me Along Upon His String: the ’60s
102 A Drop to Fill an Ocean
103. I Am Being Crucified Each Moment
104. Beloved Watchdog
105. Man on the Moon
106. Baba’s Best Shooter
107. The Me Decade
108. The ’80s
109. Hellfire and Damnation: The New Life Fire
110. Will You Let Meher Baba Burn You Out?
111. Chimneys of Fire
112. Burned-out 1949 Ford Woody
113. Walking on a Cloud
114. Cherokee Rose (Rosa laevigata)
115. Deluge
116. Silver Lining
117. New Life
118. Super-Bloom
119. No Bed of Roses
120. No Super-Bloom
121. Saving Breath
122. Guardian Angels
123. Did He Send You?
124. There Will Be Another Fire
125. Trust
126. Welcome Center
127. A Third Guardian Angel
128. Devil’s Island
129. Escape
130. Welcome Home
131. Candles in the Wind
132. A Witching Formula
133. Agnes, Rest
134. Silence
135. Breath Comes Hard
136. One Last Time
137. Emergency
138. A Vivid Dream
139. Independence Day
140. Funeral Pyre
141. Life Everlasting
Photos
Agnes, aged 16
Agnes, aged 21
Meher Mount, circa 1956
Agnes with Meher Baba
Agnes with Kali
Agnes and Margaret Craske
The Blue Marble
Agnes talking in tongues
Chimneys of Fire
Burned-out Woody
Cherokee Rose
Ken, Len, Agnes, and Tom
Topa Topa Bluffs
External Photo Links:
Agnes, Baba, Myrtle Beach, S. C., May, 1952 or July, 1956
Agnes, Baba tour MM, August 2, 1956
Photos of Baba at MM, August 2, 1956
Meher Baba’s Life and Travels: Meher Mount, August 2, 1956
Agnes articles and photos
Meher Mount Website
Acknowledgments
Author
Copyright
A Narrative Idyll
What is a narrative idyll? It is redundant, a repetition of the same thing. An idyll is an epic or romantic narrative poem. Thus a narrative idyll
is a narrative narrative poem.
So why have I chosen to redundantly classify this work a narrative idyll? Two reasons: first, few today know what an idyll is; by prefacing it with narrative,
it at least says that it is something that tells a story, which gets one closer to an understanding; second, it serves as an intensifier, such as the adverbs very and awfully in the sentences That is very good and That is awfully good. So why didn’t I just call it a narrative poem, which most everyone understands, and avoid this awfully pedantic preamble? Well, because I think it is a very awfully beautiful and evocative word that has wonderfully romantic connotations, but has woefully fallen out of favor. Then, too, because it carries the alternate meaning of "an extremely happy, peaceful, or picturesque episode or scene," as exemplified by its adjective idyllic: "So, Evangeline, how was your romantic weekend getaway in the dreamy countryside?
Oh, Samantha, Evangeline gushed with romantic intensity,
it was perfectly idyllic!" Victorian poet Alfred Lord Tennyson well understood the romantic connotations of idyll when he entitled his cycle of twelve narrative poems retelling the legend of King Arthur, his knights, his love for Guinevere and her tragic betrayal of him
Idylls of the King. He knew that had he entitled it Poems of the King or, more catastrophic yet, King Arthur’s Poems, tragically avoiding every connotation of romance, we would not be talking of him today. So why didn’t Tennyson entitle it The Narrative Idylls of the King, and up the intensity? Because the Victorians well understood idyll, with all its romantic connotations, being common parlance, and Tennyson knew that to call them narrative idylls would be gilding the intensity lily. But we are not Victorians, and so must get our intensity and romance where and how we can. Note that I favor the British spelling idyll over the American spelling idyl. That second l is called a tail-end intensifier, which intensifies the romance going every bit as well as narrative intensifies it coming, with the desired effect of intensifying the romance all around. You might call that second l a redundancy, but I call it an intensifying godsend. Without it narrative idyl appears shortchanged come to romance, whereas it has been shortchanged going. And here is where the romance gets in between the two:
Agnes Baron was very real, and the truth about her may be said to be stranger than fiction. Nonetheless, for romance, The Witch of Sulphur Mountain: The Supernatural Life of Agnes Baron, Meher Baba’s Beloved Watchdog is a hybrid of fact and fiction, a based on a true life
account. So remarkable are the facts of Agnes’s life, that I thought it would be instructive to the reader if I were to list all the facts herein that the reader may understand what is factual and what is supernatural. And I set about that errand. But after a page, and I hadn’t gotten beyond her birth in New Kensington, Pennsylvania on January 17, 1907, I realized that the sum of the facts was greater than the whole of the story; moreover, I would essentially, redundantly, be telling the story of her remarkable life before I ever got to telling the story of her life. Also, I saw that I would so have to pepper the text with Spoiler Alert! throughout that the whole would be four or five times the length of the supernatural story, and would run the risk of taxing the reader’s patience. So I saw that I would have to give it up, and I did. I wouldn’t be that redundant for anything.
