X-TASY: His Submission

By C. Davis

I was living in hell.
Memories haunt my dreams.
I fight the darkness.
Struggling to break free and come back to the light.
Then, I meet her.
She's strong.
Dominant.
Beautiful.
She helps me forget the pain through pleasure.
Makes me feel protected.
Alive.
Loved.
My submission fulfills her.
I aim to please her.
Pain is my pleasure.
And my pleasure is what she craves.

• Language: English
• Publisher: C. Davis
• Release date: Nov 14, 2019
• ISBN: 9780463819685

C. Davis

I'm currently reside in Oklahoma and have a passion for writing. I enjoy reading a good erotic romance novel also.

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X-Tasy:

His Submission

Bound By Blood: Book One

By:

C. Davis

I was living in hell.

Memories haunt my dreams.

I fight the darkness.

Struggling to break free and come back to the light.

Then, I meet her.

She's strong.

Dominant.

Beautiful.

She helps me forget the pain through pleasure.

Makes me feel protected.

Alive.

Loved.

My submission fulfills her.

I aim to please her.

Pain is my pleasure.

And my pleasure is what she craves.

Prologue

Zane

The screams.

Her cries of agony.

It made me guilt-ridden.

Get over here, boy! Hayden demands.

Hayden was my step-father, a Devil in sheep's skin. He married my mother a year after my father died. That's when it all started.

The beatings.

Getting my mother hooked on drugs.

The disappearances.

Blood on my hands.

So much blood.

I was tainted.

Ruined.

At first, it started with small things.

He wanted me to help him kidnap them.

Then, all that changed.

Not only did he want me to take them, but he also wanted me to touch them.

All the while, he taped it.

I stood next to Hayden, a lump in my throat starting to form.

I was disgusted.

I wanted to throw up.

P-please, I won't tell. The girl begs.

Well, what are you waiting for? Get to it, boy!  He hissed.

I shook my head, tears threatening to fall. I didn't want to. I didn't want to do as he commanded. But I didn’t have a choice.

Please, don't make me do this, I whispered.

I couldn't even say the word.

Violated.

Ripped of her innocence.

Completely wrecked.

Ruined.

The girl pleaded with her eyes. They said, Please, don't do this.

I'm sorry.

I turned her over on her stomach so she didn't have to see my face. I could hear Hayden say in approval. Good, son. Get in there real deep.

Fuck, you.

I hate you.

I leaned down and crooned in her ear. I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry, love.

I could hear her cries piercing my soul as I took her from behind. I was disgusted with myself. My cock was hard. Aroused. I was a sick mother fucker, and it was all thanks to Hayden.

When I pulled out, she was crying silently. I glanced down, my cock coated with fresh blood.

Oh, God!

What had I done?

There was so much blood. Hayden set the video camera down and stood behind me.

Now, my boy, finish the job. Kill her.

Hayden placed the knife in my hand, closing his hand over mine. I leaned down and whispered to the girl low enough so Hayden couldn't hear. I'm sorry. It will be over soon, love.

Hayden forced my hand and plunged the knife into her back. Then, he turned her over on her back and plunged it into her chest. Again and again. Until she breathed out to me before taking her last breath.

I forgive you.

This city is dangerous. Predators are lurking in the shadows. Just waiting for their next meal. They want to hunt you and then devour your innocence.

I know this because I'm a victim of that.

Pain is my pleasure.

I deserve to suffer.

Hurt.

Hayden patted the empty spot next to him and said. Come here, son.

I obeyed not wanting to get another beat down. I sat next to him, leaving a small space between us. I glanced at the girl, my heart heavy in my chest.

Did she have a family?

Mother?

Father?

Siblings?

Was someone looking for her?

You're going to thank me for this. Tomorrow, I want to do something different.

Please, I can't do this anymore, I whispered.

You will do it. Do you want your brother to have an accident?

No.

Fuck you.

Good boy. Now, go get cleaned up and go to bed. Tomorrow is a big day.

Whatever he has planned, can't be good.

I just hope I don't have to do what I did to that poor girl again.

Chapter 1

Zane

The next morning, Hayden rips the covers off of me and yanked me up by the arm. Get dressed, its time.

Where?

Don't worry about where, you just put your clothes on.

I quickly dress and meet him outside. He shoves me in the van and comes over to the driver's side, slipping inside. He starts the van and smirks. Today, you're going to pick up a guy.

What? I whispered.

You heard me. I took the liberty of getting your mess cleaned up. Today, you're going to go into that arcade and pick up a guy.

No, I clenched my fists, I won't do it.

He grinned, I thought you would say that. Do you want your brother to take his place?

I shook my head.

He pulled up to the arcade and slipped a syringe in my hand. Make sure you inject all of it. We don't want the police involved.

I stepped out of the van never sparing him a second glance. Each step, my heart hammered against my chest.

Thump...beat...thump

Another step closer.

Thump...beat...thump

My breaths quickened as I stepped into the building. My heart stopped when I saw the familiar form standing at the corner of the arcade. His eyes met mine, a smile across his face.

No. No. No.

This can't be happening.

What is he doing here?

I forced a smile and made my way to Randall, my best friend. I'll just say hello and be on my way.

Zane, what a surprise. How are things? You haven't been to school in days.

I'm being homeschooled now. My mother thinks it's for the best. I lied.

Come on, want to play a game of pool?

I can't. Hayden's waiting outside.

He frowned, making me feel the guilt.

I can come over later if you want.

The family is going out of town tonight.

Another lie.

I just didn't want him to get hurt.

Or worse, die.

I'll see you when I get back. Another lie.

Okay. Later, man.

Later, I whispered.

I walked away, leaving Randall to himself. I went to the back and spotted a brunette struggling with another man. Not just anybody, Hayden.

Hayden kept his hand over his mouth as the drugs worked into his system. A few moments later, his body went limp. Hayden scoops him in his arms and hisses. Move your ass!

As soon as we make it to the van, I get inside and swallow hard. Hayden is pissed. When he gets in the van, he turns to me and gives me a sickening grin.

Sweet dreams, son. See you in a few hours. He says, pricking me in the side of the neck with a needle.

_____

When I come to, I look around and start to panic. I had been stripped of my clothes, leaving me in my underwear. My arms were bound behind my back and my ankles were cuffed at the legs of the chair. I glanced to my right to see the boy my father kidnapped regaining consciousness.

W-where am I? What happened?

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