Agnes, aged 21, Antioch College Yearbook photo, 1928, (by permission of Antiochiana, Antioch College).
The Witch of Sulphur Mountain
Folks think a witch who has familiar spirits
She could call up to pass a winter evening,
But won’t, should be burned at the stake or something.
Summoning spirits isn’t ‘Button, button,
Who’s got the button,’ I would have them know.
—Robert Frost, The Witch of Coös
All is, if I’d a-known when I was young
And full of it, that this would be the end,
It doesn’t seem as if I’d had the courage
To make so free and kick up in folks’ faces.
I might have but it doesn’t seem as if.
—Robert Frost, The Pauper Witch of Grafton
I. My Friends Abroad
1. Saint Agnes
No spells, no incantations. One sharp look
was all it took to turn that flaky
La-La Land know-nothing-about-love
lot into Baba-yahoos—just like that!
No wart of toad, no milk of hog-nosed bat.
But long before I ever was a witch
I was a saint. I wasn’t named one though.
Plain Agnes Baron’s what they christened me.
It wasn’t till in 1923,
some 71 years ago, I saw
my first sure sign of budding sainthood,
turning chastely hallowed sweet 16.
And yet as roundly perfect and as purely
glowing as it was, my parents, though
I turned it every which way, couldn’t see
just how divine, becoming was my halo.
So I left home, San Francisco, free,
to find myself in Yellow Springs, Ohio,
for God’s sake, and enrolled in Antioch,
small Midwest boot-camp college better known
for revolutionaries than for saints,
on fire with sociology, and full of
young compassion for My Friends Abroad.
Professor Chatterjee knew sweet 16
was just the right idealistic age
to inculcate Far East philosophy
so 5-years deep in me he’d turn me out
a saint, a great degree (compassion for
the poor) in hand, more burning in my mind.
(If I’d known there’d be millions of poor souls
throughout America inside a year,
could I have but foreseen, I might’ve stayed.
That’s proof right there I wasn’t then a witch,
or I’d have seen—as sure as I can see
through those who only talk of loving Him—
the Great Depression, Dust Bowl, Dirty Thirties,
breadlines of the dirt-poor coming on).
Idealism’s fire so burned in me
to help the poor, downtrodden, and oppressed
that I’d have made a cauldron boil and bubble
(if I’d had one). There’d have been witch trouble.
But back in June of ’28 Black Tuesday
was a year and four months off. Still, don’t
you think, if I’d then been a witch, as some
suspect, that I’d have seen it coming on,
especially being black, and stuck around?
Instead, I found myself drawn to the light
of God, the which, as everybody knows,
is his especial way to draw a saint,
and gave myself to it without restraint.
2. England: the Early Miracles
So there I was, before the month was out,
on fire onboard the RMS Olympic,
sister ship to RMS Titanic,
bound for post–war-ravaged Europe via
Liverpool, and more devoutly bound
to be the patron saint to all the poor.
Yet all across I knew, though I was born
of Heaven, I was of this world enough
to know that even saints are not above
their crying need of earthly patron-love.
On English soil, by rail and prayer I made
my way to London where, by grace of God,
I soon worked up my debut miracle:
as easily as Moses the Red Sea,
I parted wide the London Times’ great doors,
and held them back for all the time it took
to make them see I’d make a surefire foreign
correspondent. Done, I parted with
a burning zeal in me to be God’s witness,
see their plight, and help the underdogs
in every land, so didn’t waste a second
working up my second miracle:
as was the iron axe head made to swim
the River Jordan, so I made the iron
prow chop through the waves and swim me high
across the English Channel to Calais,
the hallowed land of young Saint Joan of Arc,
Blest light unto the medieval dark.
3. Saint-at-Large: Lisbon, the Balkans
If I’d not sensed her saintly spirit watching
over her beloved France’s poor,
I’d there and then have taken up their cause;
but knowing they were in the saintliest
of hands, I looked afar to distant lands,
and shrank for fear: You cannot go that far.
But my heart spoke out strong: "I’ll go that far!
A journey of ten thousand ills begins
with the first step." So, starting with the right
of persecuted souls to some compassion,
I followed tears to Lisbon, Portugal
where Jews were fleeing to escape the growing
anti-Semitism, catch a ship
to somewhere, any country with a heart,
with pity, that would take them; but few would,
as if their persecuted lot was treyf,
to use their own not-kosher unclean
word
against them too. And I threw my whole heart,
its blood, against the heartless through my fingers
meant to wring the heart of those who claimed
to have one, to accept, to save these desperate
refugees. And I heard other cries
afar raised to indifferent, distant skies.
My heart’s blood not yet dried upon my fingers
(Christ!), I bent my missionary zeal
toward the poorer war-torn Balkan states,
made abject all the more in being bounded
by the wealth of seven seas—all full,
from Black to bluest Mediterranean.
Still, even if I’d been a witch back then
I don’t see how I could have seen a tenth
of all God had in store for me, although
I guess I’d have foreseen, as clear as day,
I’d have to work my every occult power
doing all I could to help poor Transylvanians,
pale as ghosts for Dracula’s long having
sucked the Gypsy lifeblood out of them,
which even the most hard witch would condemn.
On foot more often than on some poor beast,
or cart drawn by it (ease its heavy load),
I wandered from one abject Balkan state
to one as mountainously poor, bereft,
alone as much as not (except for God),
my passion always for the underdog:
the orphans, refugees, the handicapped,
the poor, the sick, and, most untouchables
of all, the lepers in their colonies
of rotting flesh (Get thee apart from us!
).
I did all in my power to not let
the rich world go on turning its blind eye,
the more its deaf ear to long suffering
Croatians, Slovenes, Serbs, Romanians,
Bulgarians, Albanians, and Greeks,
who, in despite the Treaty of Versailles,
were rich almost beyond imagination,
having a whole country to their names,
while Montenegrans, Macedonians,
poor Bosnians and Herzegovinans
and Jews had no land they could call their own;
poor stateless underdogs without a bone.
Some say I never walked, but rode a broomstick.
What they saw was me up in the air,
astride my walking stick, and bristling more
and more each outraged bristle I stuck on
for all manunkind’s inhumanity
to man—they couldn’t help but see me
making angry arcs across the sky,
and riding all the rich for all their heartless
treatment of the poor, I holding on
for dear life: all the poor, downtrodden, banned,
oppressed, forsaken souls in every land;
they saw me flying off the handle, bristling,
flying madly at the dirty, mean,
uncaring world a new broom would sweep clean.
I rode it all the more so travelling with
Albanian bandits, they on horseback, robbing
rich to feed the poor, I chronicling
their Robin Hooding exploits, moved by their
unwritten code of honor. High upon
a mountain we were faced, these men and I,
with spending all night in a one-room cabin.
God knows that, in chasteness, I could not.
I’ll fly back down the mountain on my broom,
I didn’t say, though that was understood.
It isn’t safe for you to go alone,
they said, this, to a man, writ on each face,
insisting they must go back down with me.
In darkness, one of them, a happy youth,
so full of life, was shot, and in my arms
he died unseen. I could not even look him
in the face, less for the darkness I felt
deep inside; nor could I bear the guilt,
the shame, nor face the grieving villagers,
so got up in the dark of night and fled,
a thing the meanest saint would not have done;
and in